Although Xiao Yue's memory fragments are not coherent, Mu Cheng has a general understanding of Xiao Yue's past experiences. Xiaoyue's real name is Yan Xiaoyue, and she showed excellent singing and dancing talents in high school, and she also has a boyfriend named Hu Fan who loves her deeply. However, when people are excellent, they will attract jealous people, and Xiaoyue's classmate Zhang Xinru is one of them. Zhang Xinru is also very good at singing and dancing, but she can't compare to Xiaoyue's agility and charm. What's more, Zhang Xinru has always had a crush on Hu Fan, but Hu Fan pursued Xiaoyue, as if he was staging an inevitable love tragedy.

In a school song contest, Xiaoyue won the championship, while Zhang Xinru only won the runner-up. That day, Zhang Xinru, who was in an irritable mood, drank some wine and found a few bastards to insult Xiao Yue, as if she was challenging Xiao Yue and trying to prove her superiority. Xiaoyue reported the case as soon as possible, but Zhang Xinru's father was rich and powerful, so he used money to settle the matter, as if to tell Xiaoyue that the world is not fair, and money and power can make people act arbitrarily.

Since then, Satsuki's life has ushered in bad news, as if she has entered a dark world. The whole person became less determined, as if trying to escape this cursed fate, but could not get rid of it. She silently endured the pain and blows, as if she was a flower swaying in the wind and rain, which was distressing.

A young and promising girl should have a bright future and prospects. But fate is unfair to Satsuki, as if it is playing a prank on her that she can't escape. Satsuki dropped out of school and stayed at home, as if she had lost the direction and meaning of her life, and her sky became dark and lonely, as if she was wandering in the abyss. Mu Cheng couldn't help but sigh, he felt that such a result was too unjust, as if he was shouting loudly at this unfair world.

And what is even more outrageous is that Xiaoyue's parents did not comfort and encourage her, as if they were abandoning a child of their own. His father actually thought that she was like that, and it was better to go out to drink and make money for the family, as if he was seeing his daughter as a commodity that could make money. Such a family environment seems to push Satsuki into endless darkness, making her more and more lonely and helpless. Deep down in her heart, it seems that she is suffering from unspeakable pain and depression, which is heart-wrenching.

Xiaoyue's parents are patriarchal, and since they have a son, they have become more and more disdainful of Xiaoyue. Since her father urged Satsuki to go out to work, Satsuki has suicidal tendencies, thinking about leaving the world for a hundred years. But when I thought of Zhang Xinru's face. Thinking of the wicked person who insulted her, thinking of Hu Fan...... Her gaze became more and more determined, and she encouraged herself to live, which was a breath of hanging her alive.

Mu Cheng browsed Xiaoyue's memories, and his heart was sad. The injustice and misfortune that Satsuki suffered was really unbearable, as if she was suffering from the mockery and torture of a merciless world. Once the family bought a box of pastries, Satsuki ate a piece, the younger brother said that his sister robbed him of something, Satsuki's mother actually beat her because of a piece of pastry, this kind of domestic violence is simply terrible, as if revealing the ugly face of this family full of darkness.

Satsuki also completely exploded that day, she threw the pastry on the ground and smashed it with her foot, as if she was challenging this cruel family and the world, trying to prove her existence and worth. Running away from home without looking back, it was as if he was escaping from this environment full of fear and uneasiness, trying to find a sky of his own. A little girl is helpless and has no easy life to live, as if she is enduring the cruelty and ruthlessness of this world. She has worked a variety of jobs and worked hard for her life, as if she was taking on one unspeakable challenge after another.

During this period, she worked as a restaurant waitress serving dishes, as if she was feeling the bitterness and sweetness of life. I also worked as a small worker on the construction site, as if I was experiencing the hardships and fatigue of life. Even now as a sales consultant, she still insists on being a tutor at night, as if she is fighting for the future of herself and her family, trying to get rid of this unfair fate. Deep in her heart, it seems that she is suffering from unspeakable pain and depression, which is heart-wrenching.