295:Is My Life Finished (3)
Kang Chenyi's heart hurt uncontrollably because of her words. How much suffering should she have suffered in her heart, and how much disappointment she had in life, so that she could ask such words in such a desperate tone at this time?
There was a thought in my heart that I had never been so firm. Although he is not a savior, he must let this kind-hearted young woman come out of this shadow! She deserves better.
Kang Chenyi stretched out his hand and rubbed the top of her head a little dotingly: "You want to be a mother, you are a new student, and your life is just about to begin, how can it be over?" ”
"But I think my life is very bad, I don't know if I can bring them happiness, I wishfully let them come to this world, it seems a little irresponsible......"
"You don't, I'm sure you'll be a good mother and your kids will understand you."
"But I can't bring anything to them."
"Ji Mengmeng, I think you understand, people have to rely on themselves, don't expect others to give anything, if there is no hope, you will not be disappointed. Your kids will be fine, and so will you. ”
She also knows these truths, but her future is still dark. Her only relative will spend eight years in prison, her children will be born without a father, and she may lose her mother at any time, and she feels sorry for herself and her two children who are about to die.
She couldn't even figure out why, why everything was the way it was today. She also kept cheering herself on, always thinking that if she persevered, everything would get better.
But she didn't know how long she could hold on, and she found that when Bai Chenfeng was not by her side, she was not as strong as she imagined. It turned out that he was the only one who could make her hopeful for the future and persevere......
"He gave me up a long time ago, he doesn't want me anymore, he doesn't want me anymore......"
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"Why don't you want me?"
She stood alone under the street lamp, her long seaweed-like hair ruffled by the wind, and in the dark world, only a small glimmer of light sprinkled on her.
He reached out to touch her, but he couldn't touch her, so he could only whisper, "I didn't, I didn't want you......"
"Why don't you want me?" She didn't seem to hear him, she didn't see him, she was still talking to herself.
He was watching her from the sidelines, unable to get close no matter how hard he tried. After a while, she walked farther and farther away, and gradually disappeared into the night.
"Misty ...... ......He anxiously called her name, and awoke from his dream.
He looked at everything around him blindfolded, he was at home, everything just now was just a dream. I got up and went to the refrigerator to get water, the cold water made him sober a lot, and it also made his stomach hurt violently.
These days, he often has stomach pain, but he doesn't want to see a doctor or take medicine, so he gets used to it. He didn't know if he was suffering from self-torture now, he only knew that when his stomach hurt, his heart would feel better.
It had been ten full days since she left, and those ten days were as long as a century for him. He worked very seriously, very seriously, very seriously, so seriously that it was almost day and night.
Because he can't let himself be idle now, and when he is idle, he can't control thinking about the past, just like an old man, who can't do anything for the present, and can only rely on reminiscing about the past.
And the black hand that has been behind him has become more and more rampant. He knew very well in his heart that this was not an accident, but someone had been carefully planning it for a long time. Over the years, there have been countless people who have had competing interests with him, and the same is true of those who are looking forward to his death.
Every time he tried to win, this time it was more difficult than ever, and although he had made a lot of deployments, he still couldn't figure out who the other party was and what his purpose was.
The only feeling is that the other party knows him very well, and he is very sophisticated, he can always stop at the most appropriate time, and he will always provoke trouble in the most unintentional way.
The situation is getting more and more anxious, and the "Qingtian", which has the best security conditions, was actually dropped yesterday*. It was obvious that he was coming for him, and the other party had an accurate grasp of his daily itinerary.
At this time, he was extremely glad that she was not around, otherwise he thought that he would be very panicked and would be in chaos.
He couldn't convince himself that he didn't want her, although he knew that with Kang Chenyi's care, she would be carefree and fine, but he still didn't feel at ease.
The pain grew more and more unbearable, cold sweat soaked his hair, and he curled himself up on the bed, his tall body looking extremely fragile.
At this time, he missed her very much, he thought that if she was there, he would definitely force him to go to the doctor, and he would definitely have no choice but to be obedient to her.
He struggled to get the mobile phone on the bedside table and dialed the mobile phone number he got from Kang Chenyi a few days ago. He didn't have an address book, he just kept it in his head.
The sound of the phone waiting to be connected came slowly, and he slightly hooked the corners of his lips and pulled out a smile. He didn't ask for anything else, he just wanted to listen to her voice at this difficult time.
No one answered the mobile phone for a long time, so he dialed it again without giving up, and this time it only rang twice, and was hung up by the other party.
"Can't you even talk to me?" He said weakly to the phone that the pain had made him unconscious, and he just muttered to himself and fell asleep.
When I woke up again, I was already in the hospital.
Bai Chenxi sat beside him, her eyes red. Li Yuanlang and Qin Jie, one half leaned on the edge of the bed to sleep, and the other stood in front of the window and looked out of the window stupidly.
"What's wrong with me?" He said with difficulty, his voice hoarse.
Bai Chenxi pursed his lips and looked like he was about to cry: "What do you say is wrong with you?" Why don't you see a doctor, take medicine, or call someone if you have a stomachache? ”
"It's just a stomach ache, why do you need to toss so much?"
His indifferent tone completely angered Bai Chenxi, and she said while dropping the golden beans, "How can you care so little about your body? Do you know that you're fainting from pain? If I hadn't found you, I don't know what would have happened? ”
Bai Chenfeng frowned, looked at the needle on the back of his hand, and was very irritated to pull it out, but was quickly pressed by Li Yuanlang, who was pretending to sleep next to him.
"Can't pull it out! Brother, are you crazy? Bai Chenxi finally couldn't help but roar.
Bai Chenfeng glanced at Li Yuanlang: "When do I need this thing?" ”
Although Li Yuanlang didn't dare to be as presumptuous as Bai Chenxi, his tone was not much better: "Do you know that you have stomach bleeding?" If you don't listen to the doctor's advice and take good medicine and stay in the hospital, your stomach is likely to ulcer and necrosis, and then you can only have to remove it. ”
"It's better to be able to cut your heart!" He still frowned.
Qin Jie, who originally looked quite calm, also exploded when he heard his words, and walked to the bed in three steps and two steps, Qingjun's eyebrows frowned: "Lao Bai, I didn't say you, when will you learn the trick in Qiong Yao's drama?" If you want to abuse yourself like that, you might as well kill yourself! ”
"You guys are getting bolder and bigger, and you all dare to move your young master's temper against me, aren't you?" He glanced at Qin Jie and Li Yuanlang with unkind eyes.
Qin Jie ignored him arrogantly, and when Li Yuanlang saw that he was angry, he had no choice but to accompany the smiling face: "You don't want to lose your temper anymore, your stomach is now the most jealous of joy and sorrow, and you have to recuperate." ”
"I'm not that delicate, you go through the discharge procedures!"
Bai Chenxi stepped forward and hugged his arm: "Brother, I beg you, you stay in the hospital for a few days, this time it's really not a joke." If you don't think about yourself, you have to think about me, I'm just a relative like you, you can't make any mistakes...... What else can I do? ”
For his sister's crying, he couldn't deal with it with a cold face, but his persistence still persisted. After so many years, he has been through ups and downs, where would he be afraid of a little stomach disease, let alone a lot of hospitalization.
"It's you who are too worried, and the doctors are also alarmist, if according to them, there are no healthy people in this world."
Li Yuanlang knew that the matter decided by the boss of his family, and there was no room for turning around, unless there was a forest empty. The flash of inspiration in his mind made him not think about it, and immediately moved out to rescue the soldiers.
"If you want to toss yourself like this again, I'll go to City A to get my sister-in-law back......"
As soon as he said this, the hospital room suddenly fell silent.
Bai Chenxi didn't dare to pant and looked at Bai Chenfeng, you must know that since Lin Kongkong left, Bai Chenfeng's emotions have been on the verge of exploding, and no one in the Bai family dares to mention it.
Qin Jie also looked at Li Yuanlang viciously, if it weren't for Bai Chenfeng still being in front of him, he would not hesitate to rush up and attack this kid fiercely! He must teach Young Master Li a profound lesson, so that he will not be long-hearted, and which pot will not be opened.
This sentence made Bai Chenfeng, who was originally cold-faced, quiet down instantly, and he didn't pull out the needle, nor did he make a fuss about being discharged from the hospital.
After being silent for a long time, Qin Jie gave Bai Chenxi a look, and the little girl understood, so she said sweetly: "Brother, the doctor said that you need to fast for two hours after waking up, and then you can eat some liquid food, what do you want to eat?" I asked them to prepare. ”
"Whatever."
Bai Chenxi thought sideways for a while, and said in a consultative tone like talking to a child, "Is it okay to eat some millet porridge?" That's the most stomach-nourishing. ”
"Hmm." Bai Chenfeng coolly replied with a single word.
"Or do you want to eat some eight-treasure porridge?" Bai Chenxi regretted it after asking, you must know that eight-treasure porridge is Lin Kongkong's favorite food, and it used to be on the table almost every day.
"Okay, let's eat eight-treasure porridge!"
"Then I'll call back now and have them cook it and send it over."
"You guys go back first, you don't have to stay here all the time, just settle the assistant here." Bai Chenfeng was used to being alone, and now he was surrounded by a group of them, and he was very irritable, and he wanted to be quiet alone for a while, so he began to give an eviction order.