Unconsciously, the two walked to the gate, Kang Chen Yi looked at her gently, and said, "Go back!" Rest well. ”

Lin Kongkong looked at his talkative appearance now, and remembered the temper tantrum in the early morning, and couldn't help but think of the chameleon, so he laughed out loud.

Kang Chenyi was inexplicably laughed by her, and was about to ask her what she was smiling at, but when she saw her eyebrows and eyes, her heart suddenly became soft, and then she said a very dull sentence: "You smile beautifully, you still have to laugh more in the future." ”

As soon as these words came out, both of them were embarrassed, and Lin Kongkong coughed lightly, thinking if he could pretend that he hadn't heard anything. Kang Chenyi is also about to regret his intestines, why didn't he say this through his brain?

"I ......," he wanted to speak, but stopped: "I, I'll just say it casually, and I don't mean anything else." ”

"Oh...... I know. ”

Kang Chen frowned, feeling that he was simply getting darker and darker, so he simply said directly: "Ji Mengmeng, there is something I think you should know." ”

Lin Kongkong had already foreshadowed what he was going to say, she was not the kind of woman who was emotionally white, she knew that he was different from her, she just pretended not to know. Because some things are clear, she may not be able to get along, which is the death of time left her about the world.

"Do you really want to say it?" Her eyes were clean, but with some hesitation.

Her attitude did not affect Kang Chenyi at all, because he has always been calm and hides secrets in his heart, which will make him always a little uncomfortable when facing her, so it is better to make it clear.

"Ji Mengmeng, I like you." His tone was solemn.

"I know." Lin Kongkong replied very calmly, after going through so many things, she no longer has the panic of a girl in the face of emotions, because many things no longer exist for her.

She experienced the pain of infatuation and lost the courage of her lover. Her later life is to raise her children with her heart and wait for her father to be released from prison, which is her responsibility and her fate.

"You know?" He was puzzled, and always thought that if she probed his mind, he would definitely retreat from him.

"Well, all I can say is thank you for the like, ...... later It's better to have less contact! ”

After she said this, she turned around and was about to go back, but Kang Chenyi grabbed her arm, and he said word by word: "You, say, what?" ”

"I think you've heard me clearly, so why bother asking me again?"

"You ......"

Lin Kongkong took a few deep breaths repeatedly, accumulating more courage for himself, before looking at him and saying calmly: "We are not all the way, we are destined not to go together." If you don't say it, I can continue to get along with you as if I don't know anything, but if you say it, I can't act like nothing happened. ”

"I'm just letting you know what I mean, and I'm not asking you to give me any response." His attitude is very calm, so calm that it makes people feel that he is not confessing, but saying something commonplace.

"I know you don't ask for anything in return, and I know that you're genuinely good for me, and even if you don't need any response, I feel like I'm taking advantage of your feelings."

"Why do you think that?"

Lin Kongkong felt that the emotional matter could not be delayed, and the more it dragged on, the greater the damage, so he should cut through the mess quickly, so he mustered up the courage to have a showdown with him: "Kang Chenyi, no matter what aspect it is, it is impossible for us to come together." The most important thing is, I don't like you, I've always considered you a friend, that's all. ”

After she said these words, she wanted to free her arm from him, but he stubbornly refused to let go.

"You let go of me, what do we look like pulling and pulling like this?"

"Then we'll be friends."

"I'm sorry, I can't. Thank you for what you have done for me, if I can help you one day, I will not shirk it, and now I hope you can leave me with one last bit of dignity......"

Kang Chenyi's eyebrows furrowed deeper, and he looked at her in disbelief: "What does this have to do with your dignity?" Can you please stop thinking cranky? ”

"If you're really good for me, please let it go." Lin Kongkong looked at the arm he was holding and said.

"You hate me so much?"

When he asked this, he didn't have his usual demeanor at all, and what swept between his eyebrows and eyes was an emotion that Lin Kongkong couldn't understand, like sadness, more like disappointment.

Lin Kong's heart softened, and he said in a low voice: "I don't, I treat you as a friend, because there are really not many people in this world who are good to me, I cherish each one very much, and I want to live up to ......"

Her words sounded soft, but they were like a sharp knife piercing into Kang Chenyi's heart, making him instantly hurt. With a hard tug, he pulled her into his arms and hugged her tightly.

Lin Kongkong was forced to lie on his chest, feeling his fierce heartbeat, and began to panic, she struggled hard, and heard him very painful and whispered: "I will be good to you, even if you don't like me, I will still be good to you, you are not lonely, and you will not be helpless......"

The distress in his words made Lin Kongkong quiet down instantly, from the first encounter to the present, his good thing is that little by little in her mind is clear, it is impossible not to be moved. After all, women are emotional animals, and the last thing she can stand is the kindness of others to her.

For so many years, she has never forgotten Bai Chenfeng, and she has been single-minded, not because he once held her in the palm of his hand and was very good to her.

When a person gives his feelings unreservedly, no matter whether he gets the same response or not, there is no way to take it back, and there is no way to start over. Even after starting another relationship again, you still can't forget the previous one, and you can't do it without reservations.

Sensibility is sensibility, and she still has the sanity she should have. She never thought that she would be able to accept others in the future, even if there was really that possibility, that person would definitely not be Kang Chenyi.

She admitted that she couldn't forget Bai Chenfeng, so just because they were related by blood, this was enough to cut off all possibilities between them.

"This doesn't make sense, you let me go first."

Kang Chenyi also realized his abruptness, looked at her cold attitude, laughed self-deprecatingly, and gently pushed her into his arms: "Sorry, it's a gaffe!" Later...... Don't bother you, you can contact me if you need help. ”

Lin Kongkong felt that he owed him a lot, but he also knew that it was useless to say more. Since he knew that it was impossible, he should not give him any more hope, so he tilted his head and pursed his lips.

Kang Chenyi opened the car door and turned his back to her and said, "I hope you will come out of the shadows as soon as possible and live a good life." ”

Lin Kongkong's numb heart ached, but he nodded regardless of whether he could see it or not, and finally said: "Thank you for taking care of me, I really appreciate it." ”

Kang Chenyi's back stiffened: "You are the first person I like, I only hope that you can do everything for you willingly, neither need you to be grateful to Dade, nor do you need your thanks, let alone your personal promise." ”

Lin Kongkong was sure that he was surprised by what he said about "the first person he liked", and his first love came a little too late. But when it comes to first love, it will always make people feel very young and beautiful.

If the relationship between her and Bai Chenfeng can stay in a long time ago, then when you think about it, you will feel very beautiful, not like now, you don't want to remember, but you can't forget it.

"I am honored by your liking, it's not that you're bad, it's that I'm too bad. I have lost the right to love someone, and I don't have the extra emotions to fall in love again, or even like someone again......"

When a young unmarried woman said this, there was no pretentiousness, only a strong sense of cangsang. This made Kang Chenyi suddenly think of the gecko who broke his tail to save himself, and when he was in danger, he used the doppelganger technique to make himself alive, and the result was to lose a tail.

"Geckos have broken tails, and there will always be a day when tails can be born, I hope to see a new ...... you"

"It's not a gecko, it's a sea cucumber, because it's weak and incompetent, so when it's hurt again, it can only spit out all the internal organs for human consumption. It is unknown whether a person with only one body can survive, and how can he become completely new? No, never. ”

Her voice was soft, but with an imperceptible tremor. He couldn't help but look back and see her hands attached to her huge belly, a weight that her delicate body could not bear.

He has also seen many pregnant women, most of whom will gain dozens of pounds because of pregnancy, and the overall look is not so difficult. But she seemed to be almost the same as before except for her belly, which made him feel distressed for no reason.

The pain in his eyes, Lin Kongkong felt it, it was exactly the same look as his self a long time ago. At that time, I thought that love was bigger than the sky, as long as Bai Chenfeng's life was good, it didn't matter what I did.

She thought that such a stupid thing would only be done by a girl in her first love. This is the first time she has discovered that this long-established man has a particularly simple side when it comes to emotional issues.

The two looked at each other quietly, no one made a sound, and after a long time, Kang Chenyi's voice was calm: "The recovery ability of sea cucumbers is very strong, even if only the shell is left, it will slowly grow new internal organs, so you will be the same as before, right?" ”

No one had ever cared about her so desperately, Lin Kongkong sniffed: "Maybe...... Yes! ”

Kang Chen Yi smiled with relief, didn't speak again, just got into the car and left.

Lin Kongkong looked at the direction he was leaving for a long time, until he couldn't see it anymore, and then turned around and walked back. A woman is not born to be an appendage to men and to live dependent on them, and she cannot give up on herself because she does not get the love she expects.

From now on, she will live a good life and take good care of herself, she doesn't need others to create miracles for her, and she doesn't need others to help her change her fate, her own life, she can change it by herself, her future path, she has to go on by herself.