After hearing this, Xiao San shook his head: "What kind of scholar am I?" Mr. Guo has a very good saying, before his talent is discovered, it is all shit, in fact, if I want to see it, it is not even as good as shit. Shit can still smoke others, but talent can't, talk so much to others, he will only come to one sentence, can he make money? What's the difference between you and Kong Yiji, who can't take off his robe? ”

After saying this, he sighed longer than a short sigh.

"The last sentence of Kong Yiji, who can't drag down Changshan, is what I mean to express their words, of course, they definitely can't say such things."

Li Ruoqing asked: "I think it makes sense, which old Mr. Guo did you just say?" ”

"Mr. Guo, who talks about cross talk! Can there be a second person? ”

When Xiao San said this, he suddenly stopped and looked back at Li Ruoqing: "Do you want to hear my story?" Sister. ”

Li Ruoqing nodded: "Since you want to say something, just say it, I'll listen to you." ”

Xiao San began to reminisce.

"When I was young, I lived a very happy life, I had my parents, grandparents and my sister at home, and my parents were partial to my sister and not to me. It's ridiculous, the patriarchal countryside is completely opposite in my family, I desperately read, memorize poems, and be all kinds of famous quotes and sentences just want to behave better in front of my parents, so that they know that I am a child who loves to learn. My sister and I are three years apart, maybe it's a gift, and I'm faster than I can do anything, I worked hard to memorize that ancient poem for three days, and my sister only needs to read it more than ten times, and she can completely memorize it. From that time on, my confidence was greatly damaged, and during the New Year's holidays, or talking and chatting with those old people in the village, my parents never wanted to talk to them about anything else, but only called the two of us out, and the older generation asked questions, so that the two of us chose to answer and memorize, and from that time we were no longer just students or children, but tools for my parents to show off. ”

"The village is very poor, and there are not even a few college students, in fact, I haven't even gone to high school. It's a rare thing to be a college student, let alone a prodigy like my sister. At that time, my father often belittled me outside, just to show off how smart his daughter was, and often called me to scold me for nothing. Later, someone said unintentionally, the youngest daughter is so smart, the eldest is just a fool, there must be one who is not my father's own. ”

"The speaker is unintentional, but the listener is intentional! After this incident, my dad began to suspect that I was not his own, and he would not suspect my sister at all. Later I heard that my mom said I was born prematurely, but I was born extremely healthy, so I must be full-term. So there would be a time difference of two or three months, and my mom and dad would fight at home every day, and my dad hated me for not being his child, and my mom hated me for ruining her happy family. What did I do wrong when I became like this? I didn't do a paternity test, but my mother's attitude says it all, yes, I'm a wild seed. ”

"My dad is okay, although he didn't find me, I was scolded every day, but you kicked me out of this house, although I have to do a lot of housework at home every day, but I have a place to sleep, and I can wrap my stomach with some food. Since then, I have stopped memorizing poems and going to school, my sister is still a dignitary in front of people, showing off in the crowd, and I am at home like a pet, careful. For fear that if something is not done well, it will usher in scolding and punishment. I admit all this, I do all the work at home, and I can't get anything from any benefits and rewards. When I was in school, I would do housework at home. As soon as the winter and summer vacations are over, I have to go back to my hometown to work, farm work, I have to do everything, sometimes I have sunburn on my body, and I can't help it, save some money to buy some medicine, or simply carry it. ”

"That incident was known to the whole village, and my grandparents also called me wild seeds, and the whole village was laughed at when they saw me. Do you know the scene of dozens of kids laughing together, going around in circles and scolding you for being serious? At one point I finally couldn't take it anymore and pushed a child down, causing his thigh to break the skin and leave a little blood. Because of this, their parents came to my house, turned my family upside down, and finally extorted 70 yuan from my grandfather for medical expenses. Just for the seventy dollars, my dad almost beat me half to death and threw me out of the door. I wandered around the village, like a lonely ghost, and everyone regarded me as a scourge, a scourge, and left me one after another. ”

"I don't have a friend around, and I probably can't say the same, two, or two. I don't know when I came to the village with two stray dogs, you can believe that I lived with two dogs during that time, I lived in a ravine next to the village, it was hot at night, and it was itchy, but I didn't care at all. There is a stray dog lying next to me, and I feel at ease when I sleep and touch it at night. During that time, I went to the village and was a proper plague god, and the stray dog went to the village and there were kind people to feed him. ”

"That dog, called Little Four, is the name I gave it, we are not the owner and the dog, we are friends and friends, brothers and brothers. During that time, when I was hungry, I went to the garbage dump to find food, and if I was thirsty, I went to drink the water in the river, which was a bit smelly. Sometimes dogs come back with half a bone, and I don't feel dirty, so I bite and eat it. We got along like this for more than half a year, and I was actually quite happy during that time. Looking at Xiao Si, I finally know what family is and what friends are in my life! Later, when the government came to the village to go through some formalities, they accidentally discovered me and reprimanded my father for his actions. My father told me all about my background, and the government had no way to morally condemn it, but my mother, after all, I was also his son. I couldn't be pressured, so they took me home, and I was okay for a few days at home, after all, there are government people in the village who handle things and will ask about these things at any time. ”

"And my sister never called me brother, but called me by my first name. Barking at me like a pet and doing all sorts of things for her. Later, after the government personnel left, although I still lived at home, I moved from a dilapidated house to a converted cowshed, and I didn't think it was anything, after all, it was much better than the ravine. Not long after, a dog dealer came to the village, and my father actually wanted to sell Xiao Si, just for only 90 yuan, I cried and made trouble, and I even knelt down and kowtowed to him, but it was useless. In the end, I told him that I would find a way to get him ninety dollars, but I still couldn't resist the charm of the dog dealer. ”