069: Love
Bai Chenfeng ignored her, only lowered his head and kissed her snow-white neck, one side of his blouse had been faded to his shoulder, and the kiss fell finely and densely.
Lin Kongkong looked at his precarious self, sniffled and sobbed shallowly.
Sure enough, this trick worked, and someone looked up at her and asked in a dumb voice, "What's wrong?" ”
still bowed her head, silent, and silent, acting like an angry little daughter-in-law.
frowned slightly, and asked gently, "Did it hurt you?" ”
The slight tail note made his cold voice a little warmer, but Lin Kongkong didn't answer, only lowered his head and sobbed.
straightened out her messy clothes and coaxed in a low voice: "Silly girl, I'm disappointed, let you go." ”
You can't raise your head, you can't be tricked, you have to pretend, otherwise you will fall short, Lin Kongkong silently cheered himself up in his heart.
"Alright, don't pretend." Bai Chenfeng said solemnly while tidying up her clothes.
I couldn't help it, and asked with a smile: "How do you know that I am pretending?" ”
Someone glanced at her with his eyes and said angrily, "I haven't started yet, where will it hurt you?" Pretending to cry, I don't want to come out, I'm not interested. ”
In fact, when he heard her crying, he was a little flustered, afraid that she still had a shadow in her heart, and that he would stimulate her or scare her.
Lin Kongkong, who was nervous, naturally didn't know this, looking at his disgusted expression, he was dissatisfied, and decided to summon him. Just now, when he carried her to the table, his slippers fell off, and he shook his bare feet slightly, commanding: "Put shoes on me." ”
Bai Chenfeng was also obedient, leaned over and took her shoes to put on, and reached out to hug her down, smoothing the folds on her clothes before going to the faucet in the vegetable sink to clean her hands.
"Don't wash your hands with dish soap."
Lin Kongkong yelled at him, went to the bathroom to get hand sanitizer, came back to see him waiting there with wet hands, and smiled slightly.
"Dish soap hurts your hands." As he spoke, he had squeezed hand sanitizer into his palm.
Bai Chenfeng teased her while washing his hands: "Isn't it Liby who doesn't hurt your hands?" ”
"People wash dishes, not hand washing, don't force words!"
“…………”
In winter, it gets dark very early, and the meal at this time should be considered dinner, but Lin Kongkong is very hearty. Vegetarian stir-fried broccoli, scrambled eggs with mulberry, stir-fried crispy bones, stir-fried chicken slices with snow peas, cashew nuts and shrimp also made a fish head tofu soup.
Bai Chenfeng helped her clean up the dishes on the table, and frowned when she saw the sumptuous dinner, "How did you make so many dishes?" ”
She replied in response to the question: "You still eat in the morning, right?" ”
It turned out that he felt sorry for him, a pair of black eyes stared at her, and her gentle eyes were as light as splashing ink, which made the wisps of warmth open under Lin Kong's hollow.
Bai Chenfeng was reminded by her that he was indeed a little hungry, "I drank coffee before the meeting." ”
"Your stomach doesn't want it! If you don't eat for a day and drink coffee on an empty stomach, you don't add anything to black coffee! ”
Looking at her chatter, Bai Chenfeng sighed and pecked her lips fiercely.
"It's still cuter to kiss."
“…………”
Thinking that she had to clean up the house and cook so many dishes, she felt pity in her heart and asked in a low voice, "Are you tired?" ”
Shaking his head, he leaned over to him, "Not tired." ”
I first filled a bowl of soup and handed it to him, "I've stewed this for a long time, drink it first to warm my stomach and then eat." ”
The milky white soup is topped with green coriander, and the entrance is fresh and moist, and I drank it all in one go.
Looking at his eating appearance at this time, who has always been elegant, the two delicate willow eyebrows frowned, and they were distressed: "I'm hungry!" Eat slowly, otherwise it will not be good for the stomach. ”
He served him rice, and sandwiched some of each of them, and placed them on a plate in front of him until his plate was full.
"I'm not in such a hurry to eat, it's just that your stewed soup is delicious and I drank it faster."
"How can you not be hungry? People are not machines, and I will strictly supervise your three meals from tomorrow. After speaking, he took his soup bowl and filled another bowl.
"Eat! Leave me alone, I'll do it myself. As he spoke, he began to pick up vegetables for her, and finally brought a hill out of her.
The two looked at the two hills in front of each other, looked at each other and smiled.
Lin Kongkong was really tired, he didn't have any appetite at all, and he chewed and ate slowly. Bai Chenfeng glanced at her a few times as if unintentionally, and quickly cleaned up the rice in his bowl.
Seeing that he was full, Lin Kongkong also put down his chopsticks and asked softly, "Xiaobai, are you full?" ”
Bai Chenfeng bowed, and she got up to clean up the dishes and chopsticks.
"Don't clean it up, wait for tomorrow when the hour worker comes to collect it."
After thinking about it, he put the things in his hand on the table again, "It's okay." ”
"Come here."
Seeing him beckoning to himself, Lin Kongkong obediently passed over and rubbed into his arms.
Bai Chenfeng pressed his forehead against her, looking at her tired appearance, and gently pecked her forehead in distress.
"Xiaobai, I'm so sleepy."
carried her upstairs, helped her take a simple shower, put on his white shirt, and dried her hair.
Lin Kongkong lay on his lap, the wind from the hair dryer was warm, and he fell asleep unconsciously.
"You can fall asleep this way......"
Bai Chenfeng shook his head helplessly, went to the balcony to take her washed sheets and quilt covers, and carried the sleeping woman to the bed, and carefully covered the quilt for her.
After taking a shower and drying his hair in the bathroom of the guest room, he still did not feel sleepy, and took a cigarette irritably, one after another, until a thin layer of smoke filled the room, and then extinguished the last one irritably.
Everything that needs to be deployed in City A in recent days has begun one after another, and on the day my mother died, I swore that Ji Zhongliang must be ruined, and life is better than death.
I don't know what he's going to do in the face of such a crisis, and I'm not sure I'll win. But I have to have a result with him after all, I don't know what that means for you? All I can do is try not to get you involved. It's just that he's your father, can you really stand by and watch for me? Or is it for the sake of family affection?
Either of these possibilities is not what I want. I want you to be happy, but I really can't give it to you.
I can't let the past really be the past, my mother is still watching me, I can't do it. I also don't want the present to be a thing of the past, because there are you now.
I hate myself for pretending to be in love with you, but I don't regret loving you, I have asked myself countless times, and the answer is that even if I do it all over again, I will still fall in love with you.
I am ruthless, you are kind, I am scheming and sophisticated; You are simple-minded and ignorant of the world...... I didn't fall in love with you at first sight, because people often can't remember what they have, but they can always remember what they don't have.
Therefore, the blind yearn for perfection the most, the blind yearn for color the most, and the dark I admire you the most is the sunshine-like you. It's like in "The Siege": the people in the city want to get out, and the people outside the city want to rush in. People are such contradictions.
When I went back to the bedroom and sat in front of the bed and watched her fall asleep peacefully, I really felt that the time was quiet.
Some people say: Time is a thief, always inadvertently stealing a lot, beautiful faces, real emotions, happy life...... Why do I feel like I don't have enough time with you? The more time passes, the more beautiful it feels, and the more I don't want to let go.
I hope that life is stable, I hope you are happy, and I hope that our life together will be a little better and longer. Mengmeng, do you know all this?
lowered his head and kissed her eyes, looking at her frowning in her sleep, and smiled slightly, the unbearable entanglement just now dissipated in an instant.
Love is not nostalgia, not passion, but years, and years have become a part of life. And you are the only color in my life, and I am sure that I love you, very much, very much......
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I went to bed early last night, and before dawn, Lin Kongkong had already woken up. In order not to wake up the people around her, she didn't even dare to turn over, looking at the hand on her waist, she didn't dare to move and lay on the bed, standing straight and feeling that she was about to cramp.
Bai Chenfeng has always been alert, and when he listened to her breathing, he knew that she had woken up, and only raised the corners of his lips slightly to see how long she could pretend.
After a long time, the little girl held out for so long and didn't bother him. Leaned over and hugged her in his arms from behind, and the breath he exhaled blew behind her ears, making Lin Kong itch.
She was startled and whispered, "Did I wake you up?" ”
Bai Chenfeng's voice still had a thick nasal voice that didn't wake up, not as cold as usual, a little cute: "Hmm......"
Lin Kongkong turned around, and vaguely saw his vague outline, burrowing into his arms.
"Sleep a little longer! I don't bother you. ”
"You've woken me up and can't sleep."
"Don't! It's still early, don't you see it's still dawn? Let's get some sleep! I'll be with you. ”
In the haze, Bai Chenfeng squinted slightly, looked at the little woman curled up on his chest, smiled meaningfully, turned over and covered her under him.
Lin Kongkong was alert: "What are you doing?" ”
He replied as he should: "Do what should be done before dawn." ”
"Xiaobai, don't make trouble! If you really can't sleep, why don't we talk? I slept enough anyway. She said.
"Let's talk!" He said.
Just as she was thinking about what to say, she found someone fumbling and starting to unbutton her, and she couldn't help but accuse: "Hooligans! Isn't it a chat? Why are you taking off my clothes? ”
"This is my shirt, and now I want you to give it back to me."
“…………” Lin Kongkong was completely speechless.
Then, the white shirt she was wearing was thrown out of the covers.
"The shirt has been returned to you, how are you ...... Why can't it go down yet? ”
"I've been wearing it for so long, and I'm going to charge some interest."
"Hey! Xiaobai, your hand ...... Can you not move. ”
"Don't like it?"
"Hmm...... No. ”
"That's like?"
"Hmm...... It's a little itchy. ”
"Oh......"
The tightly wrapped quilt continued to move around, and then, overwhelmingly, the wind and rain were overwhelming, making people powerless......