"Later, I asked you to take the initiative to confess, and when I saw you, my eyes were full of you, but you were always self-denying, cold and self-controlled, so that I couldn't see your heart clearly......"

"I've approached again and again, but you've always kept your calm and sanity."

When Cui Hejin heard this, he said in a low voice: "I'm sorry, it's me who is not good, it's all my fault." ”

At this moment, Cui Hejin hugged Jiang Zhiluo, and her distress was overwhelming.

His voice was trembling, and he blamed himself very much in his heart.

Cui Hejian's eyes were red, and he had to control and suppress his emotions hard to keep the tears from falling out.

"Arlo~"

This sound of Ah Luo made Jiang Zhiluo directly break the defense.

That was what he called her later in the previous life.

He was always so aloof and self-contained, and rarely let her see his emotions exposed.

It was only when he called her that she could sense that he cared.

Jiang Zhiluo directly broke the defense, and tears fell uncontrollably.

"Well, it's me, it's me!"

Cui Hejin couldn't see Jiang Zhiluo crying, so she lowered her head and kissed her tears gently.

His movements are gentle and cautious, treating Jiang Zhiluo like a treasure at the tip of his heart.

Jiang Zhiluo controlled her emotions and said: "Actually, I'm sorry for you, if I didn't provoke you, you wouldn't have been ...... for me later."

Cui Hejian's lips fell on her lips, "That's not the case. ”

"It was you, it was your appearance that made me feel that my heart was alive and made me feel what love is."

In the previous life, the love that he couldn't say anything, at this time, Cui Hejin said it like this.

Because of his previous life, he understood that there are some things that need to be said.

If he doesn't say it, his Arlo may not even know.

He still remembers that when he saw her, she was always as bright and dazzling as the sun.

She can always attract the attention and admiration of many sons.

But there was a poetry club spring event, and some people expressed their admiration.

But she told everyone that she liked him.

The smile she had at that time, the look she looked, he still can't forget it.

But at that time, he was just a poor student who entered Beijing to take the exam, and he had just passed the township exam.

But a person like him is so inconspicuous in front of the powerful people in the capital.

Those magnates couldn't believe that he was the one a county lord liked.

He didn't believe it either.

But later she showed with practical actions that she really liked him.

But how dare he come closer.

She is the lord of the county, beautiful and dazzling.

But no matter how calm and self-controlled, he couldn't resist her enthusiasm.

How could he be willing to refuse her?

Later, after the title of the gold list, he should have entered the Hanlin Academy.

But in order to stay with her, he invited himself to go out to the bitter cold land to make a contribution.

He is not afraid of hard work and works seriously for the local people.

His outstanding political achievements allowed him to rise quickly.

Some people think he's gifted and talented, others think he's ambitious just to climb up.

But only he knows best in his heart that he is all for her, so that he can have the courage to approach her, and to have the courage to respond to her.

He was not afraid of gossip, he was only afraid that she would be sad.

She shed a tear, and his heart hurt so much.

"Ah Luo, I'm sorry before, it's me who is not good and makes you sad."

And in this life, on the wedding night, how could he say such a thing to her.

Cui Hejin's self-blame is beyond measure.

"In this life, I'm sorry, I should have been nice to you in the first place."

He should have compensated her.

No wonder his Arlo would say such strange things to him at that time.

No wonder she sometimes looks at him distractedly, with mixed emotions in her eyes.

Only now did he understand what was going on. (End of chapter)