Xu Qingkong looked at the two people who had disappeared and complained, "Heavy color and light friends, it's unreliable at all at a critical time." ”

Sighing, he resigned himself to his fate and entered the house.

The room was a little messy, and Qin Jie was sitting on the ground with his back against the bed. He bent one leg slightly, stroked his head with the other, and was now burying his head in his lap.

Xu Qingkong looked at him, as if he had a heavy burden under his feet, and he was reluctant to step closer to him. It was as if those painful pasts had never existed as long as they weren't close to him.

Qin Jie seemed to have a sense, he raised his head and looked at the woman standing at the door vaguely.

Dressed in plain clothes, he was still bright and delicate, like an immortal, and he shook his dizzy head vigorously, and his eyes were clearer......

"Clear Sky ......" just wanted to stand up, but he fell weakly, and the crazy drinking and staying up all night made him have a splitting headache and feel weak.

Xu Qingkong didn't plan to care about him, but after seeing his appearance, he was still a little soft-hearted.

He has lost a lot of weight, and now he is like two people in normal times, haggard and depressed.

"Are you alright?" Xu Qingkong went over to help him up, his body was pressed against her, and she was a little laborious.

Qin Jie just didn't have the strength in his body, but his mind was still very clear. Looking at her laborious appearance, he felt pity in his heart, and his nose was full of familiar aromas, the smell that he often missed in midnight dreams.

"Am I dreaming again? Only in a dream would you be so close to me. ”

"Dream of you big-headed ghost, toss your aunt and grandmother, tell you, you hurry up and go to sleep, otherwise don't blame me for being unkind to you." Xu Qingkong said cruel words to hide the uneasiness in his heart.

"It's not a dream, you are very gentle every time in the dream, so you won't scold me."

"Humph!" Xu Qingkong snorted coldly and did not respond to him.

"Don't leave when you're here, okay?" He grabbed her hand, a faint smile on his thin lips.

Xu Qingkong laboriously mixed him onto the bed, straightened his somewhat messy hair, and looked at him with a firm gaze, "Qin Jie, are you awake now?" Do you understand what I'm saying? ”

"Understood."

"It's good to understand, I think we need to talk."

"Okay." He was like an angry little daughter-in-law.

"We're all adults, and we all know what to do, why are you like this now?"

"I'm ......" he looked at her, not wanting to take his eyes off her face for a moment.

"Don't torture yourself, you know, it won't change anything."

"I know I've hurt you, so torturing myself will make me feel better."

"That's all in the past, I've forgotten it, why do you always remember it?" Xu Qingkong's voice was very calm, as if he was talking about outsiders, as if he had nothing to do with himself.

"No, I won't forget, I know I love you, and that's enough."

"But I don't love you anymore, love needs to be pleasing to each other, otherwise everything will be in vain."

"Then do you love Jiang Yang?" Qin Jie's eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of water.

"Love, if you don't love me, why should you marry him?"

"You want to forget me, you want me to give up, am I right?"

"No, I don't know who gave you confidence, or if you were born arrogant, thinking that all the women in the world would revolve around you, Young Master Qin."

"I don't want any woman, no matter how good it is, I just want you, you don't want to marry Jiang Yang, give me a chance, okay?" It was the first time for Qin Jie to say something like this.

"I said I don't love you, why can't you understand?"

"I ...... I can wait, wait for you to fall in love with me again. ”

"Huh...... You've always been so selfish, why do you think I'll be waiting for you when so much happens? ”

Xu Qingkong's two lines of tears fell down her beautiful cheeks, and to this day, does he still think that she is just messing with him? Who will pay for the pain and torture she has suffered in the past few years?

The way she cried was very distressing, not noisy or noisy, just silently crying.

Qin Jie's heart was full of dense pain, no matter how much he messed around with Xu Qingkong over the years, she had never cried. I remember only seeing her cry once, that is, when she lost that child.

It was then that he realized that a woman's tears were really deadlier than any weapon. At that time, as long as she was willing to make a request, even if it would make her doomed, he would not hesitate to do it.

Qin Jie barely raised his hand with all his strength, his hand was a little shaky, and he gently wiped her tears.

Tears were hot and burned his heart.

"Don't cry, I'll listen to you, okay?" His tone was like a grumpy child, infinitely indulgent.

Even in the most affectionate years, Qin Jie has never been so gentle. He always looked cynical and didn't care much about anything.

Xu Qingkong didn't even know if he really loved him, maybe he was no different from those women he was.

It's just that whenever someone asks about Xu Qingkong, no matter where he is or who is around, Qin Jie always says frankly that Xu Qingkong is my girlfriend.

He had never shied away from the fact that they were a couple, but not with other women. It is precisely because of this that Xu Qingkong always thinks that she is special and unique to Qin Jie. That's why I was stupidly hurt again and again.

Sorting out the troubled thoughts, Xu Qingkong did not forget the purpose of her coming, she said in a calm tone: "Compared with our immature feelings, the people who have always been by our side are more worthy of cherishing, aren't they?" ”

These words hurt Qin Jie, he hated himself very much, and he also hated the injustice of God, why could Jiang Yang grow up with Xu Qingkong? He met Xu Qingkong for twenty years later than Jiang Yang.

Maybe he knew her earlier, and she took his heart, maybe he wouldn't have so many women. In fact, Xu Qingkong has always been in his heart, and he knows it very well.

"Clear Sky, have you really decided to marry him?"

"It's decided."

"No regrets?"

"No regrets."

"I ...... Bright...... White! Qin Jie lowered his head and didn't dare to look at her eyes again, he was afraid that he would really not be able to let go if he saw it, and he would use his own way to keep her by his side.

"Then you don't torture yourself anymore, I hope you live well."

"Are you happy with him?" His voice was hoarse.

"Happiness." Xu Qingkong didn't lie, Jiang Yang gave her love, no one can give it.

"It's good if you're happy." He lowered his eyes, and Xu Qingkong couldn't see his expression clearly.

"You'll also wait for the one who can make you happy." I don't want you to live in such pain, Qin Jie. In the latter sentence, Xu Qingkong only said to himself in his heart.

"No, never, she showed up, but I lost her......"

Qin Jie's eyes looked at Xu Qingtian, with a little loss, such a man who was so shocked was fragile and distressing.

"I'm leaving." Xu Qingkong couldn't stay any longer, and turned to leave.

"Clear sky, don't go!" Qin Jie wanted to chase her, but his body was too weak and he fell to the ground.

Xu Qingkong turned around and burst into tears, it turned out that he didn't love it, but he kept telling himself that he didn't love, he couldn't love, he didn't deserve love......

Walking too quickly, the high heels hit her feet, Xu Qingkong fell to the ground, and the sharp stinging pain on her feet made her completely collapse.

finally cried, all these years of pain and grievances, it seems that a breakthrough has been found.

Qin Jie listened to the sound outside the house, his heart was like being bitten by a nameless beast, painful and bloody.

Out of nowhere, he barely got up and walked to her side.

"Clear sky, where did you fall? I'll look at ......" he leaned over and looked at her anxiously.

"You don't have to."

Xu Qingkong pushed him away, barely stood up, and limped forward.

"Clear sky......" Qin Jie's voice was hoarse like a cry, as if this sound would exhaust all his courage.

Xu Qingkong stopped in place, his shoulders still trembling and twitching.

"Give me a call and let him pick you up! If it's not convenient to see me, you can call someone else. ”

"I just broke my foot, I can do it alone."

"How do you drive if you have a broken foot? This is not the time to be willful. ”

Xu Qingkong thought about it, as if this was really the case. Call Mon? Forget it, just look at Bai Chenfeng's expression, you can know that they don't have time to go home! Call Jiang Yang? Yes, I didn't do anything bad anyway, what are you afraid of?

"Clear sky, I...... Can I hug you? Just hug ......"

Qin Jie's words interrupted her thoughts, his voice seemed to be trembling, Xu Qingkong's heart softened, just hug it! Anyway, if you hug it, you won't get pregnant.

"Good ......" Xu Qingkong's heart was a little pantothenic, so she couldn't refuse.

Turning around and walking to him, Qin Jie reached out and took her into his arms, haunted by his dreams, his heart was bitter and painful.

Xu Qingkong snuggled up to his shoulder and breathed in the smell of his body, exactly the same as in his memory. Qin Jie, I don't hate you anymore, because it's so tiring to hate someone.

My clear sky, the woman I love the most, you are so beautiful, how can I give up?

Xu Qingtian appeared in Qin Jie's mind when she was a girl, she was wearing a plain skirt, her long hair as black as seaweed was flying in the wind, and she was beautiful in the sun.

"Xu Qingtian, do you remember me?"

"Classmate, you're too narcissistic, how do I know who you are?"

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“…………”

"You're sick! Why are you blocking me every day? Stalker! ”

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"Xu Qingtian, are you looking for this again?"

"Thank you for helping me get my watch back, it's important to me."

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"I said, I, Qin Jie, like Xu Qingkong sincerely."

"Huh...... Fool, I said I promised to be your girlfriend. ”

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"How's this one on? Will it fascinate thousands of girls? ”

"Hehe, you're so glamorous in a floral shirt!"

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"Our school flower is so popular, someone confesses every day, I have to stamp it."

"Where is there a kiss like you, kissing in public, am I your girlfriend?"

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"Clear sky, listen to me......"

"Qin Jie, is this kind of game fun? Don't you feel like you owe me an explanation? ”

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"That girl named Qiu Lulu is coming to me."

"Me and she were just joking."

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"Qin Jie, you ...... Do you have...... Loved me? ”

"I only love you from beginning to end."

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"My child ......"

"Qin Jie, break up! Let me go, and let yourself go. ”

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The memories of those young and frivolous memories are replayed in my mind one by one, and they come and go......

Clear sky, sorry. If I could turn back time, I wouldn't fail you. If I had known my heart and knew that I would love you so much, I would not have hurt you.

A tear fell on Xu Qingkong's cheek.

Xu Qingkong looked up at him, his dark eyes were full of pain, and he was a little lost for a moment.

Looking at each other, her eyelashes, which were as black as a feather fan, were still stained with drips of crystal, which was pitiful. Her lips are naturally rose-pink, with well-defined lines, and they are slightly open at this time, infinitely seductive.

Kiss and fall gently......

Leaning on each other, Xu Qingkong woke up suddenly, what was he doing? She is the one who is going to get married, and she can't indulge. Thinking of this, I felt guilty in my heart.

Gently pushed him away, turned around, each step was difficult and difficult, but he still walked firmly.

"Don't worry about me, I'll go downstairs and wait for Jiang Yang." Throwing down a sentence, Xu Qingkong left without waiting for him to respond.

She didn't look back, nor did she see Qin Jie behind her, and she burst into tears. It is said that men don't flick when they have tears, but they haven't reached the sad place, but they haven't reached the sad place......

Xu Qingkong opened the car door, sat in, dialed Jiang Yang's phone, and the bell only rang once, and then it was picked up.

"Clear sky." Jiang Yang called her gently.

"I broke my foot......"

"Is it serious?" The tone is anxious.

"It's not serious, it's just that I can't drive."

"Where are you now?"

"Green Capital Court No. 2 202."

"You stay where you are and don't move, I'll go and pick you up."

"yes, okay."

Xu Qingkong hung up the phone, and the past events that he didn't want to recall poured into his mind.

Here's how it all started......