In the end, Song Du fulfilled his own words and told Li Wangyi a story, the hero of the story is a little girl, she told the story in a very plain and natural tone, as if the protagonist was a person he didn't know, but Li Wangyi knew that she was this little girl.

The story takes place in a small town in the south, the protagonist is a little girl who is not expected, her parents left her at home after giving birth to her, and went to the county seat to make a living together, and left the little girl to rely on her old grandmother for her life, only during the New Year the little girl can see her parents, but they don't like her, never hug her, and don't get close to her, the little girl thinks that parents all over the world are like this.

My parents opened a small restaurant in a small county town, and bought a two-bedroom house within a few years, they said that life in the city was not easy, so they never sent money home, and they didn't care how the little girl and an old man lived.

Grandma also has no financial resources, can only take the little girl to do some sewing and mending small business to make a living, fortunately, grandma is skillful, there are many people who come to her to sew and mend, although the money collected is small, but it is barely enough for the grandparents and grandchildren to live.

When she was three years old, the little girl would sit next to her grandmother's chair to help her thread the needle, because of the excessive use of her eyes, her grandmother's eyes were not very good, and she would sit in the yard every day during the day to sew and mend.

When she reached the age of kindergarten, the little girl wanted to study, but she didn't dare to ask for it, just looked at the children who were led by their families to bounce through the door every day with envious eyes, and sometimes looked forward to looking at her grandmother but quickly fell silent.

Finally, at the end of autumn, my grandmother took the little girl to the kindergarten, asked the price, and when I came back, my grandmother sat outside for a long time, and then called the little girl's parents, I don't know what was said over there, my grandmother's face became more and more ugly, and finally hung up the phone in silence.

The little girl stood in the corner and watched her grandmother dare not speak, the grandmother looked at her for a long time, and finally decided to save money, the little girl will go to kindergarten next year, with the desire to go to school, the little girl gets up every morning to help her grandmother prepare all the needlework, and then follows the aunt who delivered the newspaper to deliver the newspaper.

Of course, a little girl who is less than four years old can't actually help much, that is, to help her aunt run errands or something, in fact, that aunt is a neighbor and a kind person, she only helps her when she is pitiful, and occasionally takes her home for dinner, and also buys a new dress or two for the little girl.

It was also this aunt who let the little girl wear the first new clothes in her life, and it was not a secret that because she was not expected to disappoint everyone, so the new clothes prepared for her son naturally would not be given to this girl, and in the end, the grandmother went to find relatives and neighbors to ask for the old clothes that the children in the family did not wear, and washed them for the little girl to wear.

In short, when she was four years old, the little girl still carried a small schoolbag sealed by her grandmother into the kindergarten, and she did not understand the meaning of the strange eyes that the teacher fell on her during the roll call, and later she knew that it was called pity, and there was sympathy.

The little girl is very thin, because the nutrition is not good, and even some of the face yellow muscles are thin, the kindergarten is in charge of rice at noon, the teacher gives her a full bowl of rice every time, the little girl kindergarten has eaten a full meal in the past few years, not only the knowledge has risen, the body is visible to the naked eye to be rounded, but compared with children of the same age is still thin and short.

The little girl likes to learn, those obscure knowledge is full of fun in her opinion, and the teacher always tells her to insist on reading, so the little girl is more thirsty for knowledge, every day in class when other children are playing, she listens to the teacher very carefully, and will chase the teacher to ask some questions after class.

Sometimes she will go to the newspaper delivery aunt's house to learn to read and write by herself with the newspaper, others praise this girl for being diligent and studious, she is a good child, and the teachers also like this quiet and well-behaved little girl, they are very tolerant of her, and occasionally bring her a little snack at home.

Perhaps from that time there was an omen in her school life, and while she was loved by her teachers, she was rejected by all her classmates.

But when I was in kindergarten, it was okay, and the classmates in the town were very innocent and friendly, sometimes although they would talk about her or ignore her, but after a while they would come and hold her hand and play together.

But the good times didn't last long, the little girl was less than six years old, and she didn't know what it meant when she heard her grandmother say that her mother was pregnant with a little brother, but she would laugh when she looked at her grandmother's smiling face, and felt that this was a good thing.

When she was six years old, the little girl who was going to go to elementary school heard her grandmother say that her mother was going to give birth and they had to go to the city.

After her grandmother finished speaking, she was going to move not long after, and the little girl was a little reluctant to leave the home where she had lived for six years, and she didn't have time to say goodbye to the teachers and aunts, so she followed her grandmother on a trip to meet her parents.

Before meeting her parents, the little girl was looking forward to it and apprehensive, but the first words of the person who said that it was her mother made her realize that she was not welcome here.

I only remember that the woman with a round belly was wearing a skirt, her whole body was a little swollen, and her face was round, but her skin was very white, her eyes were big, and she was also very good-looking, but when she saw the thin little girl who was following her grandmother, she frowned and coldly spit out, "Why is this money-losing goods still there?" ”

With that, she turned and went back to her room, and the so-called father only glanced at her and followed her mother back to her room without saying a word.

Grandma sighed and led her into the house and began to teach her how to do housework in this house.

Soon, the younger brother was born, the newborn child was wrinkled, not good-looking at all, but the whole family gathered around this white and chubby child, with visible joy on her face, and the little girl stood in the corner, looking enviously at the younger brother in her mother's arms.

The restaurant at home is very busy, although small but the business is very good, in order to save costs, the couple did not invite anyone, they are all doing their own family, grandma came to the busiest time to help serve dishes and wash dishes, the little girl no longer has to help grandma thread the needle, but to do a lot of housework, wash dishes, mop the floor and wash clothes, but also take care of the younger brother.

The first time the little girl drank milk was stained with her brother's light, and the little girl also knew for the first time that milk could be delivered directly to the door, at that time it was her mother at home, and her brother didn't drink half of the milk, and she didn't listen to any persuasion, the little girl stood aside with a broom, looked at the white milk, swallowed her saliva, and didn't dare to make a sound.

Mother took a sip of the milk and frowned fiercely, her face was ugly, and finally she threw the milk on the table while coaxing her brother, and when she stood up, she seemed to see the little girl in the corner, and said impatiently, "Then give it to you, don't waste it." ”

So, the little girl drank milk for the first time, sweet, delicious, not to hide it, she finally secretly hid on the balcony and licked the bowl clean, and then the little girl also fell in love with drinking milk, but unfortunately, the younger brother did not drink when there was still less.

When it was almost September, the little girl couldn't help it, and when she went to bed at night, she whispered in her grandmother's ear and asked her grandmother when she would start school, because the kindergarten teacher said that the primary school would start in September.

Grandma was silent for a long time and told her that she would stop studying this year and go to school next year.

The little girl didn't know why, it was like the sky was falling, she couldn't hold back, she cried, the voice was a little loud, I don't know if it was so noisy to my brother, she still remembered the fierce appearance of her father when he kicked the door open, she was dragged to the living room by him with one hand, and beat her hard, while beating her so that she was not allowed to cry.

Where can this be stopped, she finally burst into tears, crying until she had no sound, and she didn't dare to make a sound, and was thrown to the balcony by her father with a wrinkled face, saying that it was to make her sober and sober.

The little girl hurt all over her body, her heart hurt and her body hurt, but in the end, she couldn't resist the sleepiness, so she cowered and fell asleep in the corner.

The next day I woke up in bed, it was my grandmother, and my grandmother was the only one who loved her, and at that time the little girl had this realization in her heart.

The year of the suspension, the six-year-old girl learned to take care of another baby, and even coaxed him to sleep, of course, the pay should also be rewarded, the little brother is very sticky to her, I like to stay with her, I am reluctant to let go of her hand when I sleep, so I let the little brother live in her and grandmother's room, and the child cries in the middle of the night and wakes up mostly by the little girl.

At a young age, she finally had a shallow layer of dark circles under her eyes, of course, the little girl was willing to eat it, because her brother loved her.

When I was twelve years old, one day after school, the little girl was told to go directly to the hospital, she rushed to the hospital, her parents, and her younger brother were there, her grandmother had a lot of blood, she was dying, and before she died, she took the little girl's hand and told her to study hard to get ahead.

Not long after my grandmother died, that room became my brother's room, and as for the little girl, didn't she still have a balcony to sleep on?

Fortunately, the little girl has good grades, has always been the first place in the county, has never paid tuition, and can also receive a scholarship, she took the first place in the county in the high school entrance examination, and surpassed the second place by more than 30 points with a score close to a full score, and the provincial key middle school extended an olive branch.

But the little girl didn't go in the end, because her parents didn't agree, the county high school gave a little more money, and it was close, and the little girl could come back from time to time to help, yes, it was such a superficial reason, the little girl finally managed to live in the school, but she had to go home to help when there were no classes on the weekends.

It was also in middle school that the phenomenon of being targeted because of her name and the teacher's love reached its peak, her classmates didn't like her, and she didn't even have the same table, the little girl had no choice, and she didn't know what to do, and in the end she could only pretend that she didn't care, and focused all her attention on studying, of course, the suppression of nature in exchange for her high grades, which was also a good result.

Later, the little girl was also accustomed to showing people with a cold face, making people afraid to approach, even if she heard the bursts of ridicule from her roommates at the door of the dormitory, she could push the door in without changing her face and take the materials and leave.