Xu still remembers that Song Eunyan told him about his past.

Her family, her childhood, and even her teenage years were ruined by the act of cheating.

If you hadn't heard it with your own ears, you really couldn't believe that what she said just now would come from a girl like Song Eunyan.

"I thought you'd be disgusted with this kind of thing, Yeon-yeon."

"People change."

Song Eun-yeon lay on the permission of the chest, and gently planted strawberries on the permission of the neck.

"Like before I met you, I always thought that I would never sleep with a man in my life."

"Seriously, I even thought about finding a girl to spend the rest of my life with than those stinky men."

"It's all your fault, it's all your fault~"

"You, the root of all evil."

Song Eunyan picked up a pair of stockings from the pillow of the license and put them on her hands, the hands with the stockings were like ghosts, wandering on the permission's body, the warm little hands, through the silky core-spun silk, rubbing the permission's skin, and the permission was itchy to the touch.

However, on the mobile phone, the owner of the bed under him, Huang Xiangyun, is still there constantly taking pictures of various clothes and shoes in the store for permission, asking permission which set he likes.

"Permission, I think, judging by your temperament, this one will suit you better, what do you think?"

Permission typing allows Huang Xiangyun not to break the bank for him, the two have just known each other, and they have this money, so they spend more on themselves, but Huang Xiangyun didn't agree, so he had to buy a license.

Seeing that Permission's attention was not here, Song Eunyan suddenly became angry, and reached out to grab Permission's mobile phone, but Permission hurriedly avoided it.

"What are you doing? Didn't you say okay, it won't mess around? ”

"I didn't want to mess around~"

Song Enyan said with a smile:

"I just want to tell her, I'm sorry, your sheets were soiled by me~"

"To be exact, it should have been soiled by me and your boyfriend."

Looking at the solemn expression on Xu Xu's face, Song Eun-yeon let out a chuckle as if she had gotten what she wanted.

"Yo, so nervous? Don't worry, I'll amuse you. ”

"The game has just begun, and I can't afford to end it so early."

After speaking, Song Eunyan lay on the body of the permission and kissed the permission on the mouth again.

"Speaking of which, permission, National Day holiday, you . . . Have you slept? ”

"How? Is Huang Xiangyun particularly sassy in bed? Is it a big contrast with the beautiful look she pretends to be on weekdays? ”

"What did you say? I didn't stay with her on National Day, and she said she wanted to go back to Suzhou to get a driver's license. ”

"Oh? So who did you go to for National Day? ”

Without waiting for permission to speak, on the mobile phone, Jiang Yunnuo sent a voice message.

"Coco, are you okay over there?"

"I woke up early this morning and saw that you weren't in bed, and it almost scared me to death."

"How? That classmate of yours, didn't hurt his life, did he? ”

"Are you still coming to Shanghai after you're done with your busy work?"

Jiang Yunyu's sweet and soft voice came from the earpiece of the mobile phone, and Song Eunyan could hear that this was not Huang Xiangyun's voice.

Wake up in the morning? Not in bed?

This strange and beautiful voice, every word that came out, stimulated Song Eunyan's heart fiercely.

"Yo, you're good at playing!"

Song Eun-yeon gritted her teeth and glared at Permission viciously.

"I just got a girlfriend on September 30th, and the next day I went to Shanghai to sleep with other women."

"Who is this woman? It's so sweet. ”

"Isn't she also sassy in bed?"

Xu Xu glared at her, and said angrily:

"Don't talk nonsense, this is my sister, my own sister!"

"I told you before, my sister was studying in Shanghai and was bullied in the dormitory, so I went to accompany her on National Day and helped her rent a house outside."

"Really?"

Song Eun-yeon still didn't believe it.

"You're still telling me the truth, aren't you?"

"Believe it or not."

"So permission to do it, your first time, is it mine?"

Xu Xu didn't speak, just nodded.

Hearing this news, Song Enyan's heart suddenly brightened a lot, and she really wanted to send a message to Huang Xiangyun now.

"I'm sorry, I won."

Song Eun-yeon stretched out her stocking-covered arm, gently hugged the permission, and said softly:

"Permission, you are mine, no one can take it away."

At this time, it was already afternoon, but it was still gray outside the window, and if you didn't look at your phone, it was really difficult to tell the time with the naked eye.

"The rain has stopped."

Song Eunyan leaned into the ear of the permission and whispered:

"Coco, go out for a walk with me, okay?"

Permission hesitated for a moment, but said:

"Only my sister can call me that."

"I don't care!"

Song Eun-yeon became angry when she heard this.

"Why?!"

"Is your sister as pretty as me?"

"She's prettier than you."

Permission also got up, intending to get dressed.

Song Eunyan was stunned when she heard this, since she was a child, she had never seen anyone dare to say that other girls were more beautiful than her.

"I, I don't believe it!"

"Do you have a picture of your sister? I want to see! ”

Of course, Xu didn't want Kang Yoon to get involved in these things about him, and insisted on refusing to give Song Eun-yeon a photo of Kang Yoon.

"Anyway, she's the prettiest girl in the world in my heart."

"Humph!"

Song Eun-yeon said unconvinced:

"No matter how beautiful she is, so what? Can I sleep on you? Can I play with stocking legs for you?! ”

"Song Enyan, if you talk nonsense about my sister again, I won't go out with you!"

"Humph!"

The two of them got dressed, and the permission was still the same as before, while Song Eunyan had a new pair of stockings, the previous pair was torn, and she changed into a pair of dark coffee-colored stockings, which were the same as the pair worn on Jiang Yunyu's legs before.

Looking at Song Enyan's pair of stocking legs, Jiang Yun's pair of stocking legs unconsciously popped up in her mind, although she was not as tall as Song Enyan, but her long legs were not inferior at all.

"Really, what do you want?"

Xu Xu quickly shook his head, driving these strange images out of his mind.

The rain outside stopped, but it didn't stop completely, under the gray sky, there was still a little drizzle, Xu Xu was holding an umbrella, Song Enyan was holding Xu Xu's hand, half of her body was tightly attached to Xu Zhi's body, like a loving little couple, strolling on the campus of Normal University after the rain.

After the rain, the university is more beautiful than usual, just like a beautiful woman without makeup suddenly painted a layer of light makeup, the humid air is full of the fragrance of flowers and plants, and the temperature is not so hot and dry, which is very pleasant, especially the artificial lake after the rain, there is really a mini version of the exquisite feeling of the West Lake.

At this time, it has come to dinner, if it is in normal times, the division university at this point must be very lively, and the artificial lake must be one-to-one pairs of men and women, but now it is the National Day holiday, the school is a lot more deserted, the streets are quiet, and even people feel a little lonely.

"Is it okay to walk?"

When she just went downstairs, she noticed that Song Enyan's steps in high heels were a little vain, after all, she was so thin that her body must be a little unbearable.

"It's fine."

Song Eun-yeon leaned on the shoulders of the permission and whispered:

"It's just that my waist is a little sore."

"Then I'll hold you, you hold the umbrella."

As he spoke, Xu Xu changed to a princess hugging posture and handed the umbrella to Song Eunyan, while Song Eunyan was a small bird snuggling in Xu Zhi's arms, and a pair of beautiful legs swayed wantonly.

"Permission."

"Huh?"

"Brown stockings, do you like them?"

"I like any color of stockings you wear with beautiful legs."

When she was holding Song Eun-yeon, her hand was rubbing oil on Song Eun-yeon's stocking legs a little uncontrollably.

"Oh, man, you really only think with your lower body~"

Ignoring Song Eun-yeon's taunts, she asks where she wants to eat.

"I'm not hungry for a while, I don't have an appetite."

Song Eunyan lay in her arms and whispered:

"Permission, I want to go to the lake, to the place where I first revealed my heart to you."

Permission was slightly surprised when he heard this.

Because, in fact, he really wanted to go there.

The two came to the east side of the artificial lake of the National Normal University, and at a bench, they allowed Song Eunyan to be put down.

Song Eunyan held the permit, silently looked at the sparkling waves on the lake, and looked at the big white goose wandering in the center of the lake, a little distracted.

Xu didn't bother her without opening his mouth, and silently accompanied her.

"Permission."

After a long time, Song Eunyan slowly spoke.

"Huh?"

"Remember what you told me on the phone that night?"

"What?"

"You said, in fact, you don't have that special, heart-warming feeling for Huang Xiangyun."

"Is this true?"

“.”

Xu Xu was silent for a long time, but nodded.

Now that they have all come here, to the place where Song Eun-yeon opened her long-closed heart to him for the first time, maybe she doesn't plan to hide anything with Song Eun-yeon anymore, after all. I've slept through.

To be honest, Huang Xiangyun is indeed very beautiful, but, I don't know why, I don't have that heart-pounding feeling for her.

A glimmer of light flashed in Song Enyan's eyes, she raised her head, looked into her eyes, and said seriously:

"Then since you don't have a heartbeat for her, then why bother."

Xu also guessed that Song Eun-yeon would ask this, and sighed softly.

"Then when you girls are facing the pursuit of a boy, do you dare to say that you have a heartbeat for that boy?"

"But even if you don't like it, you still have to hang people, don't you women often like to do this kind of thing?"

"In the final analysis, you girls are more interested in enjoying the feeling of being sought after and looked up to."

"At this point, I'm the same."

"I'm not like you, so many people have pursued and liked it since I was a child."

"Before college, my youth was a blank."

"It is undeniable that the appearance of Huang Xiangyun has indeed made up for some of my regrets when I was a teenager, who doesn't like the feeling of being liked by others and being treated as an important person by others?"

"But."

Without waiting for permission to finish, Song Eun-yeon argued:

"I can give you the feeling you want! And I can do it better than her! ”

"Permission, do you know how important you are to my heart?!"

Song Enyan spoke, her voice became louder and louder, and a little tears began to emerge in her beautiful eyes.

"I have no friends or family until now, you are my only concern in this world."

"Do you know how much I love you?! Why are you?"

"But why don't you say take the initiative?"

Song Eunyan was just halfway through her words, and she was allowed to ask such a question, and she choked up all of a sudden.

Indeed, in this battle between her and Huang Xiangyun, isn't the main reason for her defeat being that she didn't dare to speak for a long time, and waited for permission to take the initiative to confess, but Huang Xiangyun took the lead?

"I, I."

Xu Xu sighed and whispered:

"I know that in most relationships, it is the boy who takes the initiative to confess, and the girl only needs to stand up and wait, because now there are more men and fewer women, and high-quality girls will never lack suitors."

"But have you thought about it? Not all boys have such courage, or cheekiness. ”

"That me"

Song Eunyan stretched out her hand and rubbed her red eyes, and when she spoke, her chest rose and fell with her breath.

"Then I was. At that time, if you had rushed in front of Huang Xiangyun and took the initiative to confess to you, would you have agreed to me? ”

"Of course."

This time, permission did not hesitate at all.

"Because, Yeon-yeon, I really, actually like you."

This sentence suddenly broke through Song Eunyan's psychological defense.

She couldn't hold back any longer, hugged the permission, and cried out with a "wow".

"Why is this happening?!"

"I like you, but you like me too!"

"Is it just because I'm a little slower than Huang Xiangyun?!"

Xu Xu hugged Song Eunyan with his backhand and sighed helplessly.

"Actually. And it's not just because of that. ”

Permission whispered in Song Eunyan's ear:

"Didn't I tell you before, I'm actually, more worried, people like me really don't deserve your liking."

"Yanyan, in fact, I am not a wooden person, I can feel it, your liking for me is hot and pure."

"But what about me? I fear that I may not really be the kind of man who would be particularly emotionally engaged. ”

"I don't want you to get hurt because of me in the future, maybe I. I really can't stand the affection you have for me. ”

Song Enyan didn't speak, she raised her head from Xu Xu's arms, raised her tearful eyes, and asked softly:

"Okay, will you finally answer me a serious question?"

"Well, you say."

"At the welcome party, who is the song "Written to My First Favorite Girl" written for?"

“.”

After a long silence, Xu finally spoke, saying:

"Of course, it's for you."

The matter has come to this point, and Xu feels that as long as he can make Song Eunyan happy, more or less, it will be a little compensation.

And, to be honest, he didn't say anything.

If you exclude the middle school lesbian table in the period of youth and ignorance, as well as Zhao Jiayu in the previous life, then in this life, there are only two girls, which makes Xu Xu have a heart-pounding feeling.

One is Song Eunyan, who is crying and confiding in herself in the same place on the shore of the artificial lake of the Normal University in the afternoon of September, and the other is Xiong Er, who brought himself food in the Internet café that night, sat obediently by the side and watched himself play games, and finally fell asleep on his shoulder.

According to the order in which things happened, it is indeed true to say that Song Eunyan is the first girl in this life to be moved.

"So. So I liked you first, and you liked me first, right?! ”

Song Eun-yeon grabbed the clothes on the permit and cried and said:

"So I'm not a junior, the matter between me and you is not cheating, right?!"

"Huang Xiangyun is the latecomer, that's right! Huang Xiangyun is the junior!! ”

"I knew she was actually a stinky bitch who likes to steal other people's boyfriends!"

“.”

In the face of Song Eunyan's logic, she didn't know what to say for a while.

He knew very well in his heart that because of his past experience, Song Enyan hated the title of Xiaosan.

She certainly didn't want to be the kind of woman she ever hated the most.

As long as she can seize the slightest opportunity, she is unwilling to admit that her behavior will be linked to words such as mistress or cheating.

In this regard, Xu Xu actually understood in his heart, so he didn't say anything.

"Yanyan, in fact, it doesn't matter what I think, the problem is that the people around you, if they know about the matter between us, what will they think of you?"

"I'm worried about that."

"Hmph, who cares what they think?!"

At this moment, Song Eunyan suddenly had a feeling that her empty and lonely heart had found a place to belong again.

She lifted her little feet in boots slightly, leaned into the ear of permission, and whispered:

"Permission, stay with me for the next few days, okay?"

"Well, I promise you."

Permission nodded:

"Okay, it's not early, are you hungry? Let's go eat first, what do you want to eat? ”

"As long as you take me to eat, anything is fine~"

There was nothing to eat in the canteen during the holiday, so the two took a taxi, went to Baolong City to find a local restaurant to solve dinner, and then found a supermarket and bought a lot of snacks and drinks as reserve materials in the dormitory these days.

It was said that it was possible to go out to the hotel to open a room, but Song Enyan said that it was necessary to be in the girls' dormitory, especially in Huang Xiangyun's bed, so that it would be exciting enough.

When she came to the cash register, Song Enyan gently tugged at the corner of her clothes and asked:

"Husband~ Have you forgotten the most important thing?"

"The most important thing? What? ”

Song Enyan smiled mysteriously, and did not shy away from the cashier next to her, and took a pack of condoms from the shelf next to the cash register.

"If you don't take this, do you want me to conceive your child in my freshman year?"

As soon as these words came out, the cashier lady next to her was stunned, she held a code scanner in her hand, and looked at the young man and girl in front of her in surprise.

Xu glanced at Song Enyan, and the corners of his mouth raised.

"How can one pack be enough? Who to look down on? ”

As he spoke, he said to the waiter:

"Take ten packs, and then a small toy."

(End of chapter)