Night.

Lin Kongkong had insomnia without suspense, because of the unfamiliar environment, and because there was something in his heart. She has always had a problem with the bed, and she can't sleep at any time.

Lying down and not falling asleep will make it very tired, and the bulky body makes it difficult for her to turn over, so she simply got up and got out of bed, walked to the window, gently opened the curtains, and quietly looked at the scenery outside the window.

There is a special silence at night away from the city, only the rustle of the leaves in the breeze is like a nursery rhyme sung by a mother to her baby, quietly soothing.

In mid-air, a bright moon quietly looked down on the earth, the moonlight was just right, pouring softly, but it was the taste of clear and clear.

It was a very quiet atmosphere, but Lin Kongkong felt a sadness in his heart for no reason. It feels like many sleepless nights in Switzerland: the moon, the breeze, a heart that has nowhere to stop; A foreign country, a foreign land, a lonely person......

The only difference is that at that time, she still had someone in her heart to miss, and there was hope for no matter how difficult the days were, but now, the person in her heart is gone. Her nose was sore, she lowered her head, and whimpered quietly, which sounded particularly poignant on such a quiet night.

After crying for a while, my emotions were almost vented, and when I looked at the moon again, I suddenly missed my father a little. A person who is so keen and perceptive to world affairs thinks that he knew the cause and effect of that incident in the first place.

Knowing that it was a trap set by his rival, what kind of mentality did he compromise, and how did he accept the fact that she was pregnant? Losing everything he had, his daughter still has to give birth to a child for the enemy, how can he bear this kind of thing?

She had never felt so guilty about her father.

Yes, she is guilty! In the past, she always complained about why her father, like the fathers of other children, could talk to her gently and care about her. Not only did he not like her, but he didn't even say a word about her mother, and even tried to use her.

Although she was young and ignorant at the time, she had no ability to resist, but she was also very resistant in her heart. After all, no one wants to be reduced to a pawn, no one wants to be used,

This kind of resistance made her even closer to Bai Chenfeng, and even her eyes were full of only him. The little kindness he is to her will be magnified countless times by her, and then she will think that it is ten times better for him.

She thought that she should be at that time, too eager to be treated sincerely by others, because the huge Ji family made her have no sense of belonging at all, she was really lonely, very lonely.

She naively thought that everything in this world was the same, one thing for another, but she never thought that the human heart was the most complex and fickle, no matter how much you pay, you may not be able to exchange for a true heart.

The so-called love is nothing more than an unrealistic fantasy, but this experience must be learned by oneself, and it can only be realized when it is drenched in blood. Otherwise, no matter what others tell you, you won't believe it.

The only thing that really does not leave may be that bloodline, but her only relative, which she can't reach. The last time I saw my father, I was still in a cage, and it seemed to be a long, long time past.

Thinking of what he said to himself that day, Lin Kongkong's heart warmed, and he whispered to the moon: "Dad, I miss you......"

Knowing that he couldn't hear it, after I said it, my heart suddenly became very relaxed, because there were still people worthy of her concern, and there were people who were sincerely good for her.

That person was her father, and it turned out that it was not so difficult to admit that a person was important to herself, especially her own biological father.

Reaching out and caressing her abdomen, thinking that she would also become a mother in the near future, and there would be two lovely children, the corners of her mouth could not be controlled.

Everything doesn't seem so bad, she still has children, and her father, and many people who are kind and willing to help her. She should be stronger and stronger, and not give up on herself.

Because her mood was relaxed, she was extremely tired, and she soon fell asleep. I thought it would be a good night's dream, but in the middle of the night she cramped again, and she struggled to sit up, with a sharp pain in her legs.

In the past, when she had cramps, Bai Chenfeng would massage her very carefully, and would talk to her softly to divert her attention, so that the pain would not be so difficult.

Now it's just herself, her belly is too big, and she definitely can't do it if she wants to massage herself, and there is no other way at this time but to endure it. The cramps are actually very difficult, and a thin layer of sweat hurts on my body, and I feel more and more aggrieved.

The door was suddenly pushed open, Kang Chenyi hurriedly came in, and when he saw her, he was obviously stunned, and a shallow pain was contained between his eyes.

Lin Kongkong was shocked by the sudden situation, and forgot to react for a while, so he stared at him stupidly.

Kang Chenyi was sleeping next door, because she was the first day she came here, and her mood was very low, he was worried that she would not get used to it, so he was not ready to go to bed, and read a book at the desk all night.

In the middle of the night, she got up and pulled the curtains, crying quietly, and he could hear it clearly. knew that she needed to vent her emotions, and it would be good for her to cry, but he still couldn't control the distress. She cries, he hurts; She stopped crying, he still hurt.

Later, when she fell asleep, he was relieved, but he still didn't have the heart to sleep. Later, when he heard her gasp, he thought that something had happened, so he hurried in, and broke into the door without caring about the courtesy.

As soon as he entered the door, he saw her sitting on the bed with a painful expression, he stepped forward, stabilized his messy breath, and asked with concern, "What's wrong with you?" ”

"I'm cramping." She whispered back.

Kang Chen frowned at Qingjun's eyebrows, and asked again, "Do you have leg cramps?" ”

"Hmm." Lin Kongkong nodded.

He did not shy away from sitting on the edge of the bed, looked at her, and seeing that she was neatly dressed, he reached out and pulled the quilt that covered her lap.

Lin Kongkong didn't care about the pain, reached out and pressed the quilt, and asked defensively: "You...... What are you doing? ”

Hearing this, Kang Chen's brows furrowed even deeper: "I'll help you massage it to relieve the pain, what else do you think I can do?" ”

"No, it'll be fine in a while."

Kang Chenyi didn't seem to hear her speak, pulled the quilt with a tough attitude, saw the cartoon pattern on her pajama pants, held back a smile and asked, "Which one?" ”

"This one."

After Lin Kongkong replied, he realized that how could his legs be "only", he should say "strip". Sure enough, he accidentally caught his way again.

He didn't seem to realize the inappropriateness of his words, and only massaged her carefully, and the strength was just right.

Lin Kongkong was not as calm as him, he only felt that they were too close now, so he stiffened his body and did not dare to move. She couldn't feel the pain in her leg when she was so stiff, and she just hoped that time would pass quickly and let her out of such an embarrassing situation.

Kang Chenyi's expression was as calm as ever, without the slightest crampedness or embarrassment. It's as if everything he does is normal. Just as doctors only see patients and no men or women.

Lin Kongkong saw him holding the shelf of a deputy saint, and couldn't help but secretly slander himself for being worldly, but instead "with the heart of a villain, he spent the belly of a gentleman".

"Does it still hurt?" After a long time, he asked in a gentle voice.

Lin Kongkong didn't look at him either, only shook his head.

Kang Chenyi didn't care about her rejection thousands of miles away, seeing that she looked pale, and there was a thin layer of sweat on her forehead, she felt more pity in her heart.

I got up and went to the bathroom and wrung a warm towel and handed it to her, "Wipe your face!" ”

Lin Kongkong didn't wash his face after crying before, he felt that his face was wrinkled, looked at the towel handed to him, thanked him softly, and took it and wiped his face and hands carefully.

Kang Chenyi watched her finish wiping it, took the towel and put it on the small table, and handed her a small round box.

"What?" She asked, puzzled.

"Moisturizer for pregnant women."

Lin Kongkong couldn't help but sigh, this person is so meticulous. After taking the emollient cream and opening it, the pure white paste exudes a faint fragrance, which is very fresh and pleasant.

"Can you still fall asleep?"

"Hmm."

"Then you have a good rest!" After he finished speaking, he got up and prepared to go out.

"You wait......"

Kang Chenyi looked back at her, and his voice was as gentle as ever: "What? Something? ”

Lin Kongkong really didn't want to trouble him in this relationship, but she wanted to see her father, and only he could help her.

Kang Chenyi looked at her appearance of wanting to speak and stopped, and knew in his heart what she wanted to say, and now she could still be like this, maybe only Ji Zhongliang would be the only one.

"Do you want to see Lord Lingzun?"

Lin Kongkong didn't expect that he hadn't said anything yet, he had already guessed it, so he looked at him and nodded crampedly.

"When everything is settled and you are better, I'll try to arrange for you to meet, okay?"

Lin Kongkong naturally has no opinion, she is a person who doesn't like to ask for help, how can she ask too much?

"yes, okay."

"Rest well, don't be cranky, good night."

"Good night."

Kang Chenyi walked to the door and stopped, he didn't look back, only left a back for her, but there was a calming power in his voice: "Do you remember what I said to you before?" ”

They had said a lot, and Lin Kongkong didn't know what he was talking about for a while, so he shook his head, and then thought that he was facing away from her, and he couldn't see her movements. He replied, "Which one?" ”

"Whoever is separated from this world can live the same life, where is there anything that will not last until death? The past should be let pass, and if you don't forget it, it will only harm others and yourself. ”

Lin Kongkong remembered that it was not long after they first met, and she was left out in the small conference room by him all day, and then he said when he had a stomachache. It was also from that time that they gradually transformed from-for-tat to a little sympathy.

At that time, she felt that what he said, although it made sense, did not apply to herself. No matter what happens, she will never give up Bai Chenfeng, even if they are not together, even if they are separated forever, the person she loves will always be in her heart.

Thinking of this, she lowered her head and smiled bitterly, obviously it had only been long since the incident, but she felt that time had really changed. The person she used to be the most unable to let go of had already thrown her away a long time ago......