Chapter 115: Just Be Yourself

Yes, his brother died, and in order to save him, his brother, who was only five years old, was buried in the dirty soil and closed his eyes forever.

Since then, all together have changed.

Mom became hysterical, suffered from depression, and shouted her brother's name every day.

The grieving father took the mother to the doctor.

Leave Chen Yuhan alone.

Later, my mother's illness was cured.

And Chen Yuhan has completely changed.

In the past, he didn't like to read, but now he holds the books on his brother's bookshelf every day to read.

In the past, he only liked to wear loose short-sleeved shorts and run and jump outside, but now he wears the same delicate little suit as his brother, and there is no joy or sorrow on his face.

In the past, he liked to play football, climb trees, and play with all kinds of toys, but now, he likes to stay quietly in his room.

In the past, he was the most talkative, and he always liked to hold his parents, and his brother's hands, chattering non-stop.

Now he seems to have lost the ability to speak.

In the past, he was Chen Yuhan, who was loved by his parents, and his brother.

Now he doesn't want to be himself anymore, and he doesn't want to be that bad boy who is not well-behaved.

Chen Yurun patted his head lightly like he had taught his naughty brother before, and reprimanded him in a serious tone, "You are not stupid, who asked you to change, you just need to be yourself." ”

"Xiaohan, my brother's favorite, is the naughty, lively, and likes to follow me like a little tail, shouting brother, brother's brother."

"It's just that now that my brother is gone, and if Xiaohan gets into trouble in the future, my brother won't be able to help you clean up your little tail, you have to learn to bear it yourself."

"Brother." Chen Yuhan couldn't help but break down and cry anymore.

He grabbed his brother's hand tightly, as if grasping a life-saving straw, the door of his heart that had been closed for the past two years was opened like this, and then it collapsed, overflowing, full of guilt and regret.

"Brother, it's all my fault, I shouldn't have gone into the water and wanted to swim."

"Brother, you shouldn't have saved me."

"The one who died should be me, it's me."

When he was five years old, his brother died in order to save him, and it was also on that day that five-year-old Chen Yuhan matured all of a sudden, and in the face of the life and death of his relatives, he was only five years old at the time, and he had to grow up overnight.

He and his brother are twins and look almost identical, but the two are completely different.

My brother has a good personality, is so gentle, always takes care of him, and when he gets into trouble, he will also help him clean up the mess.

The elder brother has a good IQ, is talented, and is also very good at reading, and he completed all the courses of primary school at the age of five, but he doesn't like to read, he can read and write, he only knows how to go out to play, go out to climb trees, swim, play football, and trick-or-treat.

In the eyes of others, my brother is a good boy, and he is just a mischievous bad boy.

But Chen Yuhan has never been jealous of his brother, he knows that his brother is the best brother in the world.

They have lived together since they were not born, and they are so close to each other.

They were born into this world hand in hand.

However, the elder brother left first.

In order to save him, he left this world completely.

He has only been in this world for five years, and he has only enjoyed the love of his parents for five years, and he has not fully felt the beauty of this world, so he left.

It's all his fault.

He caused all the mistakes.

The damned one is him.

"Chen Yuhan! What nonsense are you talking about! Chen Yurun's expression became more serious, his eyes widened, and his tone became much more solemn.

There was reprimand and pity in his tone, "Who made you think so, who made you say these things." ”

"Xiaohan, my brother has never regretted it, I am my brother, you are my younger brother, as an elder brother, of course I want to protect my younger brother, when you are in danger, how can I not save it. Although I didn't think much about it at the time. ”

"Xiaohan, my brother doesn't regret it, my brother is very glad that you are still alive."

"My brother just has some regrets, I can't grow up with Xiaohan, I can't be filial to my parents, but I will always be with you where you can't see. You have to live a healthy and happy life, and then be filial to your parents. ”

"Mom, she doesn't actually blame you, it's just that she was too sad and sick for a while, and now she's fine, isn't she? Whether it is my brother or my parents, they all love Xiaohan. ”

"So, you have to be happy."

"Be yourself, don't be anyone, not even me, we Xiaohan are the only ones in the world. I still want to see that brother who is still lively, cheerful, and always has a smile on his face, even if he is not so good. ”

"Xiaohan, promise me, be yourself, don't blame yourself anymore."

Chen Yurun's gentle and firm words once again broke through Chen Yuhan's heart, making him, who was originally covered with spikes, directly collapse.

"Brother......" Chen Yuhan threw himself directly into his brother's arms and cried loudly.

It was the first time he had cried bitterly since his brother left.

I used to cry silently at night, but then I gradually became emotionless, and I no longer looked like a child.

And now, in front of his brother who dotes on him the most, he can finally be that self again.

"Brother, are you okay coming back, please, are you okay coming back......"

Chen Yurun's illusory figure hugged his younger brother tightly, and his little hand patted lightly on his back.

After getting up, Zhou Shuzhen and Chen Boyu, who couldn't find their youngest son, opened the curtain of the tent and saw the scene in front of them.

In the sea of purple flowers, everything seems so mysterious and unreal.

The slightly bright sky also makes the surroundings hazy and illusory.

But Zhou Shuzhen and his wife saw it.

They saw their eldest son, who had been dead for two years.

Zhou Shuzhen only felt that her breathing was about to stagnate, she held her husband's arm tightly, she didn't dare to approach, and she didn't even dare to speak, for fear that her footsteps and talking would wake up everything in front of her.

She only dared to shake her husband's arm with trembling hands, looking excited and crazy.

I don't know when tears slipped silently from the corners of my eyes.

Zhou Shuzhen clearly knew that his eldest son was dead.

At the beginning, she personally sent her eldest son who had completely closed his eyes away, and no one could understand how painful a mother was at that time.

She knew that the little run in front of her was just illusory.

It's like a bubble, maybe it will be scattered at some point. So she was afraid, she was careful not to approach.

She can not speak, she can not approach.

As long as she can take a second look, even if it's just a second look, she'll be satisfied.

Although she clearly knew that Xiao Run was dead and had completely left them two years ago, she inexplicably believed that this Xiao Run in front of her was her son.

She also heard what Xiao Yun said just now.

Xiao Yun is right, in fact, she doesn't blame Xiao Han.