104. Tokyo Bay Cruise with Commendation & End
[Without a considerable degree of loneliness, there can be no peace of mind. γ
Obviously, the balance of loneliness was broken by the storm of youth from outside the sky.
The wise do not fall in love, and the fool is trapped by love.
In my previous life, I have learned all the pain of love, and love is not in the life of shallow still water in this life.
Some people will feel that love is a way to make people perfect.
For example, Arima Yoshihiko wants to make up for it, for example, Tetsu Takishima also needs the center of gravity of the world, for example, Daiki and Peace want to be understood, and for example, Komaba Mitsuki wants the only audience.
However, all versions of the Shadow Strength do not need a patch like [Love].
The strength of the shadow is "δΈ¨", not "human".
If we can't even defend our right to independence and freedom, what lofty ideals can we talk about?
A mediocre person chasing a prestigious school must spend all his time studying, so that he has achieved a sick body of physical strength3,
Mediocre people chase greatness, so in the same way, with absolute freedom, help achieve others' self, and should not waste time on love.
Although he still hasn't figured out what his ultimate quest is.
But when I thought about it, I confessed my mistake after arguing and pulling for more than ten days, worked overtime for 5 days for a date, and my girlfriend worked overtime that day, and after being deceived for 2 years, I met my girlfriend by chance in team building, and when I was about to get married, my girlfriend was afraid of marriage and chose to immigrate, and I began to have contradictions when I talked about the future of my life.
Sweet, self-reliant, romantic, rational, energetic and all kinds of failures, he thinks, the reason is not in him.
He had long had no expectations of love.
Because, at the beginning, they were as beautiful as the second sight and the immortal river.
Excellent people, when it comes to love, are not compatible.
Love is a kind of violence that will make the cowardly person take the lead in twisting and deforming.
Yes, Asama is a person who is easy to accommodate people, but there is always a bottom line for this accommodation.
To put it simply, he fell into a paradox. He will only be close to those whom he admires, but those whom he admires are not suitable for marriage.
For example, Beauvoir, Marie Curie, Catherine Hepburn, Heidi Lamarr, these women are not suitable for marriage.
Asama returned to her room with some restlessness and lay down heavily on the bed.
His refusal is estimated to not even be 60 points.
However, mediocre people don't know how to get a score of 60 or more.
The most basic concessions have been made.
Yes, not a compromise with the second sight, but a certain concession.
The difference between compromise and concession is that compromise is passive and short-sighted, while compromise inevitably leads to new compromises; The purpose of concessions is always to go further.
This level is already the limit, and there is no way to retreat.
The "further" of retreating is to make Futami feel awkward, and make her see herself more like facing patriarchal roles such as brothers, fathers, teachers, and leaders that are disgusted by independent women.
But now it seems that it is probably just my own assumption.
The feeling of hugging, as well as the scent of second sight, still lingers on the body.
It's like Baudelaire's poem - "There is a strong aroma, it can penetrate all substances".
Looking at the unfamiliar ceiling, Asama covered his forehead,
Still won't refuse.
Give her more illusions, and in the end it will only cause more damage.
Asama thinks that his will is stronger than most people, otherwise he would not have been able to enter Tokyo's famous aristocratic school as a middle-aged person.
However, this will is not enough to use on the path of the Shadow Strength.
The love of a beautiful girl is an addictive poison for herself who still lacks corners in her heart.
Asama Shizusui never thought of himself as a good person, he just wanted to be a complete person.
The missing corners must be filled by oneself, not by others.
The love of the two great myojin, the education of the main line of Arima and Konoe, Pochi. Guidance from Majima. Other Relationship Counseling Tasks
The problem of the marquee, the continuous troubles like the overwhelming pi, and the sequelae of the hollowing out of the body, work together.
It took 20 minutes for Asama to complete the basic psychological construction.
Asama, who can tell countless lies, can't say things like "boring, no feeling, no heart, annoying, troublesome, time-consuming, and annoying" to Futami.
Still not lonely enough to help those good and kind souls in the real shadows, so that they actively entangle with their lives.
Restless, Asama opened the book and decided to use the torrent of knowledge to wash away the blood clots composed of hormones.
Before I could turn 2 pages, my phone vibrated a little.
I thought it was the third round of the offensive of the great Myojin of the second sight.,Light up the screen, I didn't expect it to be the message of the island.γ
Seeing the morning reading notes sent by Majima, Asama nodded.
Of the three people, the one that reassures Asama the most is Majima.
She can grasp the distance between the two very well, which may be a skill she learned when she was a loan girlfriend.
Moreover, Majima is also the best one among them.
If everyone were like Majima, maybe they wouldn't have to carry these heavy confessions.
"Jingshui-kun, I have a question for you."
"You say."
"Can I call?"
"Hmm."
Connected to the mobile phone, the voice of Mai Majima, who had not been heard for a long time, came from the earpiece.
"Have you ever heard of the theory of [Social Clock]?"
"Well, in the Analects, standing at thirty, not being confused at forty, and knowing the destiny of heaven at fifty is actually a social clock, that is, [what needs to be done at what age. γβ
"Do you think it's a form of environmental bullying?"
"It's up to you to see if you agree with the rhythm of what you need to do at what age. If you don't agree, don't bother with the conventions. β
The girl's chuckle came from the other end of the phone,
"It also includes [study hard and make progress every day]?"
This is not the "social clock" of the student days, but the "life guide" that allows you to become the master of time and make the flow of all time smooth. In my opinion, studying well is a quality that is essential for a good person to resist original sin. β
"Original sin? Is Shisui-kun also a Christian? β
"It's just a doctrine, I don't have anything worth believing in."
After saying this, what appeared in Asama's mind was not the path of shadows, but the second sight of the great myojin.
Is that what you're here for? Second Sight?
Mai Majima asked a few more math and physics questions, which were the topics of the extracurricular workbook she bought herself, and Asama took out the notebook to write down the rough solution process, and gave it to Majima to explain slowly.
Before you know it, it's 8:20.
Perhaps feeling Asama's exhaustion, Majima looked at the wrong question set and didn't ask the remaining 10 or so questions.
In fact, similar questions have been explained on YouTube, but listening to Asama's voice and learning the knowledge points summarized by Asama is an extremely comfortable flow experience for Majima.
I don't know when she started, she felt that when Asama gave her a lecture, her heart would be indescribably moved, and her mind would be much clearer, and her learning efficiency would be much higher than if she studied alone.
"By the way, Jingshui-kun, Huaxia braised pig's trotters, it's delicious, thank you."
Yesterday, Majima received a courier from a Chinese restaurant, with braised pork trotters that have already been prepared, as well as fresh ingredients, packets, and cooking guides.
I called and asked the owner of the Chinese restaurant to find out that it was Asama who sent it over.
The melt-in-your-mouth pig's trotters are delicious, but Majima prefers to eat Asama's cooking.
"Yes, this pig's trotters are relatively light, you should be able to eat them. Dr. Kimura also said that you should supplement more collagen. β
Majima remembered that Asama was pretending to be his eldest nephew at the beauty salon, and he couldn't help but laugh again, and he stopped until the stitches hurt before stopping.
"Jingshui-kun, today is the last day of the cruise, remember to rest well when you go home~ Then, see you tomorrow?"
"Well, okay. See you tomorrow. β
Majima hung up the phone and lay down on the bed, something filling his heart, but more of it was empty.
In front of the bedside table, there is a starry sky today.
Jingshui-kun, do you know the flower language of the starry sky?
It's me who is willing to play a supporting role.
It's hiding from everyone who loves you.
It is I who want to give you the stars in the sky, but I still feel that the stars in the sky are not as good as you.
Work harder, become better Jimajima, and maybe find a gift worthy of him.
Asama hung up the phone and sat down at the small round table, looking at the few formulas he had just written.
What a good boy, Majima!
Not only is he very studious, but he is also the first person to persuade himself to take a good rest.
Asama continued to read the book for 15 minutes, and felt that the time was almost up, so he closed the book and stood up.
Looking out the window at the boundless sea, I stretched.
Let's go to [C6-016] and find the second sight of the Great Myojin.
Knock knock.
Futami opened the door with wet moisture.
The light pajamas still have some water stains, and the top 2 buttons are unbuttoned, revealing a fair and delicate collarbone, wet hair, and a pair of big eyes that look extraordinarily moist.
Do you choose to take a bath at this time?
Asama has fully comprehended the careful thinking of the two great Myojin about the strategy.
What if the second sight learns a more terrifying and clever theory of love?
I can only "go to the top with thirty-six plans".
Of course, only girls from movies or TV series will be portrayed as natural and pure.
In fact, girls in reality have more complex minds and are elusive.
The two men stared at each other casually, as if the confession of an hour and a half had never happened.
Asama's expressionless face is more gentle.
At second sight, he smiled happily, like a flower blooming on the moon.
"Shisui-kun is here~ Please come in."
Walking into a room that belonged to me one day ago, now it has become a different place for the host and guest, giving Asama a wonderful sense of dΓ©jΓ vu.
The narrow balcony also exudes charm.
"Shizusui-kun, can you help me blow my hair?"
β.β
"It's okay~"
"Blow it yourself."
Futami's battle plan of "leaning into Asama's arms while Asama was blowing her hair behind her" declared bankruptcy.
But it didn't matter, she straightened out the clothes she was going to change into and began to unbutton the underside of her pajamas.
"Jingshui-kun, please turn around."
Are you Poch topper? See you in two!
"I'd better go out and wait for you, although the No. 1 banquet hall is on this floor, it's better to hurry."
Sure enough, the previous rejection had no effect. Wait a minute, give her a hard time.
Futami was on the other side of the door, calming his heartbeat.
It's worth it to endure all the shy charges, and it seems that the bottom line of the still water king has been tested?
However, why did this time, instead of blushing shyly, Shizumi-kun vaguely suppressed an expression of disgust?
It backfired.
However, I really want to see the angry appearance of Jingshuijun, every side of him, I want to see; Every unknown side wants to be the first witness; I want to collect different expressions, and I want to experience the mood that wells up in my chest when I see Shisui-kun's new expression.
Second sight, second sight, you have to control yourself!
Could it be that his own happiness is more important than that of Jingshui-kun?
9 minutes later, Futami tied his hair into two braids that hung down, and walked out of [C6-016] wearing a small black tank top with a knitted halterneck camisole by CHANEL and denim shorts.
"I've been waiting, Shisui-kun."
"Well, let's go."
Asama didn't take a closer look, nodded, and walked towards the first banquet hall on his own.
The banquet hall during the day is also brightly lit.
At one end of the hall is the stage area, and at the other end there is a wooden staircase, which is used to take pictures of more than 300 people.
The teacher's representative is Nanmu from Class F in Year 2, and it is very painful to watch him read the manuscript.
Whether it's himself, or the people in the audience.
The manuscript focused on commending the student union's careful preparation for this cruise and its calm response to emergencies.
In particular, he emphasized the calm response of Chiyo Konoe, the vice president of the student council, and praised the people of Class A for their fearless resistance in the face of gangsters.
More than 300 teachers and students were killed and more than 50 rioters were dealt with before the government could rescue them, which is indeed powerful news.
At present, on the mobile phone, there is already news about Chiyo Konoe leading LinkedIn and the academy to fight pirates.
This is also a big event worth writing in the history of the school for Yinghe, who often creates big news.
It depends on how Chiyo Konoe uses this news later.
The more mediocre the era, the more eager for the emergence of heroes.
The public will even place such expectations on people who are simply not qualified.
Most of the Eiwa students thought that their safety was saved, and most of them were due to Chiyo Konoe.
Watching Arima, Goxingin, Fukasawa, Nimi, Nijo, and Takishima come to the stage to receive the award,
Maybe that's history.
Asama suddenly felt happiness, this is the joy of the Shadow Strength.
It's a pity that Takishima threw flattering eyes in this direction, causing the screams of the girls around him.
It wasn't until he was twisted by Nijo's ears that he stopped.
Arima was finally invited to the stage, because he was not much less popular than Konoe because of the fact that he jumped from a cruise ship to rescue a female classmate who had fallen into the water.
After all, most people believe that the gangsters were subdued by the super powerful bodyguards of the Konoe family, and Arima saved a life in the deep sea in the middle of the night.
Even those who were complaining about Arima's speech at the dinner party couldn't help but applaud Arima on stage.
Arima refused to take the pennant with a complicated expression, he borrowed the host's microphone and said,
"I'm sorry, I didn't come to the stage to receive the award, I want to clarify one thing to everyone - I am not the one who saved people, although I tried to save my senior sister, but I failed, and there was someone else who really saved the two of us. Maybe someone else, or even a pirate. In any case, I want to thank him here, and I want to say to him that I will not let him regret saving me. β
Arima wanted to thank Asama in public, but when he asked Asama, he received a negative answer.
This is the Great Teacher.
Arima's heart suddenly moved. Could it be, Asama, the unsung hero who saved them, right?
In the group photo, Asama stands as the third-to-last person on the far left of the seventh row.
Yinghe's concept of freedom saved him, allowing him to wear a hat and cover his gray hair when taking photos.
It's just that he doesn't understand, and the second sight on the left is just that, why is Fukasawa standing on his right?
Isn't your Imperial Court in the 6th row below?
And second sight, don't blatantly hold my arm!!
Where's your ice beauty?!
After using a brain melon collapse to force Futami to calm down, Asama lowered his head and covered his face with the brim of his hat.
Without speaking and standing in a corner, the Presence skill takes effect.
The photographer didn't remind Asama to look up and smile or anything like that.
The cruise line came to an end with the sound of taking pictures.
At 2 o'clock in the afternoon, at the Tokyo Bay Pier, on the return bus, Asama found a corner and put on headphones to fall asleep quickly.
He didn't know that the boy next to him had been replaced by Futami Tsukimi.
The girl approached his sleeping face and took more than 100 kissing photos using the dislocation method. (End of chapter)