105: Xue Ling (1)
Lin Kongkong's state has always been very stable, Ouyang Qianxia prescribed a heart-saving pill for her, and asked her to stop the Western medicine she had taken before, saying that it would make people's heart rate slower and slower after taking it for a long time.
In fact, a doctor has suggested that she change the dressing before, and Xingxin Pill is a pure Chinese medicine preparation with obvious effects and few side effects. But Lin Kongkong didn't like the taste of the heart-saving pills, he felt choked after eating them, and he smelled of medicine everywhere he went, as if he was afraid that others would not know that he was a heart attacker.
Now that she has gradually accepted the fact that she is a patient, what does it matter if there is a taste?
Huo Jianyuan completed the discharge procedures for her, drove her directly to the airport, and bought a ticket to City A for her as required yesterday.
"Are you really in such a hurry to leave?" Huo Jianyuan drove the car and looked at the empty passage in the co-pilot's seat.
"Hmm." She replied a word shallowly, and now she is leaving, there are too many memories of them here, happy, sad, helpless, and her heart is not painless.
Huo Jianyuan knew that she was uncomfortable, so he changed the topic, "Anyway, I am also your savior, let you stay for one more day but refuse, Lao Zhang died of depression, and originally planned to chat with you about family life." ”
Zhang Aiguo knew that Lin Kongkong would leave after he was discharged from the hospital, so he only made a phone call, saying that he was the most unaccustomed to that kind of miserable parting scene, so he would not come to see her, but only said that if he came to S City again, he would definitely go back to the restaurant to have a look.
Lin Kongkong retracted his eyes that looked blankly at the scenery outside the window, and replied with a smile: "You and the manager are both good people, I am lucky to meet you, and ah!" Thank you, boss, for your life-saving grace, I can't repay it, if you have a place for me in the future, I will ......"
"Stop." Huo Jianyuan saw her change the tone of her speech, and said jokingly: "What about me...... I don't need you to go to the soup and fire, if you really want to repay me, you might as well make a promise! ”
"You're not kidding." Lin Kongkong snorted, turned his face to the window, and didn't look at him.
Huo Jianyuan shook her head, there were some words that should not be held in her heart, she should know, park the car on the side of the road, and no matter whether parking is prohibited here.
Lin Kongkong couldn't figure out the situation, and looked at him: "Why don't you leave?" ”
He looked at her and said solemnly: "I'm not kidding, I want to help you, I am willing to do anything for you, and I don't need your return." ”
Lin Kongkong was stunned, bowed his head and didn't dare to face him, and curled his fingers helplessly.
Huo Jianyuan sighed helplessly, "You don't have a burden in your heart. ”
Looking up at him, a simple black trench coat with a white shirt, a pair of wise eyes on his handsome face showed a little firmness, and some blue stubble appeared on his chin, and he was almost always with him in the hospital.
He really doesn't take care of people, especially women.
But he was very careful, the liquid was infused too much, and the blood vessels were pricked by the irritated needles, so he would use a warm towel to warm her compress. Sometimes he even combs her hair, and the strength of his wide palms is extraordinarily light, always afraid that it will hurt her.
He is very good, he deserves to meet a good girl, at least he should be a healthy person, besides, she can't let go of anyone in her heart except Xiaobai.
"My life is short, probably only a third of yours."
"As long as you don't give up, there will be hope."
Lin Kongkong smiled bitterly, "Hope? For me as much as nothing, I don't think miracles really will happen to me. ”
"You have to believe in yourself and everything will be fine."
"Brother Huo, I know you are a good person, but I will always love only one person, his name is Bai Chenfeng."
After speaking, she leaned on the saddle and closed her eyes in resignation, he, like the curse of her life, could not break free and could not escape.
Huo Jianyuan was still as calm as water, and replied lightly with two words: "I understand." ”
"Thank you for being kind to me, but I'm a person with no future, I can't give you anything, I'm sorry."
Lin Kongkong is very cramped, her life has been very simple since she was a child, because she is withdrawn, she rarely interacts with people, especially the opposite sex.
Later, she had Bai Chenfeng, and it was like her instinct to accept him, love him, and accompany him.
She even ignored the people around her, whether male or female, her difference seemed to be just Bai Chenfeng and not Bai Chenfeng.
The sudden confession made her at a loss, and she didn't think about whether such direct words would hurt others.
"Ji Mengmeng, I'm not asking for your opinion, I'm just telling you that I like you, that's all."
"I ......" Lin Kongkong looked at his resolute side face, and didn't know what to say for a while.
Huo Jianyuan smiled, "Do you want to hear a story about love?" ”
Girls are born with an infinite passion for love stories, and Lin Kongkong is no exception.
Huo Jianyuan told the story, that year, he was seventeen years old, his bicycle had a flat tire, and the only time he met her on the bus, in the crowded bus, she crashed into his arms because of inertia, and in a panic, she raised her head and hit his chin.
He frowned in pain, watched her say sorry one after another, and was so angry that he didn't want to pay attention to her, only that the girl was really annoying, stupid and irritable.
They all got off the bus at the platform in front of the school, and the girl followed him and asked him what his name was. Which class?
He ignored him, so she tugged at his sleeve, so bad that he was outrageous, so he had to compromise.
After that, I would always meet her on the way from class, from polite greetings to slowly getting acquainted, knowing that her name was Ye Xueling, and she was at the same level as herself.
She is different from most girls, she is not so soft and delicate, with neat short hair, tall and straight, like a tomboy.
She doesn't play basketball, but she loves it, and almost every star knows that they have a lot of language in common, and she says the day they met was also her first bus ride.
Later, they rode their bikes to and from school together, which was easy and comfortable.
She likes to drink a drink, jasmine-flavored, and often brings him a bottle, and over time he has the same taste as her.
They spent more and more time together, and the male classmates he knew would make fun of them intentionally or unintentionally, but she didn't speak, only blushed and didn't dare to look at him.
At that time, he suddenly realized that it was inappropriate, and he regarded her as a boy, but she was a girl, and then deliberately avoided her.
She was puzzled, and only chased him and asked why? Did she do something wrong?
He didn't know how to answer, so he simply ignored her, and her Lai Pi came up and chased after him to ask for clarification.
He had no choice but to pedal his bicycle as fast as he could, and the June day, like a child's face, was bright one moment, but the next it was pouring rain.
Maybe she was too anxious or too flustered, she fell, and the skin on her legs and arms was scratched, and the faint pain made her gasp.
He didn't know why he was obviously going to run, but he still paid careful attention to the movements of the person behind him, and when he saw that she fell, he didn't care about anything else, and directly abandoned the bicycle to hug her.
He found that she, who usually looked very tall, was very light and quietly lying on his chest, not crying or crying out in pain, only her eyes were wet and her eyes were slightly red.
The rain became heavier and heavier, and he took her to the infirmary to treat the wound, and saw that her school uniform was wet and sticky to her body, and the slender curves made him blush inexplicably.
At that time, he thought that she couldn't be seen by others, so he stole the school doctor's white coat and put it on her, and then ran all the way with her in his arms.
I rode a bicycle to take her home, and she said that her house was not in this direction, and he didn't understand, didn't he go this way every time? Why is it not in this direction?
She limped out of the car, stood still in front of him, and kissed him on tiptoe.
The soft lips trembled lightly, lightly imprinted on his cheek, he panicked, went to look at her, she smiled and said, "I like you, can you not avoid me in the future?" ”
He clearly felt his heart beating violently, as if it was about to jump out of his chest, and the first thing he thought of after calming down was that it was not good for her reputation, so he said directly: "You are a girl, you can't fall in love early, others will look down on you." ”
Her eyelashes trembled slightly, and the shimmer in her eyes was like broken glass, reflecting a distressing light. The pale lips moved, and she wanted to say something but didn't say it, so she just hung her head, sat silently in the back seat of the car, and asked him to take her to make a pay phone.
After a while, a car came to pick her up, and he seemed to realize that he had said something wrong, but he didn't have time to explain.
After that, he rarely saw her, and when he did, it was only an awkward hello, and he found himself thinking about her, and many times after school, he waited at the place where they had agreed to meet, but never saw her again.
began to pay attention to her information silently, and it turned out that he really didn't know anything about her except that he knew that her name was Ye Xueling.
She won the first place in the year, she won all the speed running awards in the Games, she was loved by everyone, like a girl like sunshine, so hot that people couldn't ignore him, of course, including him.
It's been a long time since I saw her again, and he was buying books with Asanatsu, so many bookstores, they met each other and met face to face.
She lost some weight and darkened, hugged a lot of review materials, and stood opposite to look at them, her black grape-like pupils were pure and clear.
His heart moved, and he was about to speak, when he saw her smile slightly, polite and detached, and then, directly past them and hugged the information to check out.
By the time he reacted, he had already caught up and shook her arm.
She looked back at him, her eyes dodging, like a frightened bunny.
He said, "I have something to say to you." ”
She said, "I still have something to ......
Qianxia came looking for them, she was anxious to free her arm from him, he didn't follow, and between the disputes, there were tears in her eyes, lightly shallow.
I only felt a strange sour feeling floating in my heart, which made him extremely uncomfortable, so he had to let go in a hurry.
She ran away as if he were some kind of flood beast.
After that, he never went to look for her again, but the bookmarks in the textbook were replaced by him in the shape of leaves.
reminded him that he once met a girl named Ye Xueling.
(PS: Here I want to thank my rabbit sister for helping, "Time Traps Youth" conscience recommendation.) )