"On the day my mother died, I was outside the main hall and watched her being fired."

"I didn't rush in because I knew my mother didn't want me to go in and save her."

The young man calmly told all this, and his hands kept moving, and he looked at the little girl carefully.

In the bronze mirror, the young man's fingers flew up, and he quickly pulled a bun for Jun Chaoyun, and hairpinned a begonia flower hosta, which was delicate and elegant.

"Empress Xiao won't blame you, maybe at that time, her biggest wish is that you can live well."

"Since my maternal grandfather and uncle died, my mother didn't want to live anymore."

"For her, it's relief."

"She regretted taking over the widow of the first emperor, and she always felt that if he didn't become the queen, he could live and die with the Xiao family, instead of being trapped in Changning Palace and confessing day and night."

"Mother, she blames herself until she dies."

Jun Chaoyun held the young man's hand, "It's hard work." ”

Between the fingers are the scars of the young Chinese New Year's Eve who practiced martial arts day and day.

The few sentences in the book are Chu Li's miserable life for many years.

Before that, she didn't know the experience of the young man, it seemed that in everyone's opinion, after the death of Empress Xiao, the young man was going to be sent to Beirong as a proton as a concubine, but no one in the Manchu Dynasty could stop it.

The Beijung royal family treated him extremely cruelly.

"I remember that you lost your trace on the way back to Dali from Beirong, and so many people don't want you to come back."

"Ah Li, the past has always been too hard."

"You used to always have a straight face, and I was thinking at the time, what did this beautiful brother go through, so he was so sad and joyless."

"Ah Yun, this is in the past."

"yes, it's gone." Jun Chaoyun held back the tears in his eyes, and a bright smile appeared on his face.

"Today is Madame's birthday, after listening to the story, let the husband thrush for the wife?"

"Okay." Jun Chaoyun nodded.

Jun Chaoyun's eyebrows are thick, and they can be painted with a little modification.

The boy held his face, his eyebrows gentle.

Changsheng saw this scene, and just about to return to the important matter, he silently put back the foot that had stepped into the threshold.

Qingyin held the newly collected Merlin Snow Water.

"What is this?" Changsheng pointed to the clay pot in the woman's hand.

"The snow water used to make tea is very sweet and delicious."

"Miss, she's afraid of hardship, so it's most appropriate to use this."

"Eighteen, you seem to like Madame very much." Changsheng looked at Qingyin, who was rejoicing on the side.

Qing Yin looked at the two people in the room, "I don't know why, from the first time I saw Miss, I liked it very much, maybe Miss is kind, and she is different from the people I have seen before." ”

"In her eyes, everyone is the same, and she will not snub anyone because of her status."

"Who wouldn't like such a young lady?" Qing Yin asked rhetorically.

"What about you, besides Miss, do you like anyone else?" Changsheng pretended to ask unintentionally.

"Someone else?" Qing Yin raised her eyebrows slightly, and looked at the straight Changsheng who was standing late, as cold as ever.

If it weren't for the hand behind him that used a little force uneasily, and his finger bones turned white, Qing Yin would almost think that he was really like water.

"Naturally, it's ......," she deliberately dragged out the long tail.

Changsheng looked at her like this, as if anxiously waiting for an answer.

"Nope."

got a negative answer, and Changsheng's eyes showed a hint of loss, but he quickly covered it up.

"There is no best."

At least he still has a chance.

He thought.

The young man in black, who had always been blank in his feelings in the past, didn't know the woman's mind at all, as long as the other party said no, he would believe it stupidly.

"Changsheng, do you know what you mean by what you asked a woman just now?"

Changsheng shook his head blankly, "I don't know." ”

He wants to do things steadily, decisive killing, since the day he became a child, he has been living a life of licking blood from the knife edge, practicing martial arts desperately, killing people day and night, like a ruthless walking corpse.

The only purpose in his heart was to protect the young master, and he had no contact with any woman.

The women in the Shadow Guard were all his brothers and sisters, and he had never had a trace of delusion.

But Qingyin is different, he has always understood.

He had delusions about her, and he knew about her from the first time he saw her as a child.

Otherwise, he wouldn't have saved this girl on that rainy night.

"Nerd." Qing Yin chuckled.

"Xiao Changsheng, do you like me very much?" Qingyin approached the boy.

The woman's unique breath came, and Changsheng moved slightly to the side, and the whole person became unnatural.

Qing Yin looked at his black eyelashes trembling because of nervousness, and smiled even more cheerfully.

As the leader of the Shadow Guard, Changsheng has seen countless women, but he still doesn't know how to face the woman he likes.

I thought the boy wouldn't respond at all. Qingyin just wanted to distance the two, but heard an undetectable voice next to her.

"Yes." The black-clothed boy nodded stiffly.

At this time, Qingyin was shocked by his response.

Her eyes were full of shock, and for the first time, she realized that the young man in front of her, who had always been silent, would boldly admit that he liked someone.

"Reason." Qing Yin forcibly suppressed the panic in her heart and asked calmly.

She stared at Changsheng without blinking, trying to see a hint of retreat in his eyes.

"Nope."

"Why?" Qingyin doesn't understand, there must be a reason why a man likes another woman.

How can there be feelings between people all of a sudden.

"Affection comes from the heart, and sometimes you don't need a reason."

"I know you don't like me."

"It's true that no woman likes a person like us." Changsheng looked calm.

He has never been a person who can speak and hide in his heart, no matter what kind of feelings the other party has for him, he does not regret it.

"What would you do if I didn't like you."

"Will you not marry for the sake of me for the rest of your life?" Qingyin asked him deliberately embarrassed.

"Yes, I will only love one woman in my life, and I will never fall in love with anyone else." Changsheng looked at her eyes firmly, without the slightest flinch.

"Changsheng, you weren't like that before." Qingyin was slightly stunned.

"What kind of person am I in your heart?"

"Cold-blooded and ruthless, like the walking dead?" A trace of loneliness crossed Changsheng's eyes.

He was a killer, he had risen from the mountain of corpses in the sea of blood, and no one would come near him.

Qingyin shook her head, "No, I thought we were the same kind of people, selfish and selfish, and wouldn't trust anyone easily. ”

"Not to mention feelings."

"I know." Changsheng whispered back.

"I tell you my heart today, and I don't expect any answer."

"I just want you to know that even though your past experiences have left you with a lot of holes, I will protect you, even if you will never respond to me."

"But you know, I don't need anyone to protect me." Qing Yin coldly refused.

From the time her parents died on that rainy night, she just wanted to be strong, so strong that no one could hurt her.

She hasn't done it yet, and she's not going to trust anyone's promises.

"I understand." Changsheng's tone was rare and gentle.

"I like you for me, and you don't need to feel guilty about it." The young man in black raised the long sword in his hand.

"But even the best blades need scabbards to protect them, and so do you." Changsheng retorted her words very persistently.

"I don't like people who are self-inflicted."

"I don't have a heart." Qing Yin turned her head and didn't give him a look anymore.

Changsheng smiled bitterly, "You're still like this." ”

"Today, you can pretend that you don't know, or you can forget."

Qing Yin was silent.

"It's me who is abrupt." Changsheng opened the distance between the two, and the heart that had been dead for a long time was like a knife at this moment.

"Little Changsheng." I don't know how long later, the woman next to him called his name.

"It's stupid."

"Look at Your Highness, there is no woman in this world who will fall in love with a man just by listening to his casual promises."

"Who will take what you say today?"

"If you want me to believe, you have to take action."

"Instead of being sad here alone." Qingyin didn't move.

"But didn't you say you don't need the protection of others?" Changsheng's voice trembled.

"It's really not necessary, but in life, if there is a person who can be by your side, it may not be so boring."

"Give you this opportunity, can you do it?"

It touched her heart and made her believe that in this world, not everything is so unbearable.

"Absolutely." Changsheng's gaze was resolute.

"Okay, then I'll wait for you."