184:Couple (3)
After getting in the car, Lin Kongkong looked out the window and said to himself: "The love path between Qingkong and Senior Jiang Yang is not smooth, when Qingkong and Senior Qin Jie were dating, I thought they had no fate." Later, they got married, an earthquake happened, and Senior Jiang Yang slept for so long, I thought they were fruitless. But they didn't want to, they left these hardships behind, and in the end, they reaped happiness. Whether it was a miscarriage in the clear sky, or the opposition of the Jiang family, or even a trick of fate, they all survived, this should be love, which is not easy to come by. ”
Her voice was very low, and Bai Chenfeng's ears were sensitive, and she still listened intermittently. I only know that she is lamenting the ups and downs of Xu Qingkong and Jiang Yang's relationship. I don't know if it's an illusion or what, I always feel that she is a little sad at this time.
It's also strange to say, she obviously looks calm, and what she feels is other people's feelings, although her voice is low, but her tone is not a trace of sadness. But he still felt unspeakably uncomfortable in his heart.
"Little White ......"
"Huh?"
"I seem to have you all left."
When she said this, she didn't look at him, just closed her eyes, and her expression was a little sad.
"......" Bai Chenfeng was speechless for a while, only feeling a trace of spicy feeling in his chest, sour and astringent, as if he was distressed.
"Xiaobai, you promise me, no matter what happens, don't hide it from me. I don't want to be the last person to know, and I'm not afraid of cruelty, but I'm afraid of living in a muddle. ”
Bai Chenfeng's mental defense line collapsed, and he finally couldn't help but ask, "What do you mean?" ”
"My father's business, if there is any news from him, you must tell me as soon as possible."
"Okay."
Bai Chenfeng should bear her, but his heart is full of turns. Ji Zhongliang has no news, if there is, it will definitely be a catastrophe, she will probably be sad!
If she was sad before, he would naturally not be happy in his heart, but time can heal everything, and no matter how sad she is, it will always pass. But now, she is pregnant, and she is most jealous of joy and sorrow. If you hear bad news and have a mistake, won't you blame yourself for life?
He once swore that in this life, he must let Ji Zhongliang pay for his blood debts, and even let him live as well as die. But at this moment, he had a momentary soft-heartedness, not for anything else, but because of her.
At this time, she looked a little pitiful, and she couldn't bear to think about what she had experienced. He couldn't bear her to be an orphan again, and he couldn't bear to make her sad and sad. If you don't want Ji Zhongliang's life and let him live for a long time, it can give her a little comfort in her heart, and he is willing.
Chen Yi is right, since Ji Zhongliang can't set off the wind and waves, then there is no need for him to kill them all. After all, those who live to be punished will be more and more difficult. It's better to let him die in prison!
After that, it was quiet on the way home, and neither of them spoke. Lin Kongkong fell asleep leaning on the saddle in a daze, Bai Chenfeng looked at her sideways, and reached out to heat up the warm air.
When she got home, Bai Chenfeng took off her coat and wrapped her, and got out of the car with her.
Lin Kongkong woke up, and said angrily: "Xiaobai, book." ”
Bai Chenfeng remembered that Xu Qingtian brought all the books she read in the early stages of pregnancy, a thick stack, and was afraid that she wouldn't be able to hold it, so she said softly: "Let's get in the car first!" I'll get it tomorrow. ”
"Take it! I'll take it. ”
After finishing speaking, he rubbed his cheek with his nose flatteringly.
"Then you go in first, and I'll get it."
Bai Chenfeng saw that she insisted, so he had to let her down and tighten the coat on her body for her. He opened the trunk again and pulled out a stack of books.
Looking back, she was still standing still, unmoving.
"Didn't I let you go in first?" He spoke and strode over to her.
"I'm going to wait for you to go with me!" She tilted her head, rightfully in her tone.
Bai Chenfeng suddenly felt that he was inadvertently teased by this little girl, and his heart moved, and he felt relieved.
He has a cold temperament, has always liked to be alone, and everyone seems to be just a passerby in his life.
Shen Congwen once said: There is no happiness when you should laugh, there are no tears when you should cry, and there is no promise when you should believe.
He felt that he was such a person, and loneliness had become a habit. After so many years of separation and integration, now he understands that he is lonely and only needs to be accompanied by her.
This sentence "I'm waiting for you" seems easy, but it is actually the hardest. When experience becomes a test, who can keep the past unchanged?
"Come, follow me." His voice was soft.
Lin Kongkong pulled the coat draped on his body with both hands, took small steps, and followed him who was obviously slowing down, walking warmly one after the other.
His back was straight and tall, as if he could block all the biting cold wind for her, she smiled silently, and looked up at the sky, the moonlight was just right, cold as silver.
The winter in S City has always been extremely cold, and it is even worse at this time, but Lin Kongkong does not feel cold at all, because he is on the way back.
She suddenly remembered a sentence she had read a long time ago: "What we love is often not a man, but love itself." ”
Love, this gorgeous word, how many people in this life, want but can't meet, or love but can't.
And she, undoubtedly lucky, met and got it.
That night, she slept peacefully, and he barely slept all night.
The hand rested firmly on her lower abdomen and rubbed slowly. Here, there is a little life being conceived, it is their child, in this way, is she never able to run? Thinking of this, he smiled comfortably, and there was a strange emotion rising in his heart.
He doesn't like children, not at all, so small, so fragile, so annoying. But if she gave birth, he shouldn't dislike it.
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The next day, early in the morning.
The white morning breeze that took a nap woke up leisurely at the moment when the sunlight poured into the room. Seeing that the people around him were still asleep, he got up lightly and went to the guest room to wash.
After washing up, the first thing I did was to inform Linda and ask her to arrange the prenatal check-up at the "Renai Hospital" and name the doctor who asked for the empty number yesterday.
"Renai Hospital" and "Qingtian" are cooperative relations, and "Qingtian" arranges employee physical examinations there every year. Moreover, he once gave a piece of land to President Li of the "Renai Hospital". At that time, he had no purpose, but he just thought that he could buy it to build a house and change places, but that piece of land had extraordinary significance to Dean Li. He believes that a gentleman does not win people's love.
I don't plan to go to work today, and I'm going to accompany Lin Kongkong for a prenatal checkup. went downstairs, went to the kitchen and steamed an egg and corn custard for her, and told Aunt Wu to cook some soy milk.
Then, in the study, I began to read the book I got from Xu Qingtian yesterday. I picked and chose to look at the pregnant woman's diet first, she was too thin, and she had to eat more nutritious supplements.
While reading a book, I took notes and memorized recipes according to Lin Kongkong's taste preferences. He has always been engrossed in doing things, and this busyness is almost to the end of the day.
After reading the whole book, I looked out the window, ready to call the sleepy woman. Unbeknownst to me, as soon as I arrived in the hallway, I heard the sound of something breaking in the bedroom. Hurriedly entered, and saw that the cup that had fallen on the ground had broken into several pieces and scattered on the floor.
The bedroom uses a solid wood floor, because he used to live alone, and he thought that the carpet was easy to breed bacteria, so he didn't lay it.
At this time, Lin Kongkong was wearing long hair, leaning next to Xiao Ji with a pale face, looking at him embarrassedly.
"Are you alright?" He asked.
"It's fine." She replied.
Lin Kong's empty stomach is not good, and he will drink a glass of light salt water on an empty stomach every morning, and there is fine salt on the small table in the bedroom. I got up just now and was about to make water, but I suddenly dizzy and broke the cup by mistake.
Seeing him come in, he pursed his lips and whispered a little aggrieved: "Xiaobai, I dropped the cup......"
"Don't be afraid, don't move, be careful of getting hurt, I'll deal with it."
Bai Chenfeng knew that Lin Kongkong was used to walking barefoot, and if he didn't clean up, it would be easy to hurt her. I carefully cleaned up the debris on the ground, and carefully wiped the floor to make sure that there were no glass shards left before I was satisfied. Seeing that she was motionless and a little aggrieved, he stepped forward and stroked her hair.
"What? The face is so ugly? Scared? ”
She shook her head, "No, I'm just a little heavy-headed. ”
Seeing his frowning and puzzled look, he explained: "It's just that it was dark in front of me just now, and my hands didn't obey." ”
"When did it happen?"
"Huh?" Lin Kongkong didn't understand what he meant, what was there?
"I ask you when did you start doing this? Is there anything else you feel uncomfortable with? ”
Bai Chenfeng frowned at Qingjun's eyebrows, looking worried.
"I only felt that way this morning."
"And now? Dizziness? The brow furrowed even deeper.
"A little, maybe I didn't sleep well."
Actually, Lin Kongkong didn't say something to him. In the past two months since she became pregnant, her morning sickness has been more severe, and her appetite has been poor.
Although she tried to eat as much as she could, and tried her best to raise the fetus calmly, she still felt more and more powerless, and her drowsiness became more and more serious.
Bai Chenfeng didn't say anything more, stepped forward to grab her, and looked at her pale, feeling a little worried.
"You don't want to sleep for a while? Breakfast is ready, I'll call you. ”
Lin Kongkong shook his head, "If you don't sleep, you can't sleep well." ”
"Then go wash your face! After washing, you will feel more refreshed. ”
"Well, Xiaobai, what time is it?"
"A quarter past nine."
"So late? Aren't you going to the company today? "Lin Kongkong is puzzled.
"I'm not going, I'll accompany you to the prenatal checkup today."
"No, you can do it if you have something, I can do it myself."
"Can I go, go wash up."
At breakfast, Lin Kongkong looked at the soy milk on the table, puzzled, Bai Chenfeng had always disliked the taste of soy milk, so he asked hesitantly: "Do we want to drink soy milk today?" Haven't you drunk it in a long time? ”
"Yes, I'll drink soy milk in the future."
"Have you changed your taste?" Look at him puzzled.
"It's better for you to drink more soy milk than cow's milk."
It turned out that it was for her good, "It's still you who are good to me and reward you." ”
She stood on tiptoe and kissed him, Bai Chenfeng smiled, and her eyebrows softened.
(PS: Carvin...... )