After Bai Chenfeng carefully talked to Ouyang Qianxia about the heart exchange operation, his whole heart fell to the bottom, so little hope, how could he believe in miracles?

He didn't dare to go back, he didn't dare to look at her shallow breathing, because he was afraid that he would not have the courage to let her undergo heart exchange surgery.

He knew that there were risks associated with surgery, but he didn't know that this operation was a life and death for her. If one day, she was no longer her, no longer the smiling appearance he remembered, but a lifeless corpse with cold tentacles......

He was extremely uncomfortable, as if all his internal organs were mixed together, but his mind was still clear. He regretted why he hadn't been nice to her when he could, so much so that he regretted it now.

The past is like a slideshow, repeating scenes in my mind, and the clearest thing is that she is wearing a plain long dress, standing on the boulevard of the school and smiling at him.

Her eyebrows and eyes have always been very clear, and her smile is like a crescent moon, I don't know when she started to laugh, she doesn't like to laugh anymore, and there is always a sense of vicissitudes between her eyebrows.

Now that I think about it, she dragged such a sick body and became pregnant, but she experienced a lot of messy things and became a victim of hatred. For no reason, he felt a pain in his heart.

The past is like smoke and dust. In his heart, he couldn't get over it the most, and he felt most sorry for her, what happened in Lushui Village. He remembered that he had said the most cruel and cruel thing and had left her there alone.

He was never reluctant to let her cry before, but since he decided to make a move on Ji Zhongliang, he turned a blind eye to her sadness; even acquiesced to Bai Lang's use of her, all of which he took for granted.

She is so kind and beautiful, if she hadn't met him, she wouldn't have been involved in these conspiracies and fights, and she should have been able to live a peaceful life with the person she liked.

She didn't want much, but it was such a simple thing, but he couldn't give it to her. Maybe it was really her unladylike encounter, and the first thing she met was not Kang Chenyi, but his Bai Chenfeng.

He was destined to be unfortunate from birth, he had no normal family, no normal relatives, and his mother, who was the only attachment in his heart, also died.

If everyone has a purpose and mission in life, then his is revenge, and it is to make those who have hurt her mother pay.

Such a person is unlucky, and naturally he cannot bring happiness to others. But he is still very selfish, greedy for the warmth she gave, greedy for everything that belongs to her, he got her, but he doesn't know how to cherish it.

His heart was full of hatred for his mother's tragic death, and she silently endured everything that should not have been borne by her. She is unhappy, caught between her father and her lover, and brings her nothing but harm.

She used years of careful affection to fill the warmth in his chest little by little, but now this warmth is about to disappear, he does not allow it, resolutely refuses to allow it.

In the confusion of his thoughts, he still walked back to the ward by feeling, and there were only her sleeping in the ward, and Kang Chenyi who was sitting next to the hospital bed.

It was approaching dusk, and a few small lights in the ward were glowing softly. The sleeping woman was unusually quiet, and the man next to him had affectionate eyes, and he looked at her without blinking, as if everything around him was his.

Bai Chenfeng didn't like such a scene, it was very dazzling. He strode into the door, Kang Chenyi looked at him, lowered his voice and said, "How is it?" Is it still going well? ”

Bai Chenfeng was silent, only reached out and gently probed Lin Kongkong's forehead, and found that her forehead was cold, and turned his head sideways to Kang Chenyi and said, "Why is she so cold?" ”

Kang Chen frowned, after she fell asleep, he really didn't dare to alarm her, but this quilt is not thin, how can it be cold? Puzzled, he asked, "Is there one?" ”

Bai Chenfeng reached out and took the quilt on the other bed, covered her body, and wrapped her slightly cold little hands between her hands.

Kang Chen thought of the situation he asked the nurse before, and the nurse reflected, so he said to Bai Chenfeng: "People who have just undergone major surgery have cold bodies and cold sweats from time to time, which is normal. ”

Bai Chenfeng didn't listen to it at all, still warming her body. In her memory, she is always soft and warm, and she shouldn't be so cold and cold at this time, so she won't be able to sleep well.

Lin Kongkong, who had not yet fallen into a deep sleep, was woken up by his movements and muttered in a low voice: "Are you back?" ”

Bai Chenfeng listened to her mosquito-like voice, and also replied in a suppressed voice: "Hmm...... Keep sleeping! I'm watching over you. ”

"Cold ......" she frowned, her delicate little face wrinkled.

"I've already added a quilt to you, and it will be warm in a while."

"Sleep with me."

"Be obedient, I'll be by your side."

Lin Kongkong wanted him to sleep with him because he was warm. Listening in a daze, he rubbed his side face in his palm, and he was as well-behaved as a cat. Bai Chenfeng's heart warmed and pecked her lightly on the forehead.

His actions undoubtedly gave her a breakthrough in her stomach with nowhere to vent her emotions, and she muttered milkily, like a child who has a temper and refuses to sleep.

Bai Chenfeng was not used to being intimate in front of people, and it was not good to get too close to her in front of Kang Chenyi. could only sigh helplessly, half-leaned on the bed, took her into his arms, and gently patted her.

Kang Chenyi felt that their appearance was a little dazzling, and he was not suitable to stay any longer, so he turned around and went out, and when he arrived at the door, his tone was calm: "I'm waiting for you outside, you can come out later!" ”

Bai Chenfeng patted Lin Kongkong very patiently, slowly her breathing became lighter and lighter, he thought she was asleep, so he stopped, and looked at her with deep eyes.

But she was not so peaceful, and reached out to take his hand in a daze, asking him to continue to pat her. Bai Chenfeng knew that she was not asleep, and lowered his head shallowly, feeling that his heart was very stable at this time.

secretly said in his heart, if only time could stay at this moment, he could always guard her like this, protect her, shelter her from the wind and rain, and let her not be harmed.

After maintaining this position for a long time, Lin Kongkong finally fell asleep. She looked defenseless and innocent when she slept, just the kind of innocent and graceful, incomprehensible and innocent feeling like a child.

Bai Chenfeng put his face on her side, and found that her cheeks were as soft as usual, exuding a faint warmth, not as cold as just now, so he left the ward with confidence.

Kang Chenyi was standing with his back against the door of the ward, staring blankly at the bench in the corridor, not knowing what he was thinking, when he saw Bai Chenfeng come out, he asked calmly, "Sleepy?" ”

Bai Chenfeng nodded, walked to the other side of the ward by himself, and said in a cold voice: "Come here, I have something to tell you." ”

The two walked to the end of the corridor one after the other, stood in front of the window, looked at the bright lights outside the window, and had an illusion in their hearts as if they were in a different world.

Yes, it's like a world away, after just experiencing a thrilling parting of life and death, and now it's so calm, it's hard to adapt for a while.

"How did you talk to the doctor?" Kang Chen asked.

"It's not good, the doctor said, in her case, the chance of success of the operation is less than 30%, and even after the operation, there is a high probability of rejection after the operation, and she ......may die at any time."

"You're saying that even if you change your heart, even if your heart exchange surgery is successful, you can't do it once and for all? This heart attack always follows her? ”

"Yes."

Rao is Kang Chenyi is as warm as jade, and his face is becoming more and more gloomy at this time, gloomy and unclear: "Since this is the case, what do you plan?" ”

Bai Chenfeng looked quite calm, there were not too many emotional fluctuations on his face, and his tone seemed to be narrating the affairs of outsiders, which had nothing to do with him: "Although the operation is dangerous, there is still a glimmer of life, if you don't change it, you will definitely die." ”

Although he didn't say it explicitly, Kang Chenyi also understood his choice, but when he thought of her weak body, he couldn't bear it: "Does she agree with herself?" ”

Bai Chenfeng thought of her questioning, thinking that she was so reluctant to operate, but in the end she still compromised, so she sighed and said: "She is a little repulsed, just for the sake of the child, for the sake of her father in prison, for the sake of ...... She also had to accept it. ”

Kang Chenyi's always clear eyes began to gradually become hazy, and his voice was still as gentle as ever: "In the face of death, no one can handle it calmly, and it is normal for her to be afraid." ”

"She's not scared, she's just caring about too many things, she ...... There are worries, and I can't let go. ”

"When is the surgery scheduled? Is the dirty source okay? ”

Bai Chenfeng's eyes were like splashed ink, they were thick black, and they were bottomless: "The doctor originally planned to let her recuperate for a period of time and get better before undergoing surgery." But her heart may stop beating at any time, and I don't know if she can be saved next time, and I don't want her to risk it anymore. ”

"You...... Already decided? ”

"Hmm."

Kang Chenyi's heart hurt uncontrollably at the thought of her going to undergo such a dangerous operation, but he couldn't do anything for her, so he could only watch quietly.

When I looked up, I saw Bai Chenfeng, who had always been meticulous, with a declining breath all over his body, and his snow-white shirt was also wrinkled, and asked, "Are you tired of the past two days!" Or you go to rest, and I'll accompany her. ”

"You're like me, you haven't rested much, go home!"

Kang Chenyi also felt that they couldn't all be here now, people are not machines, they always have to rest: "Nursing is always there, you better sleep well." ”

Bai Chenfeng shook his head, he couldn't sleep at all now, as soon as he closed his eyes, she was dying, and his tone was persistent: "I will take care of her personally in the future, and I will never fake her to others again." ”

After Bai Chenfeng finished speaking, he went back to the ward, leaving Kang Chenyi alone to stand in front of the window. He opened the window, and the cold wind of the night hit him, which made his not-so-sober mind clear up instantly.

The woman she likes to the core, when it comes to the most difficult time, no one can help her. At this time, this peerless man, with eyes as vast as stars, tears shone slightly......