134: Hideous
The next day, early in the morning, S City, Manting Fanghua Hotel.
Bai Ting almost stayed awake all night, she looked at herself in the mirror as a stranger, haggard look, pale face, and resentful like a resentful woman. Yes, it's a resentful woman.
Once upon a time, she was the Bai Ting who was born in a wealthy family, with outstanding talent and flying confidence. She is the proud daughter of the sky, her excellent brother has paved a starry road for her, and the people around her are holding her like stars and moons. She can easily get what she wants, and she doesn't bother to fight for it or be jealous.
Her first boyfriend was called Lu Mingxiao, who loved her and doted on her very much, so before she met Bai Chenfeng, she didn't know that falling in love with a man who didn't love her would be so difficult.
She waited for him all night, but he seemed to have forgotten that there was still his fiancée in the hotel, and he didn't return all night.
Fiance? What a sarcastic title? After getting engaged, they didn't even get a chance to sit down and have a good talk.
On the day he returned from Lushui Village, he was in a very bad state, and he was a little depressed. She had been taking care of him, who had drunk a lot, and he was unconscious, but he kept repeating the woman's name in his mouth.
He drank too much and leaned back on the couch and fell asleep. She struggled to get him onto the bed, he was heavy, and she slept beside him tiredly, and her fingers didn't even bother to move.
He woke up in the middle of the night, rolled over and took her into his arms. She thought he must have been unconscious at that time, for she heard his normally cold voice with some nasal unawakened voice.
He said in a daze, "Why do you sleep so far aside?" Cold or not? ”
In that case, something seems to happen naturally. She softened her heart and reached out to put her hands around his neck and his earlobe.
He was stunned at first, then became a little anxious, and tore at her shirt in the dark.
She trembled a little, and this feeling was more nervous than the first time, because at that time she and Lu Mingxiao loved each other deeply. Now it's different, this man has always loved someone else, and now it's finally going to belong to her.
His body was very hot, and it looked like he was usually cold. As his hand touched her chest, she felt him stiffen for a moment, and quickly got up to leave her.
"Who are you!" He asked coldly and sternly.
She was still a little foggy, and she was a little overwhelmed by the sudden light that turned on. Reaching out to cover her half-naked self, she saw a flash of surprise in Bai Chenfeng's eyes, and then regained her coldness.
He got up and got out of bed, picked up the clothes on the ground and threw them on her casually, and at that moment she was a little humiliated, a little hated this man. They were fiancés, but he refused to touch her, and she asked him as she dressed, "Why?" Am I not beautiful enough? ”
He turned his back to her, and his voice was cold: "It's my own problem, it's none of your business." ”
She was a little sad and asked sharply: "When you are with her, will you push her away like this?" Or are you just so cold to me? ”
He was silent, surrounded by the cold that rejected people thousands of miles away.
She walked up to him and stood on tiptoe to kiss him, but he pushed him away, and then, unable to control her emotions, she kept crying.
She cried, he was quiet, and after a long time, his voice was dry and hoarse: "If it's not her, I can't do it." ”
She sarcastically said, "Are you trying to defend her like a jade?" Don't forget, she lied to you for so many years. ”
"It's none of your business."
These four words made her feel like falling into an ice cave for a moment, and since Ji Mengmeng appeared, everything about them has changed. He has someone in his heart, she understands, and she can wait. It's just a man, if he doesn't even give you a kiss, then why doesn't he love you? Or is he unwilling to touch anyone but the woman he loves?
After that day, she couldn't convince herself to give up, and she was still used to spending time with him every day. Sometimes it's dining together, sometimes it's when he works and she's by her side. He doesn't respond, he doesn't refuse, and they maintain this intersection.
He took the initiative to invite her to City A this time, and she was overjoyed by this, thinking that things had taken a turn for the better. He was willing to give her a chance, a chance to enter his life, and even a chance in his heart, but she still thought too much. In the end, it was still an empty joy.
She tried her best to convince her brother and became his fiancée, as long as there was no Ji Mengmeng by his side, everything would be settled.
After meeting Ji Mengmeng yesterday, I realized that all this was self-deception. That woman was a complete liar, but he still loved her. Although he hid his emotions well, he never looked away the moment he touched her.
Bai Ting suddenly realized a problem, this woman had been put into his heart and couldn't pull it out. As long as she lives, Bai Chenfeng will read it, and as long as Bai Chenfeng thinks about it, she may lose him at any time.
brought her to City A just to test the person's reaction and see if she cared about him in her heart. And that woman, too, is still deeply in love with him, and her eyes don't lie.
Therefore, she was afraid, Bai Ting, who had never been afraid of heaven and earth, felt scared for the first time. I'm afraid that it won't be long before she will completely lose him, and after he gets Ji Mengmeng, she will be of no use at all.
Bai Ting, you have become a chess piece, and you can still be sadly trapped in it, unwilling to withdraw.
When I saw her yesterday, my heart was moved, right? Is this all-night stay for Ji Mengmeng, or is it because there is no reason to refuse her?
Eat one's heart out! Jealous madness......
She reached out and looked at the wedding ring in her hand, the fiery red roses were extremely dazzling.
The warm morning sun softly poured in, casting a simple dappled light and shadow on the woman's beautiful face. It should have been an incomparably beautiful scene, but because of the hideous expression on her face, it was abrupt.
Bai Chenfeng, you forced me, whoever stands in my way, I will let her have no way out.
She began to clean herself up, her pale look was concealed by delicate makeup, and the nude pink pullover sweater paired with beige wide-leg pants made her look much more energetic.
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Bai Chenfeng and Kang Chenyi finished breakfast here, the sun was just right, Kang Chenyi moved two chairs to a sunny place, and the two of them were busy basking in the sun.
Bai Chenfeng closed his eyes and enjoyed the faint warmth, and Kang Chenyi next to him smiled and said, "Cousin, do you think we are stealing half a day of leisure now?" ”
Before Bai Chenfeng could answer, his mobile phone rang, he glanced at the screen and picked up the phone.
Bai Ting's voice was as gentle as usual: "Morning Breeze, if you're not busy today, take me for a walk around City A!" ”
I was about to refuse, but Bai Ting on the other end of the phone answered: "I used to come here to talk about work, and every time I was in a hurry, I haven't had time to take a good look here, can I bother you to be a guide?" ”
Bai Chenfeng had no reason to refuse, so he had to agree. hung up the phone, looked at his watch, and got up not far from the time he had made an appointment with Bai Ting, "I'll entertain Bai Ting, enjoy it yourself!" ”
"Where does such a big living person need your hospitality?"
"She came from afar, and I always want to do my best to be a landlord."
"City A is not as peaceful as City S, you should go to a place with our people, be safer."
"Yes."
At lunchtime, Bai Chenfeng went to the hotel to pick up Bai Ting and eat the Western food she was used to. She loves these foods that are simple to cook but provide plenty of energy.
Bai Chenfeng doesn't like it very much, he likes hot noodles, because there is a woman who likes it, and she will always make a bowl of noodles for him when he is tired.
In the past, her craftsmanship was not good, and the seasoning was always wrong, but every time he would finish it. Sometimes because the noodles are unpalatable, her embarrassed face is flushed, and she dislikes him fiercely because she knows that it is unpalatable. At that time, he would have had rare patience to coax her. She would intensify her unfinished noodles, push him a piece of noodles to ask him to finish eating, and then he buried his head in eating noodles, and she was happy, smiling with crooked eyebrows.
In fact, she didn't understand that eating noodles was not because of hunger, but because the hot noodles would iron his cold heart very warm. During the three years she was away, when he was lonely and missed her, he would go to the noodle restaurant and order a bowl of noodles. He always wondered if the girl he loved so much was eating a bowl of hot noodles like him at this time?
Three years later, she came back and returned to him. She has grown a lot, no longer has to take care of him, and has learned to cook a lot of food, and will take care of his diet and daily life.
In this short period of half a year, they are not as harmonious as before, there are misunderstandings, quarrels, she will lose her temper willfully, and she will cry. However, he still likes that kind of life, with a strong smell of fireworks.
No matter how entangled he was in his heart, he still knew that he was thinking about her, thinking about Ji Mengmeng, thinking about Ji Mengmeng, who usually told a small lie and would be so weak that he would be discovered, but he lied to him.
Bai Ting looked at the man with a cold face, and there was nothing she could do about him. said that he was affectionate, but he never gave any response to her affection, saying that he was ruthless, but he did a lot for her without saying a word.
His engagement to her helped her get the brilliance smoothly, allowing her to stand on her own, free from prestige and involuntary in the Bai family. It is no exaggeration to say that he made her and gave her a new lease of life, and since then she has got what she wants, without being controlled by her father.
If it weren't for that, how could Bai Ting be so unable to let go of you? How can you love and even give up your self-esteem?
She didn't know if all women would fall in love with the man they admired the most, but she was. The lover she wants doesn't need a confidant to understand her, and she doesn't need to be infatuated with her, she just wants an idol, a person who thinks about how he will solve a tricky thing whenever she encounters it, and has the same benchmark.
Bai Chenfeng is the person she is, strong enough and good enough that she may never fall in love with anyone in her life.
She never dared to admit that she loved him, whether in front of others or when she was the only one. Because, she has always known that this man has no heart, and she can't catch it. She said that she loved everything he had, money and power, but in fact, she had been deceiving herself.
I love you and I want you to be with me.
For your sake, even if you become a devil, what's the matter?