In order to please his father, stepmother and younger brother, in order to please his girlfriend, in order to get love and care, he actually forgot to think about his mother who planned for his future before he died.

He is too unconscionable, too undeserved.

Mom, actually, you're the one who loves Xiaoxuan the most, right?

I should love you the most, right?

Shen Xuan had just come up with this idea in his dream.

Suddenly, everything in the dream disappeared.

There was a white fog all around, and he couldn't see anything clearly, no, there seemed to be a figure in front of him, but he couldn't see clearly.

In his dream, he inexplicably remembered the plain ring ring.

Wear that ring and you will see the person you should love the most in this world.

So, is the person in front of him the one he should love the most?

Who is it?

I guess it's Mom.

Shen Xuan waited quietly for the figure to turn around.

In the white mist, the figure of that person was very blurry, but it looked somewhat familiar.

Soon, the man turned around, and the white mist gradually dissipated at this time.

When Shen Xuan saw the person's appearance clearly, he was instantly stunned.

Because that person looks exactly like him.

No wonder, he felt familiar.

So, in this world, the person he should love the most is actually himself, right?

In an instant, something exploded in Shen Xuan's ears and his mind......

Shen Xuan remembered the piece of paper he saw when he opened the plain circle.

Put on the ring and you will see the person you should love the most.

So, the person he should love the most is himself, right? Or that the person everyone loves the most should be themselves, right?

But why?

Loving oneself is still at a loss for Shen Xuan, who is in his twenties.

What does it mean to love yourself and what does it mean to love yourself?

He loves himself, after all, although he is not doing well, it is not too bad, he is fine.

Shen Xuan was stunned, unable to think of a reason.

At this time, the self in the white mist gradually dissipated, and another thin figure appeared.

It is also very unfamiliar, with an inexplicable familiarity, like an imprint engraved in the bones, and because of the distance of time and space, it brings a sense of strangeness.

The man walked slowly towards him, and soon the white mist cleared, and he could see the man's face clearly.

The delicate facial features stared at him, a shallow smile hung on the corner of his lips, and there was a pear vortex on the left cheek.

Shen Xuan's left cheek also has a pear vortex when he laughs, which is said to be inherited from his mother.

Almost at the moment of seeing the person in front of him, the door of memory that had been sealed in his mind for more than ten years was suddenly opened, and those memory pictures that were originally blurred and inherited by time surged out in an instant, as if he had returned to the year when he was seven years old, and everything became clear.

"Xiao Xuan ......" The young woman's voice was soft, but with tenderness and endless longing.

With just two words, Shen Xuan's heart was completely broken, and it also made him affirm the guess in his heart.

He dragged his two trembling legs, slowly stepped forward, staring at the face that was almost blurred in his memory, he couldn't control it anymore, tears fell, his voice choked, and he trembled: "Mom......"

Shen Xuan couldn't hold back any longer, and directly hugged Bai Sujuan in front of him, that is, his mother, before he was seven years old, he gave him the ultimate love and care, and when he was seven years old, he left his mother forever.

Bai Sujuan gently patted his son's head, soothing, and again.

Just like when she was a child, her son was wronged at school, and he would run to her after school to complain, at that time, her son also threw himself into her arms, crying, and telling about his grievances, and she gently hugged him, hugged him and enlightened him.

However, before the son was still a few years old, only up to her knees, she needed to squat down and hug him.

And now, her son is even taller than her.

However, he still rested his head on her shoulder as before, expressing his grievances and sadness.

Bai Sujuan gently stroked his hair and said, "Cry, cry out if you are wronged, don't hold it in your heart." ”

"Mom knows, I'm sorry, over the years, Mom regrets not being able to be by your side, making my Xiaoxuan suffer so many grievances."

"Your experience over the years, the grievances you have suffered, my mother has heard it."

"However, Xiaoxuan don't doubt yourself, Mom's Xiaoxuan is not wrong, it's just them who are wrong."

"But Xiao Xuan, you forgot one thing, one very important, very important thing......"

Shen Xuan looked up blankly and looked at his mother in confusion.

Bai Sujuan stared at his face and said, "It's your mother's departure that prevented you from getting complete maternal love, even because of your father's behavior...... Let your original family be missing, mom knows, you are very longing, very hungry for love, longing for other people's love, care, longing for others to put you in your heart, longing for other people's hugs and kisses, longing for other people's temperature, but Xiao Xuan, anytime ......"

Bai Sujuan paused, and then said seriously and firmly: "At any time, don't forget to love yourself, and love yourself the most." ”

Do you love yourself the most? Shen Xuan was stunned.

Bai Sujuan continued: "Whether it is in family, friendship, or love, you must put love yourself first, no matter whether others express their love to you or not, you don't think about giving, sacrificing, and pleasing to get love and care.

The first thing we have to do is to love ourselves, if a person does not love himself and sees himself as so humble, then he will not be able to love others, and he will not be able to attract those who love him. ”

"Xiao Xuan, at any time, don't think about giving and sacrificing to get love, that kind of love is illusory, short-lived, like poison wrapped in honey. To be loved, the first thing we have to do is to love ourselves, to do what we love to be fun, and to do what makes our hearts happy. Don't grieve yourself and don't please others. ”

"Loving yourself is not selfishness, it happens to be self-love."

"Xiao Xuan, your name was given by your mother, do you know the meaning of the word Xuan?"

"暄 refers to sunlight, which means warmth."

"Mom hopes that Mom's Xiaoxuan will work hard to be her own daylight, strive to grow towards the sun, strive to be her own sun, and then ...... Embrace yourself and warm yourself. ”

"It doesn't matter if it's just you, you can give yourself a hug."

"It doesn't matter if it's lonely, you can comfort yourself yourself."

"It doesn't matter if it's lonely and cold, you can warm yourself up."

"Let the light warm yourself first, and then distribute the overflowing part to others."

"Xiaoxuan, you have to understand, don't always think about attracting others, relying on giving, please, sacrifice in exchange for short-term, false love and care, that is too shallow, and it is easy to lose, what you should do is to attract yourself, accept or perfect or not so perfect yourself, so that you have love, and you can live well for the rest of your life."

(End of chapter)