509 The Real Devil

Buye has majored in the Stone Demon Constellation since the Belly Cloud period, and has not changed since then, plus the temperament is quite close to the words "stone" and "demon", it is not an exaggeration to say that the Stone Demon Constellation is his natal constellation.

In such a situation, is there still a problem with his sense of identification with the Stone Demon Constellation?

The truth is, there is a problem. However, the reason is not the Stone Demon Constellation, it can be said that even if he changes to the best constellation in the world and even makes him invincible in an instant, there must be a problem in terms of identity.

This qiē stems from Ayuno's worldview that gradually collapsed after suffering from cancer.

From then on, he no longer really identified with anything in this world, in this universe. He doesn't believe in a qiēcun zài, nor does he believe in a qiēcun zài, because the qiē vision, listening to information, and even the knowledge he has gained from books, even the qiē conclusion he has obtained after his own thinking, this qiē may only be temporary, or it may only be the most superficial and initially shallow.

What is the true meaning of life? Can a constellation be longer than the entire history of mankind to represent it as eternal? Even if it is red, can it be completely free and autonomous, and does it know the truth of this universe?

If time is a river, is there a boat that can move freely on this river and go straight to the end of the river? If the universe is an extremely deep well, how can we truly understand the universe if we do not go down to the deepest part of this well? Is it possible that there is still a living well digger who is working hard underneath? Of course, it is also possible that there are passages leading in all directions underground. Connected to other wells......

There is a saying on the earth that "if you don't reach the Yellow River, your heart will not die". Buye's is considered to be "uncertain if you don't see the truth".

Only he thoroughly understands what kind of being the Stone Demon constellation is. His sense of identity with the Stone Demon Constellation will be finalized and is expected to reach the extreme, but the understanding and positioning of the Stone Demon Constellation is basically the same as the understanding of the entire universe, just like having a concept of the country, province, city, and county can only have a clearer positioning of one of the cities or counties.

The sense of identity is mutual, and Ayuno's sense of identity with the Stone Demon Constellation is lacking, and the Stone Demon Constellation can feel it clearly. Although Buye is indeed a "magic talent", but,Since I don't fully agree with it.。 It certainly doesn't fully identify with Ayuno either.

Now, it's time to take the relationship even further, because it's the first time Ayuno has really realized the importance of identity!

In the silence, Buye's mind once again came to the vast universe and faced the Stone Demon Constellation.

Stone Devil: Are you cramming when you're here?

Bu Ye said against his will: I just think I still lack understanding of you.

The Stone Demon constellation said bluntly: It's not that you lack understanding, but you can't understand it at all.

Ayuno: Can you be a little sincere, I'm also your believer.

Stone Demon Constellation: What kind of believer are you, you are just my spokesperson, and only those like your brother-in-law are my true believers.

Ayuno: ......

Stone Devil: Still, I have a way to make you feel more identified with me.

Ayuno: What's the solution?

Stone Devil: I'll ask you a question. What do you think are the limits of what you can do?

Ayuno: What?

Stone Demon Sign: The path you are taking now.

Ayuno: I don't know.

Stone Devil: Could it be said that you don't have enough confidence in your own strength and future?

Buye said calmly: Yes, I have seen too many high-end storage zài. Where did I get my faith?

Stone Devil: And what is your most confident?

Ayuno thought about it seriously, and then said: Until I die, I can remain my true self.

Stone Devil: That's right, that's what I admire most about you. I've seen too many believers and star elect hearts change with strength and life circumstances, but it's rare that you are what you are like at the beginning and what kind of person you end up with. What a hard stone!

Ayuno: And then?

Stone Demon Constellation: Your stone nature is enough, but your magic nature is not enough.

Ayuno: Oh?

Stone Demon Constellation: The real demon dares to break a qiē, or in other words, in the eyes of the real demon, there is no dare at all, but only I want to or not. If I want to, it's a qiē master, who can't stop me, including the gods and Buddhas.

Ayuno: I can imagine that.

Stone Demon Constellation: But a real demon can do it anytime and anywhere, including when the strength is not enough, and what about you?

Ayuno said rather speechlessly: I haven't lost my mind yet......

Stone Demon Constellation: Hahahaha...... But, then again, don't you think such a demon is very ...... Cruel?

Ayuno: Cool, you can't get this word out of my head, do you?

Stone Demon Constellation: You're surprised that I have such a skill? Isn't it cool?

Buno said seriously: Indeed.

Stone Demon Constellation: Is it worth admiring and letting the other half of your inner evil follow you?

Buye frowned, but still said truthfully: It's worth it.

Stone Demon Constellation: This is not the end, I am such a demon, my demon nature is much heavier than the stone nature!

Ayuno: With this explanation, I do agree with you more than before.

Stone Devil: But my identification with you has not changed, I agree with the path you have chosen, but not with the way you have chosen to move forward on that path.

Ayuno: Sometimes I feel like my principles are a constraint on me.

Stone Devil: But you're going to hold on, aren't you?

Ayuno: Yes.

Stone Devil: So, let's go, my identification with you will not change. This time, it will be a great gain to unilaterally improve your recognition of me.

Ayuno: Why do I feel cheated?

Stone Demon Constellation: Haha...... You're about to become my true believer.

Buno: Wait! The gladiatorial fight over there in the red light, the next round is all the final winner of the previous round, and it is estimated that it is all one step of the god of war, and I don't have a chance at all. If I were your only representative......

Stone Demon Constellation: You are not my only representative. I won't give you strength in advance either.

Ayuno: ......

Stone Devil: Still. In your current state. If I can really survive the next round, it will greatly grow my face. My identification with your spiritual world will not change, but my identification with your combat power will increase a little.

Ayuno: And then?

Stone Demon Constellation: Looking at your specific form, I can consider making you a one-step god of war.

Ayuno: Really?

Stone Demon Constellation: Then you should behave well.

PS: Now that I've returned to my hometown, I'm discussing getting married. It was a happy event, but it also made me feel a lot of pressure when I always valued freedom the most. This time I won't talk about marriage, I'll talk about novels. It's been five years since I graduated, and that's when I made a living out of codewords. Counting the first two years of writing and playing, that's a total of seven years. Seven years, struggling at the starting point, but slipped to the bottom, starting anew, but the start was better than at the best starting point, I don't know what to say, both sad and grateful. Actually, what I really want has become an obsession. Or is it my own novel, and it must be a Xianxia novel that is on fire at the starting point, right? In the past seven years, I have seen too many things worth reflecting on from the perspective of an author. "Mortal" was an instant hit. "Immortal Rebellion" came from behind, "Hundred Tempered into Immortals" is still persisting with great perseverance, and "Full-time Master" is a game novel and a shocking counterattack for Butterfly Blue...... One by one, the gods who I was originally unconvinced were more and more able to let go of their hands and feet to write, and wrote books that I could read and even admire, and I also turned black to a few people, and I didn't read their novels again. There are also a lot of authors who have been very concerned about disappearing, only to find that they have gone to other stations, some are completely silent, some are much better than when they started, and a large number of new authors have emerged, a small number of whom have become gods...... In short, people come and go, ups and downs. In the end, I discovered something, my mindset has changed. I have a sense of heroic twilight and seeing the world clearly. The most important thing is that my passion and ambition have been worn out day by day, and I will never be able to regain the momentum I had back then. There is only one seven years between the twenties and the thirties of life, and it is probably the most precious one in life. I don't regret choosing this profession because it's what I really like, but I regret that I'm depressed, content with the status quo, not thinking about the future, regretting that I only have passion at the beginning of every book (except for the poor), and regretting that the seven years of really giving it all probably add up to less than a year and a half! There's one more thing I've been struggling with. Everyone has heard of the "Zhongnan shortcut", which roughly means that the road to success is not a straight line, but needs to be detoured, pay attention to ways and means. In the past seven years, I have just been writing with my head bored, not patting the editor's sycophants, not asking for recommendations from peers (the only time was "Immortal Road Quest" a few years ago), not going crooked, and not exaggerating to promote, in the final analysis, it is actually just three words, that is, not against my heart. I can proudly say that while I didn't get what I wanted most, I didn't lose what I held on to. However, if it is only a small way to go against one's will, and pay attention to some ways and means, but can realize one's wish more quickly, is it worth carrying it out? Is it necessary to add the words "on the premise of not going against one's will at all" to realize one's wish? What I've been thinking recently is that I should take another three years after I get married, and fight for three years! When the time comes, I haven't achieved anything in ten years, and when others criticize me again, I don't have to refute it in my heart, haha. Maybe I went off the rails at the beginning of my career? The first book that carried my greatest passion, because of the title of "The Poor" and the point in the middle of my pen name, "I was also crazy"...... Who knows? This book is written like this, if someone can accept an income of a dozen dollars a month and then accuse me of this super poor update, yes, this is the current income of "Constellation". Now that the main book is "Dragon Sword Immortal", if you start a new book, you will definitely change your pen name, 10,000 percent! I look forward to a new beginning. Yesterday I saw the book "The Respect of the World", I was really drunk after reading it, and the story of "Constellation" is basically the same model, and the author's writing is also quite good, but, what kind of achievements are people...... It makes me feel like I'm at least qualified to be a high-priced gunslinger, haha. Reinvigorate !! (To be continued......