In his sleep, Song Du was also very unstable, his brows were tightly wrinkled, but his hand was unconsciously placed on his abdomen, showing a protective posture, maybe everything was already doomed.

"Don't!"

Song Du opened his eyes suddenly, and his hand grabbed forward, full of emptiness.

"Adu, did you have a nightmare? It's okay, it's okay! ”

Ms. Lin on the side hurriedly came over and gently patted Song Du's shoulder, Song Du's misty eyes fell on Ms. Lin, remembering the blood in her dream just now, she dreamed that she chose to have an abortion, and the child that had not yet formed left her body, a piece of red, she was very worried.

"Sister Shuqing, do you know how to be a good mother?"

Elvis came early in the morning with the little girl, and also brought a hearty and delicious breakfast, Song Du asked for a leave today, Ms. Lin and Elvis have no classes today, can accompany her all day.

Elvis took the little girl downstairs to play, Lin Shuqing and Song Du ate together, Song Du held the porridge and suddenly spoke.

Ms. Lin looked at the little girl's smile outside the window and was stunned for a moment, then turned to look at Song Du, a little puzzled,

"Good mother?"

"Well, how to be a good mother, I think Sister Shuqing is a good mother!"

Song Du spoke categorically, and Ms. Lin was unconsciously amused by her childishness, but she still smiled and spoke,

"Adu, there is no standard answer to this kind of thing, no one is born to be a mother, I was at a loss at first, I couldn't even figure out how to feed her milk and how to change diapers, I have been a mother for more than ten years, and it has become what it is now, but the evaluation of a good mother, this is the first time I have heard it."

"What if you just can't be a mother?"

Song Du lowered his eyes and said softly, Ms. Lin heard it, and was a little surprised,

"Adu, as long as you give love, the child will feel that after being a mother, she will give a lot of love at the beginning, and she is not afraid of your laughter, I have also collapsed many times, even if Elvis is there, it is difficult not to collapse, but slowly, the child will also give to you, which becomes a two-way emotional exchange, no one is born to be a mother, this is a very long process."

"Okay, I know, Sister Shuqing, let's eat first."

Song Du ended the topic and began to eat, but as soon as he opened the chicken soup, the soup that was originally fragrant and overflowing, Song Du suddenly felt fishy and greasy when he smelled it, his face was ugly, and he suddenly rushed to the bathroom.

The sound of vomiting came, and Ms. Lin hurriedly got up, but suddenly reacted.

When Song Du came back, the chicken soup had been put away by Ms. Lin, and Ms. Lin handed over a glass of warm water.

"Adu, are you pregnant?"

Although it was a question, Ms. Lin was already very sure, Song Du just drank the water, paused for a moment, and nodded.

"Adu, you..."

Ms. Lin got a positive answer, but she didn't know what to say, Song Du said softly,

"It's okay, Sister Shuqing, I haven't decided whether I want it or not, and now the child's state is also unstable, maybe he won't be able to stay."

Song Du said with a miserable smile on her face, Ms. Lin's heart was sour, don't look around, and said,

"Anyway, let's eat first, there is no meat on your body."

Song Du and Ms. Lin had just eaten, and Mo Ci walked in with several lunch boxes.

"Sister, I... This is? ”

Mo Ci's gaze fell on Ms. Lin, turned to find Song Du, and asked,

Song Du looked at Mo Ci and didn't notice Ms. Lin's suddenly changing expression when she saw Mo Ci.

"This is my landlord, and I am also a very good sister, called Lin Shuqing, Sister Shuqing, this is my former student when I was a tutor in China, I happened to meet it, and he sent me to the hospital yesterday."

"I'm not just a student!"

Mo Ci opened his mouth with some dissatisfaction, Lin Shuqing had already hidden the look on his face, naturally nodded and smiled, and said hello.

After Mo Ci came, he looked at Song Du, as if he had something to say, but he didn't know how to speak, Ms. Lin's eyes looked at the two, Song Du sat on the bed, and he didn't know how to start the topic.

"Sister Adu, look, I picked the flowers for you!"

Elvis came back with the little girl, and the little girl ran to Song Du with a few small wild flowers in her hand.

"Mom has it too!"

The little girl smiled and handed it to Lin Shuqing, Song Du smiled and touched the little girl's head and pinched the flower in his hand.

The group stayed for a while, and everyone felt uncomfortable, and even the little girl noticed something strange, so Song Du sent everyone away, saying that he wanted to have a good rest.

There was only one person left in the ward, and Song Du sat on the bed, not knowing what he was thinking.

Finally, Song Du still couldn't hold back, dialed the transatlantic phone, and quickly picked it up, Song Du held his breath and didn't dare to speak, he couldn't help but take the lead in speaking, with a crying voice in his voice,

"Song Du! You little conscienceless, you called me for so long! ”

"Don't worry, don't cry~"

Song Du said, but his tears fell first.

"Fart, I didn't cry!"

Worry-free said viciously, but Song Du clearly heard her crying.

Wuwu was very concerned about her current situation, the two chatted for a while, Song Du hesitated for a long time, but still spoke,

"Worry-free, I, I'm pregnant, but, I really don't know what to do now, I don't want to beat it off, but I don't have the courage to give birth to her, I don't know what to do at all, mother, but, but, she's in my belly now, and I'm connected by blood, I really, I don't know what to do, worry-free~"

Song Du's biggest reliance - Liu Wuwu, she still told Wuwu about this matter anyway, obviously she didn't want her to worry, but Song Du really had no choice, Song Du clearly knew that the one in her belly now might be the only child in her life, she was connected with her blood, and they would be the closest people in the world in the future, as soon as she thought of this, Song Du couldn't help but feel excited.

However, when she thought of being a mother, Song Du retreated again, she still couldn't imagine what kind of mother she would become, she was afraid that she would not do well, that her children would hate her, and that she would have the shadow of Song Mu's body, in short, because of her own painful experience, Song Du had too many uncertainties about being a mother.

Carefree is the person who knows her best, and is also her most important family, no matter what, she should always tell her, she also hopes that Carefree can give her ideas, she seems to have no way to make a decision about this kind of thing, and forgive her, she doesn't dare to tell the child's father at all, no matter what, they should have no more entanglements, so that he may be able to live a better life.

"Dudu, this is your child, whether you want it or not, I support you, but you must know that you will become a good mother, and the child will love you very much in the future, because you will definitely love her very much, and you still have me, don't worry, I will help you!"

After being silent for a long time, Wu Wu finally spoke, and his voice carried a kind of stabilizing power, and Song Du's chaotic thoughts slowly calmed down.

"Worry-free, I want her!"

Song Du slowly spoke, her eyes gradually firmed, she lowered her head, looked down, and gently put one hand on her stomach, it has only been more than a month now, and the child has not yet taken shape, but Song Du doesn't know how gentle her eyes are.

At the end of the phone, I asked for Song Du's current address and told her to take good care of herself.

The child was much stronger than Song Du expected, Song Du was discharged from the hospital soon, and now that he decided to keep the child, Song Du had to take good care of himself.

Mo Ci sent Song Du home, Song Du insisted on giving Mo Ci the money for hospitalization, Mo Ci promised Song Du to keep this matter secret, but did not accept Song Du's words to contact him less, Song Du would always meet him from time to time, the school was also, and the door was also, and even Mo Ci said that he also lived in this community, in the house on the other side.

Song Du didn't know if what he said was true or not, but their family was very rich, and it was normal to have many houses, Song Du was not really stupid, no matter how dull he was, he felt what Mo Ci meant, but he refused several times, Mo Ci was so sad that he wanted to cry, and he could appear in front of her with a smile in a few days, and Song Du couldn't hide.

But what made Song Du happy was that Worry-free came, and Worry-free traveled to many places before finally coming to Song Du's side, she was to avoid Li Wangyi's eyeliner, because Song Du didn't want him to find her, although Li Wangyi's madness during this time was enough to shock Worry-free, but she still didn't want Li Wangyi to find Song Du, no matter what, the damage had been done, of course, she didn't tell Song Du about these things.

Song Du was very happy to see Wuwu, Wuwu only said that the focus of work has shifted to this side recently, she is now a little rich woman, and the domestic painter helps her, even if she doesn't do anything, it is enough to support two people for a long time.

The days are calm and stable, the child seems to be thriving, and now after careful calculation, it has been almost three months since he left Huaguo.

Song Du still seems to be very thin, only his stomach is a little undulating, worry-free in his eyes, anxious but there is no way, Song Du's reaction is very serious, he often vomits just after eating, and there is rarely a time when he doesn't vomit, and he knows that Song Du doesn't sleep well every night, he is very unstable, and he often has to go to the hospital.

One day, N University held a dinner party, and the professor asked Song Du to feel it too, worry-free and quite supportive, lest she be either at home or in the laboratory every day, and it would be good to change her mood.

The weather was a little cold, Song Du wore a beige sleeveless waist dress, and a very warm long knitted sweater outside, worry-free helped her get a one-time big wave, wearing shoes with a little heel, Ms. Lin's family took Song Du to the venue.

The party was indoors, the heating was turned on, Song Du took off his coat, and Mo Ci, who was dressed in a beige suit, didn't know where to appear and snatched Song Du's coat and held it in his hand.

"Don't say anything!"

Song Du frowned, and reached out to get his coat, but Mo Ci smiled and dodged it, but hurriedly stepped forward to support Song Du, for fear that she would fall.

"Okay, you're here to play, I'll barely be your little assistant today, so hurry up and play!"

Song Du was about to speak, when someone suddenly called her,

“hey! Song！ ”

Song Du heard the sound and saw that it was a professor in the Department of Biology, Song Du helped him do a little experiment, and discussed it a few times together, the professor was an enthusiastic person, he came up to chat with Song Du for a while, and he was going to take her to meet other professors.

Mo Ci was really like a little assistant, following Song Du closely, and whenever someone wanted to get closer, he stepped forward to separate him, leaving plenty of space for Song Du, his eyes kept falling on Song Du, the eyes of the cold and ruffian young man were very gentle, and anyone could know what kind of thoughts he had at a glance.

The two of them looked like a pair of beautiful people, and they were as good as others in the eyes, but someone in the dark had dark eyes, and a huge storm was brewing, and he was already going crazy.