"What am I sad about," Concubine Liang smiled again, shaking the steps above her head with a clang, "He gave me the position of concubine." ”

In addition to the queen, she is the highest in the palace.

What is she going to be sad about losing a child?

But Qingjiujiu felt that her smile was not sincere.

There is no greater mourning than the death of the heart, probably that's it.

"Niangniang, on the day you gave birth, I can see that he is not ruthless to you, no matter what, with the position of concubine, the future will not be sad, and the child born in the palace is not necessarily good."

"I know."

Concubine Liang was categorical, looking at the fireworks that Meng Zhao had specially ordered to be set off in the distance in order to give her a promotion.

Clusters, blooming in the sky.

Colorful.

It's all imprinted on the bottom of her eyes.

"That day you told me that you would be a couple for a lifetime, and I laughed at your innocence," Concubine Liang looked back: "But which woman doesn't want it, she wants it, it's just too difficult." ”

Her birth determined the fate of her life, and she was in the deep palace all her life.

She had a dream that even if Meng Zhao was not her alone, it would be good to regard her as the one she loved the most.

But in the end, he didn't even let her give birth to a child.

The moment the child is gone, in fact, this heart is cold.

If only she could recognize from the beginning that she couldn't be the most special person.

Without so many delusions, there would be no such sadness as it came after.

"Jinghua, your real name is Jiujiu, right?"

Qingjiujiu didn't expect to hear his name from Concubine Liang's mouth.

But then she was relieved, she was already a smart person, and Meng Jiu'an had no way to hide her identity after she came back.

So it's not hard to guess at all.

Qingjiujiu nodded: "Yes." ”

"The man you are talking about is the King of Cheng'an of the Great Zhou?" Concubine Liang wiped her eyelashes under her eyelids: "That terrifying King Cheng'an, right?" ”

Qingjiujiu nodded again.

"You are emotional," Concubine Liang said firmly, "Why do you have to run away from him and not believe in his feelings?" ”

"I just believe in myself." Qingjiujiu said: "At any time, people can only believe in themselves. ”

"Believe in yourself."

Concubine Liang muttered in a low voice, repeating it twice.

He looked up at her and smiled, "You're right. ”

She said: "I heard that King Cheng'an is infatuated, and everyone in the five continents knows that he is looking for you, and he has been in danger for you many times, and there is no one else in the house, isn't this enough to make you tempted?" ”

The Qingjiu she knows, although independent and sober, does not seem to be a ruthless person.

There is a man of noble status who only cares about one person and wants no one but her.

Isn't this kind of love enough to move her?

"Niangniang, the most worthless thing in this world is a man's confession," Qingjiujiu sighed: "You never know if he feels guilty or really loves you, but guilt is also exchanged for hurting you." ”

It's not that she didn't see the dedication of Ji Shiyan.

But she didn't dare to bet.

Concubine Liang was stunned: "Guilty? ”

"Guilt is the least valuable." Qingjiujiu patted her hand: "So don't believe it, live for yourself forever." ”

Concubine Liang woke up in shock: "Will I see you again in the future?" People in this palace eat people, everyone is hypocritical, only you treat me with sincerity. ”

But tomorrow Qingjiujiu will go to the northwest, and she has her own future.

It's a golden wind and jade dew when they meet, goodbye, I'm afraid it's an endless meeting, right?

She ran her flamboyant fingers over Qingjiujiu's cheeks.

"I hope you find the man who makes you feel love, not guilt."

Qingjiujiu touched her forehead: "I really want to take you away." ”

But she couldn't even escape by herself.

When Concubine Liang came out of Linhua Palace, the moon was in the middle of the sky, and the fireworks had not yet been released.

Zhisu held her hand and said softly: "Niangniang, do you want to go back to Yuyao Palace?" Or go to His Majesty's Qingxuan Palace? ”

Once upon a time, if she had been rewarded, she would have been very happy.

This time, she was directly promoted to the concubine, but she couldn't understand Niangniang's expression.

And the first time she came to Linhua Palace to see Xie Niangniang.

Concubine Liang retracted her gaze, the direction of Qingxuan Hall was brightly lit, she should go to thank her.

But she didn't want to go.

Walking slowly along the palace wall, Concubine Liang asked softly: "Zhisu, you say, does he love this palace?" ”

The most taboo thing in the palace is to talk about love and hate.

What's more, the love of an emperor must be a lot of luxury.

"Your Majesty, he cares most about the mother," the deacon said cautiously: "Even the queen mother does not have the honor and favor in our palace." ”

That is, it is enough to have pampering.

As for love, as long as you are not stupid, who will ask for the love of an emperor?

"I'm so envious of wine," Concubine Liang said lightly: "She lives a sober life and never lets herself fall into such a situation." ”

"For a man, haha, for a man."

She felt that she was neither a human nor a ghost, and she was like a walking dead in this palace.

She loved Meng Zhao, but she hated him even more.

But she can't love, let alone hate.

So what's the point?

What's the point?

She stroked her stomach and said slowly, "Ever since the child was gone, I felt empty, as if the wind was blowing from all directions, all penetrating my body. ”

Zhisu was frightened enough by her appearance: "Niangniang, let's go back to the palace, okay?" ”

"Okay."

When the sky was slightly bright, a trumpet sounded outside the city.

Qing Jiujiu was taken out and stuffed into the carriage.

The three armies are waiting, and the commander should ride a horse, but Meng Jiu'an is nested in the same carriage as Qingjiujiu, trying to relax.

It's just that the team hasn't set off yet, and the flying eagle runs over: "Your Highness, Yuyao Palace has gone crazy." ”

Qingjiujiu suddenly opened his eyes: "What did you say?!" ”

"I don't know if it's the smoke and sparks falling, the weather has been dry recently, and the ignition is very fast, and the good concubine has not come out."

Meng Jiuan's eyelashes did not move, and it was none of his business.

It is common for people to die in the palace, and the death of a newly promoted concubine is just a slight flurry.

Feiying didn't come to listen to him, but to give Qing wine.

"You see, if you don't intervene to let her get it and let her lose it, she may have wishful thinking about living in this palace for the rest of her life."

Meng Jiu'an didn't open his eyes, but the smile on the corner of his lips was very cold.

Qingjiujiu was cold all over, and she stared in the direction of the palace with tears in her eyes.

It was too far away, and I could only see smoke rising somewhere, and it quickly disappeared into the Tibetan sky.

She should have sensed that something was wrong—Concubine Liang had come to say goodbye to her.

She loves Meng Zhao so much, she can't bear him to kill her own child.

I have long been determined to die.

Qingjiujiu smiled miserably and looked at Meng Jiu'an: "Yes, she died when your father was most guilty, she must not be forgotten in this life, right?" I heard that you accepted a young man who looks similar to Xie Shi, I would like to see it, is it really like it? ”

"The End of Shangyang Roll"

Yo Yo Lu Ming:

I really wrote that I was hurt, and I wanted to die

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