209:Trial (2)
At the end of the trial, Ji Zhongliang was taken away, and there was a sound of shackles colliding in the air, which was extremely harsh.
Lin Kongkong looked at the moment when Ji Zhongliang was taken away, and his heart was distressed. He was in a hurry, and he didn't even have time to explain a word to her before he was arrested, and she felt that she didn't have a lot to say to her father. The body trembled uncontrollably, and when he stood up, he accidentally stumbled.
Bai Chenfeng was frightened by the sudden change, and neatly reached out to support her shoulders, half-wrapped her into his arms, looking at her pale and transparent cheeks, and the pain between her eyebrows and eyes, his heart was full of pain.
But he could do nothing for her at this time, only whispered her name.
"Misty ......"
Lin Kongkong couldn't hear any sound at all at this time, including what Bai Chenfeng said at this time, she just looked at Ji Zhongliang with a sad expression.
As if feeling something, Ji Zhongliang turned around a moment before going out and looked straight at his daughter in the crowd.
Just this glance suddenly made Lin Kongkong cry like rain, and he lost any reason in an instant, and couldn't help shouting at him: "Dad, I'm waiting for you, it's only been eight years, I'm waiting for you to come back." ”
The distance was too far, tears blurred his vision, Lin Kongkong didn't see his father's expression clearly, only knew that his body stiffened, and he was pushed away again.
Her father has always been high up and killed and robbed of life, when has he ever been treated like this? I don't know how repulsive and unwilling I want to be at this time, she hurt him. If she hadn't sneaked out and implicated him, he was still the top decision-maker of the "Red Star" at this time, how could he become a prisoner that everyone could trample on?
"Dad, take care of yourself, I'll wait for you to come back, I'll always wait for you to come back......" After she cried and finished saying this, Ji Zhongliang had completely disappeared from her sight.
At this moment, Lin Kongkong knew very well what his father had lost. In the future, he will be confined in high walls, with no freedom, isolated from the world, and can only see a corner of the sky. He ate unpalatable things, wore shabby clothes, and did the most heavy labor work, and he could not do anything for him. Maybe in the eyes of outsiders, he deserved to do so many bad things. However, in her heart, he was just her father, or the father she had lost for so many years.
On the path of family affection, she has been lost. Everyone said that she was gentle-tempered, generous, and gentle and deceitful. In fact, she is the most open-minded and loves to hold grudges the most. Just because she has witnessed her mother's hardships since she was a child, and because she has never felt father's love in her world. Therefore, when she really came to the Ji family at the age of 18 and came to him, she never admitted in her heart that Ji Zhongliang was her father.
Her life, ever since her mother's death, has become dark and directionless. When she met Bai Chenfeng, she felt that life had become colorful again. She loves people and loves people very selfishly, and only thinks about giving him everything she can give, but never thinks about whether he needs it or not.
And her father seems to her to have only one more layer of relationship than a stranger. She had always believed that he didn't love her and that all he needed was the status of an heir. Their relationship is maintained, and there is only that little bit of blood.
Blood ties cannot replace feelings, and the relationship between people cannot be maintained simply by blood. Therefore, after three years in Switzerland, including after returning from Switzerland, if her father hadn't sent Zhang Quan to find her, she would probably never return to Ji's house, or she would have just taken a quick look when she came back and would have left.
Home, the word for her, was gone at the moment of her mother's death. If it weren't for the fact that she couldn't live alone, she shouldn't have stayed in that resplendent Ji family. She just wants to live a simple life, she doesn't want to run out of money, and she doesn't want the wealth that everyone envies. Because he knows very well that behind the rich and rivaling the country, there will always be something to lose. Some people want to climb to the commanding heights of life all their lives, but how much will they lose on the road to the commanding heights?
Lin Kongkong is a woman, a woman who is as tender as water, and the life she wants is to be able to live a plain life with the person she likes. She doesn't have any luxury, she doesn't want to have much wealth, and she doesn't want to go to the top of the pyramid of life.
Because she doesn't want to look back one day and find that she has gained wealth, but she has lost the most important thing. If you lose something at that time, you may not be able to find it. So, her personality is not like her father at all, not at all. Because it's not like it, I don't want to go his way, and I don't want to have any junction with him. Treat him like a stranger, refusing to contact him or accept the money he gives.
Lin Kongkong didn't expect that his father would save him, which was very unexpected to her. It was also at that time that she realized that her father loved herself, but his love was very subtle, so she felt it for a long time.
She wanted to be in her father's heart at that moment, and she was the most important. The safety of her life is much more important than her father's hard work to maintain fame, status, money, and even his own life.
This is fatherly love, very silent and very thick feelings.
She thought that if she hadn't treated her father so coldly over the years, maybe she would feel less guilty today.
Lin Kongkong grabbed Bai Chenfeng's neck with both hands, and said with a twitch: "Xiaobai, I'm so sad......"
Bai Chenfeng stroked her long hair and comforted her softly: "It will all pass, isn't the current result already a blessing in misfortune?" ”
Lin Kongkong sobbed and nodded, holding him tighter with both hands, "It's much better than I expected, but, Xiaobai, my father is over half a hundred years old, and he will be old in eight years......"
Bai Chenfeng took off his two arms, gently held her shoulders and said, "There are people coming and going here, don't cry first, let's go back first." ”
Lin Kongkong still shook his head with a sob, grabbed Bai Chenfeng's arm with both hands, and said sadly: "Life in prison, we all know more or less, it's hard work, I'm afraid that he won't be able to get out, Xiaobai, what do you say I should do?" What should I do? ”
"I ......" Bai Chenfeng didn't know what to say at this moment, because he really had nothing to say to Ji Zhongliang.
"Did you see that? It's only been a few days, and he's already grown old like that......"
"We'll talk about it later."
"Go back? Where to go? The thought of my dad who is suffering right now and I can't do anything for him makes me want to go anywhere, I want to stay here with him. ”
"Don't be willful, obedient."
"I'm not willful, Xiaobai, do you know that my father's accident has something to do with me, if it weren't for me, he wouldn't be what he is now, it's all my fault."
Bai Chenfeng felt at this time that the woman's thinking was really weird and incomprehensible, "It's not your fault, you didn't let him do those illegal things, don't you think he deserves it?" ”
Lin Kongkong opened a pair of clear eyes, looked at him in disbelief, and said as if talking to himself: "I know, I know that he has done a lot of wrong things, but he is my father, and I ...... Can't I grieve for him? ”
"Are you sad for him? So have you ever thought about how many families have been torn apart by what he has done? How many children have been orphaned? ”
Lin Kongkong's eyes were full of water, and there was still a hint of hazy sadness, "You should be very happy in your heart at this time!" You hate him, don't you? ”
Bai Chenfeng looked into her eyes and said seriously, "Yes, I hate him." ”
Lin Kongkong felt that her strength was drained all of a sudden, and she sat weakly on the chair, "Yes, how did I forget, you are enemies, enemies who are incompatible with fire and water, you go out!" Leave me alone for a moment. ”
Bai Chenfeng looked at her appearance, and many words that wanted to rush out of her mouth were taken back by Shengsheng, and they were blocked in her chest, dull. He sat down next to Lin Kongkong, and said in as calm his voice as possible: "Okay, you be quiet, I'll be here with you." ”
Lin Kongkong didn't insist on him leaving, he just lowered his head, not knowing what he was thinking.
The people in the courtroom have already left, and perhaps there is a very sad scene staged here every day, so no one even came to drive them away. The two men sat in an empty room, silent on each other.
Bai Chenfeng originally wanted to comfort her, but his whole person was completely chaotic, and he had never been flustered. This panic is not because Ji Zhongliang deserved his crimes, and he was finally punished; Nor is it because he has used dishonorable means; It's that he really feels that Lin Kongkong is sad, very sad.
In fact, they have been separated and united for so many years, and every time they make a noise, or even say that they want to break up completely, they are inseparable from Ji Zhongliang. He had never seen Lin Kongkong so sad, maybe he used her as a hostage, which really infinitely magnified her guilt towards Ji Zhongliang.
In his impression, Ji Zhongliang is a fierce and cruel person who values fame, money, and status above his life. Moreover, Ji Zhongliang will have such a result today, they all know very well that everything was done by him.
He thought that when Ji Zhongliang saw that when he sat beside Lin Kongkong openly, even if he didn't meet the enemy, his eyes would be red, and there would probably be an undercurrent. Unexpectedly, Ji Zhongliang was very safe from beginning to end, and he didn't even look at him, except for a look at Lin Kongkong, it seemed that the world had nothing to do with him. The things he used to value most are no longer worth mentioning.
There are many people in this world who want Ji Zhongliang to die, and he, Bai Chenfeng, is undoubtedly the one with the strongest desire among them.
The names Ji Zhongliang and Bai Chenfeng are destined to be incompatible and doomed to everything.