096: Despair
The next day, S City, people and communities.
Early in the morning, Bai Chenfeng made breakfast, and saw that the door of the guest room was still closed, so he went to get the key and open the door.
Lin Kongkong also tossed and turned and couldn't sleep all night, and when he fell asleep in a daze, the sky was already white.
Seeing her sleeping quietly, the face of the little melon seed is sunk in the quilt, glowing with a slight pink, well-behaved, peaceful and sweet and lovely.
Gently stretched out his hand, curled his fingers, habitually wanted to scratch her small nose, but in the end, he stopped, slowly withdrew his hand, his clear eyes locked her face deeply, sighed slightly, and went out.
Lin Kongkong woke up when Bai Chenfeng opened the door and entered the house, so in order to avoid contact with him, he closed his eyes and pretended to sleep.
Listening to him go out, for a long time, there was no sound in the room, thinking that he had gone to work before getting up.
I entered the bedroom, sat on the swing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, looked at everything in the room, smiled and laughed, and tears fell.
It's time for me to leave, I don't have anything to clean up, and I'm afraid that he will touch the scene, so I simply packed my luggage, my heart, and the pain of being empty.
Xiaobai, Xiaobai...... It seems that the heartache will be less when the lover's name is silently recited.
Living in this city for so long left her with memories of happiness, goodbye, goodbye.
Lin Kongkong opened the door of the room and trembled.
Bai Chenfeng stood upright in front of the door like that, he was going to go to the company, but considering that she was still emotionally unstable, he returned halfway, but he didn't expect to catch up with such a scene.
His eyes were bottomless black, cold and terrifying, different from the usual cold, a little dark, such a he, she had never seen before, and couldn't help but take a few steps back.
When Bai Chenfeng saw her reaction, his expression became even more fierce, and there was a daunting ruthlessness in his eyes.
"Are you afraid of me?"
"Nope." She wanted to look calmer.
"None? Aren't you worried that I'm going to hurt you? I am Bai Jingqi's son, you are Ji Zhongliang's daughter, we seem to be feuding......" He squinted slightly, his eyes flashing with danger.
"Little ...... White. Lin Kongkong was a little flustered, as if he was doing something bad but someone caught a child, and scratched the corner of his clothes with his fingers helplessly.
"How long are you going to go this time? Three years? Six years? Or longer? Ji Mengmeng, don't challenge my bottom line. He grabbed Lin Kongkong's shoulder, as if he wanted to crush her slender one.
I had never seen him like this, and I was panicked, but I still pretended to be calm and said, "I want to go home." ”
His eyes flashed sharply: "Home? Ji family? Don't even think about it, you are not allowed to have anything to do with the Ji family in the future, you will stay in S City for me obediently, and you are not allowed to go anywhere! ”
Lin Kongkong finally understood that it was because she thought it was simple, and he hated his father so much in his heart.
"I am a human being, not an object, I should have my own freedom, not to be occupied and imprisoned by you like an accessory."
Bai Chenfeng's tone was mixed with unbelievable indifference: "Accessories? Captivity? That's what you think of me? ”
Lin Kongkong sneered: "Isn't it? You asked me to cut off contact with the Ji family, I am a human being, not a machine, that is my biological father, blood is thicker than water, how can you let me leave it? ”
He sighed secretly, "I can give you whatever you want, only this one." ”
Lin Kongkong sneered: "Huh...... You know how important this one is to me? Can you give me anything? Then I'm going to break up, I want you to let me go, are you willing? ”
"That's how you want to leave me?" He grabbed her shoulder roughly, shaking her violently.
She was silent, looking at him arrogantly and resolutely.
Bai Chenfeng's heart ached, he buckled her chin, and her voice was gloomy and warm: "You really deserve to be Ji Zhongliang's daughter, the same wolf-hearted dog-lung, what are you and me?" Rejoice when you want it, and abandon it when you don't want it? Do you think too much of me or too much of yourself? ”
Lin Kongkong knew in his heart that since the damage had been done, the long pain was better than the short pain, and he had to cut through the mess quickly, otherwise, the longer it dragged on, the greater the damage.
"The love between men and women is what you want me to do, and now that I don't want to, you should let me go, if it hurts you because of this, I can only say I'm sorry."
"I don't want to hear you say those three words anymore, I can do anything as long as you like me. For you...... How much have I given up and how much have I lost? I survived the three years when life was worse than death, and I can't wait to give you the best everything in the world, but what about you? Do you know that either you or your father will do enough to kill you a hundred times? ”
Bai Chenfeng pinched her chin hard, forcing her to look up to face herself.
She didn't laugh angrily, and her tone was as cold as his: "Then why don't you let me die?" The dead will not resist, you are completely under your control, you can still burn me and take it with you, won't your wish be fulfilled? ”
"You...... Unreasonable, why should I love you? Am I blind? His voice was painful and desperate.
"Is that love? Love should be for the good of the other party, and you are full of only one person to dominate me, this sick love must end. ”
"Sick? Everything I gave you that you think is pathological? ”
Lin Kongkong's heart couldn't suppress the pain, she looked at him, her eyes were empty: "Isn't it?" When I get closer to others, you think I'm going to empathize, I'm being raised by you like a pet, and I have no freedom. ”
"Pets? Freely? The moment you made me fall in love with you, it was doomed to no freedom! ”
After Bai Chenfeng finished shouting this, despair swept between his eyebrows and eyes, and the hand that clamped her jaw added a little more force, Lin Kongkong was so painful that he couldn't speak, so he could only shake his head with difficulty......
Bai Chenfeng's hand tightened, squeezed her into the corner and kissed her fiercely, his mind full of crazy and domineering thoughts: she is his......
He was not gentle at all, even a little rude.
Lin Kongkong felt a little pain, feeling that he was not kissing her, but biting her. From time to time, he felt the sweetness in his mouth, and he bit her lip and kissed her like a demonic barrier, the deeper and heavier the kiss.
Lin Kongkong bit his tongue fiercely, she felt that he needed to sober up.
The tip of Bai Chenfeng's tongue hurt, wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, and smiled evilly, "Ji Mengmeng, what do you think I am yours?" At your disposal? You should clearly understand who has the right to dominate between us! ”
He grabbed her waist so that she fit perfectly against him, and the force was so heavy that she couldn't breathe.
Lin Kongkong frowned in pain, completely devoid of the ability to resist, and could only passively bear his violent strength.
Looking at his eyes, they were not as clear as usual, with a bloodthirst, and suddenly fear rose in his heart, and he pushed him hard, but he couldn't push at all.
"I'm spoiling you too much, am I? You've touched my bottom line again and again, and I said not to have a next time, have you forgotten? ”
"I ...... No, Xiaobai, you listen to me. At this moment, Lin Kongkong wanted to tell him the truth, because she was scared, really scared.
But he didn't want to listen to it, thinking that she was ready to run away, and he was still stupidly kept in the dark, the love he gave was sick, the connivance he gave, and he was also accused of hegemony, how ironic is all this?
His heart hurt to the point of numbness, and he was going to destroy her, so that no one could hurt him anymore, and he would no longer have a soft underbelly.
"I won't believe your words again, so let's save some strength and bear what follows! I want you to understand what it means to be usurped. He half-dragged her on the bed, looking dark and fierce.
With a "hiss......" sound, Lin Kongkong's white chiffon shirt was torn open by him, and the buttons fell to the ground...... The voice pierced her heart and ached.
Like all girls, she was terrified to the extreme, screaming and kicking him with her feet, and he easily kicked him away.
Yes, his skills, more than a dozen strong men are not a problem, let alone a mere her.
"Scared? When you played with my feelings, didn't you expect that there would be today? I'll let you know right now what pain is? ”
She shook her head, trembling and calling his name over and over again, her voice accompanied by crying.
His mind was blank, and he only felt that every "Xiaobai" was like a sharp knife inserted into his heart, stirring up a bloody hole in his heart.
He doesn't want to listen, don't listen, he doesn't listen to a word of what this woman who has no heart and liver and will only hurt him says.
Pulled a corner from her torn shirt and gagged her, wrenched her hands above her head, lowered his head to kiss her, left a blood-red mark on her snowy skin, and pulled the belt around his waist......
She showed no signs of emotion, the whole process was nothing but pain and humiliation, and the cold sweat on her forehead was layer by layer, and she suddenly remembered that when he kissed her for the first time many years ago, he was gentle and caring, and loved like a treasure.
My heart is cold, and I keep telling myself, don't be afraid, it will pass soon, he is Xiaobai, not someone else, don't be afraid, don't be afraid......
She wanted to make herself look less embarrassed, at least not to be cowardly at this time, but the tears still fell uncontrollably.
Xiaobai, do you know that I'm afraid of you like this? It hurts, it hurts, and Lin Kongkong even suspects that he will be torn apart.
At this moment, she finally understood the white morning wind in other people's mouths, and her heart was like iron and stone, cold and ruthless.
I can't tell whether it's physical pain or heartache, I just stubbornly look at his eyes, she doesn't believe it, she won't believe that her Xiaobai will treat her like this, she wants to see the bottom of his heart, does he hurt her more than herself?
Bai Chenfeng blindfolded her with his hands, not daring to look at them, those clear and stubborn eyes made his heart start to drip blood.
I don't know how long it has been, but it seems like a century......
He sobered up a little, let go of his clamping hand, and took the fabric that was stuffed in her mouth.
Every inch of the pores on Lin Kongkong's body hurt sharply, her consciousness was a little scattered, she couldn't tell where it was, she couldn't remember what they were doing, the world seemed to be getting farther and farther away from her, she was very tired, so she closed her eyes gently, and only said in a dumb voice: "Xiaobai, I hurt so much......"
His eyes were complex, his pupils kept contracting, letting go, tightening again, and so on, until he finally determined what he had done, and he trembled his hands to touch her face, but all he saw was tears falling from the corners of his eyes......
[PS: The beast has changed, will it lose its fans? ] 】