328: This Is Me (5)
"What you say is true? Do you really like him anymore? Bai Chenfeng's voice was light and cold, as if he was asking Lin Kongkong, and as if he was talking to himself.
"Actually, who I like has nothing to do with you, but if you have to ask to understand, then I'll tell you, yes, I like him, I hate to see him late!"
Hate to see each other late? She and Kang Chenyi met late, does that mean they met too early? Bai Chenfeng's ears suddenly burst into a roar, and all that echoed in his mind were these four words.
"You've put everything in the past down to mistakes?"
He asked.
"Isn't it?" She replied.
"Even if it is, is it all my fault? You and I both know very well in our hearts what our relationship started, since you started it on your own, then you have no right to end it unilaterally, because I am also a party! ”
Lin Kongkong, who was originally right, suddenly fell silent. She knew that what he was referring to was that she had deceived him by pretending to be her sister, but in fact, it was not right for her to accuse him all the time.
She thought that all this was for his good and never hurt him, but after all, her relationship began with her deceiving him. After that, she was forced to go to Switzerland and became a deserter of love.
Although she never wanted to hurt him, the damage was still done, and if she hadn't been selfish at the beginning, they wouldn't have tormented each other now.
She knew that he liked her, but this little liking was not worth mentioning compared to his huge hatred, and it could easily be reduced to a sacrifice.
It is said that a woman is born of love, her love has been ruined, except for the two children in her belly who have not yet been born, there is nothing she cares about and misses.
"So, everything was wrong from the beginning."
"Even if it's wrong, is it the fault of two people? Have you ever asked that person if he wants to be wrong all the time? When Bai Chenfeng said this, his posture was already very low, and he had never shown weakness like this in front of others.
"Keep ......" Lin Kongkong whispered, his heart hurt uncontrollably, but his words were very resolute: "If you don't meet the right person, you don't mind that you can keep making mistakes, but if you do, no one wants to continue to be wrong." ”
He ...... Is that the one you think is right? ”
"It's not a thought, it's a fact."
Bai Chenfeng's eyes were full of ink, and the anger was sealed in his eyes, making him look unfathomable and revealing a little hideous: "Why do you think that you are right to be together?" He is the son of the Kang family, and the person he wants to marry in the future should be an innocent girl even if he is not from a scholarly family. And you, the daughter of a prison offender and an unwed mother, how can you marry him? He can't give you what you want at all, when can you be less pure? ”
"Enough! Stop it! Kang Chenyi's eyebrows and eyes also turned cold, this is Lin Kongkong, and it is also the first time Bai Chenfeng has seen Wen Ya's cold eyebrows.
He didn't want to admit it
Lin Kongkong had no time to take care of Kang Chenyi's reaction, and his face turned pale instantly when he heard Bai Chenfeng's words. She knew that what he said was the truth, and she had accepted these things in her heart, and even outsiders did not reject her when they talked about it, and she had already acquiesced to all this.
But when he said it, she still couldn't accept it, it felt like parents disliked their children, and she was exactly the child who was disliked.
She met him in her best years, and she thought she was lucky, but her path was still wrong after all, so even he began to dislike her......
She suddenly wanted to sleep for a while, and maybe when she woke up, she forgot what he said, and it didn't hurt. She lay down quietly, leaving him with only a back, but the hand holding the quilt was trembling slightly.
At this moment, Kang Chenyi suddenly had a somewhat crazy idea in his heart, if he likes it, he should pursue it, think about it, think about giving in, maybe he doesn't really like it.
He, will not and should not, hand her over to anyone again, and in the future, he will take care of her. silently stretched out his hand to pull the quilt up for her, and whispered comfortingly: "If you're tired, sleep for a while." ”
Bai Chenfeng looked at them and suddenly had a feeling that he was redundant, it turned out that unconsciously, she was getting farther and farther away from him, and there were others around her, and it was no longer a distance that he could reach out and reach.
His lips trembled a few times, and he wanted to say something but couldn't say it in the end, only looking at Kang Chenyi coldly. The look in his eyes was different from the usual coldness, with a hint of cold sharpness.
Kang Chenyi touched his eyes, and there was no other reaction, just silently turned his eyes away, and looked at Lin Kongkong blankly for a while, until she closed her eyes and breathed evenly and long before getting up.
"Cousin, I think there is a misunderstanding between us, let's talk!"
Bai Chenfeng's eyes looked at Lin Kongkong's back deeply, and then slowly turned around and went out. Kang Chenyi followed him quietly, there were only the two of them in the corridor, and neither of them spoke when they stood facing each other.
After a long time, Kang Chenyi's gentle voice sounded: "She has become like this, why do you still use words to hurt her?" ”
"Wouldn't it hurt to let him have unrealistic fantasies?"
"Who said she was a fantasy?"
Bai Chenfeng narrowed his eyes, and his tone was dangerous: "What do you mean?" ”
"It's literal, I don't care what background, what reputation, as long as she wants in the future, I will definitely not leave her!"
"Have you forgotten what you promised me when you took her away from me?"
"Of course I haven't forgotten, but I respect her choice more."
Bai Chenfeng sneered: "It turns out that one day you will find such a high-sounding reason for your hypocrisy." ”
"I used to want to fulfill you because I knew what she was thinking, and now I don't think you're the best person for her. As long as I have the opportunity, I will not let go, and I will definitely try to make her truly love me in the future. ”
Bai Chenfeng was talking to Kang Chenyi on the surface, but his mind was still in the ward, so he didn't hear the contradiction in his words, and only replied reflexively: "Heh...... Then I hope you can ...... Get one's way. ”
Kang Chen Yi saw that his mind was not here, and he knew that even if he reluctantly talked about it, he couldn't talk about anything, so he could only order Shen Hao, who was following them far away: "Send my cousin back." ”
Bai Chenfeng was already ready to leave, and only hooked the corners of his lips sarcastically: "Let's not have any more entanglements in the future." ”
"Cousin, are you going to cut ties with me?"
"I don't hate you is already the limit I can do, I don't want to see you in the future, I hope you stay away from me!"
After he finished speaking, he strode away, letting Kang Chenyi call his name a few times in succession, and finally didn't look back.
Kang Chenyi watched him go farther and farther, and maybe it was fake. The tall body leaned against the wall with some weakness, lowered its head, and did not move for a long time.
"Mr. Kang......" Shen Hao looked at him and was a little worried, and he stopped talking.
Kang Chenyi slowly came back to his senses, shook his head at Shen Hao, and turned around to go back to the ward.
"Mr. Kang, why don't I do it for you, you go back and rest for a while." Shen Hao strode up to him and said.
"No, you don't."
"Mr. Kang ......"
"Go back!" Kang Chenyi's tone became stern, and Shen Hao had no choice but to give up.
After returning to the ward, Lin Kongkong did not sleep as expected, but sat against the head of the bed, looking out the window with blank eyes.
"Why do you do that?" Kang Chen asked.
Lin Kongkong didn't look back, still looking out the window, and his tone was desolate beyond his age: "Don't you know everything?" ”
"I don't know."
Lin Kongkong lowered his head, the expression on his face Kang Chenyi couldn't see clearly, he only knew that she was not happy now. There was silence in the air, as if she was gathering courage and escaping reality.
With a slight sigh, he pulled over the chair and sat next to the hospital bed: "I respect your ideas, and I support your approach, but I hope you can figure out what you want in your heart, and you push him farther and farther away like this...... I wonder if I will regret it in the future? ”
Lin Kongkong raised his head at this time, his eyes were clear, his expression was pale, and there was a faint decadent look between his eyebrows: "I don't regret it, because this is what I want." I'm not a saint, it's impossible not to hate him after being treated like that, and what people care about most in this life is nothing more than love. ”
"I know you're not trying to get revenge on him."
"I am." Her tone was as calm as ever.
Kang Chenyi's gentle expression gradually became solemn: "Why do you say that? ”
Lin Kongkong lowered his head and smiled, unspeakably lonely: "I said that I like you, and his pain will be doubled, isn't it?" One is the one he likes, and the other is the brother he values the most......"
"Ji Mengmeng!"
Lin Kongkong didn't seem to hear his scolding, and continued to talk to himself: "I admit that I took advantage of you, because I just want to see him sad, and I want him to experience the pain I have endured. He still cares a little about me, but it's no longer love, so I can't hurt him anymore. And you, on the other hand, can ......"
"I know you're not that kind of person."
"I wasn't before, but now I am. I also hate myself like this, but I can't not hate him, since there is hatred, I will inevitably retaliate. ”
Kang Chenyi's heart was not disappointed or painful, some were just wooden. He looked at Lin Kongkong, and a sense of strangeness arose, and he couldn't mix her with the clear-eyed woman in his heart.
"I know it's not fair to you, but I owe you." When she said this, her eyebrows were gray: "I owe you so much, I don't know how to pay it back, it seems that I can only owe it." ”
"Everything I did for you was willing, and I never thought of letting you return it, have a good rest." Kang Chenyi got up to leave, he also needed to be quiet, and he needed to sort out his chaotic thoughts.
Lin Kongkong looked at him who walked to the door, and said in a very low voice, "I'm sorry......"