On the night when Lin Kongkong returned to City A and had insomnia, Bai Chenfeng, who was far away in City S, also felt the same way. He piled up a lot of papers to anesthetize himself, but after trying hard, he found that he couldn't read a word.

He knew he couldn't go home, and that he would go crazy in front of a hollow room, so he simply locked himself in his office and smoked.

He didn't know when he got into the habit of smoking when he was upset. It's just that smoke is really a good thing, at least it can make people have something to do when they are lost.

In the middle of the night, he began to choke after quitting smoking for a long time. After coughing for a while, he went to get the cigarette again, and found that one was gone, so he threw the cigarette case into the trash in annoyance.

Home, as if calling him silently, told him to go back and find the smell of leaving the man. He went home dejected, but she was no longer there.

He was a little confused, thinking that all this was just a dream, and when he woke up, in fact, he could still see her. Seeing her smile softly at him, her eyebrows and eyes crooked, like a scene that has not changed for many years. She's still by his side.

He stood motionless in front of the bedroom door, recalling the old scene, where she was writing on her desk; or make up at the dresser; Or kiss him mischievously when you wake up in the morning. What she had done in which position was clear in his mind.

In a daze, as if I saw her sitting at the desk and smiling at him, she called softly: "Little white ......"

He strode over and reached out to touch her face, only to find that all he touched was air, that everything he had just done was just his fantasy, and that she didn't exist at all.

He stared at everything in front of him, and after the silence passed, he smashed everything in the room like a madman.

The words stacked on the desk were scattered to the ground by him, and one of them stumbled into his sight. He remembered clearly that they had written it together.

"One wishes Lang Jun is a thousand years old, the second wishes that the concubine is always healthy, and the third wish is like Liang Shangyan, and I will see you every year."

This is the boudoir word he taught her to write, called "The Longevity Girl", and he hopes that she will live a long life and be happy all her life. But if he let go, can she still be happy?

He stared at the manuscript on the ground with wide eyes, indifferent, as if waiting for an answer, or perhaps, never yet. They had been in love for all these years, and she may have been sure that he loved her, but now, she was miserable, she was confused, and she left......

What comes to mind is her eyes, still as clear as the first time, what time has left him is gradually becoming cruel, but what she has given her is the same, forever kind, forever clear and clean.

He found that he did not dare to look closely into her eyes, he was afraid that the tenderness in it would no longer exist, and he could only see resentment, afraid that she would hate him, and hate him in his heart.

The servants crowded at the door when they heard the movement, and his sister was there, but no one dared to step forward to dissuade him, probably because he was too violent at this time.

He looked at everything desperately and lonely, he and she, had left their home, she would never call him "Xiaobai" again, never again......

She had already left with Kang Chenyi, and he didn't want to give her to anyone, especially a man who loved her deeply. But he couldn't, he didn't want to use her as any bargaining chips, he didn't want to use her to gamble on his luck, he didn't want to force her anymore.

In addition to the distress and remorse, anger is like a fire full of fire, and it can't be suppressed. She was going to leave him, Kang Chenyi liked her, and he had to hand her over to someone else, the black hand that threatened him behind his back......

This made him very angry, and he knew that his anger was unreasonable, and he tried to recall those clear eyes, hoping that it would be calmed.

Suddenly scared, afraid that she would fall in love with someone else, Lin Kongkong, will you fall in love with another person?

That person was born in a scholarly family, with a good family background, polite, and deeply loved by the opposite sex, and he also knew how to love someone and protect the love. Such a wonderful man is deeply in love with you, will you be tempted? Will you find that you have entrusted yourself with someone for so many years?

If he touched you, would I have no more with you?

He closed his eyes, thinking about her appearance.

She has a bit of a ghostly temperament, likes to laugh, and always has endless things to say. At first, he thought it was not good, a girl refused to live for a moment, and chattered all day long, which annoyed him a lot.

Later, she was gone for three years, and it was the most difficult time of his life. He didn't even dare to close his eyes, because as soon as it was dark in front of him, he was prone to hallucinations, as if she was calling his name over and over again in his ear. He opened his eyes happily, still full of loneliness.

Later, she came back, but her temperament was no longer as cheerful as before, and she was very quiet tempered by reality. Sometimes he doesn't take the initiative to talk to her, and she will stay silent for a long time. Many times she followed him behind his back and quietly cared about him.

will make him a cup of coffee when he is tired; will also accompany him when he is irritable; will also serve him a bowl of fragrant noodles when he comes back from overtime and is hungry......

Her goodness became clear little by little in his mind and heart.

But he didn't cherish it well, her non-saying goodbye three years ago made him suffer for years, so he held a grudge and used her good sacrifice to commemorate the world he had collapsed. once said that the love that never leaves may really be no match for the hatred that comes from it. Between love and hate, he ultimately chose the latter.

The great revenge was avenged, the guilty man was imprisoned, he was happy, but he lost even more. He turned his originally harmonious life into a mess, and turned himself into a person again, a person who always walked alone......

Originally, they were going to get married, and they would have two lovely children, but now, there is nothing, nothing......

He was in pain and remorseful.

This night, he really experienced the feeling of distress, and no way could calm that distress.

He doesn't remember how much he drank, he just remembers covering his heart and saying over and over again, "I'm sorry!" Meng, I'm not worth it, I'm not worth it......"

He poured himself a drink like this, and the servants were already so frightened that they retreated, and only Bai Chenxi was silently by his side. He didn't speak, he didn't hinder him, he accompanied him silently.

The brother and sister sat face to face like this all night, until the sky was white, and Bai Chenxi, who had not slept all night, walked lightly to his brother's side. She knelt on the ground, put her cheek on Bai Chenfeng's knee, choked up and said, "Everything will be fine......"

The white morning breeze that has not slept all night, the shirt is snow-white but wrinkled, and a layer of cyan has emerged on the smooth chin, which has lost its usual meticulous appearance. He looked down at his sister and said very seriously, very seriously, "It won't be good." ”

Bai Chenxi had never seen him so down, and he wanted to comfort him, but he was even more sad: "I don't understand your world, I just know that no matter what happens, as long as you still like her, you should chase her back." ”

"Chase back?"

"Hmm."

Bai Chenfeng suddenly thought that although he couldn't restrict her thoughts, he could go with her. She wanted to go, wanted to leave, he let go, he didn't stop it, but he could go to her.

The despair that swept between the eyebrows gradually faded, the eyebrows were lightened, and the light of the eyes gradually sharpened. When he broke the black hand behind his back and had no worries, he went to find her.

Reaching out to touch the ring in his pocket, but finding it empty, he frowned at Qingjun's eyebrows: "Chenxi, do you see the ring?" ”

Bai Chenxi raised his head and asked puzzledly, "What ring?" ”

Bai Chenfeng didn't care to explain more to her, got up and started rummaging, he smashed so many things last night, I think it fell in the house.

"Brother, is it your engagement ring?"

"Hmm."

"It's such a mess here, you can't find it for a while, you can pack up and go to work! I called someone in and looked for it. ”

Bai Chenfeng didn't seem to hear her speak, but he was still rummaging through the chaos in a cautious and orderly manner. Bai Chenxi said that he couldn't move him, so he had no choice but to join. The ring was originally a small object, and the two looked for it very carefully, but they still didn't find it.

Bai Chenfeng only felt that his head was very swollen, he kneaded his eyebrows hard, and his heart was in a mess. How could he be so careless about something so important? It's not sure if you've lost it here, but if you did, you might not find it.

Bai Chenxi, you see that he is even more anxious for him like this: "If you are not busy, go sleep for a while, and I will ask someone else to come and find it for you." ”

"I'll do it myself!"

"Brother...... You look at the way you look now, you need to rest. ”

"I'm not tired."

Bai Chenxi stepped forward and hugged his arm and turned on the trick mode: "I don't care, even if you say it today, I won't allow you to look for it anymore, if you don't work, go and rest!" ”

"Don't make a fuss! It's important to me, and I'm going to have to find it. ”

"Shall I let someone else in and help you find it?"

Bai Chenfeng looked at the messy room, and felt that he couldn't find it for a while, so he had to agree. Bai Chenxi didn't dare to call too many people in, lest the more people there were, the more chaotic they were, and the more chaotic they were, the more they couldn't find it.

The servants of the Bai family are the most observant, and they don't look much when they enter the door, so they pack up their things and look for them carefully.

Soon, the messy interior was cleaned up and the odds and pieces were taken out. The room is neat, and the things are still in their original position, not much different from before, but the ring is still not found.

"You go out too! Let me be alone for a moment. Bai Chenfeng sat down on the bed tiredly and ordered the guests.

Bai Chenxi saw that the ring was not found, and it was like a frosted eggplant, and he had no energy at all, so he went out in a hurry.

Bai Chenfeng suddenly felt that maybe everything was fate, and he was destined to lose her.

Lying on the bed weakly, but he was stunned by something, and reached out to touch the ring. It turned out that I was in a hurry to find it just now, and it was still in my pocket. Lay it flat in the palm of your hand and the diamond will reflect the brilliance.

I suddenly remembered that someone said that memory is a bridge, but it is a prison that leads to loneliness......