Chapter 52: Blessings and Misfortunes
Lin An didn't react for the first time.
As a trendy player, it is difficult for her to understand Qin Ze's behavior of being taboo even if she is sick.
But Qin Ze's eyes became more and more wrong, and gradually made Lin An realize the problem:
"Your reaction is as if you were telling me...... Was the consultation successful? โ
"It's not that outrageous, is it? I have done all kinds of diagnoses for you and they don't take effect, and I said casually...... Got into effect? โ
"But obviously I said you had a cold just now, and it didn't take effect......" Lin An was a little at a loss.
Qin Ze's expression gradually became normal, and then he said a little jokingly:
"It turns out that having a sick brain is also a disease. Well, I'm a patient. Thank you Ling Linan."
Lin An really wanted to go crazy and take back what he had just said.
But apparently it was already too late.
"Are you sure you've succeeded? Really sick? Do you want to have it checked again? Lin An was incredulous.
She didn't know whether to be happy or not.
Committing taboos is Qin Ze's purpose, but the consequences of committing taboos are really difficult to say.
Especially if you have a brain disease, it's really hard to treat.
However, Lin An still doesn't understand why so many previous diagnoses have not taken effect, but this sentence can take effect.
"Yes, in that moment, I had a feeling of being jealous, and some associated memories quickly came to my mind."
After Qin Ze drank all the bitter tea poured by Lin An, he continued:
"These associated memories convinced me of what kind of disease I had. It turned out to be a disease, and I've figured everything out. โ
Lin An didn't dare to make any more guesses, for fear of casually guessing and aggravating Qin Ze's condition:
"Tell me, what's your illness?"
Qin Ze pressed his temples:
"Let me think about where to start. This was actually done in two parts. โ
After about ten seconds, Qin Ze sat down and said:
"Here's the thing. You should remember that I once committed a taboo content, taboo sleeping. โ
"After falling asleep that night, I dreamed of a very evil killer named Prell."
Lin An remembered that this incident happened just a few days ago.
Qin Ze continued:
"The effect of the distortion of the taboo level is that in my dreams, it will confuse the identity between me and Prell."
"I can't help but think, I'm Prell."
"It's probably going to have a big impact on my spirit. Even to degenerate me into a Black Calendarer. โ
Lin An vaguely guessed that this might be a "symptom".
But she had never heard of it, and she thought it was solved:
"But I think you seem to have taken care of this?"
Qin Ze hummed and said:
"Yes, I bathed that day and gained an unsullied body. It's critical, and it makes it difficult for me to be mentally intrusive. I thought that would be the end of it. โ
"But later, I will still dream of Prell, but I will not be confused and think of myself as Prell."
ๆๅฎ says:
"Then this can only be considered weird, but it's not a disease, right?"
Qin Ze nodded:
"If it hadn't happened today, and if it hadn't been what I experienced two days ago, it really wasn't a disease."
Lin An was still confused, but did not interrupt Qin Ze.
็งฆๆณฝ says:
"I have experienced the act of asking for a consultation once before. I went and asked von Enmann. โ
"Von Enmann wanted to check it on me, but I refused, I couldn't trust him. I reject anyone who prying into my memories. โ
"But this process is indeed a consultation. Even von Enmann told me how to eliminate the effects of dreams. โ
Lin An probably understood a little.
"You mean, this experience is also included in today's consultation?"
Qin Ze nodded and said:
"Yes. Just when you said I had a brain disease, I had von Enmann and Prell in my head, and although I didn't know what Prell looked like, I had his voice in my head. โ
"This memory suddenly appeared, and it made me understand what it was all about."
After Qin Ze slowly exhaled a breath, he concluded:
"I'll summarize briefly."
"Since I visited Feng Enman not long ago, my experience is that the psychiatrist Feng Enman is in front of you, and you Lin An is in the back."
"Twisted, combined the two experiences. It is equivalent to the time when I visited Von Enman, I had already buried the cause of the disease. โ
"But at that time, I dreamed of Prell's condition, and it was not yet called sick. At most, the body is polluted by the mind. โ
"Because I didn't encounter today's taboo on the day I visited Vonmann, it was just an ordinary consultation."
"But today, I started to have a consultation, which is a calendar act, and I started to be affected by the twisted forces."
"The two twisted-level taboos seem to have produced some kind of weird level of connection."
"If I don't see a doctor today, then dreaming of Prell will still be just a kind of mental pollution."
"If I see a doctor today and the doctor doesn't conclude that I have a brain disease, then dreaming of Prell is still polluted and not a disease, because it is equivalent to me failing the consultation."
Lin An also figured out the logic, and Qin Ze finally smiled:
"But without ifs, I succeeded in committing taboos. The moment you say I'm sick in the brain, I'm really a patient. โ
"Now, when I dream of Prell, it's no longer just pollution, it's a disease...... A strange level of disease. โ
Lin An was a little apologetic:
"I'm sorry, I really shouldn't have talked too much......"
"You don't need to apologize, I'm willing to commit taboos, and I'm happy to do so. For me, it's the promotion that counts. Qin Ze waved his hand.
He continued:
"The situation now is that we have to figure out a little bit about the difference between mental pollution and illness."
"Blessings and misfortunes depend on each other, good and evil go hand in hand, we need to figure out first, misfortune and evil."
Lin An pondered Qin Ze's words, and after a while, she gave her opinion as a doctor:
"You dreamed of Prell before only because you had some kind of distorted pollution in your body that wasn't purified."
"But now, you have a disease, and this disease is certainly not a disease that people can get on the real level."
"Sickness refers to an abnormal state that occurs physically or psychologically. At this point, it seems that there is no difference from you before. โ
"But pollution is in you, and it's your single target that corrodes."
"But illness is different, once a disease appears, it is an objective thing that can affect human physiological or psychological functions, and the object of action is a certain type of group."
"The disease may still be contagious, and I will dream of some terrible person tonight."
"And then the people I come into contact with will also be associated with this dream......"
Lin An actually told about the situation very scary, but Lin An's expression was very calm.
She didn't think that Qin Ze had brought disaster and evil to this world.
On the contrary, Lin An began to think very dialectically, and unexpectedly had a feeling of brightness.
Qin Ze didn't know what Lin An was thinking, his expression was more solemn.
He believes that Lin An's statement is reliable. The difference between pollution and disease is not just a change of name.
There is more room for "disease" to be defined and there is a broader concept.
In other words, from now on, on the weird level, there is one more disease in this world.
It is unclear whether the disease is contagious, whether it is likely to continue to worsen, and whether it can become cancerous......
Pollution can exist on the mental level, and it can be purified by a psychiatrist.
But illness is an objective thing.
I can get this disease, and so can others.
Qin Ze frowned, is this considered a taboo, and then came out with an extremely terrifying thing? Does it count as a villain in a movie?
He sighed:
"It suddenly occurred to me that the Twist was more terrible than the Draft and the Arrival, it was too difficult to define, and it was full of too many variables."
Lin An shook her head, she smiled:
"You're right, it's hard to define a twist, but you might be different this time."
Qin Ze was puzzled:
"What do you mean?"
Lin An explained:
"First of all, Huo Qiao's divination said that your taboo behavior this time has no effect on me."
"That means it's not contagious. As long as it's not contagious, then your taboo behavior won't affect anyone. โ
Lin An tapped his index finger on the table, thought for a while, and said:
"At present, it seems that your illness and symptoms are not fatal."
"It's hard to say which is more terrible, mental pollution or illness, but in my case, illness is not terrible, because illness is certain."
"In the future, when there is similar pollution, everyone will be able to use your method to get salvation."
Qin Ze seemed to understand, and his eyes suddenly brightened.
"Actually, this is the same as before, Qin Ze, the medical level was backward in the past, and people had no way to go crazy, thinking that they were invaded by evil spirits."
"Maybe it's weird, for us now, it's like sheep epilepsy for people in the past."
"Maybe because I'm a doctor, I'm more afraid of weirdness and distortion than I'm sick."
"Now, you've made a certain kind of weird pollution a disease."
Then it is equivalent to making what was originally incomprehensible understandable. Something unpredictable has a fixed form. โ
"To put it simply, when distortion is given the concept of reality, it is no longer distorted."
Qin Ze really didn't expect that Doctor Lin An's ideas and perspectives on problems were so unique.
He exclaimed:
"Lin An, you are really a genius! But how do you know for sure? You seem to be sure? โ
Lin An smiled:
"It's a topic Jane's mother has said."
"He has a lot of 'quality', and the level of the old calendar is very high, so Jane's mother will master some knowledge of the old calendar that we don't know."
"Some of them involve the secrets of the origin of the calendar, and he can tell them as soon as he can."
"He used to say that the twists are weird and unpredictable, but when you give them a realistic concept, you can trap them."
"This is a very ultimate topic, Jane's mother believes that the meaning of the existence of the calendar is to bring the weird and distorted to life through the behavior of life."
"On the surface, it is encountering weirdness, but in fact, it is eliminating weirdness."
This statement made Qin Ze feel like there was a light running through the darkness.
He thought it would be a long time before he was exposed to something that touched on the nature of the calendar.
But Jane Yiyi seems to have been touched.
This also strengthened Qin Ze's determination to collect "quality" and put it into the old calendar.
He exclaimed:
"Team leader, he's amazing."
Lin An fully agrees:
"Of course, among so many squads, the team leader is the youngest to enter the board of directors. However, there are quite a lot of questions from the team leader...... Well, ask him yourself later. He's very optimistic about you. โ
"Now, what you have to do is to try your own illness like the ancient doctors, Qin Ze, you have to try to feel the impact of this illness on you."
"And find a solution to it."
Lin An stared at Qin Ze seriously:
"Maybe this disease brings you not only bad things, but also some benefits that can be tapped."
"Maybe you're influenced by Prell, and Prell will be influenced by you......"
"Your experience of having an unsullied body has allowed you to avoid the greatest risk of this disease - identity confusion."
"And since it's a disease, it's no longer pollution, so it won't further erode you, so why not take advantage of the symptoms?"
"You know that there are a lot of special brain diseases, such as some people who have some diseases and have a hard time reading words, but they have an amazing talent for drawing."
Qin Ze actually thought of this himself.
He stood up:
"Lin An, thank you, I already know what to do."
This disease does not need to be cured in a hurry, everything is indeed as Lin An said, and maybe you can get some additional benefits from the disease.
Of course, the main strength of all this lies in-
He has built up "antibodies" through the Innocent Body.
Although the immaculate body is gone, the inner sense of self-identity deepens.
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Qin Ze didn't delay Lin An for too long, of course, if he could, he was willing to communicate with Lin An more.
Although Lin An is young, he feels quite rewarded from thinking about problems.
If it weren't for Lin An's really busy work, he would be willing to communicate with Lin An more.
At dusk, Qin Ze returned home.
The copper coin grass in the potted plant, growing at an incredible speed, has passed the budding stage, entered the growth period, and even has a few leaves.
When Qin Ze returned home and saw the potted plant, he was amazed at the growth speed of this plant under the twisted force.
At the same time, Qin Ze found that the leaves of the copper coin grass were a bit strange.
In the middle of each leaf, there is a pitch-black line.
Qin Ze looked closely and found that this was not a black thread, but a gap.
He approached the bonsai and took a closer look.
His breath landed on the leaf, as if it had absorbed some kind of nutrient from the leaf.
A strange scene soon appeared, and the black crack spread out in an instant.
"Open your eyes", to be exact.
It turned out that it was not a black line, but a mark after one eye was closed.
Now, the copper coin grass felt some kind of breath and opened the eyes of a leaf.
The eyes on the copper-like leaves made Qin Ze feel a little scary.
This is no longer a copper coin grass, at least under the twisted force, it has mutated.
Who knows what the hell this is growing?
But he soon realizedโ
"I'm planting in Twilight, not a taboo, no matter how scary this thing is, but in essence, it's a product of Treachery."
Although I don't know what kind of harvest this potted plant can get in the end, I remember the information in my head......
Qin Ze moved closer, his gaze gently staring at that eye.
Far from fearing, he wanted to make the transition as complete as possible.
(End of chapter)