Chapter 106: A New Goal
Standing up, the girl in front of her looked even thinner, and Ms. Ye remembered the unhealed wound on her wrist that she had inadvertently seen just now, and finally softened her tone,
"Oh, oh, I see, thank you."
Song Du opened his mouth, but he didn't know what he was talking about, his soul seemed to be about to float away, looking at Ms. Ye's eyes were clear and beautiful, but he was also very at a loss, sadness was almost overflowing, Ms. Ye sighed in her heart,
"Okay, you haven't recovered yet, let's eat first, and as for our business, we can do it within a week."
Ms. Ye left surrounded by the people around her, and the sound of slender high heels tapping on the floor was crisp, but it also became farther and farther away until it disappeared, and suddenly became extremely quiet, and Song Du's soul seemed to be floating on this tall building, unable to find a place to return.
Song Du sorted out his mood and went downstairs, waiting for her worry-free in the hall downstairs and coffee, he had been looking forward to it for a long time, and when he saw her, he hurriedly ran up,
"Adu?"
Song Du's face was still a little pale, and the smile she squeezed out was extremely ugly, and she could see through her fragility at a glance.
"Don't worry, I'm fine, let's go eat, okay, I'm hungry."
Song Du said that he was hungry, but his tears fell all of a sudden, and the tears of the bean size fell "swoop", and he was startled, but Song Du still smiled and wiped away his tears, but the more he wiped it, the more he wiped it, and the more he wiped it, the more he wiped it, and he was so distressed that he was distressed.
Song Du was speechless, so Wuwu hurriedly took her to a nearby restaurant and asked for a private room.
As soon as the door was closed, Song Du couldn't stop it at all, almost crying convulsively, but there was only the sound of inhalation, and he took the person into his arms without worry, caressing her back, and comforting her silently.
"Don't worry, I might have to go."
Song Du, who had calmed down, sat beside Wu Wu, his eyes were red and swollen, and he spoke softly.
"Where are you going? Who was the person you just went to meet? What the hell is going on? ”
Carefree frowned, and his cold face added a touch of seriousness.
"A professor I met when I went to a conference abroad before gave me a chance to go abroad, you know that I was going to leave, and now I just want to continue what I didn't finish before, as for the mother I met just now, you also know that the gap between us is too big, and it is really not suitable..."
"What do you mean! Is she looking for something with you? How is it not suitable! ”
Worry-free was a little anxious, grabbing Song Du's cold hand and clenching it unconsciously.
"Worry-free! I've been ready to separate for a long time, and now it's just that this day has come, don't worry, I'm fine, I can continue my career, to find the meaning of my scientific research, love is not a necessity in life. ”
Song Du was relieved and carefree, her voice was gentle and flat, if it weren't for the fact that her eyes were still red and swollen and her eyes were sad, she wouldn't seem to be able to hear her uncomfortable emotions.
"Dudu, but you like him so much, he's, he really likes you, why not..."
Worry-free and distressed, these days she has seen Li Wangyi's seriousness towards Song Du, of course, more importantly, she knows that Song Du really likes him very much, she just hopes that Song Du can be happy, no matter what.
"Ha, worry-free, life is not a fairy tale."
Song Du heard the worry-free words, her heart was even more sour, she really liked him, and even fell in love, she obviously wanted to have a future with him, but there was no future.
Song Du lowered his eyes, looked at the wound on his wrist, his thin lips opened lightly, and his voice was soft,
"Don't worry, do you also think that I am weak, and I will surrender directly in the face of obstacles, but, but I have no choice, I can't let him fight for me and my family or even more people, and I can't let him suffer any harm because of me.
Hassle-free, you know? Whether it's my vanity or my worship of money, I really can't imagine that if Li Wangyi was a poor and white person, he and I would not have these things later, perhaps, his family background and ability are also important factors in contributing to our relationship, this is no way.
It is precisely because of this that I don't want him to fall off the altar for me, let him always be high, always in power, always proud and self-reliant, he should have the love of his family, the care of his friends, the support of his colleagues, he manages the entire Li family, I don't understand these things, but I also know that to some extent he shoulders the life of many families.
He is really too important, and I am just an insignificant person, it is enough to have so many intersections with him, he has left a strong mark in my life, created many good memories for me, I will spend my whole life to remember, and I, I just need to be a passerby in his life, disappear when it should disappear, you see, his mother also gave me a check for 100 million, I have never seen so much money in my life! ”
Song Du pretended to be calm, took out the check given by Ms. Ye and put it on the table, the corners of his mouth were raised, but he really couldn't laugh.
"But, Adu, you don't care about the money at all, and you're obviously so good and good..."
Carefree didn't care about the check on the table at all, his distressed eyes were locked on Song Du, as if he wanted to see through the disguise behind her false smile, Song Du raised his eyes to look at her, his eyes were moist, and finally he couldn't hold on,
"Yes, worry-free, I don't care, but you know what, my family's opposition was one of the reasons why I made this decision, but not the most important one, in fact, from that incident to now, I realized a problem, that is, I am too weak now, I am too insignificant,
Because you are my only family member and friend, so you think I am good in every way, so it is a blessing to me, but this is not the case, I have actually seen those words on the Internet these days, I know that most people are pessimistic about this relationship, and even because of my affairs, some people criticize Li Shi and accuse him, you never tell me these things, in fact, there are also people who send you private messages to scold you, right? Because we're friends.
In short, the two most important people in me during this time have been accused for no reason because of me, and I feel really guilty and uncomfortable, but you don't want me to know that I just pretend not to see anything, but don't worry, this shouldn't be, whether it's you or him, you are the best and best people in the world, I am extremely angry,
But after all, it's just in vain, I can't actually do anything, even the current stability, it's because you are sheltering me, but, I can't be under your wings all my life, I have to stand up and fight back with my own strength, maybe five years, maybe ten years, but one day, the world will praise you! ”
Song Du calmly said the thoughts that have been scrolling in her mind thousands of times these days, this accident has left her with both physical and psychological imprints, changing her original life trajectory, and I don't know whether it is fortunate or unfortunate.
"But, Dudu, you obviously didn't do anything wrong! And those trolls on the Internet are irrational, I never care what they say, Li Wangyi, who is cold-hearted and cold-hearted, doesn't care about what others say about him, you don't..."
The worry and distress in Wuwu's eyes were about to overflow, but Song Du smiled softly, a real, unreluctant, and firm smile, as if he had seen the clouds through the fog,
"But, worry-free, I care~ You are my most important people, you should understand, just like when you see others scolding me, I don't care what others say about me and scold me, but I can't accept a word of what you say badly!
I know I haven't done anything wrong, but the dirty water has been poured on me, even if the so-called clarification is issued, there are still many people who question my past achievements, that is because my achievements are not big enough and not dazzling enough, when I stand on the highest podium in science one day, all the rumors and all the doubts will be broken, and you will not be blamed out of thin air because it is my important family and lover, this is what I will do! ”
Song Du's eyes that had been dark for many days finally gave out a determined light, and the whole person exuded a positive and high-spirited temperament, worry-free was a little shocked, compared to Song Du, who was just trying to escape from the Song family before, now Song Du seems to finally have a firmer and more convinced goal, which can support her to go further and longer.
After a moment, worry-free spoke,
"But now that you're gone, what should Li Wangyi do?"
“... Me and he are now mismatched in every sense of the word... If I'm capable enough in the future, we maybe... In short, now is not the best time for us to be together. ”
"Then in case by that time he already has a new one. What about a new life? ”
Wuwu couldn't help but ask, hearing her words, the smile on Song Du's face was a little stiff, but he still replied,
"Then I will bless him, he will meet a better person, I hope he is happy."
"Even if his happiness has nothing to do with you?"
"Even if his happiness has nothing to do with me!"
After a long silence, Wuwu sighed, knowing that there was no need to persuade again, just asked,
"You're not going to tell him, are you?"
"Hmm."
"Dudu, sometimes you are quite cruel."
Carefree sighed softly, but she was also glad that Song Du would tell her this today, at least, she didn't plan to abandon her with her.
Song Du pulled the corners of his mouth and did not speak.
"Is that the decision so made?"
"Hmm."
"When are you leaving?"
"Next week."
"Can I go and drop you off?"
"No, I'm afraid I can't bear it."
“.. Can I go see you after that? ”
"Don't worry, I will always have your place here, anytime, anywhere."
“... I'll go to you when this side stabilizes. ”
"Okay, we can live together again."
Song Du said and laughed, the crystal tears slipped down again, and Wuwu turned his face sideways and pretended not to see it, but the corners of his eyes were already filled with tears.