Chapter 40: Don't give up
"Yunjin, I'm back. ”
Passing through the barrier of Zhuoyun Xiaozhu, Yunjin was already standing on the lawn with his head tilted and waiting for me. I gently landed next to it and stroked its body.
"Yunjin, maybe I was wrong, mortal feelings shouldn't have belonged to me in the first place. ”
Yunjin made a "woo" sound, as if he also felt a trace of sadness in his heart. But it has always snuggled up to me, and there is no need to hide it, and it does not have to hide it.
"You say, is it true that the relationship between different races will inevitably not get good results? Think of Zhifan and her Kirin, Xiaolu and Nalan, and me...... However, don't you see Yun Niang and Fu Huan'en have also passed all these years peacefully? Yunjin, I really want to go back to a long, long time ago, I don't know how many worlds have passed, and there are not so many entanglements. ”
"Woo ......"
"Yunjin, but why am I still unwilling? I know that it was that woman who set up the game, but I can't figure it out. Yunjin, do you think I should find out?"
"Woo ......"
"Yunjin...... Hey......"
Even though all this seems to be over, those doubts, those reluctance, and those unwillingness have always made me unable to let go. In my mind, in my heart, for a long time, only one name and one image came to mind - Meng Yunzhong. I subconsciously took off the crystal pendant hanging around my neck, and held it gently but tightly in my hand, as if holding all my hopes for feelings, holding the past and the present that haunted me.
At this moment, I remembered again the man who had made a promise to weave a grass ring for me, so I also lowered my head and took out something from the placket on my chest, which was the grass ring that Meng Yunzhong gave me that day, and I watched silently, unable to let go for a long time.
But immediately, a scorching ring of fire appeared in front of my eyes, and the flames sprang up in the air, burning my heart, and even the ashes turned into despair, it was the demonic fire cast by my mother that burned a weak grass ring.
Is this the inevitable end, and must I leave the mortal world far away, as I did at the beginning, with sorrow, with despair, with resentment?
The thought withered, turning into a tear stain.
However, I made a decision.
"Yunjin, I don't want to force myself to forget like this, even if it's over, I want to let myself have no regrets. ”
Yun Jin moved slightly, it seemed to know my decision, it stood up slowly, its huge head swayed, but it only seemed to echo me and encourage me.
"Okay, since you think so, then I'll figure it out. ”
Actually, I want to say that if I don't find out until that monster is restored, maybe I won't have this chance again. What's more, my deal with the fox demon should also give her a result. If You Ruojun can really love Yun Zhong I, then she probably doesn't deserve to die.
Yunjin didn't know about these things, and I didn't want it to know.
Again, I left Xiaozhu, but not back to Mengjun Villa.
The hut was still the same, but it seemed to me like a strange place. I walked far away from it to the orchard, which was once again deserted.
I stood silently under a few pear trees surrounded by weeds, although the pear blossoms were still luxuriant, but they could only be set off by the plain white.
"Why are you doing that?"
I bowed my head slightly, as if talking to myself. But soon, there was a response.
"What? You found the Demon Catcher so quickly?"
The fox demon's bewitching body appeared under the pear blossom tree, and her snow-white skin actually made the pear blossoms all over the tree look less white.
I looked up and looked straight into her eyes, but all I could see was a void.
"You've never been to Mengjun Villa?" is a question, but it is also a certainty. In her eyes, I didn't even see a trace of hiding.
"What the hell do you mean?" she asked, tilting her head to me, a little confused.
I smiled coldly, and sure enough, the fox demon that appeared in Mengjun Villa today was completely different from the one in front of me. Although their appearances are the same, their expressions and the smell emanating from their bodies are very different.
"I lost. ”
Her eyes widened slightly, still confused.
"There may be no way to complete my deal with you. ”
"What?" The fox demon's face changed, and his delicate little mouth pouted unconsciously, "Could it be that You Ruojun really robbed your man?"
"You're right, no one will accept the identity of the demon, even if they know the truth in their hearts, but because of this identity, they have to have a lot of doubts. ”
"Do you want to kill me in a hurry? The more you talk, the more confused you become! You let that woman get away with it?"
"The outcome of this gamble has a lot to do with you. ”
"What? What does it have to do with me? I just want you to kill her for me! That's what I want! You're good, you let her win, then don't you kill her?"
"Winning or losing is not what I don't care about, it's just that it's hard for her to set so many traps in every possible way, and even you take advantage of it. ”
"Take advantage of me?"
"Today, I returned to the villa after meeting you, but suddenly a woman very similar to you appeared, even the real body is the same, she wantonly killed in the villa, and told Yun Zhong about the transaction in front of Yun Zhong. However, the deal she spoke of was not a deal between us at all. That's why I'm here for you. ”
"Wait, what are you talking about?, a woman who is very similar to me......" The fox demon was taken aback at first, the smooth skin on her forehead was twisted for the first time, I had never seen her so frightened, and what was even more strange was that her eyes silently revealed something like sadness.
"What? You know this person?"
"Are you serious?" the fox demon seemed to no longer listen to me, but looked at me with her eyes wide open, eager to get an answer from me.
I was a little puzzled, but nodded anyway. I didn't want the fox demon to lose her mind, and she laughed, her eyes were full of joy, but there were many other things, and even, I actually felt a slight heat in her eyes.
After a short gaffe, the fox demon's mood seemed to change suddenly, she returned to her usual delicate posture, brushed the hair on her sideburns, and the smile on the corner of her mouth seemed to be even brighter.
"Yinluo, since you lost to that woman, why don't we change our deal, we naturally won't embarrass you with such a relationship. ”
After a moment of hesitation, I'm starting to be confused.
"Won't you kill her?"
"As you said that day, I actually just wanted to take advantage of her near-death fear and use a dividing spell to spy on her memories, but now it seems that there is no need. ”
I don't seem to understand it, but I secretly feel that You Ruojun seems to have some unknown secrets.