Lin Kongkong finally believed that after becoming a mother, people's growth is rapid. In the past, Xu Qingkong was a big and dissolved character, and he was a little jealous and hateful in his bones, and the most intolerable thing was to be deceived and deceitful.

She said that there are no white lies in the world, and that lies are lies, even if they are packaged in a bright light, they are still lies. In the name of love, it is more hateful to do things that deviate than to do things that are simply and directly bad.

Because, at least the latter is still sincere, while the former has done something bad and doesn't want to admit it. This proves not only that the person is bad, but even his conscience is bad.

Now she has told this big lie, and she is so calm, no accusations, no complaints, more understanding.

Thinking of this, Lin Kongkong's originally heavy mood gradually became clearer: "I didn't expect that after you married Senior Jiang Yang, you actually learned his gentle and generous character." ”

"This girl has always followed her heart in doing things, am I gentle and generous? Where is to learn from him? You think everyone is like you, just be Bai Chenfeng's little fan girl. ”

Lin Kongkong saw that she was still willing to fight with herself, which proved that she had accepted the facts and would not blame her. Think about it from another perspective, if her best friend cheated on her like this, she probably wouldn't have forgiven her so easily.

Therefore, there are so many people who like Xu Qingkong, not only because she was born in a country and a city, but also because her character is very likable. There are not only the careful and considerate girls, but also the big and thoughtful boys, and even the pride.

Xu Qingkong has become accustomed to her always looking at her so dependently, and in the process of getting along with the two of them, she seems to have always played the strong man. She felt that the atmosphere in which the two of them got along now was a little indescribably weird: "You just said that you wanted me to help, what is it?" ”

"My surgery is very dangerous, the future is unknown for me, if I am in any danger, I hope you can take care of my two children......"

Lin Kongkong's voice was very calm, but Xu Qingkong still heard it slightly astringent, her eyes were red, she resisted the urge to cry, and said in a hoarse voice: "Don't tell me this, raise the cubs you gave birth to by yourself!" ”

"Clear sky...... You know that I don't have many friends, and even fewer can be called close friends, and you are the only one, so what I can't let go of can only be entrusted to you. ”

She took one thing so seriously that Xu Qingkong had no way to refuse, but she didn't know how to reply, so she nodded a little stiffly at her.

"Your nod means you say yes."

"Can I not say yes? Besides, I'm still going to let your little girl be my son's daughter-in-law? ”

Lin Kongkong couldn't help but be amused by her: "How can there be someone like you?" Always thinking about taking advantage, I asked you to help me take care of the child, and you will kidnap my daughter. ”

Xu Qingkong couldn't help laughing, and the two women who were mothers looked at each other with a smile. Time seems to have returned to the time when they first met, on campus, they are carefree girls, and their eyes are full of the boy they like.

Now their world is not only about the people they like, but also about their lovely children and beloved families. They have experienced more and more things, many of which are not what they imagined, and they have gradually accepted the reality.

There are many unsatisfactory realities, but there are more and more things they care about, and so do they can't let go. The loneliness of the years and the scars from the years are all witnesses of their common growth, and they also teach them how to love others.

At this moment, at this time, they only want their friendship to last forever.

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The red light in the operating room flashed blindly, this was the most difficult time Bai Chenfeng had spent in his life, time seemed to stand still, and only the feeling of this moment was fresh for a long time.

He was the one who advocated for her to undergo heart exchange surgery, and he is the one who is so scared now. The doctor said that the chance of a successful heart transplant is very low, and that being able to survive the operation safely is only the first step.

Some people die within one month of a successful heart transplant, and some die a year later due to rejection, infection, malignancy, or graft vascular disease after surgery.

Even if a year goes through safely, none of these events occur, or only slightly does not affect life, the heart has a lifespan.

Up to now, the longest life expectancy of a patient after heart transplantation in the world is 30 years, while in China, the longest is only 12 years.

He didn't dare to think about these questions, he didn't know if she would survive the operation safely, and he didn't know how long they could stay together, or maybe they would never have them again......

He indifferently accepted the passage of time, everything that happened around him had nothing to do with him, and in this world, there was only one person he cared about and had anything to do with him. If she ...... If she really died, then he would accompany her, and with him as her companion on the Huangquan Road, she would definitely not be lonely.

I don't know how long it took, but it seemed like it was just a fleeting moment, and it seemed like a century had passed, and the red light in the operating room was finally extinguished, and the operation was successfully completed.

"It took more than 4 hours and more than 1,000 stitches, and the patient's will to survive was very strong."

He couldn't hear what the doctor said, but he heard only that. He knew that this woman, who looked soft and weak, used her extraordinary perseverance to survive this dangerous operation.

She was in the sterile ward, a stone's throw away from him, but he couldn't reach him. Everyone thought that after the successful operation, the string he was holding on would break, and he might be decadent, or he might fall asleep, but it was definitely not as energetic as ever.

Only he knew that he would not let the string he was holding on to break. Because he still has to take care of her, he has to guard her, and he has to accompany her through the most dangerous 24 hours after the operation.

He couldn't sleep, he couldn't relax, he was afraid that if she was in danger, he wouldn't be able to accompany her on the last journey. Leave her alone, cold and lonely.

When Lin Kongkong woke up, it was already 24 hours after the operation, and her first reaction was to look at everything around her, and then look at the medical equipment around her, and then moved her hand and stroked her chest.

There was a heartbeat there, and she knew that it was someone else's heart, placed in her body, and her original one had been discarded.

She subconsciously tilted her head, looking for the person she had in mind as far as her eyes could reach. Sure enough, he was watching her quietly outside the glass window.

She saw that his eyes were bloodshot, and the meticulous person was a little more depressed. After experiencing life and death, she felt more and more that it was very precious and difficult to see him again.

But she found that her heart was blank, not painful, not itchy, not happy or sad. She tried to say hello to him, but found that her throat was particularly dry, and her pale lips closed a few times, but she couldn't make any sound.

Bai Chenfeng looked at her outside the window, he knew that she must want to talk to him, but he also knew that she couldn't speak, and she couldn't hear what he said, so he made a don't be afraid gesture to her.

Lin Kongkong understood what he meant, she hooked the corners of her lips slightly, and slowly pulled out a shallow smile, the shallow arc that stared at the pointed chin, weak and beautiful.

On the 4th day after surgery, Lin Kongkong was taken out of the sterile ward, she could sit up and move slightly, although her breathing was shallow and very weak, but she really told Bai Chenfeng that she had really survived the dangerous operation.

A week later, she was able to walk on the ground, which is already the most optimistic state of recovery for anyone who has undergone two surgeries.

The sun was shining brightly on this day, Lin Kongkong stood in front of the window, half-tilting his face, letting the sun fall on his cheeks, enjoying the feeling of being alive.

Her skin has always been very good, even after pregnancy, with some small freckles, it still looks as fine as white porcelain.

"You've been standing here for a long time, go to bed and rest for a while!" Bai Chenfeng looked at her and frowned.

"Xiaobai, are we going to stay in the hospital all the time?"

"Yes."

"How long are you going to stay?"

"It depends on how well your body recovers, how? Tired and bored? ”

Lin Kongkong shook his head: "It's not easy to survive, I'm like this now, where will I pick a place?" ”

Bai Chenfeng was hurt by what she said, stepped forward and reached out to grab her, and said softly: "Then what do you want to do when you ask how long you live?" ”

"I can't bear my children, I can't bear you, I can't bear my elderly father, so I have always been confident in my life and firmly believe that the operation can be successful, and I take the initiative to resist all kinds of rejection so that the new heart is constantly adapting to me.

But I always have a lot of unbearable discomfort here, I have to take a lot of anti-rejection drugs every day, I ...... I just want to know, how long will it be? I haven't felt the wind for a long time, and I've almost forgotten what the outside world is like......"

Bai Chenfeng looked at the needle buried in the crook of her arm, thinking of what she had endured after the operation, and he couldn't do anything for her except being distressed.

And her words added to his worries, the doctor said: "The person who transplants someone else's heart will always be a patient, because his own cell recognition ability will constantly repel what is in others." Therefore, if the operation is successful, it is not possible to survive the initial rejection reaction. ”

If in the future, she will always be like this, constantly disturbed by illness, constantly fighting against illness, and suffering so much all the time...... So his original intention of letting her undergo heart exchange surgery can still be regarded as good for her?

Lin Kongkong was also in a bad mood to be consumed, seeing his current appearance, most of the resentment in his heart disappeared, he reached out to smooth his frowning brows, and said in a gentle voice: "I'm just complaining a few words, it's okay, don't worry." ”