074: Tenderness
Xu Qingkong cried for a while, and the heaviness in her heart gradually dissipated, she slowly raised her head and met Jiang Yang's cherished eyes.
"Isn't it better to cry?" He asked softly, didn't wait for her answer for a long time, lowered his head and kissed the corners of her eyes pityingly, and sucked the tears that were condensed there into his mouth, the bitter taste, just like his state of mind at this time.
"Brother Eryu......"
Xu Qingkong leaned on his shoulder, whispering his name, full of tender attachment.
"Hmm...... I'm here. ”
"What is going to be done about this?"
"Don't think nonsense, leave everything to me, just remember that you are my wife."
"But I don't want you to do it for me and ...... Argument with your parents. ”
"I'm not for you, I'm for myself, and marrying you is my life's wish. You know what? Since I was a child, you have grown up by my side, and no one can hide your light, and I can no longer see others when I shine. ”
Xu Qingkong had never heard Jiang Yang say such a thing, and he was a little stunned for a while. Looking at her stupid and cute appearance, he lowered his head and kissed her lips, gently shallow, repeatedly, and reluctantly.
"When you fell in love with Qin Jie, I felt that the only light in my life was taken away by someone, and I couldn't sleep for many nights, and I even felt that life was better than death......"
"Say no more!" Xu Qingkong covered his lips with the hand that was not dripping, and his heart ached.
Man never knows what happens in a place he can't see, so how can he not know his mind? It's just that she didn't think about giving him a response at that time, how could she think of Jiang Yang's pain when she fell in love with Qin Jie?
The Jiang family is also a big family in Yuncheng, but Jiang Yang is never arrogant, except for the high requirements for the comfort of clothes and fabrics, the others have always been very clean.
The apartment assigned to him by the college, he has been to it a few times, the area is not large, and the furnishings are very simple, except for the huge bookshelves and full of books, there are almost no special furnishings.
He is low-key, quiet, and has few hobbies, except for reading books and playing chess, he only tastes tea. He also once ridiculed that his life was too uncannibalistic, and it was estimated that he was only one less wooden fish than a monk.
At this time, listening to his words, Xu Qingkong seemed to be able to see that in that simple room, he was sleepless, with a thin figure, facing a lone lamp, drinking a cup of tea, how lonely? My heart ached for a while, and it would have been nice if I could have known that I would love you like this one day, saving three people the pain......
Seeing her bow her head and be silent, a trace of worry flashed in his dark jade-like calm eyes, "Clear sky, why don't you speak?" ”
Xu Qingkong endured it and still asked the words from the bottom of his heart: "Why don't you refuse to give others a chance?" Why are you keeping me where you are? ”
Jiang Yang is not the kind of girl who likes very much, but as long as he has been in contact with people for a long time, most of them will be impressed by his demeanor.
This style comes from a good upbringing, full of poetry and books, and good manners, he is the kind of person who gets along more and more unstoppable, and his inner charm is far better than his excellent appearance.
At F University, whether it is a female student or a young female teacher, there are by no means a few people who like Jiang Yang.
Hearing this, he only sighed slightly, resigned to his fate and helpless: "There is only one you in my eyes, and the emotional matter will not come, if Jiang Yang marries a wife in this life, he must be Xu Qingkong, if it is not you, I would rather never marry." ”
He is a person who is not good at expressing emotions, and can only do things silently, if he wasn't afraid that Xu Qingkong would not be good for his health if he was worried too much, he would definitely not say these words. His love was too heavy for her to know, as long as she could be safe and happy, and he didn't want to cause her any burden.
Xu Qingkong knew him, and even now, he was willing to say this to make her feel relieved. The tears that had just dispersed condensed in her eyes again, she was not a person who loved to cry, so she pretended to be fierce and fierce to him: "Why are you so stupid? I still think you're smart, you're obviously stupid, big stupid. ”
"I'm stupid, you're smart, satisfied?"
Xu Qingkong shook his head and asked softly, "All these years...... It's bitter! ”
Jiang Yang stroked her hair and said softly: "With you, you don't feel bitter, even if you look at it from a distance, it's enough for me!" ”
"Why aren't you stupid? There is no one more stupid in this world than you. ”
But he only smiled and said nothing, he could only enjoy prosperity if he was lonely, and now he has not got what he wants? She is his wife, and they will have a lovely child.
The hand gently rubbed on her lower abdomen through the clothes, and it was difficult to hide the joy in her tone: "How wonderful life is, there is a cute little life here now, it belongs to you and me, clear sky, I want to be a father!" ”
Xu Qingkong looked at his joyful appearance, his eyes also became bright, and he invited credit: "Then do you want to thank me?" ”
Jiang Yang kissed her cheek with pity, "Thank you, Mrs. Jiang!" You have made me have no regrets in my life. ”
I thought that my life would be complete with her, but it turned out that it could be more complete, all of this was given by her, and he only wanted her to give it.
Xu Qingkong put his hand on his hand, felt a moment of peace with him, and asked him after a long time, "How is my condition?" When will I be discharged from the hospital? ”
"Don't worry, you and the baby are fine, but the fetus was unstable in the early stages of pregnancy, and the doctor said that you should be able to be discharged from the hospital in three days, and you need to rest now and keep your mood happy."
"yes, I know." Sleepiness hit, and I fell asleep in a daze.
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Three days later, Xu Qingkong was discharged from the hospital.
The two elders of the Jiang family have not left yet, they live in their house, and Jiang Yang thinks that Xu Qingkong's current situation is not suitable for seeing them again. She is so weak now, she must not be emotional, he is especially afraid that her parents will stimulate her, if there is something to happen to her and the child, what should he do? After discussing with her, he sent her to the apartment where Xu Qingkong lived before.
got out of the car, no matter what Xu Qingkong said that there was no problem walking upstairs, Jiang Yang didn't agree, and finally couldn't resist him, so he had to let him go upstairs with him. Lying on his chest, listening to his powerful heartbeat, his heart was inexplicably settled.
"Jiang Yang, how do you feel like I was secretly raised outside by you, and I can't go back to my home."
Her voice was very low, but it pierced Jiang Yang's heart, and she comforted her softly: "Clear sky, don't think nonsense, give me some time, okay?" ”
"Hmm...... I'm just kidding, don't take it to heart. ”
Jiang Yang was silent, and he had been thinking about how his mother knew about the miscarriage before the clear sky for the past few days. After all, Yuncheng is far away from S City, and he deliberately concealed it, even the Xu family didn't know, who told his mother? And who gave her that diagnosis?
Seeing him frowning, Xu Qingkong comforted: "I know you are very embarrassed, I don't blame you." ”
Jiang Yang smiled slightly, and only rubbed the top of her hair with his chin soothingly.
Entering the house, Xu Qingkong looked at the place where no one had lived for a long time, the windows were bright and clean, the air was fresh, and it seemed that it was specially cleaned up and ventilated.
Her daily necessities and clothes are all newly bought by Jiang Yang, which are for pregnant women. Since she was hospitalized, he has taken a leave of absence from the school and has taken care of her in every possible way.
Jiang's father and Jiang's mother always have to have an explanation, Jiang Yang must go back today. He found that he didn't want to leave her for a moment, especially at this time.
Her pregnancy reactions began to show up, drowsiness, vomiting, loss of appetite...... In just a few days, the weight that I had finally gained began to decline rapidly.
Placing her in the bedroom, looking at her pale and haggard face, Jiang Yang's mood was extremely complicated, and he was both happy and distressed.
"Want to eat something? I'll do it. ”
Xu Qingkong was lying on the bed, covered with a thin quilt, and replied weakly: "I don't want to eat ......"
frowned, his usually calm black eyes were full of worry, "How can I do without eating?" You're two people now. ”
Xu Qingkong opened his eyes slightly, and his voice was sweet and glutinous: "I'm eating later, you can sleep with me for a while!" I'm so tired, you hug me. ”
I should have made her something nutritious to coax her to eat, and then went home to visit her parents, but seeing her appearance at this time, she couldn't move for a while, let alone refuse her.
With a sigh, he stepped forward and folded his clothes and lay down, carefully avoiding her belly, and took her into his arms.
"You can sleep for a while, too!" He has not been at ease at all in the hospital these days, staring at him, his index finger gently scraping his thin lips, the more he looks, the more happy he becomes.
shook her hand, lowered her head and pecked her lips, now her face was pale and not as dazzling as usual, but the eyes that charmed all beings were extremely crystal clear, Jiang Yang only felt that she was more beautiful than ever at this time. Stretched out his hand to cover her eyes, and whispered, "Don't look at me like this, I can't bear it......"
Xu Qingkong couldn't help but laugh and tease him: "Teacher Jiang, as a teacher, what do you think about the blue sky and the day?" ”
"Mrs. Jiang, go to sleep! Be nice. Jiang Yang closed his eyes and was not ready to look at her anymore.
"You talk to me for a while, I can't bear to let you go for a while, okay......" Seeing that he still closed his eyes and said nothing, he gently pushed him.
"Xu Qingtian! Don't wriggle in my arms, the doctor said that sexual intercourse was strictly forbidden for the first three months. ”
Jiang Yang's breath was a little chaotic when he said this, he was in the prime of life, and he didn't want to be natural before, but in the past two months, he has been in harmony with her, and he has some taste for the marrow. This is the girl he has loved since he was a child, and it is his treasure, and now he has not been able to get close to her for several days, how can he afford her to tease?
Xu Qingkong was so aggrieved, when did he tease him? Seeing that a light sweat was forming on his forehead, he had to give up, and after a while he fell asleep in his arms.
After a long time, the restless flame in Jiang Yang's body was suppressed, and he opened his eyes dimly. Seeing Xu Qingkong sleeping in his arms, his cheeks buried in his neck, breathing evenly and peacefully, his heart became more and more pity.
Thinking that it was time for me to get up, I would have to see my parents in a while, my thin lips were pursed, but my heart was firm, I want you, even if everyone is against it, I still only want you.
He kissed her forehead gently, suppressed the tenderness that flooded his heart, and forced himself to get up.