Listening to the girl's voice coming out of the earpiece of the mobile phone, I was even more inexplicable.

The voice was familiar, but he really couldn't remember who it was for a while.

Xu Xu had no choice but to flip through the chat records to see if there were any previous conversations between the two.

However, the more I flipped up, the darker the permit's face became.

"Damn, shame, shame!"

At this moment, the mood of permission is as ashamed as a thirty-year-old uncle looking back at the stupid things he published in QQ space in junior high school, no, it is a hundred times more shameful than that!

Xu Xu finally knew why he couldn't remember who this woman was, because it was probably the last memory he wanted to recall in his previous life.

Strictly speaking, Zhao Jiayu is not the first girl he has ever touched in his previous life, to be precise, Zhao Jiayu is the first girl who has made him have a vision of marriage, but it is not his first love.

This woman's name is Cha Qingqing, and the two have known each other since junior high school, when they were classmates and tablemates, studying in Liangcheng No. 1 Middle School.

This girl was dark and thin when she was young, but her eyes were big and watery, she had a more cheerful and lively personality, and when she was in junior high school, she was introverted and autistic, and she didn't have many friends in the class, and Cha Qingqing was one.

This girl is always willing to talk and chat with Xu Xu, at that time, Xu Xu was basically alone with her comic books in her spare time, and she didn't communicate with anyone, but this tea Qingqing always liked to pester Xu Xu to tell her about the content of those comic books.

Xu still remembers that he loved to watch Hong Kong comics at that time, such as "Divine Soldier Xuanqi", "Fengyun" and the like, at that time he didn't have much pocket money in his hand, and there were also bookstalls for renting books in Liangcheng County, and he would rent a few books in his schoolbag every week.

Xu didn't understand a little, this kind of martial arts fantasy Hong Kong comics, all the content of fighting and killing, why would she be so interested in a girl, but he was also very happy to have someone to chat with him at the time.

In short, in the three years of junior high school, the two are really good friends.

However, this tea Qingqing is not very good at studying, and later in the high school entrance examination, she was not admitted to the first middle school in the county, but took the route of art and sports students, and went to another Beichen middle school in the county, which is located on the outskirts of the city, and it is a boarding system, since then, there are many fewer opportunities to meet her, but the two still keep in touch on QQ.

After going to high school, Cha Qingqing seemed to have suddenly grown up, and suddenly changed from the black and thin ugly duckling in junior high school to a beautiful white swan, she is not Han, which can also be seen from her name, her facial features have a feeling of mixed race, and her skin is much whiter than before, when she was in junior high school, she often asked for permission to help her step on the space, at that time, there were basically not many people in her QQ space to comment and leave messages, but after high school, the popularity of her QQ space is growing at a rate that is visible to the naked eye, and each post is a dynamic, every time you post a photo, there are a lot of comments and comments underneath.

Xu Xu doesn't remember when he started to realize that she was beautiful, in terms of aesthetics and feelings, Xu Xu is the kind of boy who is a very late bloomer, it can be said that before high school, he has no concept of love or anything.

It's just that after high school, in countless evening self-study, Cha Qingqing would pester him to chat on the QQ on his mobile phone, complain to him about how boring the evening self-study was, and talk to him about the trivial things that happened every day in Beichen Middle School.

Xu also gradually realized that he didn't know when he started to start class, and he began to be more and more inattentive in class, as long as there was a gap, he would sneak under the desk, and use the Nokia 5310 that was still the Symbian system at the time to peek at Cha Qingqing's QQ space, and he would also be very concerned about his visitor records, and then he would see that she had also come secretly, and his mood would be inexplicably better.

In addition to chatting on QQ, the two will still meet occasionally offline, Beichen is a boarding system, students rarely have the opportunity to enter the city, especially on weekends Sometimes the school has to make up classes, Cha Qingqing is sometimes greedy, miss the snack at the door of the first middle school, the permission will help her bring, take a taxi over, and then the two meet at the school gate of Beichen Middle School, the permission is through the electric door, and the packaged fried rice is handed over, after Cha Qingqing takes it, he is not in a hurry to eat, he will always chat with the permission through the electric door for a while, and wait until the sun is about to set, Wait until the fried rice is cold before saying goodbye to permission.

There are only two rays of light in the gray high school life, one is her sister Jiang Yunyu, and the other is her.

It was probably at the beginning of the second semester of the third year of high school, and Xu Xin remembered that it was in a physics evening self-study, and the two didn't know what they were talking about, but Xu forgot it, but Cha Qingqing suddenly sent a message.

"Permission, do you like me?"

Xu only remembered that his whole brain was blank at that time, as if it was down, his heart seemed to stop beating, and the whole person looked at the mobile phone screen stupidly, looking at the text on the mobile phone screen, every second seemed to be as long as a year.

I don't know how long it took before he stretched out his trembling fingers and replied with an "um".

However, after the permission replied, Cha Qingqing didn't speak, she was silent for almost two days, and it wasn't until Saturday night that she took the initiative to call the permission and said a lot, thank you for liking me, I am also very happy to have you as a companion, but maybe we are destined to be inseparable or something.

In the previous life, the reason for the permission was only known after many years, it turned out that once when he went to Beichen to find Cha Qingqing, he happened to be seen by Cha Qingqing's parents, Cha Qingqing's family conditions were very good, and he opened two movie theaters in the county, and his family background was quite solid, and he saw that there was a boy who had an ambiguous relationship with his daughter, and Cha Qingqing's parents went to inquire about the family background of the permit.

After learning that the permitted parents had divorced a long time ago and were single-parent families, he immediately asked his daughter not to have any more dealings with the permit, and after the college entrance examination, he introduced a boy from two families who knew each other to Cha Qingqing, who was also from Beichen, and was still a sports student, and this sports student and Cha Qingqing also knew each other, and had been chasing Cha Qingqing since his first year of high school.

In fact, if things come to an abrupt end here, and everyone goes to the sky, each going their separate ways, then it will only be a small adolescent regret.

But the later development is a little unsightly.

In his previous life, he was allowed to do nothing, after learning that his first love was fruitless, he was very unwilling, and he pestered Cha Qingqing for a long time, and Cha Qingqing also kept telling him, saying that I did like you before, but we are really not suitable, and you didn't take the initiative to confess to me for three years in high school, which means that you don't like me enough or something, in short, the two have been pulling each other, QQ has deleted each other several times, but neither of them is willing to completely cut off each other, and they always add it back after a while.

Later, after Cha Qingqing officially dated that Beichen sports student, the contradiction between the two sides further escalated.

The sports student found that his girlfriend often chatted deeply with other boys, even more than with himself, and the two of them quarreled less, and even he called directly to give permission, scolding permission to dig people into the corner, and said that he was going to come to Hangzhou to beat him, and the permission also choked, saying that he was a repeater of the sports student, 19 years old and still in the third year of high school, it is better to think about where you go to work as a security guard after graduating from junior college, and you can buy a ticket to Hangzhou for a few months.

In short, the two sides had a very unpleasant quarrel later, and the reason why he was so decadent and rotten in the four years of college in his previous life actually had a lot to do with this relationship experience.

At this moment, Zhao Jiayu was still singing passionately into the microphone in his hand, and there were bursts of cheers on the playground, and his attention at this time was no longer on Zhao Jiayu's body, and the expression he was looking at his mobile phone now was like the emoji of "the old man in the subway looking at his mobile phone".

"! I can't stand it! ”

Looking at the previous chat records with Cha Qingqing, Xu Xu couldn't hold back anymore, and directly blocked Cha Qingqing's WeChat and then deleted it.

He really wanted to slap himself twice at the moment and ask himself why he was so stupid in his previous life?!

It's not that he didn't try to completely cut off contact with Cha Qingqing in his last life and find his own youth, but this woman has been repeatedly emphasizing to Permission, saying that she used to like License, and has always told Permission that she cherishes and licenses the friendship very much, even if fate is not enough to be a lover, she can continue to be a good friend and a good girlfriend.

In fact, to put it mildly, although I don't fall in love with you, but I'm bored and unhappy, I still want you to talk to me and solve my worries like before.

But in her previous life, the 17-year-old license couldn't see this layer of logic, Cha Qingqing kept saying that she also liked permission before, so she gave permission an illusion, and naively felt that she still had a chance.

Now that I think about it, this woman has really caused a lot of mental friction to herself.

Unexpectedly, Xu Xu just blocked Cha Qingqing's WeChat, and the other party immediately sent a text message.

"Okay, permission, you really want to do that, don't you?"

"Okay, let's treat no one as if we didn't know anyone in the future, even as if we never knew each other!"

At this moment, Licensing really wants to reply:

“SB，NMSL。”

But remembering the feelings of the past, permission just replied:

"Study your junior college well."

Then he blocked Cha Qingqing's mobile phone number.

Eyes returned to Zhao Jiayu on the playground, looking at Zhao Jiayu's fair and beautiful face, thinking that in his previous life, he actually ended up with a hat that destroyed the feelings of repeating sports students for a college fairy, Xu really couldn't help it, stretched out his hand, slapped himself hard, and scolded:

"Stupid!"

This is, of course, scolding yourself.

Allowing this sudden and confusing behavior can startle the surrounding classmates.

"Eh, Brother Xu, what's wrong with you?"

Xiong Er, who had been secretly watching Xu Xu not far away, was also frightened by Xu Xu's move, and hurriedly sent a message to Xu Xu on WeChat, asking him why he suddenly beat himself.

"It's okay, there's just a mosquito on my face."

"Uh......... Where did the mosquitoes come from in the middle of the day? ”

"If I say yes, I am."

"Oh........."

Seeing that Xu Xu was a little impatient, Xiong Er didn't dare to ask any more.

Soon, Zhao Jiayu sang a song, and her solid singing skills immediately won the applause of the playground.

She bowed slightly, then picked up the microphone, her eyes looking at Permission, and a wicked smile on the corner of her mouth.

"Students, I remember........... The first technical class of the software department seems to have a talent who can write his own songs, what is his name? ”

After speaking, Zhao Jiayu smiled and grabbed the arm of the microphone and stretched out to the freshmen opposite.

"Licensed !!"

The boys in the first class of software technology took the lead in joining in the excitement and shouted out the name of the license, and then several people from the team next to them also began to shout.

"Permission, come one! Permission, come one! ”

In fact, he doesn't like to be in the limelight and join in the fun, he is essentially a very quiet person.

But helplessly, this world is often not very friendly to introverts.

In these years, no matter what you do, whether it is entrepreneurship or creation, the first and most important thing is a heat and traffic.

As long as the heat is in place, even illiterate animal friends can become role models for the new youth of today, bringing innocence and wild beauty to society and the country.

The same goes for the next plan to start a business in school.

No matter what business you do, it is better to take this opportunity to raise your popularity first, as the so-called sharpening knives do not mistakenly chop wood, no matter what you do in the future, as long as he is the first genius of the Normal University, then it is very helpful for his business plan.

So Xu Xu stood up with a smile and walked out of the queue, just about to pick up the microphone in Zhao Jiayu's hand, but Zhao Jiayu retracted his hand.

"Permission classmate, I don't know what you're going to perform next.......... Is it still your original? ”

Xu Xu smiled and asked everyone on the field:

"Do you want to listen to my original songs or do you want to hear me sing someone else's songs?"

"Of course it's original!"

"What's the point of singing someone else's song? Originality is valuable! ”

"Permission! I've paid attention to your Douban music and beep station! I'm a fan of yours! ”

"When are you going to make your debut?!"

The field immediately became lively, especially the girls, who all cast their eyes of expectation and admiration at the license.

Zhao Jiayu couldn't help but widen his eyes when he saw that Xu Xu's reaction was so calm, and asked in a low voice:

"Hey! You, do you really have original songs?! ”

Xu smiled and didn't speak, and took the microphone in Zhao Jiayu's hand, during which his hand accidentally touched Zhao Jiayu's white and tender little hand, well, it was very slippery and delicate, but it was a little cold.

The instructor also trotted to hand the guitar to the license, and the permission took off the hat on his head as last time, revealing his black hair, his clean and fair face, his throat was cleared, his eyebrows were lowered, his slender fingers plucked the strings, and he sang:

"You live in the alley

I rented an apartment

I want to meet you unexpectedly........."

What is allowed to be sung today is still Dong Chou's song, which is "Waiting for You to Get Out of Class" released in 16.

The melodious melody and youthful lyrics suddenly quieted the noisy playground.

Zhao Jiayu returned to the side of the team, leaned under the tree, and silently looked at the boy on the playground, a little distracted.

"Lie on your school's playground and watch the stars

The lights in the classroom are still on, and you haven't left

Remember the love letters I wrote to you

What age is it?

To this day I still write........"

The permitted words are very clear, perhaps lacking some of the charm of Dong Chou, but it can make everyone present hear the lyrics clearly.

Lying in the playground of your school and watching the starry sky, the lights in the classroom are still on, and you are not leaving, listening to the permissible singing, Zhao Jiayu suddenly remembered the youth literature he loved to read in high school.

At that time, I was still an innocent girl who had great expectations for the beauty of love, and when I deserted in class, I always fantasized that I could meet a boy who was clean and beautiful, with only her in her eyes, and walked on the playground hand in hand with him every day, ate together after school, wrote love letters to each other, and lay on the soft lawn of the playground to watch the stars together during the recess of evening self-study.

What a picture that is?!

Many years later, what happened to her best friend broke her yearning for love, but at this moment, Xu Xu's singing voice and his lyrics seem to show her the best side of her youthful campus romance again.

After the permission was sung, there was no applause and cheers immediately like Zhao Jiayu, the playground was quiet, and I don't know if it was in the aftertaste, for a long time, in the square team of the national dance class 2, Song Enyan's roommate, and the acting squad leader of the national dance class 2, Huang Xiangyun, opened his mouth softly and asked:

"That, permission classmate, this song.......... What name did you acquire? ”

"Wait for you to get out of class."

Permission said to the girl with a smile.

Huang Xiangyun looked at the smile of Xu Xu in the sun, lowered his head slightly embarrassed, and then asked:

"That......... After that, you ......... Will there still be originality? ”

Permission thought for a moment and said:

"There are six days left in military training, if you like to listen to the songs I wrote, then for the next six days, I will bring you an original song every day, how about it?"

As soon as these words came out, the field was quiet for a few seconds, and then it suddenly boiled!