Chapter 37: Come on
Not long after the end of the third semester of high school, the school conducted the first round of exams.
Some people are eager to try, and some people are nervous.
When the roll came out, I looked at the disappointing results and almost burst into tears in the classroom.
In fact, my grades in junior high school were not bad, I was in the top few in my class, and I was full of confidence in my studies at that time. But when I went to the city where there are people outside the mountains, I realized that I was really mediocre like a drop in the ocean, and the teacher would not be surprised if I fell in, and the classmates would not care. Behind the blow to self-confidence is a gradual loss and low self-esteem.
In the evening, I rarely didn't go back to the classroom with Feiyan after eating, so I found an excuse to wander aimlessly around the playground. From one end of the playground to the other, and from that to this end. From the sunset to the nightfall. A mess of feeling lost.
It was getting dark, and the playground, which was originally full of people, was only the sound of intermittent slapsticks hitting the ground. I sat on the steps outside the playground, my eyes gray and confused. If the effort is not proportional to the results, I feel like I can't find my direction.
Thinking that I might not be able to get into the undergraduate exam in the future, I felt that my chest was tight. Tears are gurgling and forgetting to flow out, and I feel that only by letting the tears flow out can I be less depressed. Tears are like that, once they flow, it's like opening the floodgates. Anyway, when it was dark, no one saw it, and I cried uncontrollably, my voice twitching, and my body trembling.
I cried for a while, and felt that it was not time to start early, so I wiped away my tears and went back to the classroom.
As the class began to fall silent, I sat in my seat with my paper in my hand, staring at the front with unfocused eyes. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw a person walk into the classroom. I turned my head to see Jungle walking into the classroom with a gloomy face, and we both looked at each other. I don't know what made his face so ugly, he seemed to have done well in the exam this time, wasn't it for studying? What's that for? I wondered if my eyes were swollen, if I was being seen, and if I was staring at me like this, I was so polite that I forgot if my eyes were swollen, if I was being seen, and if there was something wrong with staring at him like this.
Feiyan touched me and asked in a low voice, "At the same table, what's wrong?" Your eyes are red? ”
I was slightly stunned, then I remembered my red and swollen eyes, lowered my head and symbolically rubbed my hand with my hand, "The sand was lost just now".
What a clumsy excuse, no way, I can't think of a better excuse. I can't tell Feiyan that I didn't do well in the exam, and I cried sadly.
After a while, Feiyan touched me again, "At the same table, you can ask me if you don't know the question, don't be afraid of trouble, while giving you a lecture, I will also improve myself, killing two birds with one stone." ”
I snorted.
The eyes began to swell again.
The one who knows me is Feiyan.
Lying in bed at night, I wondered if I wasn't a student and what I would do in the future. My parents have always said that only by being admitted to university can I get a good job, so studying hard and getting into a university is the only way out in my life. I had to go to university, but I was still 108,000 miles away from the university.
There are still three or four months before the college entrance examination, how to study in order to improve the grades, whether to try to balance the development of subjects that aggravate lameness, or to concentrate on subjects that are easy to improve grades quickly. I tossed and turned in bed, and I heard the sound of breathing in the dormitory until I realized that it was late. It was destined to be an anxious sleepless night.
Early in the morning, the sharp-eyed Li Hui discovered that I had a pair of panda eyes. "Rei, what's wrong with you? The eyes are godless, and the hall is black, this is ......"
Laugh at me in the morning, I don't know if I'm in a bad mood. I replied angrily, "Don't talk to me, I'm annoying"
"It's a day to be annoyed or not. A surperise for you! Li Hui snapped a roll in front of my eyes.
There are a lot of words written densely on the volume. Each question is marked with the question type, where the question point is, how to solve it, how to solve the problem, several solution ideas, detailed answering steps, and so on. This is a volume that was only sent yesterday, and it was sorted out in such detail overnight. I don't think I can get it if I don't boil it. I looked at the signature of the paper.
Jungle.
I pointed to the scroll and asked in disbelief, "You...... You sorted it out overnight? ”
Jungle rubbed his nose "Hmm".
"Isn't it veryperfect!" Li Hui snapped his fingers!
"Hmm," I nodded sincerely. "Can you lend me a look?"
"Nonsense, here you go, is it for you to pay respect!"
"Oh, oh", I took the paper and turned around, immersed in the meticulous and magical speed of the jungle classmates sorting out the math papers, no wonder the jungle math scores improved so fast, the paper was sorted out as a teaching template, and the admiration for the jungle was also raised to a higher height.
"You don't thank me," Jungle shouted from behind.
"Oh," I turned back to Li Hui and said "thank you"
Just about to turn around, Li Hui pointed to the jungle next to him, "And him?"
Oh, by the way, the Lord of Thanks. I thanked the jungle and took the treasure roll, and the divine threw himself on the table, looking left and right. I think it will take a few nights to get through this paper.
In the evening, I took the paper back to the dormitory and read it on my bed with a flashlight. Conglin carefully marked some questions with stars, two or three, corresponding to the difficulty of the questions. I saw the last four stars with two words written in them: "Come on!" ”
Is this to cheer yourself up?