Soon after, he brought a bowl of medicine.

"Miss, you can kill the child by drinking this medicine." Ma Feng handed it to her, and Shen Fang took the medicine, trembling in his hands.

"Miss, you have to think about it, if you drink it, the child will really be gone." Shen Fang fell into a fierce contradiction again, staring at the brown decoction shaking in the bowl without paying attention.

"Child, I'm sorry, my mother can't afford you, don't hate me." Shen Fang said, ready to open his mouth to drink the medicine.

"The emperor gave the old man to death, you hate him, and now you want to give your own child to death, what's the difference?" The old horse drank her, Shen Fang was so frightened that she burst into tears, and under all kinds of struggles, she closed her eyes and raised her mouth to pour.

"Miss!" The old horse roared urgently, the medicine came to his mouth, the soup touched his lips, Shen Fang frowned, smashed the bowl with his heart, and fell on the bed crying. The old horse couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

"I'm so useless, I'm really useless, why am I always ruthless. Lao Ma, it's not that I don't want him, but I can't give him anything at all, I can't even give him a complete home, giving birth to him will only make him suffer, it's better to let him reincarnate and throw himself into a good family, with mother's pain and father's love. Shen Fang cried bitterly.

"Miss, Lao Ma knows that you love this child deeply in your heart, but you can't let go or forget it, but it's all in the past. Maybe this kid was sent by God to rescue you, these days he followed you over the mountains and mountains, fighting and killing has never missed, when he first arrived in the village, he almost had a miscarriage, it was the old hedgehog who desperately saved him, maybe he should not die, and you have a fate, leave him, I don't want to see you regret it in the future. Ma Feng persuaded earnestly.

"Old Ma......, I understand, I'm not without feelings. You're right in saying that if I kill a child, there's really nothing. Shen Fang finally woke up, she touched her stomach with her hand, glad that she didn't regret it because of the momentary anger.

"Child, my mother is wrong, my mother shouldn't treat you like this, my mother will give birth to you and raise you to grow up, and my mother will do it." The old horse listened and nodded.

"Miss, in fact, the bowl just now is not an abortion pill, but a fetal pill, it's a pity, but you smashed it well, I'll fry another bowl." After the old horse finished speaking, he left the house, Shen Fang looked at him in surprise, and suddenly he couldn't cry or laugh, but his heart was relieved.

In this way, Shen Fang settled down in the old hedgehog's village, followed Lao Ma and other Nu people, did farm work, planted melons and fruits, taught them to read and write, and told them about the capital, the court, and let the Nu people understand the Qing Dynasty. She also often talked to the old hedgehog, and learned from him that since the fourth master went back, he rectified the officials in Yunnan, re-sent the governor to govern, improved the living conditions of the Nu people and even other ethnic minorities, distributed grain and silver, reduced taxes, exempted from war, and did everything to make the Nu people have a great change in Qianlong, and the old hedgehog often praised him as a rare Ming monarch, which gradually reduced the resentment in Shen Fang's heart. She always likes to lean against the window, touch her belly and look at the moon in the sky, maybe someone will look at it with her at some point. The days passed like this, until the full-term moon was about to give birth, after a night of painful delivery, she and the daughter of the fourth master were born, named Shen Meng, which she had long thought of, whether it was a man or a woman, they all took the word "Mongolia", the grassland yurt is the place where they first met and got married, and it is also an important mark of her life. When she saw her newborn daughter, the puffy face, the little nose and small mouth were very similar to the fourth master, she couldn't help but burst into tears, this child brought her too much shock, and at the same time gave her a new life.

A year later, Lao Ma left Yunnan, Shen Fang hugged Meng'er to send him, many times she was dependent on Lao Ma, as reluctant as her relatives, she was grateful to Lao Ma for leaving this child for her, and even more grateful to him for taking care of himself and being loyal to the Shen family. After Ma Feng left, she still took her children to live with the Nu people, became a teacher, taught them all kinds of knowledge, and felt their simplicity and kindness, her mentality slowly calmed down, and the original hatred gradually faded away, as long as she saw her daughter's smile, everything had already disappeared.

After thinking about it, Shen Fang opened his eyes, smiled indifferently, and saw that there was a minister at the gate of the palace who walked out, and then turned around and left. When she returned to Shen Yuan, she saw Meng'er squatting outside the door, and when she saw her coming back, she pounced.

"Mother......."

"Why are you outside?" Shen Fang picked her up.

"I'm going to wait here for my mother to come back." Meng'er said happily.

"You're disobedient, have you had breakfast?" Shen Fang hugged her and walked inside.

"I've eaten, mother, don't worry, Sister Tao is with me."

"You little mischievous." Shen Fang tickled at her, and Meng'er giggled. At this time, the family came to report.

"Miss, there's a girl named Chunxi looking for you."

"Chunxi?" Shen Fang was surprised.

"You greet her first, and I'll come." Shen Fang thought to herself, how could Chunxi come here, how would she know that she was back.

"Ah Tao, take Meng'er in, accompany her, don't let her out." Shen Fang instructed.

"Yes, miss." Tao said.

"Meng'er, you go in with Sister Tao to play first, my mother has a guest to come, and I'll come to accompany you later, okay?" Shen Fang lowered her head and said to her daughter.

"Okay, mother, you have to come to Meng'er quickly." Meng'er agreed.

"Mother knows, you can go in." After they entered the house, Shen Fang walked to the hall, and sure enough, she saw Chunxi sitting there drinking tea, she saw Shen Fang, immediately put down the teacup, and got up to greet her.

"Shen Fang, it's really you, I was still suspicious when I saw you on the street yesterday, so I'll come over to take a look, I didn't expect it to be true, when did you come back?" Haruki stepped forward and pulled her.

"It's been a few days since I came back, and I have been doing my business at home." Shen Fang said with a smile.

"Oh, I saw you dressed in plain clothes yesterday, so I thought it must be a Qingming sacrifice or something."

"Well, take my father's and mother's spiritual seat into the ancestral hall, and do your filial piety."

"Oh, that's as it should be." Chunxi nodded and looked around.

"Have you had tea and breakfast?" Shen Fang said politely, looking at Chunxi, still so delicate and dexterous.

"Used. ......, Shen Fang, where have you been in the past few years? We've been thinking about you since we last said goodbye. Chunxi thought about it and asked.

"You guys? Worried about me? She smiled and raised an eyebrow.

"yes, and of course...... Fourth Master. Chunxi lowered her voice.

“……。” Shen Fang's face sank.

"Shen Fang, Fourth Master, he misses you, really." Chunxi deliberately tested her.

"I've been going everywhere all these years, from all over the world, not because my family wants to worship my ancestors, and I may not come back." Shen Fang smiled and diverted the topic.

"So, are you going to get out of here?" Seeing that she didn't want to talk about it, she didn't continue.

"Perhaps, when everything is done, I think I'll leave." She said this deliberately, and Chunxi could understand it.

Shen Fang ...... wanted to tell her about Shen Yuan, but then he thought that if he told her, wouldn't it be troublesome for her to be annoyed. Looking at her attitude, she is reluctant to mention the fourth master, if she doesn't tell her, if she knows, won't she hate the fourth master even more, there are contradictions left and right.

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing, you look like you're tired." Chunxi saw her tired face and prevaricated.

"Yes, I did a ritual last night, and I haven't closed my eyes yet."

"Then I'll go back first, don't disturb your rest, and come to see you another day." At this time, Meng'er peeked at them from the door of the hall with her little head out, and was seen by Chunxi, she hurriedly shrank back, Chunxi looked around, and Shen Fang got up when she saw this.

"Chunxi, I'll send you." Led her out of the hall to the door.

"Go back, I'll just go by myself."

"Chunxi, I'm glad to see you again, we were friends back then, right?"

"Yes, it's because we're friends that I came here."

"Good! This friend of yours is for life. Shen Fang clenched her hand, hinting.

"Don't worry, I understand." Chunxi is smart, of course he knows what he means.

"I believe in you." Shen Fang let go of her hand.

"Then I'll go, take care of yourself and say hello to Shen Feng on my behalf."

"Well, take care of yourself."

"Don't you have anything to say?"

"......", Shen Fang thought about it, shook her head, Chunxi sighed and left Shen Yuan, Shen Fang looked at her back, as if she was in another world.

On the way back to the palace, she thought about the conversation with Shen Fang just now, although after so many years, looking at Shen Fang's attitude, she still seems to have a grudge against the fourth master, if the matter of demolishing Shen Yuan is known to her, isn't this a matter of adding fuel to the fire and sprinkling salt on the wound? No one but herself could get her to agree, and she couldn't say it. The fourth master still doesn't know if he can keep Shen Yuan. If Shen Fang leaves, it's okay, but if she doesn't leave, I'm really worried that there will be deaths if she goes on like this. and Shen Fang's last instructions, which obviously showed that she didn't want to see the fourth master, maybe she still hated it, so she couldn't say it, it would only increase their respective troubles. The fourth master is in a trance every day, what should I do? By the way, who the hell is that kid? Is it Shen Fang's? Seeing that she is also four or five years old, it is not ......, and suddenly remembered that Shen Fang had told her about the fourth master, and when she thought of this, Chunxi's heart was even more annoyed, and she didn't notice that anyone was following her behind her.