Ning Xin had a pair of hairpins that she particularly liked when she was a child, but she fell off one later, and she was sad for a long time.

That was the first time she tasted it, lost.

If you lose, you can't get it back.

Later, she lost a lot of things.

pocket money in your pocket; I only bought an eraser for two weeks; Socks bought last winter......

I'm just unhappy about these things for a while, and I don't think it matters.

Until, she lost her father.

That kind of pain.

She began to work hard, trying to cherish the most important people around her, one is her mother and the other is Sheng Yu.

For the loss of her mother, Ning Xin blames herself and regrets it, there are always so many imaginary ifs, she will not lose her mother.

And for Sheng Yu, it's not that he doesn't love, it's that he says goodbye.

At that time, she was trapped in the chagrin and grief of her mother's death, and because of the loss of her school status, she felt that the future was bleak, and she condemned herself for being a request for Sheng Yu and their family, and a bloodsucking worm.

What she wants to do is to win the ring with her last value and return the money to Sheng Yu's family.

She didn't want any more pain, and she didn't want to drag it down any longer.

She took her mother back to her hometown and buried her next to her father.

She took the family photo to Yuhe and went to the zoo where the family had said they wanted to go, but regretted not going.

When all was done, she resolutely ended her life.

But then... She didn't die.

She began to struggle to survive.

She has worked in convenience stores, movie theaters, hotels, amusement parks, hot pot restaurants, etc., all part-time.

She's not tired.

She just wants... Became eligible to go back to him.

Qualifications are really a word that is so confusing.

She didn't know what she was supposed to be in order to be qualified, to be recognized as qualified to be with him...

The sun rises and sets, and time is in line with each passing day by day, like quicksand in a tight grip, and the passage is clearly felt.

Ning Xin naturally felt it.

So, scared.

So, cowardice.

Now, Ning Xin looked at everything in front of her gloomily, she was completely gone.

Does it hurt?

It should be painful.

But what to react to? Ning Xin's brain couldn't give any reaction.

Suddenly, her eyes went black, and a warm palm covered her eyes.

She was wrapped around her shoulders and turned around, it was a very hot chest. She could feel the heaving of his chest, and his slightly heavy gasps.

In contrast, she was like a doll without mood swings, letting him cover his eyes and leave the building half-hugging.

The palms on his eyes were lowered, and Ning Xin regained her vision.

In front of you, there is a golden world poured by the sun.

It's all warm.

She shuddered.

He Dongfan felt it and hugged her tighter.

Walking to the traffic light, Ning Xin didn't pay attention to the stairs under her feet, and stumbled, but fortunately, He Dongfan quickly hugged her waist.

Ning Xin turned her head sideways in a daze, and her eyes were wooden: "Thank you." ”

He Dongfan immediately withdrew the hand holding her waist, looked at her, his lips moved, but he couldn't say a word.

The red light turns into a green light.

Ning Xin twisted her shoulders slightly, she got out of He Dongfan's arms and walked to the opposite side.

She returned to the bus stop from which she came, pausing slightly before crossing the street to the bus stop opposite.

The glass of the bus stop is polished, and the advertising posters look like they are new and brightly colored.

Ning Xin stood in front of the information bar on the platform, watched, and muttered in a low voice: "No. 14, No. 76, No. 1013 ......"

Why isn't there a 72?

She turned her head sideways and looked at He Dongfan with no expression: "Why is there no 72 Road?" ”

He Dongfan did not answer.

Ning Xin retracted her gaze unhurriedly and looked at the platform information bar again.

Rubbing the shiny glass, she could see her own face clearly in a trance.

Her eyebrows, her eyes, her nose, her lips......

All the emotions began to creep in.

Her voice choked and analyzed: "Why is there no 72 road?" I obviously came by 72 and got off the train at the opposite platform, so I should be able to go back here..."

The end of the voice became eloquent.

Tears poured out of his eyes, and the lines fell.

She quickly raised her hand, covered her face with both hands, tears overflowed from her fingers, and endured her crying: "Why can't you go back?" ”

He Dongfan couldn't control it anymore, he stepped forward and grabbed her shoulder, turned her around, and gently hugged her into his arms.

He sniffed, it was his uncontrollable emotion: "I'm sorry. ”

Ning Xin buried herself on He Dongfan's shoulder, crying so loudly that her whole body was trembling, and He Dongfan could feel it when she was holding her.

He could only keep apologizing: "I'm sorry, it's my fault, it's all my fault, I shouldn't make my own claims, it's all my fault..."

Ning Xin shook her head, her hands tightly pulling at the clothes in front of He Dongfan's heart.

Her tears soaked through his shirt, hot as if they were burning his skin.

He Dongfan raised his head slightly and panted, his palm was against the back of Ning Xin's head, he didn't dare to exert himself, and his voice was dry: "I was wrong, you hit me, is it okay to hit me?" ”

The person in his arms cried and shook his head: "He Dongfan, he is doing well, I see that he is doing well, I am very happy, I really... I'm really happy, I'm very happy for him, but... Why, why am I ......"

Ning Xin didn't know how to describe how sad she was at the moment.

All she knew was that she had lost her father.

Lost my mother.

Lost Sheng Yu.

The person she loved, lost in a different way.

He Dongfan lowered his head and tightened his arms: "If you are sad, cry, don't bear it." ”

In the next second, He Dongfan seemed to think of something, his arm was slightly raised, encircled her head, and blocked all the light.

"I'll help you block it." He said so.

The darkness reminded Ning Xin of the day she broke up with Sheng Yu.

It was He Dongfan, who covered her with a coat, so she cried unscrupulously.

In fact, as early as that day, she lost everything.

Ning Xin finally cried out loud.

Her world at the moment is dark.

She can cry loudly.

And she knew that there was someone who was watching over her, so that she was in the dark, and she was not afraid.

It took a long time for Ning Xin to calm down a little.

She raised her head slightly, opened her eyes, and the sunlight was a little harsh.

After her vision was clear, she looked up and saw He Dongfan's eyelashes coated with a layer of light.

He inhales and exhales.

She noticed that his breathing rate was the same as hers.

He Dongfan's gaze wandered on Ning Xin's face, and he suddenly let go of his hand and turned his back: "I don't look at you." ”

His back was wide and his white T-shirt was already drenched with sweat.

Ning Xin remembered that day, she sat behind his bicycle, and his back was also sweaty.

She looked up at the back of his head.

Thank you.

That night, He Dongfan had a nightmare.

He dreamed that he was in WC County for disaster relief, the sun was unusually fierce, the sun made people dizzy, and there was a smell everywhere.

He skillfully and neatly handled the batch of people with no vital signs who had just arrived, but in the darkness he saw a girl in a pink gauze dress, her wrist tied with a latte flower, and the blood soaked everything around her...

He woke up sweaty.

It's just a dream.

It's okay, it's just a dream.

It's just that the scene of her crying on his shoulder is still immersive, and when I think of it, I feel my heart tremble.

He Dongfan brushed the fine sweat on his forehead with his fingertips, and he said to himself, don't let her be so sad anymore.

The final exam was approaching, and everyone was reviewing and preparing for the exam, but He Dongfan and Xu Jing were not in the dormitory from morning to night.

Xu Jing is going to work part-time, while He Dongfan is looking for a summer internship.

He Dongfan's grades are very beautiful, and he thought that he could easily find an internship job with good salary.

But due to various factors, he found several but was not satisfied.

Li Baizi felt that He Dongfan was too picky: "You just go to work for a month, what benefits can you expect others to give you?" ”

He Dongfan touched his chin, this is also true.

Li Baizi raised his head from the book and persuaded sideways: "You said that as soon as you graduate, your resume is that you have interned in a Fortune 500 company, what a bull!" ”

He Dongfan showed his tiger teeth slightly, indeed.

It's an internship salary of 3,000 yuan, which is chilling.

It was also at this time that He Dongfan remembered that Ding Tianxiang had borrowed his own money and had not repaid it, and the total amount was almost five or six thousand, which was almost summer vacation.

He thought about it, but didn't rush.

In the afternoon, He Dongfan finished a final exam and was stopped by the professor.

The professor said he was going to take him and Xu Jing to meet a few of his students.

He Dongfan has heard that those seniors participated in the National College Student Robot Competition held at the beginning of this year and won the gold medal.

They came back to attend the graduation ceremony, and the professor just took this opportunity to ask He Dongfan and Xu Jing to communicate with them.

He Dongfan's field is not here, so there is no in-depth discussion and exchange, he just goes through the motions.

But he didn't expect to meet Sheng Yu's girlfriend.

Although he only glanced at it from a distance that day, he was sure that it was this girl.

He Dongfan waited for her to finish talking to someone before he walked over and called, "Senior sister." ”

The girl smiled and called out his name: "He Dongfan." ”

"You know me?"

"Nature." The girl glanced at Xu Jing, "You two, who doesn't know each other?" ”

He Dongfan raised his eyelids, revealing his tiger teeth slightly: "Yes, follow him, stain the light." ”

As soon as these words fell, the girl's impression of He Dongfan instantly increased greatly.

According to the professor's words, Xu Jing is a genius, and it takes courage to be friends with a genius.

And people who can stand beside geniuses without courage are admirable in their psychological realm.

"Junior brother, be humble." The girl changed her words, "Is there anything you want to ask me?" ”

"There are questions I want to ask, but not academically."

The girl narrowed her eyes: "Huh? ”

He Dongfan asked these questions about himself, but he still asked without thinking: "You have a boyfriend, right?" ”

The girl was slightly surprised by this question, and then generously admitted: "That's right." ”

"Have you been together for a long time?"

The girl sneered: "Less than two months together." ”

Immediately, the girl winked playfully and lowered her voice: "I chased him, I have been chasing him for two years, and I just got it, so I ......"

So?

He Dongfan buried his head slightly, and his dark eyes were very curious: "So what?" ”

"So you don't have a chance!"

“！！！” He Dongfan reacted, stiffened his chest, and stiffened his expression, "You misunderstood!" ”

The girl saw through the appearance of not saying anything: "Yes, I misunderstood." ”

He Dongfan: "......"

Forget it, who asked him to ask these.

In the evening, He Dongfan asked Ning Xin to eat a local specialty.

After taking a seat, He Dongfan stared at Ning Xin, who was looking at the menu: "This shop listens to their recommendations, it's delicious." ”

Ning Xin raised her eyes, a pair of peach blossom eyes bent, and handed over the menu: "Then you can order it." ”

"Okay."

He Dongfan took over the menu and hooked a glutinous duck paw, half of the spicy fish, stewed beef brisket with snow beans, and dried pot cauliflower.

Ning Xin drank some tea and saw many diners coming over with fruits from the side.

She looked over and realized that there was a self-help area.

She put down her teacup and walked over.

Drinks include plum soup and orange juice, fruits include watermelon, oranges and dates, and snacks include twist, popcorn and crispy wedges.

Ning Xin took a little bit back.

She sat down, unconsciously looking out the window.

A thin wisp of clouds in the distance, the sun behind it wrapped in an orange hue that stained the sky red, and everything was written as 'gentle'.

Nearby, outside the glass window, sat a row of diners waiting for a table.

Waiting is not for the sake of wrapping the stomach, but for tasting the deliciousness.

It's the beauty of life.

He Dongfan took a sip of sour plum juice, frowned sourly, and hurriedly took a date, but his brows furrowed even tighter.

Ning Xin pretended to be forbearing, and opened the topic: "Are you about to go on summer vacation?" ”

"Hmm." He Dongfan wiped the watermelon juice on his hands with a tissue, "I'll go back next week." ”

Ning Xin didn't look at He Dongfan, lowered her head, studied the dishes He Dongfan ordered on the list, and said 'um' casually.

What is the difference between gentleness and coldness?

He Dongfan felt that it was probably when Ning Xin looked at him, he was gentle.

And when you don't look at him, it's cold.

For example, now, it is clear and cold, and people are not to be approached.

He Dongfan supported his head with one hand, lazy: "About a week, I will return to Yuhe." ”

Ning Xin paused.

She naturally knew that He Dongfan had been with her all these days, and it was also because she was so sad that day.

But you don't have to stay in Yuhe during the summer vacation.

But before Ning Xin could speak, He Dongfan had already explained: "Go back to see my grandma, half a month later, she will go to the mountains to escape the summer, I can't stay in that kind of place, so I just went back to Yuhe, just right, I found an internship." ”

After listening to what he said, Ning Xin looked away with some embarrassment.

It seems like... Self-inflicted.

He Dongfan's voice smiled: "Teacher Ning? ”

"Huh?"

He showed his tiger teeth, his dark eyes were very clear, and he was undisguised in his expectations, like a young lion about to embark on a journey, fierce and fearless.

Ning Xin didn't know where he was coming again, and blinked: "What's wrong?" ”

He Dongfan tilted his head, and his fingers were half-pressed against his lips: "There is no canteen during the summer vacation, I want to eat." ”

This is not an inquiry for solicitation of opinions.

It's justifiable.

His smile widened, and he added, "Every day." ”