The doctor wanted to say something, but he was frightened by Bai Chenfeng's cold appearance, so he could only take a pen and hand it to him. Bai Chenfeng took the pen, signed his name fluently, and pressed his handprint.

The doctor also reminded him of the possible risks of the operation when he signed. Those words sounded bloody, and he wouldn't have felt anything about them. It's just that if this happened to her, he couldn't accept it anyway.

Every word the doctor said was like a sharp knife, piercing Bai Chenfeng's eardrum all the way to his heart, and the pain was so painful that he was unconscious.

There has never been a moment of such hatred for herself, if she has any mistakes? Or can't their children be saved? What should he do? What else could he do? Heart, a mess.

The doctor was gone, and his world seemed to be quiet all at once, so pure that there was no sound at all. The quieter he was, the more he couldn't settle down, and he stretched out his hands tremblingly, looking at the bloodstained on them, remembering her face, remembering the last thing she said to him.

It turns out that you have always known everything, but you want to hide it from me, do you think it will be more painful for me to know at this time? If so, Ji Mengmeng, all your goals have been achieved, I feel pain, it hurts.

The red light in the operating room was always on, and he leaned against the wall and looked at the light, his mind blank. The only thing I could think of was her, the time they spent together, her smile, her clearest eyes......

He could endure the separation, he could accept her unforgiveness, but he never thought about what he would do if one day, she completely disappeared from him and disappeared from this world?

yes, what should he do?

has known each other for more than ten years, even though there is always a hatred between them that cannot be let go, he and her are always together. Even the three years she left were for him, and he didn't think about her all the time.

If this person, the person who was melted into his blood and bones and became the most important part of his life, died, then would he be a disabled person and come to this life, or would he go with her?

No one knows how thankful God gave them a chance to start over when she returned to him after returning from Switzerland. A person who has nothing to love in life, there is no difference between living and dead, and only by her side can he feel that he is also a person of flesh and blood.

But now the girl he has loved for so many years, his fiancée, and the mother of his children, are in the operating room that he can't reach, and his life hangs by a thread. And he could only wait outside the door, and he could do nothing for her, nothing for her......

She has never been so desperate, she has been away for so long, and she has been away from him, and she has been sick many times, right? Does it hurt every time? Desperate? But she never gave up, persevered until today, and returned to him.

In addition to the hatred between the two of them, she has always brought him peace and happiness, and her illness and pain are all hidden in her gentle smile. In fact, in the process of waiting, she is stronger than him.

In the three years she left, he hated and resented, but he also missed it deeply. In an almost desperate wait, he too was lost, degenerated, and abandoned.

Every time he saw the woman next to him, it was not the face in his memory, and an indescribable sourness would come to his heart, and then there was a tendency to collapse.

He began to hate his own infidelity, her ruthlessness. No one knew how crazy he would be when he saw her again.

He knew that his love for her seemed to be sick, but what about being terminally ill? He loves her, he wants her to be by his side, what's wrong?

Eventually, they were finally able to be together, but he lost her again. This time, even death cannot separate them, and what is so difficult about living together or dying together?

Kang Chenyi had never seen such a white morning breeze, and he was lifeless. Oh, yes! Even if you can't see it, you can always look forward to the day when you see it, and if you have hope in your heart, you won't be so lonely. But death is the last thought in my heart, and since then heaven and man have been separated forever, and there will be no day to see each other again.

Man is not a plant, and so is he. After witnessing what they went through, he couldn't be indifferent. Even he was very clear about his feelings for her, no less than him, but after all, he met her late.

Thinking of this, he leaned over to Bai Chenfeng and sat side by side with him on the ground. Just like a long time ago, they would often find a place with a wide view to sit side by side, look at the scenery, and talk about their ideals.

In Lin Kongkong's last look at Bai Chenfeng's eyes, he knew that their world was self-contained, and he, an outsider, could not be involved in it after all.

"Cousin, Jiren has her own natural appearance, she is so kind, I think...... She and the child will be fine. He didn't know if he was saying this to Bai Chenfeng, or if he was comforting himself.

After Bai Chenfeng thought about it, he was now much calmer than just now, and after listening to his words, he didn't reply, but just gently hooked the corners of his mouth, and a bitter smile was condensed on his lips.

"Chen Yi, do you know? I've never regretted it like this, if I had known ...... her in the morning" He paused, as if to control his emotions: "Knowing that she also has a heart condition, knowing that she could leave me at any time, I wouldn't ...... So do ......"

"Also?" Kang Chenyi keenly captured the point of his words.

Bai Chenfeng didn't look at him, his eyes looked straight ahead, and he told the story of what happened in the past.

Kang Chenyi admitted that he was shocked by his words, who would have thought that Ji Mengmeng, who seemed to be pure-hearted and indisputable, would do such a big drama to hide from the world?

He admits that he loves the house and Wu, and if this matter is put on other women, even if he doesn't say anything, he will have some dislike in his heart.

But when it came to her, he only felt distressed. How can such a weak body and such slender shoulders bear such a burden?

For so many years, she has endured the use of her relatives and the deception of her lover, and the saddest thing is that when the truth was revealed, she found that she had been wearing Ji Mengmeng's skin for too long, so long that she had become one with her and could never be uncovered again.

"I ...... After all, there is no negative without her. Bai Chenfeng's jade-like pupils were gloomy.

Kang Chenyi sighed: "Things have happened, no matter how much you blame yourself, you can't change anything, ...... in the future." Be kind to her! ”

"Later? Will there be no more ...... in the future?"

"No, since she has the courage to keep your children, she must not bear to leave them, she is very strong, she will definitely survive."

Bai Chenfeng thought of her stubborn eyes, and thought that the doctor said that she couldn't get pregnant, but the child was still brought by her for seven months, isn't this a miracle she created?

He should have trusted her more, that they must have a future, that she would not abandon him like this.

The cry of a baby came from the operating room, although the sound didn't sound so loud through the heavy door, but it touched Bai Chenfeng's heart in an instant.

He stood up and walked to the door of the operating room, thinking about the uncertainty of her life and death inside, thinking that their child was finally born, and wishing to see her and be there for them immediately.

But the iron gate was indifferent, only the dazzling red light flashed. He placed his palms flat on the door, trying to get closer to them, and that seemed to be all he could do now.

This is a setback that Bai Chenfeng has never had in his thirty years of life. Man is not a god, and no matter how powerful a person is, he will never be able to hinder birth, old age, sickness and death.

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After Lin Kongkong was pushed into the operating room, he watched the people around him bring the same instruments, while he lay calmly on the operating bed. At that moment, she was a little scared, so scared that she forgot the pain.

The four doctors on the operating table began to discuss the anesthetic in a low voice, and she was bent into a shrimp shape, and her waist protruded. This position made her particularly uncomfortable because of her huge belly, but also because of her heart.

I have heard people say before that the syringe of the hemp needle is very large, and some of the needle holes will leave scars. She couldn't express her fear in front of the white masks, and only reflexively remembered Bai Chenfeng.

The sharp needle still pierced her lumbar vertebrae through the skin, and she bit her lower lip tightly until her mouth was filled with the smell of blood.

After the numbing needles, she was laid flat on the operating table, her hands and feet were fixed, a stent was placed in front of him, and a dark green cloth blocked his view.

Then two nurses, dressed in dark green clothes, hung needles on her right hand, and she felt goosebumps on her skin, and she could only look at the incandescent lamps hanging from the roof.

Lin Kongkong, who was still sober after injecting anesthetic, just lay on the operating table and his thoughts were flying. I didn't feel the pain, but the heartbeat was abnormally fast, and the lower abdomen was also painful one after another.

Her whole face was covered with cold sweat, but she still gritted her teeth and persisted, she knew her own body very well, and now she was afraid that it was already the end of the crossbow. If you can hold on for a little longer and let the child be born, she can endure the pain no matter how much it hurts.

Her eyes were open in a daze, and she soon found that she was unconscious in the lower half of her body. The anesthesiologist was a middle-aged man, whispering to her in her ear, which was a very light-hearted and life-like topic.

She could clearly feel a knife gently cutting through her belly, no pain, just a cool feeling. But she knew very well that they had slit open her stomach.

She didn't like it, she hated it, and I believed that no one would like to be like being carefully divided by a sharp scalpel like meat on a cutting board.

Then a pair of hands tore open her wound and wandered back and forth in her abdomen, until she felt something suddenly pulled out, which made her frown uncomfortably.

Then there was a conversation between the two doctors, very mechanical: "Is the cleanup done?" ”

"It's done."