323:Living up to the promise (3)

Kang Chenyi was originally going to go to the airport to pick up Bai Chenfeng, but when he saw Lin Kongkong's pale appearance, he was a little relieved.

He couldn't abandon her like this, so he could only settle someone else to pick her up at the airport, and as for why he stayed in the hospital, he couldn't tell his cousin at this time, so as not to cause other incidents.

"If you are sleepy, you can sleep for a while, and after a while, the medicine will be dropped, and I will call you." He said in a gentle voice.

Lin Kongkong looked at him sideways: "You go and get busy with you, I'll have Ah Xiang to take care of it." ”

Kang Chenyi still lowered his head: "Ah Xiang was sent back to your house by me, and I asked her to settle the cook and cook some of the food you like to send over." ”

"Don't bother, just order takeout, besides, I don't have much appetite right now."

"I have to eat if I don't have an appetite! I've consulted my doctor and you should drink more soups now. There are too many seasonings in the soup outside, and although it tastes good, it is not suitable for you to drink, so it is safer to stew it yourself. ”

Lin Kongkong was unable to deal with what he said, and replied in a huff: "Isn't there still a nurse?" ”

Kang Chen Yi saw that she would rather take care of her than use herself, and she insisted on driving herself away, so he simply said bluntly: "You are like this now, I am not very relieved to hand you over to anyone." ”

Lin Kongkong is much calmer with Kang Chenyi now, unlike when he first knew that he liked her. Perhaps, many things are used to after a long time.

"If you're not bored, stay in the hospital."

"I'm not bored, isn't there a newspaper that can be used to pass the time."

Lin Kongkong felt that every drip time was particularly difficult, and when he saw that he was reading the newspaper seriously, he casually asked, "What's the news?" ”

Kang Chenyi held the Economic Times in his hand, and knew that people like her who didn't like to do business would definitely not like to listen to this, so he dug out the entertainment newspaper from the stack of newspapers on the top of the cabinet.

The most eye-catching title is: A popular male star and a popular female star, both studios issued a statement at the same time, confirming that the two parties have broken up.

He wasn't interested in any of these in the first place, and he didn't know a few of these TV stars. But looking at the photos in this newspaper, both men and women are good-looking, and it is estimated that most women like her like them, so I read the title to her.

"They broke up? Is it true? Could it be that someone is deliberately hyping up eyeballs again? After Lin Kongkong heard this, he asked one after another.

Kang Chenyi didn't expect her to care so much, looking at the name of the newspaper printed on the newspaper, it is very important in City A, and she should not publish false news at will.

"It should be true."

"Their world is really quite mysterious, obviously they all behaved like glue before, but I didn't expect to break up when they broke up."

Although Kang Chenyi doesn't know these two people, he knows in his heart that for such a thing as relationship breakdown, even if it is put on ordinary people, he probably doesn't want others to know, not to mention that they are still public figures? So it's not incomprehensible to behave well in front of the public.

"This kind of private thing, probably no one wants others to know!"

"It seems to be...... Then you read to me why they broke up? ”

Kang Chenyi read it to her from beginning to end in a clear voice, like reading a text in elementary school. After reading it, she saw that she listened carefully, as if she was still in deep thought, and she had the illusion that she was being picked up by the teacher to read the text.

"Then it seems that they broke up peacefully......" Lin Kongkong concluded seriously.

"Hmmm......"

"Then you can read it! I'll see what else is going on. ”

So, the eldest son of the Kang family, who was clear and clear-minded, was like coaxing a child, and read a book for nearly half an hour in front of the hospital bed.

It wasn't until Lin Kongkong fell asleep that he found that his mouth was a little dry.

got up and poured a cup of hot water, put her hand back into the quilt for her, and pulled the quilt up by the way.

Lin Kongkong is very well-behaved and quiet when she sleeps, she doesn't grind her teeth, doesn't snore, doesn't kick the quilt, doesn't move, and her posture is also very upright, so she doesn't have to worry about rolling the needle off when she falls asleep.

The sunlight outside was just right, pouring softly into the room, falling on her quiet sleeping face, blending a piece of warmth.

She is already delicate and slender, and this kind of girl looks younger on the outside. Now that she has cut her hair short, she looks younger and younger, and her small melon seed face looks very pleasing.

Her skin was originally excellent, fair and soft, and could be broken by blowing. Now she has sporadic pregnancy spots, scattered on her cheeks, which are not ugly, but more smart and playful.

A strand of broken hair naughtily jumped onto her cheek, and she felt uncomfortable when she was sleeping quietly, and frowned slightly. Kang Chen's heart moved, stretched out his slender fingers, gently stirred her hair, and slowly pulled her back.

At this moment, the time was quiet, and the man who was as warm as jade looked at the sleeping woman affectionately, and everything was so beautiful that it was a little unusual.

Kang Chenyi suddenly felt a special sense of satisfaction, as if as long as he could guard her quietly like this, for him, this life was enough.

It's just that the belated encounter made him seem to be not even qualified for this, and he looked helplessly at her belly that was still bulging under the quilt, and fell into deep thought.

She was pregnant with twins in the third trimester, and her belly was huge, and sometimes he even wondered, how could such a slender person bear such a weight?

Ji Mengmeng, you say, what should I do with you?

I suddenly felt a little irritable in my heart, and when I looked up and saw that there was still a lot of liquid left, I decided to go outside for a walk.

The only advantage of private hospitals is that they are more user-friendly than public hospitals, and there is a place where you can smoke in each ward of the inpatient department.

In the past, Kang Chenyi never smoked, I don't know when he started, he also had this not very good living habit, and when he had something in his heart that he couldn't solve, he would quietly light a cigarette alone.

It seems that since he found out that he liked Ji Mengmeng, he kept telling himself that as long as she could be well, as long as he had the opportunity to guard her, it would be enough.

In this life, people can't get what they want to get, and they must get used to not getting it, so as not to give birth to any obsessions that harm others and themselves. But in the face of feelings, he thought that his excellent concentration, coupled with the calmness between trade-offs, would become so vulnerable.

Another thought in his heart is getting stronger and stronger, that is, he wants to be with her for the rest of his life. He knew that his thinking was unusual, although she and her cousin were not married, they already had children, so they could be regarded as his sister-in-law.

Since she is his sister-in-law, she is not someone he can like, which will not only make him blamed, but will also insult the lintel of the Kang family, and will also affect her reputation. He could even imagine the unbearable words that everyone would say if they were really together.

Since he was a child, he lived in an excellent environment, with plenty of food and clothing, and read the books of the sages, so that he was destined not to become a worldly man. Therefore, he doesn't care about their opinions at all, all he cares about is whether he can live according to his heart.

But just because he is on his own does not mean that he can ignore others. If he hurts him, he can ignore it, but if his actions hurt others, he will never allow it. Especially that person, who is still the person he wants to protect well.

Who can believe that the eldest son of the Kang family, who looks always calm and breezy on the outside, will also have a time when his demons are difficult to get rid of. It turned out that after they met, everything quietly changed, and he was terminally ill before he knew it.

He took a deep breath, exhaled a shallow circle of mist, and looked up at the mirror-like calm and clear sky.

In this life, keep a dream, let the smoke and rain be misty, the cold moon is empty, and this heart is still the feelings of that day; When one person returns, there is infatuation and love, and that person seems to have seen him for the first time yesterday.

When a person returns, the years are fleeting, and the youth is not there, which is better than seeing him for the first time.

This situation and this scene can't help but remind him of Cangyang Gyatso's poem

"I was worried about hurting the Brahman, and I was afraid that I would not fall into the city when I entered the mountain. The world is safe and perfect, and it lives up to its promise. ”

This poem is literally understood as follows: if you are emotional, you will be negative; If you don't move emotionally, you will fail to live up to love. Where in the world is there a way to live up to both the Buddha and the beauty.

This game seems to be a dead end, and it will definitely not be the best of both worlds, but he has no regrets. Falling in love with her, he doesn't regret it!

Like is like, since he can't help himself from liking her, and he has never let go of her in his heart, then he won't let go of it, and let this obsession exist in his heart.

If his liking is shown, it will make her blamed by the world, it will make her embarrassed, and it will make her uncomfortable. Then he will keep her in his heart, he will not get it, he will not forget, as long as she needs it, he will be there for her.

Thinking of this, his heart suddenly brightened, and he looked at the scarlet that had burned to his fingertips, and silently put it in the ashtray to extinguish it.

It had been a while since he came out, and he was still thinking about the person who was receiving the infusion, so he hurried back to the ward.

Gently pushing open the door of the hidden ward, I saw that she was still asleep, and the nurse had just come to change the dressing. He stretched out his hand and made a small motion, and the little nurse took a light step and changed the dressing gently.

Although she was already very quiet, Lin Kongkong was still woken up, she first frowned slightly, and then slowly opened her eyes.

"Woke you up?" Kang Chenyi saw that she was awake and asked in a gentle voice.

"Hmm......" Lin Kongkong, who had just woken up, had a hoarse voice in it, sounding soft, and she looked up at the liquid that had fallen on it: "Is this the last bottle?" ”

The nurse who had changed the medicine nodded when she heard this, and her voice was crisp: "This droplet will be relatively slow, your husband has been guarding by his side, you can rest assured that you can sleep for a while." ”

Lin Kongkong thought of his current situation, and he didn't blame others for thinking about it. She had a big belly, and the man who accompanied her could only be her husband, so she didn't plan to explain, so she lowered her eyebrows helplessly.