177. Exams and the Great Other and Can't Go Home
The wind and rain outside have pushed the temperature to about 27 degrees.
The air conditioning in the room was also 27 degrees.
The wind of the air conditioner was not turned down, but the blades that did not feel the wind were lowered at the exit.
Pochi said that people on the Internet discussed that the wind would consume more electricity if the wind was adjusted to a weak wind.
The raincoats of the second few people were put away by Asama, and he took out the storage box, loaded the wet socks of the girls, and went into the bathroom to wash and dry.
The girls showed their smooth feet, put on the disposable thick slippers prepared in advance for the entrance, and sat on the sofa in the room and chatted.
Pochi felt like a hostess, and went to 4 glasses of water to the four girls of Yinghe Academy, and at the same time brought himself and Asama a jar of grape-flavored Fanta.
Hearing Immortal's words, Pochi shifted her gaze back to a few paintings she had been neglecting.
"It turned out to be Ah Shui's self-portrait."
Please clarify the definition of self-portrait before speaking.
Asama just stepped out of the bathroom and glanced at Pochi.
"Jingshui-kun, is what Rishi said true?"
At least Futami thinks that Asama's still water should not be as chaotic as the child-like graffiti-like painting.
However, at a glance, the origin of all the decorative paintings of the Shizumi-kun family is too powerful!
I've been raising my rating for her. Such an excellent person, can't he make Jingshui-kun tempted?
"I don't know. Sometimes the phenomenon is just a phenomenon and has no meaning, and these paintings are just bought to look at comfortably. ”
"Do these paintings really give people a sense of comfort?"
Ichijo Masumi expressed skepticism. Simple, chaotic, and gloomy paintings are generally unacceptable to normal people, right? Just as most people don't paint the walls of their rooms black or brown, looking at these things for a long time will affect their mental state, right?
Well, if you think about it, it's not normal for Asama to say something like that in a serious interview.
"Isn't comfort the point?"
"At least not in the sense you say."
"I think that Mr. Robert, you can't tell you clearly rather than directly deny it, which means that these thoughts have long existed in your subconscious."
Over-interpretation, or a necessary skill for every literary and artistic worker, right?
Before the great painter Magritte explained the significance of his work, most art critics interpreted it in a biased way; When Cervantes wrote Don Quixote and Cao Xueqin wrote Dream of the Red Chamber, they would never have imagined that their works could feed a large number of people; Even those psychiatrists who rely on interpretation to eat, most of them will only conduct 90-minute interviews, small questionnaires, and brain wave tests, and cannot fully judge the patient's problems.
Looking at the concerned eyes of several girls, Asama didn't bother to continue explaining.
I feel like a normal person pretending to be mentally ill in Rohanson's experiment, and in a specific environment, the self that is preset by the evaluator is a manifestation of the disease, no matter how you justify it.
Asama prints out the test paper at his desk, 10 multiple-choice questions, 15 true/false questions, 5 fill-in-the-blank questions, 2 short-answer questions, and 3 case essay questions.
The content of the exam covers the general knowledge of love psychology mixed with the basic content of philosophy, psychology, communication, sociology, linguistics, education and other disciplines, as well as the comprehensive knowledge of the first system [goal, self-knowledge, and action] of practical application, and the comprehensive knowledge of the second system [positioning, super symbols, and conflicts].
The department's pet Pochi, as an invigilator, handed out test papers and noise-canceling earplugs to the four Ying and girls, and took a small storage bag and loaded their mobile phones into it.
Outside the curtains, Shiba Park is an empty landscape in the rain, and the vivid green colors make the gray skyline no longer monotonous.
The sky is getting darker, and in the hazy white noise, the indoor air seems to be exceptionally quiet.
Futami, Immortal River, Majima, and Ichijo each knelt at one end of the coffee table and worked hard to write on the test paper.
The four people who blocked their ears seemed to have nothing in the world except the two A4 sheets of paper in front of them.
Seeing the girls with all their earnestness, Poch smiled happily.
It was as if the first sunlight after the rain was pouring down from the gaps in the clouds that had quietly cracked.
For Pochi, if she had to do the question, I'm afraid it would be a living surface of the moon without air, right?
The girls are willing to take this exam on a rainy day, just to get closer to Asama.
Without the need for an exam, he was able to get close to Asama, and Pochi experienced the superiority of VIP user privileges.
Your finish line, you can't even reach the starting line of Uncle Pochi~
The exam starts at 5 a.m. and ends at 6:30 a.m.
Taking advantage of this time, Asama checked the ingredients in the refrigerator and began to prepare dinner.
Dinner was supposed to be made by Pochi, but if that was the case, it would be a bit noisy.
And Poki doesn't have a complete concept of the seasoning and timing of the food, and without himself staring at her, the production is not expected.
Bringing out the aged tuna and beef from the refrigerator, Asama prepares four main dishes of pan-fried tuna, tuna sashimi, grilled beef with green onions, and Osaka beef soup, as well as vegetables, such as kombu, bitter gourd, and pickled radish.
On the cutting board, after cutting the last cut of the tuna, Asama sighed that if you eat seafood again, you can only buy imported ones.
Although the whole of Japan continues to eat seafood, it is still necessary to wait and see for a while, there are too many scams in today's society, and it is easier for parties to win if they do not get on the bus easily.
The sound of the range hood and the sizzle of frying fish and roasting meat were naturally inaudible to the four candidates.
But the aromas of olive oil and tuna grease after the Maillard reaction escaped the capture of range hoods and air purifiers, and reached the tips of their noses.
Is this an additional test? What about concentration training?
Mai Majima couldn't help but look at Asama's cooking, and she tried her best to review, and it only took 5 minutes to speed through 10 multiple-choice questions.
She secretly observed the expressions of the examinees sitting on the other three sides of the coffee table like mahjong opponents.
Immortal Kawa Rishi smiled with the exclusive Yu Yu of the honor students, and seemed to be enjoying it, indeed, there are a lot of spoof options in the multiple choice questions from the still water, as if it is the kind of dialogue that can never be chosen in a love game.
Yuehai's little face was full of seriousness, and he was actually answering the big question behind! Shouldn't the order in which the rolls be made easier and then more difficult, saving time?
Upstairs, the head of the piano department, a true and serious expression with distress, seemed to have encountered a problem.
Oops, I was actually distracted in the exam, Mai, Mai, haven't you heard the story of the tortoise and rabbit race?
Mai Majima once again focused on the test paper, and although this exam was not a bet on human life or failure, she poured her strength into it as an adolescent teenager to play strip mahjong. After all, for the sake of boobs, those people will use the seriousness of human history. And in order to stand more calmly beside Asama still water, she will use a seriousness that surpasses that of ordinary humans.
Riyo Immortal Kawa is enjoying the exam.
These questions were completely different from the ones she had done before.
Even Yinghe, which is known for its innovative education, has no access to these things.
Robert's knowledge is really broad, is it because when others are sleeping and dreaming, he is on standby to charge or upgrade the system?
Someone once said that school is such a place: in school, the most important thing we learn is the truth that the most important things cannot be learned in school.
Once, Immortal Chuan felt right, but now she disagreed. Because if there is already someone in the school who has learned [the most important thing], then they will definitely get something new from that person.
And if you want to really get something, you have to pay a price.
For Immortal River, the price he paid was too little. But on the other hand, it seems that he has paid the price he deserves.
The still water in the shallow room is eroding her very toughly, condescendingly.
She yearns for freedom, and she is not averse to such erosion.
[How to break through the stranger/friendship zone and make the person you like also like yourself?] ]
Futami Tsukikai looked at this familiar topic and wondered if it would be a trap arranged by Asama.
If he says everything he thinks, then he will be wary of himself, right?
But if you don't write down the series of love combinations you learned some time ago, you won't get a high score.
It's a real nuisance.
Although there is a double bond of life and death between her and him.
Although he had built a black wall around him, no girl could enter, and no one knew where the door was.
However, there are more and more opponents.
He must be ahead of everyone and be the one he is accustomed to, the one who must be, the only one who can do it.
Even if you are not a lover, you must go inside the wall and become an existence that he can't avoid even if he is isolated from the world.
First use the kind of fate that accepts fate, accepts that there is no return for paying, and don't deliberately entangle these answers that package your self-confidence and stable mentality, and paralyze Jingshuijun, right?
The familiar taste of fried fish.
It would be nice if I could stay at home like this every day and cook with Shizumi-kun.
It's completely out of the ordinary
Obviously, I have read the study materials of the love counseling department several times.
Ichijo Masumi was a little discouraged.
Sure enough, the recent time allocation is not very reasonable, and with this half-consciousness, no matter how much you think, you can't win against others.
However, I am not reconciled.
If you are not qualified, you can only be cheeky as a supernumerary member of the love counseling department and meet him.
Will you still be allowed to participate in departmental events like this in the future?
Want to win. It's not just about winning on the piano.
I want to win the Futami Tsukikai and win the immortal Riyo. Win Mai Majima and have more girls.
However, what has been accumulated during this time has not been in vain.
This ugly desire to win and lose and greed cured the disease that he could only escape.
If you can't improve your strength in a short period of time, you can only rely on your attitude to save some impression points.
Seeing that they hadn't finished the exam yet, Asama made dinner.
In order to avoid some unnecessary scenes, he made a reasonable meal distribution.
After cleaning up the kitchen, he put the fried fish and roast beef with green onions on the warming board next to the gas stove, and Asama took off his apron and looked at the examination room.
The girls were sitting on the carpet by the coffee table.
You can see a straight back of Mazumi, a Peugeot figure and a slender waist, so that her back also has beautiful curves, like a violin, not a simple violin, but a superb violin of the [Stradivari] level.
You can also see the side faces of Majima and Futami with the golden ratio, and their appearance is fascinating at any time and from any angle, and they are as serene and beautiful as the ancient Roman goddess Vista depicted or carved by artists in the 19th century.
The short-haired Majima has a sparkle of fire in his eyes.
The second view with long hair hanging down has the hazy beauty of Raffero Monti's masterpiece "The Virgin in the Veil". The beauty under that layer of tulle has indeed been constantly thinning his rationality for more than half a month.
It would be nice if they were really like Vesta (corresponding to the Greek virgin goddess Hestia), who were celibate for life and had no interest in love.
Immortal River still has the cool and burning feeling of the rock and roll idol, but the posture is not very elegant, and he actually uses the coffee table table as a cushion to support the upper body
Asama quickly withdrew his gaze.
Today's female high school students, one by one, are so well developed that they will be infected by color just by looking at them.
In Eiwa Academy, there are only a few like Chiyo Konoe.
It was as if the valve that aborted the launch was pulled down before launching a nuclear warhead from a missile silo.
Asama violently bombarded the subconscious chest sorting act into fragments of consciousness.
Haruki Murakami seems to have mentioned in "The End of the World and the Cold Wonderland" - there is no doubt that sexual desire is an upright energy. If you imprison your sexual desire and don't give a way, your mind will inevitably lose your coolness and your body will lose its balance.
Asama didn't want this kind of upright energy.
But it is undeniable that he is not yet a high-ranking monk who has attained the Tao, and he has not reached the realm of facing his desires and turning them into Dao fruits.
Lacan said: "The only thing that can make one feel guilty is that one gives in to one's own desires. 】
Asama feels that he is innocent, and in contrast to Lacan's words, he has a stronger desire and goal, and moves forward, so that the small desire is covered by the big desire, and from then on loses the "reality" of need, and it does not constitute the "symbol" of desire.
Truth be told, Lacan's theory of desire Asama didn't like it.
However, according to his theory, chasing desire is to face one's own scarcity, although desire has an unsatisfying nature, chasing desire can always obtain new or greater desire, but by persisting in desire and going through the process of desire amplification or change, one can be redeemed by oneself in one's own actions.
There is a chicken soup of courage and perseverance in this theory.
Like a satellite, Poki circled around the coffee table and waved upwards again, a terrific smile on his face.
As if to say that the four girls at the coffee table were her students.
Asama sighed, people who don't study are happy, content in ignorance.
After checking the table, there are still 15 minutes to finish the exam, so let's take a break.
Everyone had a great time eating dinner.
Asama, who only makes the bare minimum of speeches, tries to maintain a "big other" posture as much as possible, expressing his expectations for the members of the relationship counseling department.
In the immortal river, he asked, "What is your dream today?" Asama uses what he has learned from reading Lacan to discuss a topic with the girls about the difference between desires and desires.
Sigmund Freud once told an example of how you fell asleep in the middle of the North Pole when you were hungry and cold, dreaming of a delicate four-poster bed and a bowl of caviar. Your desire is to have a shelter and to get rest and food, but dreams reflect desires that are blocked from consciousness.
Why isn't the dream an ordinary bed or a fortress? Why not a bowl of hot soup that provides more calories?
Lacan's answer, because desire is different from desire. Desire is equated entirely with a distorted process that transforms the desire for shelter and food into a specific image, that is, these specific details. People who are addicted to desires will easily lose their original desires because of the details reflected in these desires.
Asama said this topic, nothing more than to emphasize that being with Asama Stillwater, falling in love with Asama Stillwater or getting married, is a kind of desire. He hopes that the girls will be able to pass through this desire and see their true desires.
He really can't, he wants to be the [Great Other] and reverse their desires.
After all, Hegel and Lacan also said that "people's desires are the desires of others", which is like seeing Lei Feng doing good deeds and wanting to become Lei Feng; Seeing that the country has liberalized the policy of a certain industry, I want to devote myself to that industry. The Greater Other, capable of constituting the desires of others.
Unconsciously, in the process of learning, I found another skateboard on the road to the strength of the shadow.
Originally, they should have said goodbye to them after eating, but the candidates decided on their own that they would wait for the results to come out before going home.
So Asama sat at the desk and corrected the test papers for the four girls.
The dignified [Great Other], why do you have to work overtime to go to high school here?
Asama is a little hated for himself who keeps losing the bottom line of principles.
That's the price of playing gregarious.
Even leaders must respect the opinions of the masses (be carried by the opinions of the masses).
At 8 o'clock in the evening in Tokyo, Azabu Juban, in the apartment next to Shiba Park, the girls have a tea party.
Ichijo Zhencheng felt that he didn't do well in the exam, and it is estimated that 70 points is enough.
Having a disadvantaged teacher, she decided to probe the other girls.
"Well, what kind of boys do you like?"
The topic of love is more versatile than the weather.
"First of all, you have the strength but not the show, and secondly, you have to be as precise and fun as a robot. Third, it must be a handsome guy~"
"People who love to read, who can cook, who are action-oriented, who are compassionate, who can heal and even save people."
Mai-chan! You've grabbed the lines!
Futami Yuehai thought for a moment and said,
"Those who can be self-disciplined and introspective, who are willing to help others grow, and who want to be a crutch for everyone."
Oh my god, Tsuki-chan is so cunning, it's all the words that come out of Asama's mouth!
Unlike when I had dinner at the house of the Imperial Palace, the two girls are equivalent to open cards.
Although they don't know the cards, they also know each other's thoughts about Asama still water.
"Where's Sister Pochi?"
"Pick up the girl and go home, treat the girl as a dog, and assign all kinds of chores to the girl."
"No matter how you think about this kind of person, it's a big problem!!"
"This kind of person is scum!!"
"Sister Pochi is kidding, hahahaha."
"Hey, Robert-kun, are you alright? Your expression looks stiff. ”
"It's okay, because my personality is very distorted, so my mouth is crooked."
"Oh, I see."
"But it's still far from being a dog."
"Why do you want to compare it to a dog?"
Ichijo Masumi looked at the thin stack of test papers in Asama's hand and asked,
"Hero-kun, is the test paper corrected so quickly?"
"Well, it's done."
Just as Asama was about to announce the results,
Outside the house, there was a moment of brightness like day, followed by the sound of thunder that shook the earth.
The rain is getting heavier.
The girls looked at each other.
Now, everyone can't go back, right?
(End of chapter)