137: Meet
No matter what happened, no matter how much they grieved each other, as long as one of them turned back, the other would still be in place.
Just as she left and returned, he still loved her; Just as she lied to him, he still wanted to see her; Just like now, they are on their way to see each other.
Now that she has their flesh and blood, the child is growing up little by little, they can grow up with him together, teach him to speak, and he will call Mom and Dad......
I thought that no matter how deep the emotion was, it would be slowly corroded by time, but I didn't want my thoughts about you to be stronger and stronger after nothingness. I can't forget it, I can't erase it, it's just so shallow and faint but gnawed like a deep imprint in the depths of the soul.
Suddenly, the thought of seeing him grew wildly and could not be suppressed. Lin Kongkong just took his mobile phone and walked along the road in front of the door until he stopped a taxi.
She cautiously watched behind her and around her to make sure no one was following her before getting into the car. Subconsciously stroked his lower abdomen, and his heart was in a mess. She didn't know if she was going to tell him about her pregnancy, or if it wasn't time yet.
He just learned the truth about his father Li Dai Taozhuang, is he forcing him to accept himself like this?
She is not a person who likes to drill the horns of the bull, but his words that day have always been a thorn in her heart.
There is such a strange phenomenon in life, a person has been deceiving himself and acting, and the people around him know but do not debunk him, and even cooperate with one or two, he can continue to act. In case someone who doesn't understand the rules of the game accidentally punctures this fact, the actor will no longer be able to act, and will even hide from these people who know the truth, because they are shameless.
Now, she is like this in front of him, and the little self-esteem that is left does not allow her to tell him about her pregnancy.
Not to mention, she doesn't know if her heart is strong enough, after all, it is very risky for her to conceive a child, and if there is an accident halfway, it can only be regarded as adding to his sadness.
Thinking of his always cold and rejecting people thousands of miles away, Lin Kongkong felt distressed for a while, how could he have a cheerful personality in such an experience? Fate seems to be very unfair to him, and if he can't give him happiness, he shouldn't provoke him.
Only if she can give birth to a child safely, can she be with him and count the years together. That way, even if she is gone, their children will accompany him for her, and he will not be alone.
The two fell silent, neither of them speaking. Bai Chenfeng listened to her shallow breathing on the other end of the phone, knowing that she was already on the way to see him, bursts of joy overflowed his heart, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but raise a small arc. Are you looking forward to seeing her again? It turned out that it wasn't that I didn't want to, but I kept telling myself that I didn't want to.
As soon as Lin Kongkong entered the restaurant, he saw Bai Chenfeng, he sat there quietly, even if he didn't do anything, it was the most attractive.
Mustering up the courage to walk to his side, Bai Chenfeng looked up at her standing in front of him stupidly, and said coldly, "Sit down." ”
Lin Kongkong sat down obediently, the dining table had been cleaned up, and he had a steaming cup of coffee in his hand.
The waiter politely asked her something? She didn't bother to order anything, so she casually pointed to his cup and said the same.
Bai Chenfeng glanced at her unhappily, frowned and said coldly to the waiter, "Give her a cup of lemon fruit tea." ”
The waiter looked at him and Lin Kongkong, and he didn't know who to listen to.
Looking at the grim-faced man opposite, she remembered that she had just ordered coffee in a trance, which was something he drank every day but she was never allowed to touch.
Maybe because he always drinks it, she thinks the coffee tastes good. Once, curiosity begged him for a few words, and took a sip from his cup, the bitter taste made her frown and complain, and he took her and laughed lowly. At that time, they were happy.
She reflexively nodded at the waiter, "I want fruit tea." ”
Bai Chenfeng was very satisfied with her performance, the ice and snow between his eyebrows also melted a little, and he stared at her sitting motionless in the chair. He waited patiently for a long time and didn't see her speak, seeing her head bowed, looking like she had done something wrong, and knowing that she had shrunk into her protective shell again.
At this time, if he wanted to break the silence, he could only speak first, so he let himself soften his voice and asked, "Don't you have something to tell me?" ”
Lin Kongkong had a lot of things to ask him, but he didn't know which one to ask first, so he thought about it for a while and then said straight to the point: "What are you coming to City A for?" ”
Bai Chenfeng was not surprised by her question at all, only frowned, "Private matter." ”
"What's the matter?"
“……”
Lin Kongkong looked at him silently, and said a little impatiently: "You are talking back!" ”
"I don't want to talk about that."
"Do you not want to or don't dare?"
"I didn't do anything wrong, why wouldn't I dare? Naturally, I don't want to say it. ”
Lin Kongkong was stunned when he heard this, and the hand on his knee curled slightly, and his words more or less alluded to her.
Bai Chenfeng looked at her and lowered her head and began not to speak again, with a pitiful appearance, helpless, "There are some things that you should not ask." ”
"I'm not a child, you shouldn't hide everything from me." There was a hint of resentment in her expression.
Bai Chenfeng didn't know how to answer, he wanted to tell her, but she knew this bloody fact, and it only increased her worries, and even disturbed her sleep.
"Xiaobai, I know that we have a lot of mustard, even hatred......"
Bai Chenfeng listened to her word "hatred", only to feel that his temples jumped suddenly, and couldn't help but interrupt her: "Where did the mustard and hatred come from between me and you?" Never. ”
Lin Kongkong's body shook slightly, lowered his head and whispered, "I...... I lied to you. ”
Bai Chenfeng was silent, he had fantasized many times these days, how would she explain that she was going to deceive herself when they all calmed down. When this moment came, he realized that the answer didn't seem to be that important.
If she hadn't been covered with Mengmeng's identity at the beginning, they might not have had a chance to get along. It's just that they have experienced it together in the past ten years, and he can't let it go, and he doesn't want to let it go. After the initial anger, he calmly thought about it, and there was no solution.
When she appeared in front of her, the deep desire in her heart was easily hooked, and all the tangled problems were solved. He wants to have her by his side in the future, he likes her, likes to live with her, this has something to do with her, it has nothing to do with what she is called, and his heart is extremely sure.
"Don't mention the past, would you like to join me?"
Lin Kongkong was shocked by his reaction, he was so angry that day, why did his attitude change in just a few days?
Bai Chenfeng saw that she didn't answer, just looked at himself stupidly, and asked the question just now.
She looked at him with low eyebrows, and said in a low voice, "If I go with you, won't you take revenge?" ”
Bai Chenfeng's expression turned cold when he heard this, for so many years, he regarded her as a treasure, and what did she think of herself? Swapped chips? He smiled sarcastically, "Are you negotiating for Ji Zhongliang?" Make an exchange for yourself? ”
Lin Kongkong's face turned pale when she heard his words, and she said intermittently, "You...... You know...... Knowing that I didn't mean that, why would I deliberately hurt someone? ”
"It's you who hurt people at the exit, the hatred of killing my mother is not shared, I must pay for Ji Zhongliang's blood debt."
"Was it really my dad who did it?"
Bai Chenfeng looked at her pale look, and couldn't bear it, so he could only say in a voice, "Don't ask, follow me." ”
In fact, when Ji Zhongliang talked to her, she had already guessed it, but she didn't want to confirm it herself. She shook her head, "I have the right to know, don't I?" Coming with you? Break off relations with the Ji family? Do you know that Dad is my only relative in this world? ”
Her series of questions touched the limit of Bai Chenfeng's patience, "If I don't tell you, I naturally have my reason, you want to know the truth, do you have that endurance?" Close relatives? He didn't do a little bit of his duty as a father before you came to City A, could it be that just because he provided a sperm in the first place, you can even stop me for him? ”
Lin Kongkong looked at his sad appearance, his heart ached, she could empathize with the suffering he had suffered, "Xiaobai, the blood and family relationship is forever cut, a father for one day, a father for life, I actually recognized him at the beginning, so no matter what happens, he is my father." ”
He asked, "What am I?" Who am I to you? ”
Lin Kongkong looked up at him quietly for a long time, his eyes were clear and free of impurities, and there was a little firmness in his originally low-brow appearance, "The person I love, the only one I love." ”
What she said was "loved" not "loved", Bai Chenfeng's heart, which was originally on the verge of going violent, was slightly retracted.
Lin Kongkong saw that his eyes softened, and continued: "I love you and love my father, you are the closest people in my world, you hurt each other and make me pretend to know nothing, isn't it cruel to me?" ”
Bai Chenfeng was extremely angry when he heard her words, Ji Zhongliang did all kinds of evil, and she just blindly defended him like this? I really wanted to knock open her little elm head and see what strange things were inside.
"Xiaobai, hatred can't make you happy, even if you lose everyone in the Ji family, your parents can't be resurrected. I am a member of the Ji family, and once the Ji family is gone, I will be gone. ”
"Shut up!" Bai Chenfeng yelled at her, feeling that the indifference he had cultivated over the years was so fragile in front of her.
Lin Kongkong saw that he was completely angry, and he didn't dare to speak anymore, so he looked at him without blinking with his big eyes.
Her appearance was a little aggrieved, Bai Chenfeng couldn't bear it, so he reached out and put her hand on the table into his palm, and gently scraped the back of her hand as if soothing.
Lin Kongkong understood Bai Chenfeng very well, and she knew that as long as he softened his heart, she would have a chance to convince him. After thinking about it, she was in a somewhat uncomfortable mood, which made her sour nose and began to drop golden beans.
"Don't cry......" gently coaxed her, and her tone was no longer as stern as she was just now.
"You yelled at me......"
"I didn't."
"Yes, there is." Lin Kongkong ignored him willfully, crying more and more sadly.