"How to say it, in fact, I am not happy at all about my brother's arrival, and even hate it, and many times I want to throw him away."

After drinking the remaining half can of beer in one go, Shu Qianqian opened a new can and held it in her hand, and continued: "Originally, my parents only had one daughter, but when my younger brother was born, they gave half of their love to my younger brother. ”

A few years later, my brother was diagnosed with a heart attack. When I heard the news, it felt like the sky was about to fall. He was only a few years old, and he ended up with this disease, but he didn't cry or make trouble, which was even more distressing. ”

"I was still in high school at the time, and I dropped out of school to save some money for my family. It's just that I don't have a diploma and I don't have an adult, so I can only go to restaurants to serve dishes, and go outside to distribute flyers and do handicrafts when I have a break. But these are far from enough, because heart disease is a bottomless pit that costs a lot of money. ”

"When I was desperate, I met a guy who told me that if I wanted to make money, I could go to a bar and sell alcohol, so I went. At first, because I was not very open, and my speech was not very good, I couldn't keep people, I couldn't book rooms and card seats, my performance was mediocre, and I couldn't make much money a day. ”

Snoring –

Another half can of wine went down, Shu Qianqian reached out and wiped the wine stains on her lips, she didn't even dare to look at Cheng Ming, she could only hold the wine bottle firmly.

"Later, I learned to be smart, I talked to people when I saw people, talked nonsense when I saw ghosts, and let people eat tofu appropriately, and sometimes I could earn tens of thousands of dollars a day at most."

After speaking, he hurriedly explained: "Don't get me wrong, it's just selling wine, and I don't have a relationship with those guests." ”

"Well, you go ahead." Cheng Ming's voice was calm and waveless, and he couldn't hear joy or anger.

Shu Qianqian raised her head again and drank the rest of the wine, and then continued to open a new one.

"During that time, I actually hated my brother a lot, because if it weren't for him, I would still be in school, and I wouldn't have experienced the darkness of those societies too early, and I wouldn't have been eaten tofu."

"I had been selling alcohol in a bar for almost half a year, and suddenly one day I met my current agent. Maybe he thought I could speak well, so he asked me if I would like to be an anchor, which is more profitable than selling wine, and I don't have to be eaten tofu. ”

"I agreed without saying a word, so after that, I became a streamer. After several years of hard work, he has changed from a small anchor to a big anchor now, and he has made several times as much money as before, but all this is far from enough. ”

"Not to mention the medicine that my brother wants to take, if you find the right heart, it will be a lot of money. So when my agent told me that there was a variety show that I could not only get money but also improve my popularity, I came without hesitation. ”

"Actually, before I came, I never thought that I could find a boyfriend with this variety show, and I didn't plan to find a boyfriend. After all, in that situation at home, I don't want to drag others into the water. ”

"But I didn't expect to meet you, and I didn't expect to like you. Actually, I'm ready to leave it at that, but you're so good. So I thought, if you can accept my past, maybe we can try. ”

Some things are not difficult to tell as long as the first sentence is spoken.

Before she knew it, Shu Qianqian already had six or seven empty wine bottles in her hand. His cheeks were slightly red, and his eyes were staring ahead, as if he were talking to himself.

If it weren't for the fact that there was a Cheng Ming next to him.

After saying all the words, Shu Qianqian felt a lot more relaxed all over her body.

Only then did he turn his head to look at Cheng Ming, who was expressionless at this time, and couldn't tell what he was thinking at all.

Shu Qianqian pursed her lips, "I've finished what I want to say, if you have anything you want to ask, just ask." ”

Thanks to the blessing of selling wine before, a few bottles of wine were in her stomach, not only was she not drunk, but she was still a lot more sober.

It's just that everything that should be said and what shouldn't be said has been said, and now I can only wait for Cheng Ming's answer.

Like she just said, Cheng Ming is so good that she doesn't want to miss it.

If Cheng Ming can accept her past, then everyone will be happy.

If Cheng Ming can't accept her past, then in the next twenty-nine days, she will lock her heart and love and will not bother again.

After all, the courage that you have so hard mustered up, if you are rejected, it will be very humiliating.

Cheng Ming's mind is very messy now, he never thought that Shu Qianqian would experience these things before.

But it's not disgust, it's distress.

It's just that because she's an older sister, she has to endure things that she shouldn't have to endure.

She was only a teenager when she experienced those things, when others were still fighting with their parents, when others were still asleep, Shu Qianqian whispered to others for money, and was eaten with tofu.

As long as Cheng Ming thought about it, he hated why he met Shu Qianqian too late.

If he had appeared earlier, wouldn't Shu Qianqian have experienced those dirty things?

Although he has never been to a bar, he has heard people talk about it in the author's group. It's filthy, there is still a trade in power and sex, and it is not impossible not to treat the wine seller as a person, and even to get started.

endured and endured, and finally couldn't bear it anymore, and hugged Shu Qianqian into his arms, "Were you bullied at that time?" ”

Shu Qianqian blinked in surprise, her hand was so stiff at her side, she didn't even dare to breathe.

I'm afraid it's a dream, as long as she moves, there's nothing.

didn't hear Shu Qianqian's answer, Cheng Ming reached out and touched Shu Qianqian's head, and sighed, "So why did I meet you so late." ”

Shu Qianqian swallowed her saliva, her fingers curled slightly, "Don't you dislike me?" ”

Cheng Ming let go of his hand, stepped back, and took Shu Qianqian's hand, his eyes were firm and sincere, "The work you did before is also something you can't choose, and every job naturally has its meaning, you can't say that because you do that kind of work, you are not a good girl." On the contrary, you are a great older sister. ”

Shu Qianqian's tears slowly flowed out of her eyes, in the eyes of her parents, her money was dirty money. So I never let her go back during that time, because I felt ashamed.

For so many years, only Cheng Ming doesn't look at her with strange eyes, and he thinks she is a great sister.

Cheng Ming gently wiped away the tears on Shu Qianqian's cheeks and said softly: "So Shu Qianqian, are you willing to be my girlfriend?" Let me protect you and love you in the future. ”

Shu Qianqian sniffed, and tears fell down like she didn't want money, "If I say I don't want to, will you think I'm hypocritical?" ”

"No, it's a big deal to chase for a while longer."

"Because my girl deserves it."

(End of chapter)