Chapter 237: Why Don't You Say It
I haven't heard any movement behind me for a long, long time.
Qing Jiujiu thought that Ji Shiyan's light skills were a lot better, and probably left quietly.
But when she turned overβ
The gloomy gaze that stared at her still scared her.
Is this man sick?
"Why haven't you left yet?"
There was blame and speechlessness in the tone.
Ji Shiyanxin said, look, she really hates me, and she is tired of even looking at me more.
"Do you have a crush on Xie Shi?" Ji Shiyan gritted his teeth, and his voice seemed to be squeezed out of his teeth: "Or is it some other man?" β
Don't you have to sleep tonight?
Qing Jiujiu rolled his eyes, lay back down, closed his eyes, and was ready to say nothing.
But her appearance angered Ji Shiyan even more.
As soon as his body was light, Qingjiujiu was pulled up and forced to open his eyes to face the season banquet.
"Marimaru likes Xie Shi so much, is it because of you? Children are the most susceptible, you have a crush on Xie Shi, so she keeps calling Xie Shi's father, isn't it? β
Qing Jiujiu inexplicably felt that tonight's Ji Shi banquet was a bit nonsense, why didn't he find out that this man still had this side before?
"Yes and what? Does it have anything to do with you? β
"I'll kill him!"
Seeing that Qingjiujiu's face sank, Ji Shiyan couldn't help but make up for it: "Find it back first, and then kill him!" β
"Ji Shiyan, get out of my nerves, don't act like a crazy person in front of me! If something happens, I promise you'll regret it! β
Look, Qingjiujiu also threatened him for other men.
She'd never been like this before!
Ji Shiyan was angry when he didn't ask, and he was even more angry after asking.
He roared, "You are not allowed to have affection for him!" β
"Why?" Qingjiu smiled angrily: "I can't marry again without you?" Isn't there still your childhood sweetheart Qing Xiuxiu in your palace? β
When he was going to marry Qing Xiuxiu, did he ask her again?
When Qing Xiuxiu tried to put her in an ugly situation, did Ji Shiyan treat her fairly?
Now that there is no relationship between them, Ji Shiyan wants to go back to her nosy business??
Let's not mention that she only has a friendship between family members for Xie Shi, that is, if there is a Zhang San and Li Si in the future, she will marry, and it depends on his Ji Shiyan's face.
What a dream!
Ji Shiyan was gloomy and compassionate: "Qing Xiuxiu is confined in the palace, as long as you want, you can deal with it at any time." β
Disposal?
Qingjiujiu was stunned for a moment, and then returned to normal: "Are you willing?" Back then, it hurt like a heart and liver, and she didn't suffer any grievances, but what's wrong with it now, it's changed? What did you think when you cut off her hand? β
When it came to Qing Xiuxiu, Ji Shiyan's eyes flashed with deep killing intent.
"Do you think one hand is not enough, and you can tell me what else you want."
Qing Jiujiu found that he couldn't make sense with Ji Shiyan at all.
Did he feel that he was bent on hating Qing Xiuxiu, so he pulled with him in every way?
He will always be the initiator, no matter how hateful Qing Xiuxiu is, isn't it because of the season banquet that he can't accept it in the end?
She is not afraid of offending Ji Shiyan now, and Qing Xiuxiu's life is not as important to her as everything at the moment.
decided to explain to Ji Shiyan: "Do you think that I was in love with you before, and then I left you because of those injuries?" Do you think that as long as you make up for the damage you did to me in the past, I will ignore my past suspicions, right? β
Ji Shiyan didn't speak, staring intently at Qingjiujiu.
If you don't speak, you acquiesce.
After all, he knew very well what the wine was like when he married him.
It is not an exaggeration to describe it as infatuated.
Qingjiujiu couldn't tell him that he wasn't the Qingjiujiu he used to be.
Except for a brief loss of heart under the influence of phoenix gall, she has no feelings for this man at all.
Except for disgust, surrender, and the desire to flee.
How could something be produced under such oppression?
After thinking about it, Qingjiujiu struggled with the wording: "In the past, I was young and ignorant, and I may have regarded infatuation as feelings, thinking that I really had a deep affection for you, but that was actually just some confused emotions." β
"Ji Shiyan, from the moment you forced me to give birth and threw me into a mass grave, we are destined to only be evil."
"It's impossible for me to have feelings for you, and you don't have the conditions to support me to have feelings for you, Qing Xiuxiu is one thing, from the moment I returned to Yanjing, I had only one purpose, to take Yunlang away."
Every time she said a word, Ji Shiyan's face turned a little gray.
Under the dim light of the night, Qingjiujiu could almost see the paleness of the corners of his lips.
It's weird, as if she can easily hurt Ji Shiyan.
Obviously, this person is so powerful, but also so brutal.
How could he have been injured?
"And that time in the hunting grounds, you let go of my hand and let me fall off the cliff in front of you, do you remember?"
The pale lips were not only pale now, but also seemed to tremble visibly: "I can explain-"
"No need to explain," Qingjiujiu was a little weak, and took the initiative to say: "Maybe at that time, my mask was dissected, and you were just shocked, and you didn't want to let go, but it was the same for me, and I would only be hurt by you." β
This led to the fact that Qing Jiujiu's later appearance of Ji Shiyan would only be full of shadows.
"And all kinds of things in the future, phoenix gall, those persecutions, if you know me, you will know that I have a strong character, those things that can almost destroy all my pride, will only push you farther and farther, I was looking at you with colored glasses, do you think I will have feelings for you?"
Time is such a good thing.
Back then, they were tense and would only bite each other when they sat together, but now Ji Shiyan can listen to her calmly.
Ji Shiyan opened his lips and wanted to say something, but in the end he didn't say anything because his throat was too bitter.
Memories are the most tiring things, not to mention bad memories.
Qing Jiujiu thought of his last days in the palace, and felt a little painful.
"It's even more so during the half year that you were locked in Begonia Garden, do you know what it's like to be a living person confined in a room where you can see your head at a glance? A different person would have gone crazy a long time ago. β
Ji Shiyan's lower lip trembled violently for a moment.
Not only for Qingjiu, but for him, what was not a nightmare for him?
"I thought Xie Yu was dead, he didn't actually do anything wrong, he was just called by me to save someone, and you were going to kill him, I thought at the time, then why didn't you kill me? Are you feeling energized like the two of us? β
Maybe Ji Shiyan thinks there is, but for Qingjiujiu, there is only a nightmare.
Under the double torture of body and mind, Qingjiujiu actually couldn't sleep every night for half a year.
She didn't say this: "You want to use Qing Xiuxiu to give Yun Lang Gu, why don't you say it?" β