Chapter 21: Really, I don't have the courage anymore

This summer, the money boss of the Kickboxing Club gave Ning Xin a salary increase of 500 yuan, Ning Xin was grateful to him, he had work in his eyes, and he could do more if he could.

One night, He Dongfan and Xie An actually came.

No way, Xie An's yellow hair is too eye-catching.

There was a game that night, and the audience was full of cheers, and He Dongfan and Xie An were also immersed in it.

At the end of the game, Ning Xin stopped the two of them, brought them to the staircase, copied their hands, and educated them with a cold face: "You didn't see the sign at the door? Minors are not allowed to enter! ”

Xie An immediately 'betrayed' He Dongfan and pointed at him: "Brother Fan brought me here, and it's ......"

He was triumphant: "Don't look at me small, I'm older than Brother Fan, I turned eighteen last month." ”

Ning Xin glared at He Dongfan.

He Dongfan was originally lazy and leaning against the wall to be trained, but he was 'betrayed' by Xie An and kicked over.

Xie An dodged to the side, raised his chin, and did not change his words: "It was Brother Fan who brought me here!" ”

He Dongfan gritted his back molars and stood up straighter: "Teacher Ning, I just relax and relax." ”

He began to wrestle the reason: "You see that I make up chemistry and biology in one three or five days, and I also make up math in two days on weekends, I am really tired, I just come to relax." ”

Ning Xin didn't accept this reason, she said: "I see that you are too idle and do not have enough homework, I will leave you more exercises at the end of the make-up class tomorrow." ”

He Dongfan scratched the back of his head, feeling like he was moving a stone to hit his own feet. He stretched out his hand to carry Xie An's back collar, and he was unhappy: "Let's go." ”

Ning Xin looked at his back: "Next time you dare to come, be careful that I beat you." ”

He Dongfan didn't look back, and raised his hand and waved it extremely speechlessly.

In August, Sheng Yu was not busy with work, he would pick up Ning Xin from work almost every day, and he would go to the hospital with Ning Xin to visit Ning's mother on Saturday.

Every time she visits her mother, Ning Xin will buy vegetables in advance and cook some dishes with the taste of her hometown.

On this day, Ning Xin and Sheng Yu had just arrived at the ward and sat down, and before they could speak, Ning's mother lost control of her emotions.

She swept open the lunch box, grabbed Ning Xin and shouted viciously: "It's all you!" It's all you! ”

Sheng Yu hurriedly separated the two and protected Ning Xin in his arms.

Mother Ning began to slap Sheng Yu frantically, cursing at Ning Xin in his arms: "Why didn't you die?!" You deserve to die the most!! ”

The nurse rushed in when she heard the movement, held Ning's mother down, and guided Ning Xin and Sheng Yu out of the ward.

All day that day, Ning Xin was in a mood, including making up lessons for He Dongfan in the afternoon.

He Dongfan's rough temperament is aware of it.

He asked her what was wrong.

She smiled again and said it was fine.

After making up for He Dongfan, Ning Xin packed up her things and went home.

She walked to the front yard and saw the peonies in the courtyard swaying from side to side by the wind, and she looked up, and it was black and oppressive, and the clouds were thick, as if it was about to rain.

It's really hard to say this season, but the rainstorm is coming.

Ning Xin quickened her pace, and as soon as she came out of the courtyard, she saw Sheng Yu waiting outside.

She froze and didn't move.

Sheng Yu took the initiative to step forward and handed her roasted sweet potatoes.

Ning Xin took a deep breath and suppressed the sourness in her heart, she took the roasted sweet potato, smiled reluctantly, but worked hard: "Didn't you say that after graduation, it is inconvenient to go over there to buy roasted sweet potatoes?" ”

Sheng Yu didn't say anything, stepped forward and hugged Ning Xin, tightly.

When He Dongfan anxiously went out with an umbrella, he only saw Sheng Yu and Ning Xin holding hands and running forward, their figures getting smaller and smaller.

In late August, Sheng Yu was busy again at work, often working overtime.

By the time he was done, it was already October.

On the National Day, Sheng Yu doesn't need to go to work, but Ning Xin has to work part-time.

She works as a shopping guide in a mobile phone store in the mall, and Sheng Yu is waiting for her at the experience store next to her.

In the evening, Sheng Yu sent Ning Xin home.

Sheng Yu took the initiative to talk about his work, and in the end, he stopped and discussed with her: "Xinxin, if I want to go to Huaiwu for development, can you accompany me after graduation?" ”

Huai Wu?

Ning Xin had never been to that city, and it was a very strange place to her.

Sheng Yu gently hugged Ning Xin: "The company is preparing to set up a subsidiary in Huaiwu, which is a rare opportunity for me." ”

Ning Xin was silent for two seconds: "When is it?" ”

"Spring next year."

Ning Xin thought in her heart, if she wanted to go over, it would be in June next year at the earliest, and before that, she would have to learn about Huaiwu's hospital......

Sheng Yu didn't hear Ning Xin speak, thinking that she didn't want to, he hugged her: "If you don't want to go, I won't go." ”

Ning Xin's heart trembled, she raised her head in Sheng Yu's arms, grabbed his clothes, and was very anxious: "Go, I'll go!" ”

How could Ning Xin let Sheng Yu give up this opportunity because of herself?

Besides, it was the same for her to put down roots in any city.

She and her mother have no place to go.

Sheng Yu was happy, and kissed Ning Xin's forehead heavily: "Okay, I'll go over next year, and I'll come over when you graduate, and I'll arrange the accommodation." ”

Ning Xin nodded.

Speaking of accommodation, Sheng Yu suddenly remembered something: "Xinxin, why haven't you found a new place to live?" ”

Ning Xin avoided the topic and twisted his body out of his arms: "I'm too busy, I don't have time." ”

In fact, Ning Xin went to see the house during the summer vacation, and the slightly better single rooms cost more than 800 yuan, which is too expensive.

Sheng Yu guessed a rough idea when he saw Ning Xin's awkward appearance, but he didn't say much.

At the end of October, the weather starts to get cooler.

Ning Xin went to see her mother and brought her a thick sweater.

Mother Ning has gained weight, and the original sweater is smaller when she wears it.

That's a good thing.

Ning Xin helped her mother take off her sweater and put it in the bag: "Mom, I'll buy you a new one, and I won't wear these." ”

"You can wear it." Ning's mother said, "It's warmer if you are tighter." ”

Ning Xin retorted: "It's uncomfortable to wear when you're small." ”

Ning Xin packed up her things and went to pack up her change of clothes.

Mother Ning suddenly called, "Xinxin." ”

Ning Xin raised her eyes: "What's wrong?" ”

"You sit down." Ning's mother patted the bed, tears in her eyes.

Ning Xin sat down, and her mother suddenly held her hand.

Ning Xin was a little overwhelmed, but she was looking forward to it.

As for what to expect?

It could be just a simple embrace.

It's mom, take the initiative and hold her soberly.

Mother Ning's fingers rubbed Ning Xin's hand little by little, and her fingers suddenly trembled, her breathing was short, and her emotions were out of control.

Ning Xin panicked and immediately went to ring the nurse's bell.

Mother Ning stopped her and choked up: "Xinxin, I'm fine, it's okay." ”

Ning Xin sat down again and held her mother's hand: "Mom, what's wrong with you?" ”

"My Xinxin has suffered a lot, right?" Mother Ning raised her eyes, tears had already fallen, "It's that my mother is not good, it's that my mother is not strong enough, it's... It's mom I'm sorry for you......"

Ning Xin's throat was like choking on candy, she was excited and sad, and finally took the initiative to hug her mother and shook her head very heavily.

Mother Ning leaned on Ning Xin's shoulder and sobbed: "Xinxin, you're right... Xinxin, Mom is sick to say those words to you... Mom is sick, you know? You're right... That's right, it was an accident......"

Mother Ning kept repeating these words.

For more than three years, this is the first time Ning Xin has heard her mother say such things.

She didn't know how to describe her feelings.

Like... It's like a sunny day after a rain, soaked in fragrant oxygen inhaled into the nasal cavity, purifying the heart and lungs, and then exhaling, refreshed, and then sure, tomorrow will also be good weather.

It was Ning Xin's happiest few days in more than three years.

Her happiness came to an abrupt end on Thursday afternoon.

That day, Ning Xin was training with her younger brothers and sisters in the school's training ground, and the hospital came to call, saying that Ning's mother suddenly had a splitting headache and vomited, and the situation was very bad, so Ning Xin should go to the hospital quickly.

Ning Xin hurriedly called Sheng Yu on the way to the hospital.

Sheng Yu said that he would come over immediately after taking leave.

When Ning Xin arrived at the hospital, Ning's mother was doing an examination and did not know the specific situation.

Today is not a visiting day in the hospital, and there are no outsiders in the hospital except for the medical staff.

Ning Xin sat alone in the corridor, feeling that her breath was cold.

I don't know how long it took, but the sound of hurried footsteps was heard, and there was a slight echo in the hallway.

The moment Ning Xin turned her head, her heart instantly softened.

She stood up, greeted Sheng Yu, hugged him, and burst into tears uncontrollably.

Mom is already fine.

It's already good.

She didn't have the courage to take bad news.

Really, there is no courage anymore.

Sheng Yu hugged Ning Xin and patted her on the back distressed to comfort her.

Within two minutes, Sheng Yu's mobile phone rang.

Ning Xin took the initiative to let go of him.

Sheng Yu took out his phone and glanced at it, turned around and walked to the side to pick up the phone.

Ning Xin stood in place, she heard Sheng Yu say to the other side of the phone, 'You search globally', 'That interface link is wrong', 'I can't come back for the time being, you ask XXX......'

It's his job.

Her eyes were fixed on him.

He was dressed in a formal suit, he still had a work card around his neck, his slightly frowning eyebrows and helpless tone when he answered the phone...

Ning Xin clenched her fingers and sat down.

When Sheng Yu came back after the call, Ning Xin was already emotionally stable and stopped crying.

Sheng Yu squatted down, held Ning Xin's hand, looked at her, and gave her strength: "Xinxin, don't be afraid, Auntie is fine." ”

Ning Xin nodded at him: "Hmm." ”

After waiting for about five minutes, Ning's mother was pushed out.

She was lying on the mobile hospital bed, her face was pale, but her consciousness was awake, and she reached out to Ning Xin.

Ning Xin and Sheng Yu followed back to the ward and waited for the results of the examination.

After a while, the attending doctor came over with the results of the examination.

He first gave the family a dose of tranquilizer: "The family should not worry too much about it first. ”

Ning Xin breathed a sigh of relief.

The attending doctor took out the examination results and said that Ning's mother had a tumor in her brain, because it was in the early stage and the growth direction was good, surgical removal could be considered, and there would be no sequelae after surgical removal.

Ning Xin's whole heart was lifted, and she was slightly relieved until she heard that 'there will be no sequelae'.

At the same time, Sheng Yu patted Ning Xin's hand comfortingly and told her that it was okay.

The attending doctor asked the family for their opinion: "You can decide whether to remove the surgery or treat it conservatively, and from my point of view, I recommend surgery as soon as possible." ”

Ning Xin immediately nodded: "Surgery, we choose surgery." ”

Sheng Yu asked, "How much does the surgery cost?" ”

Attending Doctor: "You need to prepare 40,000 to 50,000 yuan." ”

Ning Xin sighed in her heart.

Mother Ning listened to the money and sat up excitedly: "No surgery, I don't have surgery." ”

As she spoke, she felt headache and dizziness again.

Ning Xin hurriedly helped her mother to lie down, she wanted to persuade her that she must have this operation.

But she didn't know where the money came from.

At this time, Sheng Yu's mobile phone rang again.

He said sorry to the attending doctor and picked up his phone to answer the phone by the door.

Ning's mother took Ning Xin's hand: "Xinxin, you don't need surgery, your mother is not uncomfortable, we will treat it conservatively." ”

Ning Xin didn't speak, just shook her head.

Mother Ning lowered her head and was silent for two seconds, then spoke: "Xinxin, you don't care about me." ”

Ning Xin clenched her mother's hand, how could she ignore her?

How can it be?

It's impossible to die!

Ning Xin subconsciously looked at the door of the ward, and Sheng Yu spoke on the phone with an embarrassed face.

Ning Xin couldn't hear what he said, only from the shape of his mouth, he could see that he was apologizing to the other side.

The attending doctor also saw Ning Xin's embarrassment: "In this way, you can discuss it and make a decision." ”

Ning Xin nodded.

Ning's mother still insisted on not having surgery.

Sheng Yu came over with his mobile phone, but he hadn't hung up the phone yet: "Manager, I really can't come back now, okay, I'm responsible, I'm responsible." ”

He had already hung up the phone as he approached the bed.

He patted Ning Xin's shoulder and bent over: "Xinxin, can you be here alone?" ”

Ning Xin bit her lip, and although she really wanted him to stay, she still nodded: "I can." ”

At this time, Ning's mother interjected: "Sheng Yu, I don't have surgery, you persuade Xinxin." ”

She stretched out her hand towards Sheng Yu and held Sheng Yu's wrist: "You are a good boy, you help me take care of Xinxin, you know?" ”

Sheng Yu patted the back of Ning's mother and comforted her: "Auntie, don't worry." ”

Sheng Yu pulled his hand out, squeezed Ning Xin's shoulder comfortingly, and turned to leave.

After Sheng Yu left, Ning's mother quickly fell asleep because of the sedative.

Ning Xin gently held her mother's hand, tears rolling in her eyes.

She wondered how she was going to get the money for the surgery.

Forty or fifty thousand, not a small amount, no one can lend her.

At this time, her mobile phone rang, and it was a colleague from the Kickboxing Club.

Because of Ning Xin's health, she no longer participates in competitions, and she has more time, so she also works part-time at the Kickboxing Club during school.

Occasionally, she would call in advance to ask for leave because she didn't go because of something in the team.

But today, the incident happened suddenly, and she forgot to ask for leave.

Ning Xin went out of the ward to answer the phone and apologized to her colleagues, saying that she had something to do temporarily today and couldn't go over.

The colleague hung up the phone unhappily and complained that she didn't say it earlier.

The phone was hung up, and Ning Xin did not return to the ward immediately.

She suddenly had the idea of getting money quickly, and joined the underground competition of the Kickboxing Club.

But in doing so, she violated the law.

If found out by the school, she will be expelled.

But if you don't...

Ning Xin turned around and looked at the hospital bed through the hidden door.

She retracted her gaze, took out her phone, and found out the phone number of Boss Qian.

But for a while, she didn't dial it out.

She wondered if there would be another solution.

A familiar sound of footsteps.

Ning Xin turned her head.

Sheng Yu ran over from the other side of the hallway.

In the early winter season, his head was sweaty, and even the broken hair on his forehead was wet.

He opened his bag, and there was a lot of money inside.

Sheng Yu gasped: "Xinxin, here is 40,000, arrange surgery for my aunt first." ”