Chapter 198: I also want you to experience what it's like to lose someone you love the most
Although Xu Shijie asked Jiang Yunyu and Xia Meng to play in Kunming for two more days, Jiang Yunnuo still insisted that he wanted to go back to Liangcheng, and he would also go back, saying that after all, his middle school classmates or something were all in Liangcheng.
Xu Shijie didn't say anything about this, just told a few people to pay attention to safety on the road.
To tell the truth, in 12 years, the overall security in this area of Yunnan is not good, and there are a lot of petty thefts, but there is permission, and the two girls have nothing to worry about, but today is a little different from yesterday, Xia Meng, who has always been lively like a puppy in front of Jiang Yunnuo, on the way back to Liangcheng from Kunming, the whole process is just holding hands, silently looking at the scenery passing backwards outside the window, and not saying a word.
However, the sister and brother who quarreled yesterday have eased their relationship a lot in the car today, and they have talked more.
"Mengmeng?"
Jiang Yunyu, who was delicate, saw that Xia Meng's state was a little strange, and turned his head and asked:
"Uncomfortable? Motion sickness? β
Receiving the care from her beloved Jiang Yun, Xia Meng had a moment of glint in her gloomy eyes, and she quickly turned her head.
"Oh, I didn't, nothing."
"Really? That's good. β
Xia Meng originally wanted to say something, but Jiang Yunnuo only cared about her a little, and immediately turned her head to talk to Xu Xu again.
For a moment, Xia Meng really regretted it.
You shouldn't say you're okay.
If she just said that she was not feeling well, would she be a little more concerned?
When Jiang Yunnuo turned his head to talk to Xu Xu, Xia Meng secretly looked at her from the corner of his eye.
No matter how you look at it, she's so beautiful.
Human beings are creatures that always have to make inches, and they don't know how to be satisfied.
Jiang Yunyu clearly told her before that she could continue to be a good friend and sister in the future, and even the reason why she was able to break the ice in her relationship with Jiang Yunyu was because she had helped her a lot before.
A few months ago, when Jiang Yunnuo ignored her, she felt that as long as she could return to the relationship with Jiang Yunyu in middle school, even if she was just an ordinary good friend, she was willing.
But now, she really broke the ice in her relationship with Jiang Yunyu through the channel of permission, and really restored the relationship between good friends she once wanted, but she began to think about something else in her heart.
Looking back on the past few days, just for a permit, Jiang Yunyu had already lost his temper with her several times.
Xia Meng really felt so wronged.
Especially what happened last night.
She really didn't expect that Jiang Yunyu's connivance and doting on permission had reached this level.
The two still sleep together, Jiang Yunyu never shy away from being allowed to see things that shouldn't be seen, because she was so angry that she cried when she learned that she had an affair with other girls, and she was not only angry about the obscene thing of stealing her stockings, but she could even say that next time you want it, tell me this kind of thing directly!
All the things that have happened in the past few days, Xia Meng thought about it, and the more he thought about it, the more scared he became.
"What's wrong?"
Jiang Yunnuo noticed that Xia Meng had been looking at her, thinking that Xia Meng had something to say to her.
Xia Meng opened his mouth slightly, but he wanted to speak and stopped.
"Oh, nothing."
Xia Meng smiled lightly and took out a box of potato chips from his small satchel.
"I remember your favorite cucumber flavor, which I bought when I was at the station."
Xia Meng unpacked the potato chips and handed them over to Jiang Yun.
"Oh oh, thank you~"
Jiang Yunyu took the potato chips, but the first time he used his slender and white fingers to take a slice, handed it over to the permission, and handed it to his mouth.
After feeding the permit, Jiang promised to feed the second piece to Xia Meng, and also handed it to his mouth.
"You can eat, I'm a little sick and don't want to eat."
"Huh? I remember you didn't get motion sickness before, did you? β
Jiang Yunnuo asked:
"Seriously? If I want to throw up, I bring motion sickness medicine. β
"It's fine."
Xia Meng smiled and turned his head again, half of his cheek pressed against the window glass of the bus.
Today's weather is good, it is a sunny day, outside the car window is the towering mountain, lush, no shadow of winter can be seen at all, the sky in the distance is blue like washing, like glass, and more like the boundless blue sea, the white clouds are soft like cotton, the sun shines through the clouds, sprinkles ten thousand golden rays, and reflects this journey home, which is picturesque.
This is a unique winter scene in eastern Yunnan.
It's just that such a beautiful scenery can't arouse Xia Meng's interest at all.
Maybe it's because she grew up here since she was a child and is used to seeing it, or maybe it's the baptism of this beautiful scenery that is not enough to drive away the sadness in her heart.
Her nose was a little sore, but she still stopped the moisture in her eyes by rubbing her eyes.
Obviously, when eating snacks in the classroom with Jiang Yunnuo, Jiang Yunnuo was always the first to feed her, and then eat it himself.
Jiang Yun's action just now broke the last illusion in her heart.
It turned out that his longing for so many years was really worthless to Jiang Yunnuo.
At one o'clock at noon, the car back to Liangcheng finally arrived at the station, and I got off the train, looking at the scene that was extremely familiar to the surroundings, but it was a lifetime before I saw it again, and I sighed inexplicably.
The streets are not clean, the sun is a little dazzling, the dialect is not good, the security environment is also very general, take a deep breath, the dry air makes the natural allergic rhinitis feel a little uncomfortable in the nasal cavity.
But, even so, the license is still very nostalgic, this small county really carries too many memories of the license.
Jiang Yunnuo and Xia Meng got off the train after them, but when they walked to the exit of the station, Xia Meng suddenly tugged on the sleeve of Jiang Yunnuo's clothes from behind.
"Nono, come with me to the bathroom."
So the two girls came to the public toilet next to them, but after entering, Xia Meng didn't seem to have any intention of going to the toilet.
"Nono, don't bother me, I'm just, really, worried about you."
Xia Meng looked at Jiang Yun's eyes and said word by word:
"You and License, do you think your relationship is really, okay?"
Jiang Yunnuo frowned slightly and asked rhetorically:
"Why do you keep holding on to this?"
"I've told you many times, because we grew up together, so we're just, simple, a little bit closer."
"After all, we don't want you, you have a happy family since you were a child, you haven't experienced what we have experienced, why should you point fingers at us?"
"Really?"
Xia Meng smiled faintly:
"Does he mean that much to you?"
"Of course."
Jiang Yun's answer was very decisive.
Xia Meng asked:
"Okay, then let me ask you a question."
"Nono, that day, when I was at the airport, you asked me how I thought about the permit, what did you think at that time?"
"You know I can't like men, do you?"
"Then why do you still have the idea of matching me with permission?"
Hearing this, Jiang Yunyu was silent.
Xia Meng continued to ask:
"If you really love him, then as a sister, you should want your brother to have a good home in the future, a happy relationship, and a girl who loves him, right?"
"But why do you ask me what I think of the permission?"
"You know I can't think that way about him, do you?"
"What the hell are you up to?"
Faced with Xia Meng's questioning, Jiang Yunyu still didn't speak.
Xia Meng was also silent for a few seconds, and then spoke softly:
"Or is that what you want?"
"You just want to find a girl who doesn't like her at all, so you can"
"Shut !! up"
Without waiting for Xia Meng to finish speaking, Jiang Yunyu finally spoke.
"Xia Meng, do you know what you're talking about?!"
"Of course I do!"
Xia Meng also raised his voice-for-tat.
"It's you, Jiang Yunyu, do you know what you're doing?!"
"I, I just mentioned it to you that day! Don't overthink it! β
"Hehe, I'm thinking too much? Is that really the case? β
Xia Meng sneered:
"However, seeing how angry you were later because of the permission to have that high school scandalous girlfriend, I really can't imagine how you would react if you did have a girlfriend."
"Jiang Yunnuo, don't you think that you are really, really, very distorted?"
Distorting these two words, all of a sudden, Jiang Yunyu, who has always been gentle and dignified, lost control of his emotions.
"Twisted? You're twisted! Xia Meng, what qualifications do you have to say about me?! β
"Xia Meng, you don't look at yourself, it's obviously a good girl, but"
"But what?"
Xia Meng looked at Jiang Yunyu with tears in his eyes, and his lips trembled a little.
"But I care so much about you, I care about you, don't I?!"
Hearing this, Jiang Yunyu suddenly fell silent.
"I know, thank you."
Jiang Yunyu calmed down his emotions and spoke softly:
"But we all have our own ways to go."
"I don't like people interfering too much in my private affairs, in the future, let's not see each other again."
After that, Jiang promised to turn around and leave.
Looking at Jiang Yun's departing back, Xia Meng's tears finally couldn't be controlled, and spring water flowed down his cheeks.
"Jiang promised."
Xia Meng said secretly in his heart:
"I want to give you a taste of what it's like to lose the person you love the most."
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When the sister and brother returned home, Jiang Min hadn't gotten off work yet, but Jiang Yunyu had the key with him.
Jiang Min works in the county's Food and Drug Administration, and is also a small leader in the system, usually has to lead a team to the countryside to inspect something, or very busy, her house is a lot of years ago, the old house allocated by the unit, the area is not large, about 60 square meters.
"Hey, after so many years, this place seems to never change."
After entering the door, Jiang Yunnuo changed his slippers, suddenly snorted angrily, turned around and entered his bedroom, and closed the door smoothly.
Sister Mo Ruodi, of course she knows, sister is waiting for him to take the initiative to admit his mistake, so he hurriedly changed his shoes, put things away, and then went to his room first, and found a Nokia 5310 from the drawer at the bottom of the desk.
This is a very classic music phone, very small and thin, just like a small card, hidden in the sleeve is very hidden, at the beginning of the company to go through countless boring classes, and even cheating on exams is very convenient.
At the end of the college entrance examination, before changing to Apple 4S, all of them were allowed to use this mobile phone, and during this period, all kinds of contacts between him and Cha Qingqing were also completed on this mobile phone.
I charged my phone for a while, and when it was time to turn it on, I hurriedly ran to the door of Jiang Yun's room, and I didn't knock on the door, and went in directly.
At this moment, Jiang Yunyu changed into a casual home clothes, his long chestnut hair was tied with a hair ring, and he was lying on the bed watching "Harry Potter" with his little feet crossed, looking at the cover, it seemed to be the Goblet of Fire.
"Sister, are you still angry?"
Xu Hippie sat on the edge of his sister's bed with a smile on his face, and reached out to poke Kang Yunyu's fair face.
"Hmph~"
Jiang Yunnuo snorted, glanced at the permission, and said:
"Is there one? I'm not angry, I'm in a good mood! β
"Oh, that's good, that's good."
Permission to listen, deliberately pretending to get up and leave.
Jiang Yunnuo was anxious all of a sudden, and shouted:
"Stinky little ghost! Stop me! β
"Until it's wrong?!"
Xu then turned around and cheekily sat down beside Jiang Yunyu again.
"I know, so you see, didn't I admit my mistake to my sister?"
Permission handed Nokia to her sister, opened the text message chat history with Cha Qingqing, and the mobile phone QQ of the Symbian system.
"Oh, sister, you see, between me and her, there is really nothing, it's just that I was young and ignorant at the time, and my psychology was immature."
Jiang Yunyu took the phone and began to look through the permission and the past of this tea Qingqing.
Of course, there is a reason why Xu Xu dared to be so frank and show the incriminating evidence to his sister.
Because when he used this mobile phone, he was indeed very naΓ―ve, and chatting with Cha Qingqing was also some boring daily trivialities, with almost no ambiguous content.
The two really began to entangle, or after graduating from high school, of course, those unbearable pasts, permission will not be given to Jiang Yun.
Jiang Yunnuo looked through the message records for a while, then opened Cha Qingqing's QQ space, looked at her logs and photos, and frowned slightly.
"Keke, why are you so bad-eyed?"
"That's it?"
"Seriously, this girl's level is at the level of a high-quality passer-by if we have a lot of money, and if you die, you can die."
"Why did you fall in love with her in the first place?"
"Oops, that's why it was because I was naΓ―ve~"
Permission laughed:
"At that time, I was a little ignorant about the relationship just now, and I didn't even have a basic aesthetic appearance, so didn't I say it, look at her, her skin is not as white as mine, and I will definitely not like her now."
"Everything is just a misunderstanding~"
"And, sister, you don't know, people actually don't look down on me, she thinks I'm short."
Hearing this, Jiang Yunyu was immediately angry.
"Ha ???"
"Just her??"
"That's it?!"
"Not really!"
Permission laughed:
"It's not like you didn't see it at the airport that day, but your boyfriend is a basketball player who is almost 1.9 meters."
"Whew!"
Jiang Yunnuo didn't hold back and took a sip.
"It's dark and ugly, and when I walk down the street, I won't look at him squarely!"
Hearing that his younger brother was looked down upon by girls when he was in middle school, Jiang Yunnuo took Permission's hand, touched Permission's head, and said:
"So, Coco, what did my sister tell you before? Now the little girls, one by one, are all bad and bad. β
"If you are looking for a partner, you must keep your eyes open, and most importantly, you must tell your sister and let your sister help you check it!"
Xu Xu was happy when he heard this, and took his sister's hand.
"So, sister, you forgive me~"
"Humph! Not really! β
Jiang Yunnuo clasped his hands and snorted arrogantly.
"Is your sister and I so easy to coax?!"
"If you find a high-quality girl, forget it, for this kind of woman, you carry me behind your back and don't say a word to me, I don't lose my anger!" (End of chapter)