She dozed off and woke up.

immediately reacted to who was carrying her.

Such broad shoulders, such a tall height, and the scent of sandalwood that can't be dispersed on the body at any time-

The road is narrow.

"Put me down."

Didn't this man speak to Canaan?

Why did she follow after only a few steps?

This palace is heavily guarded, he is not afraid of being broken, and she is afraid of getting involved with him!

But Ji Shiyan remained motionless, and his steps were steadily stepping on the snow.

'Squeak',

'Squeak'.

Qingjiu hammered him: "Did you hear that?" Put me down! When a guard passes by, he'll die! ”

"No, this road is quiet, and the guards on patrol can't even come over."

Qing Jiujiu: "......"

That's how I coincidentally chose this path?

No wonder you can't find spring grass.

She struggled to get out, but she made her sweat from the alcohol, and she gave up.

Anyway, she can't be crazy about this person, so she should be in a sedan chair.

However, she made up her mind that she didn't want to talk to Ji Shiyan.

Just silently watched the snow scene by himself.

Ten meters away from this road, there is a palace lamp, although it is not gorgeous, but it glows a warm yellow light in the white snow.

But it's very tasty.

The rule in the palace is that fireworks should be set off at midnight.

It means saying goodbye to the old and welcoming the new.

The fireworks of the Pavilion rang out, and a purple flower exploded in mid-air.

Qingjiujiu looked up.

Then the second one, the third one.

Reflect her bright snow face like a fairy.

Qingjiujiu was a little happy, but also a little sad.

The happy thing is that today is the New Year, and she has lived another year old.

Annoyingly, she missed Yunlang Maru.

"Aren't you happy?"

Suddenly, I heard Ji Shiyan ask.

When will this person pay attention to her emotions?

If he is unhappy, what is it to him?

Qingjiujiu didn't speak.

Ji Shiyan seemed to open the conversation: "Meng Xining's matter, you said that she was pitiful, I didn't mean to hug her." ”

Why do you still remember this?

Qingjiujiu snorted softly, meaning disdain.

But when it fell into Ji Shiyan's ears, it was as if Qingjiujiu didn't listen to her explanation at all.

He stopped with his back on his back: "Or is it because of Canaan?" Canaan didn't say anything. ”

He and Canaan are old acquaintances, but in this palace, it is not appropriate to say anything.

"Princess Canaan likes you." Qingjiujiu suddenly spoke: "I liked it five years ago." ”

Ji Shiyan immediately said: "But I don't like her, I only like you." ”

“........”

It may be that he drank too much wine, and when he heard this kind of words, Qingjiujiu actually felt hot in his ears.

The season feast is simply poisonous.

She had an expression on her face: "But I don't like you, I hate you." ”

She thought three words I hate you were enough for the proud madman to throw her to the ground.

But he didn't.

He was silent for a moment, and then asked, "Then who do you like, Xie Shi?" ”

Neuropathy.

Qingjiujiu made up her mind to ignore him.

After waiting for a long time and not waiting for an answer, Ji Shiyan seemed a little annoyed: "When you drink wine, you will spit out the truth, is it the default meaning that you don't speak?" ”

This is not as angry as the three-year-old Marimaru.

No, after the New Year, Marimaru should be four years old.

Qing Jiujiu looked at the fireworks, but he still couldn't hold back after all: "I think Yunlang Pill Pill." ”

Sometimes when she thinks of Marumu, she thinks of everything that Ji Shiyan has inflicted on her.

In fact, aside from the child Marimaru, everything she experienced was not beautiful.

Ji Shiyan was still angry, and after hearing this, he directly extinguished the fire.

Because I heard the sadness in Qingjiu's tone.

He put Qingjiujiu on the ground, afraid that she would be cold, and took off the cloak on his body to cover her.

"They're fine, maybe they'll be able to see the fireworks now."

Ji Shiyan wanted to reach out and touch the little red that was forced out by the smell of wine at the moment.

But there was still an inch away, and he stopped inexplicably.

Don't dare to touch it, for fear that Qingjiu will get angry.

Even Qingjiu's sad expression made his heart break.

"When I gave birth to pills, it was also in a cold day, and I was born prematurely, and it was still snowing in the spring of that year in February."

She looked at the fireworks and exploded a red one.

Hearing this, Ji Shiyan gave her the hand to tie the cloak and belt, and raised her face to look at Qingjiujiu's face.

In June five years ago, the Cheng'an Wangfu caught fire, and the season banquet rushed back from Binzhou, and the Begonia Garden was burned to black charcoal.

Now that I think about it, being pregnant with Marimaru was the one before he left Yanjing.

"I didn't give birth for two days, and Xinxin was so anxious that she even collapsed, do you remember what it was like when I gave birth to Yunlang?"

If Ji Shiyan remembered, he could imagine what she was like when she gave birth to pills.

It can be very calm when I say this now, but after saying that, the fear of those years of blood collapse and lying on the bed with a trace of exhaustion is still in front of me.

I don't know if it's cold or afraid, Qingjiujiu is a little shivering.

Twice in her life, if she didn't have fear, no one would believe it.

She hated Ji Shiyan so much because all the fears she had were born from this man.

"I don't know how you say you like it, and it doesn't matter what kind of emotions you had for Qingjiujiu in the past, but Ji Shiyan, I can't like you. It's impossible to like Yunlang and Marimaru when you think of it. ”

Ji Shiyan's pupils are deep, he has always been a restrained personality and will not show emotions.

But Qing Jiujiu's very light words can now easily defeat him.

It's impossible to like.

Because I was hurt too deeply.

Ji Shiyan went to shake Qingjiujiu's wrist, and he saw that there was even a faint scar on her thin wrist.

It was an old wound that had been strangled out.

Maybe it was because of the iron chain that was trapped in the palace back then.

Her hands were very cold, and Ji Shiyan's banquet was not much better.

There was even a chill on his fingertips.

As long as he thinks about it, what would he do if the fire that Qing Ripples burned in the Begonia Garden back then.

Qingjiujiu, Yunlang, and a pill pill that came quietly to Qingjiu's stomach at that time.

If all three of them were taken away by the fire, no matter how much he pursued him, he would never see each other again.

So what happens?

"Then hate." When Ji Shiyan spoke, there was tremor in his voice: "I can give you whatever you want." ”

Qingjiujiu wanted to pull her hand away, but her strength was not as big as Ji Shiyan's, so she couldn't pull it.

I just gave up.

She looked at the moon that had emerged from behind the dark clouds at some point, and was a little bitter.

"What were you thinking when I asked you to uncuff me in Begonia Garden?"

After speaking, she could clearly feel that Ji Shiyan's strength holding her hand suddenly tightened!