034: Advance and retreat
Lin Kongkong entered the door, Bai Chenfeng was sitting on the sofa, he looked up at her, she was wearing a knee-length white dress and a pure white top, her face was a little haggard.
Seeing him, Lin Kongkong was stunned at the door, hesitated for a while, she smiled slightly, this smile was not as bright as before, far-fetched and a little dazzling.
"Don't laugh." Bai Chenfeng didn't know that his tone was stern and cold.
Lin Kongkong glanced at him, and then froze there, the atmosphere was sluggish.
I don't know how long he waited for him at home, his behavior was indeed inappropriate, thinking about this, he stepped forward and pulled his sleeve, which was easily dodged by him.
Bai Chenfeng didn't know what she was awkward, obviously she wanted her to go crazy, but when she appeared in front of her, she wanted to question her, but she couldn't say a word.
The anxiety of this night, the moment he saw her, seemed to turn into anger, he tried to suppress the monstrous anger that he was about to erupt, so as not to frighten her, he needed to calm down now, calm again, and she seemed to ignite the explosion of anger*......
Bai Chenfeng felt that he should go out to breathe fresh air, so as not to stranquangle this person who disappeared all night at the slightest unpleasantness.
"Little White ......"
Bai Chenfeng's breathing was tight, his footsteps did not stop, and there seemed to be her slightly choked voice behind her.
When I went downstairs, the sense of urgency seemed to be a little smaller, but my mind was full of her, haggard appearance, choked voice......
Lin Kongkong chased after her, her heart was not suitable for such a run, but she just wanted to try to catch up with his pace so that they were not so far away.
The heart began to protest, Lin Kongkong was forced to stop, she leaned against the wall, wheezing violently, and the voice echoed in the empty corridor, a little terrifying......
Maybe he would never know that at this moment, the despair that bred at the bottom of Lin Kong's heart was so turbulent. She wants to run, chase, and listen to the wind like a normal person......
But she couldn't do it, and never will.
Bai Chenfeng's heart seemed to have been pierced by some sharp weapon, and there was cold water flowing into it, rising higher and higher, stinging, and cold.
He knew that she was not crying, but she seemed to be more sad than crying.
"You...... You okay! ”
Lin Kongkong looked up and saw him who had gone and returned, this gentle was like a word of comfort, she had waited for a night, but it seemed that she had waited for a long time, and there was wetness in her eyes.
"I'm sorry." He took her into his arms and apologized.
Lin Kongkong stretched out his hand to grab his neck, buried his face in his neck socket, shook his head, and did not speak. In his ears, his breath was warm, his breathing gradually stabilized, and tears slowly slipped down his neck, falling from the collar into his clothes, and dissipated.
"You'd better give me a satisfactory explanation." Bai Chenfeng picked up Lin Kongkong and went upstairs.
Curled up in his arms, listening to his heartbeat, steady, he walked steadily, protecting her, giving her a safe place.
This world makes her not hate creation and making people, does not complain about being seriously ill, and is not afraid of the attack of death.
"Xiaobai, are you tired? I can walk on my own. She looked up to see his chin with a slight blue stubble, disturbing his usual meticulousness.
A faint pain crossed his heart, and his eyebrows frowned slightly.
"Don't be tired, you can still be fatter, and I can hold you if it's heavier."
This sentence contains how much pampering and distress, the most touching love words in the world are not how gorgeous words need to be piled up, it is such a simple sentence, you can be fatter.
After entering the house, Bai Chenfeng put her on the sofa and sat down, knelt opposite her half-kneel, and said in a stern tone: "Where did you go last night?" Why don't you answer my phone. ”
"I'm not going anywhere, it's just ...... Go out for a walk......" Lin Kongkong lowered his head and didn't look at his eyes, thought about it and said, "The phone is out of battery, it's not that I won't answer your call." ”
"Let's go?" His eyes flashed sharply, and his tone was cold: "It seems that you don't want to be honest with me." ”
Lin Kongkong glanced up at him, lowered his head again, and said in a slightly nasal voice, "I'm looking for you." ”
"Where are you looking for me? Why didn't I see it? Bai Chenfeng's attitude did not mean to ease down at all.
"I'll go to your company, I'm afraid it will disturb your work, I'll ......"
"What are you? Keep talking! I didn't tell you to stop. Bai Chenfeng gritted his teeth, looking at the haggard appearance of her torture, and his anger was uncontrollable.
He still blames her, she doesn't feel that there is anything wrong with her, is the person who loves deeply in the relationship destined to be hurt? Wronged, there has never been a moment when I hate his indifference so much.
"I don't know if you want me to be in the sight of other people, so I don't dare to look for you at the company, I found your car in the underground garage, I wanted to wait there, but there was a girl there who arrived earlier than me. I don't know why she was waiting for you, so I waited next to you, and then, you came. ”
Bai Chenfeng's anger was completely at the limit at this moment, and he asked in a cold voice, "So what?" You've been missing for a night? I didn't answer the phone, just because that woman hugged me, you sentenced me to death without asking, do you have the consciousness of being a girlfriend? ”
His words were simple and rude, his chin was also detained, Lin Kongkong's nose was sour, tears condensed in his eyes, and he raised his hand to wipe it indiscriminately, but the tears fell even more fiercely.
She raised her hand and pushed the person in front of her, Bai Chenfeng was defenseless, and was pushed to the ground by her a little embarrassed, and he was stunned.
Lin Kongkong was still angry, stood up and looked at him condescendingly: "You are justified at all times, you always want me to stick behind you and apologize to you, you have a temper and you are arrogant, I also have it, just because I like you, you bully me." Am I not realised? Okay, now I'll ask you, you're entangled with so many women, what do you think of me? I've had enough, do you know? ”
Bai Chenfeng usually became more and more silent the more angry he became, but when it came to her reason, he was not at all controllable, he stood up and looked at her: "Ji Mengmeng, do you have a heart or liver?" Which women am I getting entangled with? Can you speak with your conscience? ”
"Since the day I met you, when have you been surrounded by fewer women? There is more than one, it is a group. We've been doing the game of you chasing me, you run, I chase, you run again, I still chase again, Xiaobai, have you ever thought that maybe one day I won't be able to run, just like just now, I can't catch up with you. I'm tired and don't want to chase anymore, the door is there, you go! She pointed to the doorway, a faint sadness in her tone.
Bai Chenfeng's face turned pale with anger, he nodded, and his tone was cold and hard: "Okay, I'll go." ”
Lin Kongkong watched him go out, and then slammed the door slammed shut, tears blurring his vision.
She clearly felt the taste of heartache, trembling hands went to her pocket to take the medicine in the gum box, her hand shook, the white pills scattered all over the ground, she barely picked up two pills and put them in her mouth, closed her eyes.
After a long time, her heartbeat was not so serious, but she still covered her heart with her hands, as if it would be better.
She curled up there like this, and after a long time, she moved her stiff body, leaned over to pick up the medicine that had fallen on the ground, picked it up one by one, and put it in a small bottle.
Crying while picking up, muttering to herself: "I let you go, you can go, when I don't let you come, why do you want to come......" She said over and over again, I don't know the time, I don't know the night.
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Bai Chenfeng didn't get much better here, he came out in a hurry, he only took the car keys, and he didn't wear a coat.
He found a random bar, and because it was daytime, there were not many people, so he sat on a high stool and began to drink, glass after glass.
"Sir, is it alone? Would you like to be with me? "Woman in black dress with red lips, naked/naked/naked invitation.
Bai Chenfeng glanced at her, his eyes were as heavy as ink, his thin lips were slightly raised, and he said coldly: "Get out!" ”
"Who? It's amazing to be handsome? If you don't agree, forget it, what a murderer! The woman scratched her head and walked away.
Bai Chenfeng continued to drink, headache, he shook it hard, his eyes were a little sleepy, and he fell asleep somehow.
When he was pushed awake by the bartender, Bai Chenfeng couldn't find the situation clearly.
"Sir, it's getting dark, I'm going to get off work, tell you to settle the account, and wait for the handover?"
They saw that Bai Chenfeng didn't look like he had no money, or they wouldn't let him sleep for so long. Bai Chenfeng touched his coat pocket, his wallet was in his coat, he forgot to bring it, he was penniless now.
The bartender looked at him and just wanted to taunt a few words, Bai Chenfeng glanced at him, this glance, cold and terrifying, made him swallow the words he wanted to say raw.
Bai Chenfeng took the bartender's pen and paper, wrote the number, and told him: "Dial this number, tell him the address, and someone will come in a while." ”
After that, he turned around and left, and the bartender was a little stunned by him, and when he came to his senses, the person was gone.
"You won't be so unlucky to meet a liar! I can't afford to pay for the wine he drank! The bartender muttered, tried to dial the phone, and it worked.
"Hello, this is the Crescent Bar, there is a gentleman who forgot to bring money, let me call your number......"
The night was lonely, the cold wind was biting, Bai Chenfeng parked the car under the empty apartment building, lit a cigarette, and the scarlet of his fingertips flickered in the darkness.
Tangled, emotional matters, I can't control myself, I loved it at the beginning, and I still have this heart today, but you, why are you Ji Zhongliang's daughter?
I can't give up my hatred, and I can't let go of you, huh...... Creation makes people!
Habits are terrible, and I miss her very much at this time, I want to think about her very much.
Bai Chenfeng got out of the car, there was no light upstairs, the window was dark, and he suddenly felt uneasy, he strode upstairs, opened the door, and turned on the light.
Lin Kongkong was still sitting on the ground, her hands on her knees, her whole face was buried in her hands, her long hair was scattered all over the ground, she heard the sound of the door opening, she raised her head slightly, and the suddenly lit up light shook her eyes slightly, and there were some double images in front of her, and it took a long time for her to see the person standing at the door, and her voice called hoarsely: "Little white ......"
Bai Chenfeng only stood still at the door, looking at her with a heavy face.
Lin Kongkong sat for too long and his body was numb, and he struggled to stand up on the sofa, wanting to step forward, but he was frightened by his calm face, standing there is not going in, not retreating.