Lin Kongkong and Bai Chenfeng had dinner with Jian Bai and his wife, and when they came out, it was already night. The two stood at the door of the restaurant holding hands, watching the street not be deserted at all, but more prosperous at night.

The trees on both sides of the road are hung with red Chinese knots, and there are many small colored lights that shine in the dark.

"Xiaobai, this is ...... Is it almost Christmas? ”

Bai Chenfeng has never paid attention to festivals, and he usually only knows about the Mid-Autumn Festival and the Spring Festival, and he doesn't pay much attention to foreigners' festivals, and he doesn't know if it's or not, but he just thinks that the time should be about the same, so he nodded and replied: "It should be!" ”

Of course, Lin Kongkong knew him very well, but in fact, he didn't expect him to give him a definite answer, just casually asked. Looking at such a familiar scene, I remembered my years in Switzerland, when it came to festivals, the streets were always very lively, but I became more and more sad, no matter how lively the place was, I was always very lonely.

At that time, I missed him very much, and I often stood alone on the street, as long as I saw the tall and black-haired back, I would always think that it would be Xiaobai, and every time I would involuntarily follow others for a long time.

When I come to my senses, I often feel at a loss, as if I am standing at a crossroads, unable to find the direction and not knowing where to go next, nor whether there is a way back.

At that time, it was very sad, and he would always cry silently alone, fantasizing about what his life was like, whether he would be lonely without her, and whether he would have lived a good life.

Now, I am back, right by his side, seeing him every day, touching him, getting up with him, eating together, experiencing joys, sorrows and sorrows together, and experiencing everything that ordinary life should experience. Although a lot has happened in this year, and their lives have changed dramatically, she still feels that at this moment, time is quiet.

In fact, no matter where you are, no matter what kind of life you live, rich or poor, lively and deserted, as long as you can be with the person you like, you don't feel that time is difficult.

Bai Chenfeng looked at her, under the soft light of the night, his expression was peaceful, and his eyes looked at him softly, a little sad but very quiet and beautiful. I don't know what she remembered, but I always felt that it was not a very good memory, so I asked her in a gentle voice, "What are you thinking?" Why are you so engrossed? ”

Lin Kongkong naturally wouldn't tell him that he thought of the sad days in Switzerland, which added to his troubles. Many things are in the past, and if they make people feel good when they think about it, they should naturally be remembered. If it's the other way around, it's better not to mention it.

"I didn't think about anything, I just thought that the time was fast, the Spring Festival was almost over, and it was a new year?"

Bai Chenfeng reached out and touched the top of her hair, and said meaningfully: "It's very fast, everything seems to have happened yesterday." ”

"Yes! It seems like it happened yesterday. ”

On the way back, neither of them spoke much, and the atmosphere was quiet. Bai Chenfeng always felt that Lin Kongkong had something in his heart, maybe he was in a little heavy mood after seeing Li Shunjuan, or he recalled the past that he didn't want to remember, in short, her whole state was not very good.

He never comforted people, nor did he ask her why she was sad, but only quietly accompanied her, and when she wanted to speak, he would naturally tell him.

After arriving at Kang Chenyi's villa, it was still early, Bai Chenfeng and Kang Chenyi were playing chess in the study, and Lin Kongkong stayed alone in the room. As soon as she was quiet, she remembered the things that Li Shunjuan gave herself from the hospital today.

took out the file bag placed on the head of the bed, took out the contents one by one, she took the letter that her sister wrote to Xiaobai before the operation, and traced it again and again, neither the idea of opening it, nor the courage to give it to Bai Chenfeng

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No matter how determined she is, the successive events still hit her hard. She is really scared now, afraid that when Xiaobai sees the letter from her sister to him, she will think that she is not her sister, think of her father Li Dai Taozhuang's plan, and think of the blood feud between them.

She is really exhausted now, she doesn't want to mention these things anymore, she just wants to live a peaceful and ordinary life. But after all, this letter was given to Xiaobai by her sister, and she doesn't seem to have the right to dispose of it.

To give or not to give? After thinking about it for a long time, there was no answer, so I simply didn't want to think about it, and put the letter back in the file bag. Since my sister has been dead for so many years, this letter has not been handed over to Xiaobai, and it should not matter if it is a few days later.

took the passbook and opened it, and the long row of numbers on it dazzled her. She knew that her stepmother's savings must be not small, but she didn't expect that there would be so many and all of them were given to her, and she suddenly had the illusion that she had become a nouveau riche.

I don't know if everyone will be extremely excited when they find out that they have suddenly become rich, but Lin Kongkong is very indifferent. For a person who is seriously ill and doesn't know if he has a tomorrow, except for the emotions that time and his heart can't let go, everything outside his body seems to be much lighter.

Lin Kongkong used to be very cautious, especially fond of holding grudges, and often played a small temper. At that time, there were many more girls who liked Bai Chenfeng than now, and if he looked at someone more, or if that person said a few more words to him, she would lose her temper unhappily.

Now it has changed a lot, Bai Ting has been dating him for two years, and she knows a little bit about how and how close the relationship between the two is. There is also Zuo Qingyun, she was very close to him the two times she saw him, although she felt uncomfortable, she didn't show it very obviously, and she wouldn't mess with him for this reason.

It's not because she's generous, it's not because she sees it, it's just that sometimes she even subconsciously feels that if there is really any girl who can be liked by Bai Chenfeng, it will not be a good thing. She doesn't have to worry that when she leaves, he will be lonely and unaccompanied.

Although she is also cautious, she is also selfish, always hoping that even if she leaves, he still only thinks about her in his heart. But reason told her that it would be bitter for him, and she did not want him to suffer, but hoped that he would have an easier life.

When Bai Chenfeng entered the bedroom, he saw her sitting against the head of the bed, still holding the file bag that Li Shunjuan gave her. He suddenly wondered, what was in this file bag? Could it have something to do with him? Because after she came out of the hospital, her whole mental state was not good, and she was still a little hesitant, as if she wanted to say something to him, but she didn't want to say it, and she wanted to say it and stopped. Knowing that she must be alone and thinking nonsense, he walked over and took what she was holding and put it on the bedside table.

Lin Kongkong, who was still in a daze, saw that the things in his hand were taken away, so he looked up and asked him, "Are you back?" ”

"Hmmm......"

He answered a single word, saw that her hair was still a little wet, frowned in displeasure, reached out and touched her hair, and sure enough, it was still wet.

"Why don't you blow dry your hair?"

Lin Kongkong looked at his unhappy look, and didn't dare to say that he had forgotten it absent-mindedly, so he reached out and took his hand, and casually told a more reasonable lie: "Because I think you're coming back soon, so keep it for you?" ”

"Give it to me?"

"Hmm." She nodded like pounded garlic.

"Don't order it, it's like a chicken pecking rice, it's ugly." He said disgustedly.

"This is a nod, why is it a chicken pecking rice?"

Bai Chenfeng didn't want to be serious with her, so he reached out and rubbed her hair, feeling that it was still very wet inside, so he reached out and pulled her long hair in front of him. Sure enough, the hair was still dripping, and now he was completely speechless, just looking at her helplessly.

Lin Kongkong's brain was in a state of failure, seeing that he was just staring at her with dark pupils, and didn't speak, he didn't know what he was thinking for a while, so he asked, "What are you staring at me?" Dirty on my face? ”

Bai Chenfeng took a deep breath and exhaled another breath of turbidity, before he said weakly, "Why are you so lazy?" ”

"Lazy?" Lin Kongkong felt that he was charged with such a slacker, and he was still a little aggrieved, "I'm already very diligent, where am I lazy?" ”

"Diligent? Don't even bother to blow your hair, this is what you call diligence? ”

"Isn't that an accident? Besides, even if you want to help me blow my hair, how do you know that I didn't mean to leave it for you? ”

"Oh! Then I was really honored to meet the laziest people. ”

"Haven't I always been like this? You didn't know me on the first day, so what about all the fuss? ”

Bai Chenfeng blew her a few times with his eyes, although his face was reluctant, the movements under his feet were quite sharp. Without delay, I went to the bathroom, took out the hair dryer from the cabinet, connected the power supply, sat on the edge of the bed, and stretched out my hand to signal to Lin Kongkong to let her come over.

Lin Kongkong was very satisfied with the past, lying on his lap, as usual, and asked him to help him dry his hair.

Under the warm electric wind of the hair dryer, she was a little sleepy and drowsy.

"Don't be confused now, I still have something to tell you."

"What's the matter? Will we talk about it tomorrow? Her voice was already full of sleepiness, completely reflexively confused.

"No, I have to say now, what do you have in that file bag? I see you're always preoccupied with it. ”

This question is like pouring a basin of cold water on her head, which makes her cold from head to foot, and she suddenly gets up and sleepy.

"Nothing, just some things she left me as a souvenir, and some savings of her own."

A person who is about to die, leave something for his most important person as a memorial, so that when he dies one day, he will also have an emotional sustenance when he is remembered, this is human nature, Bai Chenfeng did not doubt him, so he did not continue to ask.

As soon as he was silent, the atmosphere quieted down, and Lin Kongkong naturally fell asleep.