After taking a shower, Asama lay down on the floor of the hotel.

After the end of the dozen and three, the small party of 12 people also ended.

With all his might, snapping his fingers and firing his fingers, and the phase dash and displacement magic were turned on, he should be able to handle it easily.

But it is still unrealistic to fight back the ball of 3 people at the same time to guarantee victory.

Perhaps in the eyes of everyone, the shallow room after opening is about 1/100 of the real shallow room.

Asama, who is omnipotent, finally got a little more serious when he hit three.

But only Asama himself knows that his limits as a mortal are once again exposed. Even if it is a member of the Huaxia Provincial Team who is not on the list, it may be easy to get these natural skills of his own.

It was reassuring to know that every one of their balls, even the airplane balls that didn't touch the table, was pulled back by him, and yes, even if he didn't score, he wouldn't eat their balls raw, or let them stay in his half.

This metaphor of rejection, as smart as they are, will surely understand.

Slightly guilty, Mai Majima had the same dish as him, which made her a little embarrassed tonight.

Originally, he wouldn't have deliberately played chasing the ball, but Majima just used his brain to catch it countless times.

Majima's white head turned into a ceiling overhead, and Asama sighed, it was too long.

Hanyu hadn't returned to his room yet, Yukino had already fallen asleep with headphones and blindfolds on, and the sound of the stream was faintly coming from the window.

Arima Yoshihiko was lying next to Asama, and when he heard the sigh, he said coldly,

Asama, do you feel that guilt?"

"Arima, haven't you slept yet?"

Arima looked at the ceiling calmly and whispered.

"Well, even if you finish the day, you won't be able to sleep because of some problems."

The night meeting has begun.

Asama felt like he had entered a rhythm that he had been familiar with in his previous life.

"So, what guilt do you mean?"

In his two lives combined, there are too many places of guilt.

Because of his lack of ability, the footprints of his life seem to have been stepped on in shoes called regret.

Does Arima's guilt mean that he turned a blind eye to the favor of seeing them for the second time? Or is it that this period of time has passively caused many couples to break up? Or do you keep talking to the people with Arima, but never interact with the mediocrity?

"It's that you live and enjoy it, but there are always many people who don't enjoy it and they are still suffering. Pleasure becomes a sin, and you, for yourself, are either powerless or indulge in a sense of guilt. ”

Well, it turns out that this is right.,This is the protagonist Arima Yoshihiko's speech that is really full of a sense of excellence (saint) and Yue (mother).

"The party just now actually made you think that [Zhumen's wine and meat stink, and there are frozen bones on the road]?"

"It's not that meaning, but it feels like there's a will to sink everybody, and in this world, even the sun, the water, and the air are unfair. The road was long and obstructive, and there was no time to waste before that, but I was slack. ”

"You're good enough, but you're just a high school student, and you're punishing yourself for problems that adults can't solve, and problems they've created. In addition, you underestimate the survival of creatures in unfair conditions. The mosses in Antarctica, which can sleep for thousands of years and then come back to life, do not find the equatorial sun great. Or is [being in captivity as equals] the best solution for the liberation of all mankind for you? ”

“.”

Arima Yoshihiko digested Asama's words, shook his head and said,

"Not to mention that equal captivity is not a paradox. Captivity can never be optimal, and the relationship between the farmer and the livestock is one of slavery and exploitation, not of service.

I once heard a story about a farmer who asked his son before he died, 'What are you going to do with the more feed for the pigs on the farm, the donkeys more than two hours a day, and the chickens more in a bigger barn?' The son replied: "In response to the actual needs, improving the food will improve the quality of the pigs, increasing the rest time will increase the working life of the donkeys, and expanding the barn will prevent chicken plague and accommodate more chickens." When the farmer heard what his son had to say, he smiled and said, "Who is still investing in these years, don't be led by the nose by demand, and tell them that there are wolves outside." '

Feeding is the greatest irony of human freedom of existence, and man must not be alienated into a domestic animal. ”

Asama glanced at Arima and thought, isn't it clear what the situation is in Japan?

The two lying down looked at each other sideways for a moment, and Asama said,

"In reality, not everyone takes freedom that seriously, because they lose the ability to survive while they are free. Vampires above the hierarchy, parasites below the hierarchy, these people are inseparable from the mechanisms created by society for their survival. At the same time, many people who pursue freedom have also deviated from the normal track, and the [freedom] in their hearts is a destruction of normal people's pursuit of freedom.

It's as hard to sell [the idea of a price] as it is to sell an [unknown product]. You say to primitive people that you need a mobile phone, then, at least you have to explain to them what a mobile phone looks like, the benefits of a mobile phone, and how to use it. But the primitive people will answer you that there is neither WIFI nor charging ports in their caves.

They lack the spiritual support to accept the concept, and many of them, they can't solve, which requires concentrated investment. You can find that in terms of education, the investment has failed, the government has no funds to continue to invest in public schools, and private schools such as Yinghe have become a direct train to the University of Tokyo. ”

Hearing Asama's words, Arima closed his eyes,

"Invest?.I do it sometimes [if everybody.] This assumption, but I also understand that they need role models, they need homework that they can copy, and they need others to help them reduce the cost. Obviously, Yinghe's public welfare fund has existed for so many years, but the base of Yinghe's willingness to participate in public welfare undertakings is less than 12%, and the rapid growth of those funds in the years is mostly due to the willingness and mobilization of the strong.

I don't feel like I'm capable of mobilizing everyone. ”

A truly strong person should not expose his weakness and hesitation, ah Arima!

Asama sat up, put one hand on his bent knee, and said seriously,

"You're thinking too much. Many countries have set up Arbor Day decades ago, but the world's forest cover has dropped from 35% to 28%, and the policy needs to be firm, but the real effect is also affected by environmental factors.

Then be patient, after all, [forcing everyone to do good] is not a good thing in itself.

I see all your actions, you don't have any problems, do what you want to do, unite those who are willing to help you, no matter how great the system is, it also needs great people to implement. Maugham said, "You will become, you are becoming." There are horses, it doesn't matter how many objects are mobilized, the important thing is to mobilize this action, in Sartre's concept, no matter how good the existence of [self] is, the ultimate measure of who you are, it is your [self]. ”

Arima Yoshihiko also sat up, put the blanket aside, laughed at himself, shook his head and said,

"I'm afraid I'm not qualified to say that a great man. I have no power to break down the barriers between the strong and the weak, just like the world out there that is gradually dividing up, where the rich collude and the poor fall against each other.

The power of the people is weak and scattered, and the world is full of [pseudo-hero] historical views. You will find that in the past, people's love for heroes and epics came from their growth in overcoming difficulties, and the power of this growth can be delegated to the people; Nowadays, people's love for heroes has become the worship of gods, and victory and strength are far more important than growth, and human beings cannot obtain the power of gods except to bow down."

"Arima, a point needs to be corrected: Herodotus, though in his Histories, reveals that the rule of the people was originally understood in terms of 'isonomy'. But no law is an open edit, and there is no contradiction between the people's view of history, the supremacy of the people, and the formulation of the legal system and the design of the social structure by outstanding heroes, because the heroes themselves are also the people. ”

Arima admires Asama's profound knowledge, and when talking to him, there is always the illusion of chatting with the elders.

He nodded convincingly and said,

"At Eiwa, only you and Chiyo Konoe can do this, but her tendencies are chilling, but you are different.

A few words from you can make everyone love something,

One of your notes can make everyone more cautious about love,

Your guidance has made many students who are in a difficult situation make great strides again.

You can even use just a few ideas to increase the total quota of this year's student union public welfare fund by 1 billion with the addition of 12 sub-projects.

However, you have lived up to everyone's liking for you, and you have not abused the power gained by worship,

In my eyes, you are the hero of those heroic epics.

So, in my opinion, there is nothing bad about being your pawn. ”

Hearing this, Asama groaned for a long time.

It might be better to be honest with this friend.

"Arima, in fact, a long time ago, you were regarded by me as the male protagonist in the script of my life.

So you say that. I'm disappointed.

Of course, this does not affect my overall evaluation of you, and in addition, my evaluation and opinion of you does not matter.

The premise of understanding between friends is equal information and honest communication.

I also have something to disappoint you, about the liberation of all mankind, the death for all mankind, or a little lesser - to make all the people in this country really live a good life, these grand wishes, I do not have the courage, will, determination to carry these grand wishes.

The emperor or something, it's just talking.

The Fifth Emperor is just a rumor, I'm just a countryman.

I don't control other people's interests, and I don't really have the ability to. If you really want to do such a cruel thing as staking the fate of many people on one person, I think you are the more suitable person. I'm sorry. ”

Yukino's heart, which had been sleeping, was pounding.

What rank of PUA is this?

Are the topics that the top cash-ups are talking about now so abstract?

Emperor? Asama still water is really a royal man. What prince Weifu private interview?

Are these things I should be listening to?

Now it's okay to pretend to sleepwalk out of the room, right?

The [Yin Strength] expression painlessly lowered his presence, and at this moment he desperately wanted the ability to hold his breath and become invisible.

The two people sitting opposite each other on the floor bedding continued to look at each other without sadness or joy.

Arima is thinking.

Is Asama telling the truth at this time?

If it weren't for the Five Regents, the ambiguous attitude of the chairman and the principal towards him, the vigilance of Katsura's seniors towards him, the importance that Konoe attached to him, the trust of Takishima, Nijo, Daiki, Ryuzaki, and Komaba, and the awe of all the Eiwa classmates who were above the top of the table for him, it would be difficult to explain.

If he was a careerist, shouldn't he be happy to hear the same confession of his allegiance?

Do you want to reduce [Arima Yoshihiko]'s dependence on [Asama still water]?

Wrong

Thinking about the things in your own country. [the heaviness of being over-anticipated], there is no better understanding than Arima.

He was willing to believe that Asama was just clothed in gold by someone else, and that he had the power to take it off.

He guessed that Asama, who had the blood of a top nobleman, did not want to be burdened with heavy responsibilities, and that he had the right to pursue his own freedom.

It's just that in order to stand on the side of justice, he paid the price of exposing himself.

Arima took a few deep breaths in silence and looked at Asama,

"So in your life script, what is Asama's position for yourself?"

"[Shadow Strength]."

“.”

！！！

Yukino was shocked, wasn't she beating him?!

It seems that I can't hide the things that I have woken up.

Arima repeated Asama's answer in his mouth 3 times, and said strangely,

"What is the Shadow Strengther?"

"A kind of strength but not willing to perform; Have the ability to take responsibility for solving problems, but throw problems to others; There are feelings that must be reciprocated, but their youth is wasted repeatedly; venting his bad taste for himself, but he can always get the favor of the god of luck; Obviously, everything has gone out of control, but it has been able to stabilize the overall situation by relying on poor information; Secondary 2 is the extreme, except for being willing to work self-training, selfish people who are useless. ”

Yukino's face crumpled.

Why do you judge me so sharply, big teacher!! Where did I offend you?

In addition, [there are feelings that must be responded to]/[their youth]

Am I so popular? Can you give me their contact information? I will continue to read your masterpiece "The Book of Love" today!!

No way! Do you have to open a harem if you are popular?! Phew!

There is no woman in my heart, I draw my sword and the natural god, and I don't have a sweetheart, so I can become a master!

Arima was speechless, and looked at Asama with [You're not kidding] eyes,

"Isn't this a completely negative person?"

"Well, if there is no luck, he is one of the sources of misfortune in the world."

"Why are you degrading yourself so much?"

"Although "The Little Prince" is a fairy tale, there is a sentence that I like, "It is much more difficult to judge yourself than to judge others, and if you succeed in judging yourself correctly, then you are a real wise man." 】”

"But I don't think you're judging yourself correctly, you're judging another person."

"Anyway, Arima, I'm interested in sponsoring you to become a hero, but I don't have the intention of being a hero. I'm so much more selfish than you are, and you need to look at me more objectively. ”

I feel that it will be more troublesome to continue the topic.

If he shows a low feeling for a while, will Asama be like a mirror, showing a stronger self-denial to warn him?

Arima thought for a moment and said,

"You mentioned Maugham just now, and my classmates also like to watch Maugham, did you recommend her to watch it?"

"Don't change the subject, Arima."

"I agree with all of the above."

“.”

Hanyu sneaked open the door, glanced at Yukino, and then at the two Asama, who were still sitting opposite each other.

"Oh, haven't you slept? I'm having a night talk~~~"

Then Hanyu smiled mysteriously,

"There will be big news tomorrow~" (end of this chapter)