265:Compassion (3)

"Don't you, hate me like this?"

When he said this, he was facing away from the direction of the sun, because of the backlight, his face looked a little gloomy, and with a cold voice, Lin Kongkong felt like falling into an ice cellar.

This coldness does not come from fear. Rather, it was because she caught a slight tremor in his calm words.

For so many years, she has always been chasing his footsteps, and she always feels that she is not worthy of him. Because she is very ordinary, girls like her are everywhere, and it is not unusual at all.

And he is the opposite, he grows very fast, gets better and better, and always has so many people of the opposite sex who like him. His light can't be blocked by anyone, and sometimes he even stabs her.

She had thought more than once that if her Xiaobai also lived in an ordinary family, did not have such an outstanding appearance, and did not have such amazing abilities, she simply grew up with her and married her, how good it would be for them to live an ordinary life!

She didn't want to be scared every day, worried that she was not worthy of him, worried that he would like better girls, and worried about his life. It felt like she was walking to the sidelines, and she could fall at any time, and she didn't think anyone would like it.

But it turned out that he would also be afraid, afraid of losing her, and afraid of being hated by her.

Maybe it's because they care about each other that they become so vulnerable, even if they are as strong as him, there will be times when they are embarrassed.

Her heart hurt uncontrollably.

She got out of bed barefoot, walked up to him, stood on tiptoe, and put her arms around his neck. Because her height was already much lower than Bai Chenfeng, every time she hugged him like this, it was a little difficult. At this time, he had a huge pregnant belly, and it became more and more clumsy.

It was this stupid and stupid appearance that made Bai Chenfeng's originally cold and hard heart soften a lot in an instant. He leaned down and let her wrap his arms around his neck smoothly, and put his hands on her waist.

"Why don't you wear shoes?" He rebuked in a low voice.

"Isn't there a carpet on the floor? Isn't it cool at all? She replied as she rubbed his cheek against him.

Her movements are gentle and gentle, like coquettishness, but also like comfort. He knew that this was what she understood, and what he had never dared to say to her in his heart was to comfort him.

"You haven't answered my question yet...... his voice was completely devoid of its previous harshness and coldness, and was only as simple and gentle as it was when he used to gossip with her.

Lin Kongkong looked at the man in front of her, leaning over, and she found that she still liked him coldly, or she wanted to drag him to the sky.

Because her Xiaobai should be confident and flamboyant, she doesn't care about anything, and she doesn't want him to be as cautious as he is now.

"I never knew what it would be like to hate you, I just knew that you were my little white, no matter what you did or what you became...... Both. ”

Bai Chenfeng felt that this gentle and gentle woman could always easily touch his heart. Just like at this time, because of her words, his mood instantly improved.

He looked at her with deep eyes, not wanting to miss the slightest expression on her face: "Don't you think I'm cold and cruel? ”

Lin Kongkong also looked back at him, his eyes were clear, and he asked frankly, "That...... I often lose my temper, do you think I'm hypocritical and annoying? ”

"Hmm." He nodded.

"Hey! What do you mean? She angrily pulled his ear with her hand.

"Shhh...... What about the pain? He bared his teeth and made a painful expression.

Seeing this, she let go of her hand and said with a little temper, "I ignore you." ”

Bai Chenfeng picked her up, put her back on the bed, then sat on the edge of the bed, reached out and rubbed the top of her hair: "You are hypocritical, and I still like you." ”

"Insincerely!"

"Not really. The shortcomings of others are unbearable in my eyes, but yours ...... I found it not only bearable, but also cute. ”

Lin Kongkong's heart instantly felt sweet, she smiled slightly, stretched out her index finger and poked his chest: "Then you mean that I also have shortcomings!" ”

"Hmm."

"What?"

"Pretentious."

"Hey! White Morning Breeze! She was angry.

"Isn't that what you just said? I'm just following your words and telling the truth by the way. "He's innocent.

"I hate your callousness too."

"Don't!"

"Then you are not allowed to call me hypocritical."

"Okay...... Don't say ......"

Lin Kongkong looked at his helplessness and reached out to caress his eyebrows. In fact, no matter how time changes, no matter how cruel he is trained by the years, when facing her, he is still as considerate and gentle as ever, and will take good care of her.

Even if he has changed, he will not simply work and go to school as before. But in her heart, he is still her little white, the young man who is like a white snow and green pine.

"Little white...... No matter what you do, even if it is contrary to what I have in mind, I will not hate you for it. ”

"Why?"

"Because...... You're a novice! ”

Her answer was simple and reasonable, just such a seemingly ordinary sentence, but it touched the softest place in Bai Chenfeng's heart, and his chest instantly overflowed with tenderness.

Stretched out his hand to take her to his chest, curled his five fingers slightly, and gently combed her long hair like a comb, seeing her obediently leaning on his arms, he sighed with satisfaction.

The Bible says that a woman is a transformation of a man's rib, so it is in the nature of a man to love a woman. Because she is a part of his body, to love her is to love himself.

From the moment he knew how to like someone, he seemed to hear God say to him, "Bai Chenfeng, you see, this is the rib I pulled out of you at the beginning, and now I have returned it to you." ”

So he fell in love with her, really, fate, he couldn't resist, and he didn't want to resist.

Although they may have a lot of inappropriate points, and these are precisely his weaknesses. But he still had to ask for her, because he knew very well that although she had become his weakness, he was invincible. But she also became his armor, giving him the courage to resist greater risks.

"Then I don't hate you anymore, hypocritical girl."

Lin Kongkong raised his head from his arms when he heard this, looked at him clearly, and said in a domineering tone: "Of course you are not allowed to hate me, never." ”

"Good ......"

Her fingers, unconsciously drawing circles on his chest, seemed to ask casually: "Xiaobai, I don't seem to be smart, I always make trouble for you, will you think I'm cumbersome?" ”

"No, it won't." He replied seriously.

"Really?"

"That's right! Because you can make me vulnerable and make me stronger......"

Bai Chenfeng's words happened to speak to her heart, after so many years and so many things, if it weren't for loving him, she thought it would be difficult for her to persevere.

Everything about love is beautiful, so love should not be a burden for people, it should have a more positive and upward meaning.

At this time, the atmosphere was very good, and Lin Kongkong enjoyed the peaceful feeling of being with him, and didn't even want to mention any more unhappy things. It's just that there are things that have to be done, or else your conscience will be upset.

She didn't know if it was her own tangle, or if she was really hypocritical, or if it was for some other reason.

When Bai Chenfeng first suspected that Bai Ting did this, she was afraid that he would miss the old relationship and refuse to take action against her, leaving a future for her and the baby's life in the future.

Now he really wants Bai Ting to pay the price, but she can't bear it anymore. She thought that maybe she was a little cowardly, but she still didn't want to go against her will. Let Bai Ting leave, they will not meet again in the future, and they will not threaten her safety again, this is what she can accept.

If she really wants to be imprisoned for life because of herself, or even when she dies, she feels that it is too bloody and the price is too great.

She didn't want to punish Bai Ting at the same time, but more likely to punish herself, because she thought that if this was really the case, then she would never be able to escape the torture of conscience.

"I pleaded with Bai Ting, not because I hated your behavior, but because I felt that although Bai Ting was at fault, she would not be punished so severely. Everyone has the right to live, and no one can take it away from him, no matter what he has done. I don't want my conscience to be upset in the future because of this incident, or you regret it, little white ......"

Bai Chenfeng let out a sigh, he was a little helpless. No matter how resolute her attitude is, and how strong a strong line of defense she has made in her heart, tell yourself that no matter what she says, she will not waver!

But when she did do everything she could to beg him, he found that he could not refuse, because she could always find a reason to persuade him easily.

Isn't the heart, especially hers, the purity of the heart something he wants to maintain? How could he be willing to bury it with his own hands?

Now she said that punishing Bai Ting like this would make her conscience uneasy, so he really had no choice but to stop.

"Well, I promise you that it will not hurt her life. It's just that the mistakes she made can't be easily forgiven, so let her stay in the sanatorium for a few years first! ”

"There are no years ...... human youth"

"I can't go back, I have to ensure your safety, this lesson must be given."

Lin Kongkong knew that he couldn't continue to talk, so as not to really anger him. Anyway, Bai Ting's life is not in danger now, she can slowly convince him and wait for him to be angry.

In fact, the decision not to kill Bai Ting was not only because she came to intercede, but because he always felt that this matter was not as simple as it seemed on the surface.

With Bai Ting's guts, she didn't dare to do such a murderous thing, there must be some reason why she had to do it.

Who could convince Bai Ting to let her take such a big risk to do this? And what good did it do to that man?