City A, evening, Ji Zhai.

Ji Zhongliang came back from work and asked Li Shunjuan, saying that Lin Kongkong didn't have a fever, but he still came up to see it in person to rest assured, but he didn't expect that just after probing the temperature of her forehead, he heard her shout "Xiaobai" a few times one after another, and it was not difficult to guess who she was calling.

Sure that she was still thinking of that person, the man who was ruthless and was about to move, Ji Zhongliang was full of anger and worry, and only looked at her with deep eyes.

Lin Kongkong felt that under the baptism of his sharp eyes, a layer of fine cold sweat appeared on her back, she didn't dare to make a sound, and only grabbed the quilt tightly with both hands.

Ji Zhongliang looked at her with a pair of big eyes clear and translucent, thin lips pursed, so nervous that he didn't even dare to breathe, the déjà vu between his eyebrows made him suddenly think of the woman who had been hidden in his heart for many years - Lin Wanyi.

Since he was sensible, he was told by his mother that he was going to inherit the Ji family in the future, and this envied identity made him have a lot and lose a lot at the same time, such as marriage.

Marrying a wife is the biggest thing in his life, but for him it is just a transaction, he can't even remember how many times he has only seen his fiancée, he only knows that it is a woman who will help his career, that's all.

He yearns for rights, enjoys rights, fights for rights, and it was an accident to meet her.

The first time I saw her, it was in the West Lake, she was walking in the drizzle in a simple dress, and all the pedestrians holding oil-paper umbrellas looked out of place, but beautiful and thrilling.

Yes, he has seen a lot of beauties, and he has seen a lot, but he has never seen such a beautiful woman, like a fairy who has fallen into the world, and the beauty of the spotless is extraordinarily enchanting.

There was a sketcher next to him, seeing this beautiful picture, he couldn't help but dispel the idea of packing up the drawing board to avoid the rain, the painter asked him to hold an umbrella, he was willing to serve, she stayed on the painting, next to him he filled in the poem with his own hands:

The water is shining and sunny, and the mountains are empty and rainy.

If you want to compare West Lake to Xizi, light makeup is always appropriate.

- Su Shi

He bought the painting, and then went to Hangzhou to talk about the project, and he asked people to find her.

She is a peerless dancer, always arrogant and contemptuous of people, disdainful of admirers like him, her cold and glamorous completely stimulates his desire to conquer, in order to get her, he can be said to be unscrupulous.

Later, they fell in love, and he traveled back and forth between Hangzhou and City A, which should have been the happiest time of his life.

She was pregnant and had his child, and he was so happy that he had to shake the truth that he had been hiding from her. But she was so proud that she would not associate with him again when she had a family, and he would not give up everything because of her, he loved her, but he loved everything he had more.

Eventually, she decided to give birth to the baby, unaware that she had a heart condition and that she had experienced a perilous situation after the cesarean section.

The Ji family needs an heir, he needs a child, she coldly gave him one of the twin sisters, only begging him to let her go, and from now on, the end of the world will never be entangled again.

He hugged the baby in his arms and asked, "Is it okay to call her Mengmeng?" ”

She replied coldly: "Whatever." ”

He could have imprisoned her by his side, but he couldn't, and that was the first time in his life that he found out that he was also soft-hearted.

She washed all the lead, went to live in a small town in the south, never appeared on the screen again, and refused to dance again.

He never appeared in her life again, but he always paid close attention to her, and she named the child Kongkong, and the word "Kongmeng" was taken from the poem he mentioned on the portrait, and it turned out that she was not ruthless to him.

After so many years, she has become an eternal red rose in his heart, it doesn't matter whether she loves it or not, it's just a memory that can't be parted.

He was involved in the memories and lost his mind, when he reacted, his heart was sour, and his eyes gradually softened when he looked at Lin Kongkong, this is their daughter, his only bloodline, and now, he is old, he hopes that she can be happy, and he really doesn't want to force her to do anything.

"When you wake up, clean up and go downstairs for dinner." Ji Zhongliang got up and went out after leaving a message.

Lin Kongkong was very surprised that his father didn't talk to her seriously about Bai Chenfeng, and he didn't tell her to distinguish the Hehan realm in a strong and domineering manner, and he must not think about him again in the future, and entangle with him again.

However, since my father didn't ask, that is, he wouldn't be so incompatible with Xiaobai, I felt a little comforted when I thought of this.

When she went downstairs, dinner was ready, the dishes were rich and dazzling, and it was not difficult to find that they were her favorite foods, and an indescribable feeling rose in her heart.

At the dinner table, Ji Zhongliang and Li Shunjuan kept adding food to her, but she still didn't have much appetite, she barely ate some, and her stomach turned over and overwhelmed, and her appetite has been getting worse and worse recently. She couldn't control herself, ran to the bathroom, and vomited all the food that had just been in her stomach for a few minutes, and vomited until her body went soft.

Li Shunjuan patted Lin Kongkong's back with her hand, seeing that she was pale and cold sweat kept breaking, she couldn't help but worry: "Why did you vomit again?" Is there anything else uncomfortable? ”

Lin Kongkong shook his head, "I'm fine, it's just disgusting." ”

"What's all right? It's all like this, it's more comfortable to get up and wash your face, I'll go to the kitchen to serve you some porridge, just after vomiting, don't eat hard things, hurt your stomach. Li Shunjuan finished instructing her to go to the kitchen.

Lin Kongkong washed his face and sat back at the dining table.

Ji Zhongliang looked at his daughter's ugly face and asked softly, "How is it?" Is there any better? ”

"It's okay, it's much more comfortable to vomit."

"You're throwing up too much, let your mother accompany you to the hospital for a check-up tomorrow, don't delay anything."

Lin Kongkong hurriedly refused, "No, you don't have to go to the hospital." ”

Ji Zhongliang pondered for a moment, "Then call the doctor to come and take a look!" ”

"Dad, I'm fine, maybe I didn't rest well yesterday, and I don't need a doctor for vomiting caused by a headache."

Ji Zhongliang saw her attitude, but he didn't insist, he only told her to rest at home for a few days, don't go to work for the time being, and asked Li Shunjuan to settle her down and have a good rest.

Li Shunjuan brought the red bean porridge over, Lin Kongkong lowered his head and scooped it with a small spoon, and ate it in small bites, and the soft and glutinous porridge was also more comfortable in the stomach.

Fanbi, Li Shunjuan went back to the bedroom with her, she was half leaning on the bed, she was getting more and more tired recently, she always wanted to sleep, but she didn't sleep well, she just listened to Li Shunjuan in a daze.

Li Shunjuan shook her hand, and her tone was as gentle as ever: "Your father's affairs, I never want to take care of them, I don't know many things, you come back alone, what about the boy of the Bai family?" ”

"We're separated." Lin Kongkong said lightly, and he couldn't see any change in his mood.

"Is it because of your dad?"

Lin Kongkong shook his head, "No, it's my problem. ”

"So how did they separate? That kid has a cold personality, but he's still very good to you. ”

"The person he likes, who wants to be treated wholeheartedly, is not me." Lin Kongkong lowered his head, afraid that Li Shunjuan would see the tears in his eyes.

Li Shunjuan sighed helplessly, rubbed her hand repeatedly with pity, and said softly: "Over the years, it's hard for you." ”

In a word, it expresses all the sadness of Lin Kongkong.

In the eyes of outsiders, she has a noble background, a harmonious family, and a lover who treats each other with all her heart, but in fact, she has nothing.

She was destitute, and her mother died before she was a minor; She entered the Ji family and experienced everything involuntarily; The man she loves deeply also treats her as an outsider.

She is miserable enough, but fate seems to be not enough, and now even her health has been taken away, should she complain about God, the misfortune of the world seems to favor her extraordinarily, but what if she complains? Misfortune is still unfortunate and can't change anything.

She replied with a blank look: "It's not difficult, I've already accepted my fate." ”

Li Shunjuan distressed for her to sort out her long hair that was a little messy, red eyes, she really likes this child, just like she likes her sister, although they are not her own children, but she always treats them as her own daughters in her heart.

Now, seeing her so wronged, how can she not feel pain in her heart? Although she is Ji Zhongliang's wife, no matter how hard she has worked for so many years, she has never been able to enter his heart, they respect each other like guests, but they also have different dreams in the same bed.

She is also a person who can't help herself, no one asked her if she was willing to marry Ji Zhongliang, so she decided directly for her.

She also had expectations for marriage, she tried her best to accept and love a strange man, she fell in love, but he didn't respond, and only she knew the pain in her heart for so many years.

He wouldn't tell her anything, knowing full well that if it weren't for her family, their marriage might have ended more than twenty years ago.

"Misty, you can't accept your fate, you can't never."

Lin Kongkong listened to her words, reached out to hug her, buried his cheek in her shoulder and cried, after more than a month of depression, she felt that she was about to reach the limit of what she could bear.

Leaving her lover, the recurrence of the old disease, the double torture of body and mind, all burst out the moment she knew that he was engaged, she endured it, but she couldn't bear it after all.

She had never cried like this, heartbreaking, and when she left him, she always thought that it was for his good, hoping that he could give up on her and start over, because there is love in her heart, and all the suffering will not feel bitter.

When she really left, she realized how hard it was for her.

She loves him, she doesn't want him to be with other women, she doesn't want him to make breakfast for others, and she doesn't want to see him put a ring on someone else's finger, it turns out that she still hopes that he can love her and he will remember her.

She misses him, she wants to hear him call her name, she wants to see him make breakfast for herself, she wants to go through every morning and sunset with him, she wants to have a pair of children, and then the children and grandchildren are full, and then the gray hair is gray.

But everything is impossible, and a serious heart attack dooms them to no result, and they can only succumb to the arrangement of fate.

Li Shunjuan was silent, only caressing her slender back, there are some things that outsiders can't interfere with after all, and she still has to rely on her to come out on her own.