But where can Lu Yutong still listen to it, hysterical roar, in front of this man who has seen her body, without the slightest reservation, that kind of despair, Jiang Ning can feel it, as a princess, but suffered such a disaster, ancient women have a strong temperament, and the three outlines and five constants are the duty of women to abide by, and this Great Xia Dynasty is nothing more than this, but now she has lost her virginity, if she commits suicide now, it is normal.

Lu Yutong doesn't have this idea now, it doesn't mean that she won't have it in the future, for the sake of today, she can only stabilize her first and then make plans.

Lu Yutong was cold, and bit Jiang Ning's shoulder in pain, his teeth directly bit through the skin, and a heart-rending pain spread to Jiang Ning, but Jiang Ning didn't move a bit, these pains are nothing compared to Lu Yutong's thoughts.

Tired of crying, Lu Yutong lay in Jiang Ning's arms and slept for a while, and when he woke up, he was still crying like this, as if the sky and earth had collapsed.

Jiang Ning didn't say a word, and anything more at the moment may backfire.

On the first night, Jiang Ning spent two hours boiling a large bucket of hot water, walked to the other side of the sack, sat on it, and leaned his back against Lu Yutong.

Lu Yutong also stepped out of bed for the first time, but the pain all over her body made her almost unsteady and fall, leaning on the earthen wall, before she walked to the vat, took off her clothes, and sat in the vat.

"Jiangning...... You turn around, I'm ...... I'm scared ......."

Jiang Ning heard the sound of entering the water at the same time, but also heard Lu Yutong's trembling voice, which still carried endless grievances in that voice.

Jiang Ning turned around, looked at Lu Yutong after entering the water, and sat on the bag opposite: "Are you better?" ”

"What should I do......" Lu Yutong asked tremblingly.

What to do, a very realistic question, Lu Yutong asked it, and when she asked it, it already showed that she was thinking about it, which was a good thing, but he didn't know that if he wasn't sitting here, Lu Yutong was afraid that he would have committed suicide, how could the royal princess, a daughter, endure such a pickled thing? But the person she had in mind stood here, leading her to escape, taking her away, and protecting her.

originally thought that she could look down on Jiang Ning, and if she took that big step, she would already risk the world's disapproval, but now she is no longer a virgin, what if she is a princess? What to do? She didn't know what to do, let alone what Jiang Ning would think of her, she had rejected her in the first place, and now she naturally wouldn't be with her anymore, she had lost the most precious thing in a woman, and now her whole body was still like falling apart.

Life and death, perhaps, are just a thought.

But now she feels that she is no longer worthy of Jiang Ning, both civil and military may be talking about people like Jiang Ning, in the face of life and death, it is the time to really test a person, and Jiang Ning did not abandon her, did not give up on her, and even wanted to be an enemy with Ning Buregret, but also to save her, now looking at Jiang Ning, she feels that if she is a virgin, she can still talk to Jiang Ning, but now, she does not dare to expect such a thing anymore.

The remnants of the flowers and the willows, at this moment, Lu Yutong only felt that only such a word could describe herself.

What should she do? Live or die? Survive, but once the matter spreads, what face does she have to face the royal family? Facing the world? Isn't the mouth of Yoyo going to eat her alive? is dead, a hundred, but the person in front of her is sitting in front of her, working hard, risking his life to save her, wouldn't it chill Jiang Ning's heart when he died?

"...... alive" Jiang Ning spoke, pulling the distraught Lu Yutong back from her thoughts, and said something that surprised her.

But what Jiang Ning said next really made her feel a different Jiang Ning.

"To live, not only to live, but also to live well, to live well for the world to see, so that those who want you to die can see clearly, you live well, but also to be nourished, live yourself." Jiang Ning said categorically.

"You are you, you are not Princess Changping, nor Lu Yutong, these are just code names, you are no one, naturally you don't have to live for anyone, who is you living for, you always have to go through some things in life, just like you are born to learn to walk and learn to speak, you have fallen when you walk, and you can't speak clearly, but now think about it, are you still sad because of wrestling when you were a child? Maybe you see a child on the road stumbling and just laugh and have fun, because it's too small to be worth mentioning in your twenty years of life. ”

"Everything in the world is the same, when you see a person who can't eat enough and eats chaff vegetables, you naturally feel curious, why are there still people in Daxia who are starving to death and freezing to death? But they look at you, just like you look at them, as long as you have a full meal, it is worth dying, everyone stands from a different angle, and naturally the conclusions are different, Confucianism is like this, dignitaries and nobles are like this, even the women in the Qinglou Chu Pavilion are like this, everyone's concept is different, this is the society, there is colorful, but now Confucianism has banned some, what three outlines and five constants, are all their means to promote themselves, this is like the Chen Guang uprising, Wu Cao founded the country, all need some rhetoric and public opinion, to justify their actions, because the public does not know, they believe this, and with the stakes, they acquiesce to these actions. ”

"This world is different from what you imagined, the south of Fuzhou is not only the sea, there are also a lot of land, we call it the continent, there will be many countries like the Great Xia Dynasty in the future, Japan, Australia, the United States, Mexico, there are probably more than two hundred, the Great Xia Dynasty is just one of them, this world is unimaginable, many things you have not seen, a leaf blind, not see Mount Tai, I don't want you to be blocked by floating clouds, blinded by some things, drilled into the tip of the horns."

"There are many animals, such as ferocious tigers, fast cheetahs, sika deer, giraffes, rhinoceros, whales, jellyfish, etc., like birds, geese, hummingbirds, swallowtail butterflies, etc., I want to tell you that there are many beautiful things in this world, which are worth your visit and walk."

"In my homeland, men and women are equal, this equality is not only in status, men can be officials, women can also be officials, and even like Wu Cao, a man can only marry a woman, and remarrying is guilty of bigamy, men can also look after the family at home, women go out to fight, everyone receives the same education from birth, as long as you work hard, you can have a good life, women's talents and learning are not below men, laws and systems tend to be perfect, so in my opinion, your business may not be a thing, But you have to be able to think it through yourself......"

Lu Yutong listened to Jiang Ning's words, there was a lot of information, although she could also claim to be a talented woman, but most of what Jiang Ning said was something she had never heard of, but the most important of them, she still understood, what she experienced, in the whole life, is just a glimpse, if you can let go, then let go, everyone has their own life, but Confucianism has created shackles, so Jiang Ning wants her to live.

"Yes...... Can...... There will be no one anymore...... Willing...... Even if it is a ...... to recruit a horse" Lu Yutong still mustered up the courage and said the most private words in her heart, the person in front of her, who was close to her, was the only one who knew about it now.

In normal times, she should kill and extinguish her mouth, so that no one will know about this matter, but she can't, firstly, her heart already belongs to Jiang Ning, and secondly, Jiang Ning saved her twice, if she kills Jiang Ning, she is afraid that she will not be able to get over this hurdle in her life.