164:Honesty (1)
The night was as cool as water, and after bathing, Lin Kongkong closed his eyes and lay flat on the bed, his long hair scattered on the top of his head, and his two slender snow-white hands were folded above his lower abdomen, well-behaved and quiet.
Bai Chenfeng was also lying flat, but he folded his hands on the back of his head, opened his clear eyes, and quietly looked at the tent vines on the bed, without any sleep.
Lin Kongkong listened to his breathing and knew that he hadn't slept, and he couldn't sleep either, so he turned to look at him sideways.
"Why don't you sleep?" Bai Chenfeng turned his head to look at her, and as he spoke, he had already pulled out his pillow arm, stretched out and took her to his chest.
Lin Kongkong's cheeks were pressed against his shoulders, and his slender fingers were written on his chest one by one, "Why don't you sleep?" ”
"I can't sleep."
"I can't sleep either."
He frowned in displeasure, "What? What are you thinking about? Go to sleep! ”
"Unreasonable!"
When she finished writing, she grabbed her little hand, and frowned even deeper, "Don't be an adult, sleep." ”
Lin Kongkong stretched out his hand to smooth the wrinkles between his eyebrows, "Why do you always frown?" ”
"Because you're disobedient." His tone was not good, but his frowning brow had been loosened.
"Wronged...... Where am I disobedient? ”
"Obedient and go to bed quickly." Innocent wink.
"Tell me a story!"
"Tell a story again?" His handsome eyebrows involuntarily frowned again, feeling that telling a story was much more difficult than building a house.
Lin Kongkong avoided his lower abdomen, turned over to him, and commanded condescendingly, "Don't frown!" ”
shook her waist, chuckled, and said helplessly, "Why are you so skinny?" Get down. ”
"If you don't tell a story, you won't go down!" The appearance of tsundere.
"Then you can sleep on it!"
"Sleep on the ......" she threatened someone after writing, and seeing that he still ignored her, she was very unhappy and poked him in the chest.
Her long hair, which had been scattered behind her, was now flowing down and scattered on his chest, and some of it crawled into his neck, itching.
She was covered by her long hair, and clumsily pulled out her hair and straightened it, and when she lowered her head, she scattered it again, and simply ignored it.
Bai Chenfeng sighed, stretched out his hand to straighten her hair, and tied it up and tied it in a knot.
Lin Kongkong was happy, put her cheek on his neck like a coquette, and took a deep breath, the clear taste was the most familiar to her. I rubbed it with my cheek again, and it was smooth and soft to the touch, which was quite comfortable. The skin is so good, he sighed silently, and leaned on him with satisfaction.
She was comfortable, but Bai Chenfeng was a little uncomfortable. She's a woman who doesn't even know what sex appeal is. The usual pajamas are mostly cotton or linen, and they are wide and comfortable. Today's grandmother is looking for a silk suspender nightdress, the neckline is paved with a simple pattern with tender green embroidery thread, and the fresh and natural literary atmosphere is very suitable for her.
The creamy white silky fabric is very flattering to the figure. The slender shoulders are as smooth as jade, the delicate collarbones are beautiful like butterflies, the waist that is difficult to hold outlines the most beautiful curves of women, and the slightly bulging breasts, although not plump but delicate and round, like budding flower bones, pure and deadly. The length of the nightdress is also just right, not long or short, just enough to cover the buttocks, and the two slender and straight legs lead to reverie.
This is the person he cares for carefully, and at this time, the gently plump body is close to him, soft and fragrant. No matter how cold and indifferent his temperament is, he is still a man after all, and they haven't been together for a long time.
His eyes darkened, two fires lit, his body twitched, and his throat was dry for bouts. Reason told him that this was his mother's boudoir when she was not out of the cabinet, how could there be evil thoughts here? This is a big disrespect, let's bear with it! It's been a ...... these two days. Laborious! Tomorrow, I will definitely take her back to S City, I looked at her helplessly, and I didn't dare to move.
Lin Kongkong felt his body stiffen and looked at him puzzled. The heavy pupils are like ink, and the surging ink color is deep and shallow, indicating the master's strong desire at the moment. She stepped back slightly, away from him, and looked at the posture of the two of them, as if ...... It seems a little too intimate......
Crawling down with a dazed expression, he obediently lay down beside him, his hands still folded on his lower abdomen, closed his eyes, and prepared to force himself to sleep.
Bai Chenfeng looked at her, her fluttering eyelashes were like fluttering butterflies, flashing and flashing, where was she asleep? I secretly thought in my heart that in the future, I really want to watch some fairy tales, otherwise, I don't know how to coax this childlike little woman.
Seeing that she didn't pretend to sleep as she wished, she was reluctant, and took her into her arms again, "Or...... Tell me about my mom? ”
Lin Kongkong looked at him in amazement, she thought that no matter how much he liked her, he would not be completely freed from hatred. His mother, her father, was the chasm between them that could never be crossed, and the mention of it would hurt each other. Therefore, they all tacitly avoided each other on this topic.
And at this moment, he took the initiative to mention that this does not mean that he is willing to let go of the past and be honest with her in the future. The eyes looked at him deeply, as if they wanted to see into the depths of his soul, but in his eyes they read more pity.
In the past ten years, she has always felt that her love has not been glorious enough, starting with a conspiracy and defending it with deception. She was always careful with him.
In the space of love, she is the most ethereal dust, and he is the omnipotent god. Unfairness doomed later, his pride and her humility. In fact, no one knows how much this relationship hurts her.
Ignoring his indifference again and again, chasing his footsteps; Hold the sincerity in front of him again and again, whether he cherishes it or not; Thinking about him again and again, even if the road ahead is full of thorns, she can walk barefoot. As long as it was for him, even if she knew that it was a moth to the fire, she would not hesitate.
Everyone thinks she's cheeky, with a dead skin pestering him, but in fact, her self-esteem is stronger than anyone else's. It's just that she loves more deeply and wants to give him the best she can give.
She understands his suffering, wants to protect him, and will not give up despite her strength. She knew his loneliness, so she would not hesitate to be by his side whenever he needed it.
She cherishes him, protects him, and can become stronger for him. The loneliness of a foreign country, the despair of being seriously ill, and the helplessness of being pregnant before marriage...... It's all because of him that she can get through. It is said that a woman is born for love, and she thinks that the meaning of her existence is to love him.
No matter what kind of environment she was in, whether she was in his arms or spoke ill of her, she never gave up loving him. She thought she was stupid, but so what? This man is so dazzling, so good, so many women like it, how many people want to do it for him, but who will he accept?
The three words "Bai Chenfeng", whether it was in their young college days or now, are the dreams of countless women, beautiful but unrealizable. Of the many women around him, which one has not been moved by him?
She is the luckiest of all the women who love him, she got his love and gave birth to his flesh and blood. If it weren't for borrowing her sister's identity, she thought she would never get him, and he wouldn't give anyone a chance at that time.
If she wants to be with him and want him to be happy, she is destined to give more. Although the method is a little silly, but she got it, didn't she?
It is this unswerving love and this unwavering belief that has allowed her to survive so many hardships. Perhaps, his life is not only about love, but he gave her all his love. For her, it was complete, enough.
Waiting for the day when he could be honest with her, she waited for a long time, so long that she doubted more than once, will she never be able to wait? After all, her eternity seems to be much shorter than the average person.
My heart was sour, I sniffed, and tears welled up. This is the first time she feels like crying after the accident at home. Even when the sharp dagger rested on her neck and cut through her skin, she had never been so weak. In fact, all along, he is the only one who can make her weak or strong.
There are many things that Bai Chenfeng didn't know, he thought that she would be moved and happy, but he didn't expect her to have such a big reaction, and he was a little flustered for a while.
"Don't cry......" wiped her tears indiscriminately, coaxing her gently.
As soon as he coaxed, she cried even harder.
Worried about the wound she pulled on her neck, he was a little impatient, lowered his head and kissed her tears, and sucked them into his mouth one by one.
"Don't cry......
He is not good at expressing emotions, let alone saying those sweet words that make girls happy, but at this time he knows that his heart is hurting, and it hurts badly. Her tears, to him, were more lethal than any weapon, and even if he was as cold as a stone, he could still be completely corroded. If she hadn't done so many things to hurt her, wouldn't it hurt so much today?
He took her hand and put it on her heart, so that she could feel his heartbeat, and said in a low voice, "Here, it will hurt." ”
She felt the pain in his tone, and she stopped crying at once, her eyes and nose were red, and she nodded obediently.
Bai Chenfeng grabbed her and let her lie flat in his arms, wrapped his hands around her waist and gently rested on her stomach.
Lin Kongkong put his hand on the back of his hand, and felt the big hand on his lower abdomen, exuding a trace of warmth, ironing her. Suddenly felt that at this time, he was with her and this little life, which was very warm and wonderful.
These days, all I think about is what I have lost, and the road ahead seems to be getting more and more lonely. Now, the heart is satisfied, what happened yesterday, we can't change it; What will happen tomorrow, we can't predict. It's groundless, it's meaningless, and living the moment well is the most important thing.
The pink lips outline a beautiful arc, and her smile comes from the heart. She thought that when they returned to S City, quietly, and there were only the two of them, she should tell him that he was going to be a father, and it was him and her child.